Chapter 105: Progress
The more she minded in her heart, the more Ji Qingling held her breath, she wanted to fight for her anger, she could no longer rely on a man to give her feelings like a cowardly woman, she wanted to live a good life for herself, since she decided to love him, she had to stand on an equal footing and love each other uprightly.
It's better to work harder, so that you don't have the same low self-esteem as you used to hide in the corner.
"Yes, although there are still some mistakes, but you have worked hard and written the paper in a down-to-earth manner, and it still has reference value." Wang Ling glanced at Ji Qingling approvingly, although he didn't personally take the two of them graduate students during this time, Shen Fuyan had always handed over their papers to him for review, so he still had a good idea of Cheng Dù for the two graduate students, especially Ji Qingling had made great progress recently, which made him very pleased, it doesn't matter if the foundation is poor, as long as he is willing to endure hardships and be diligent enough and have a correct learning attitude, he can still make some achievements.
"You stay later, there are a few things that need to be revised." After telling Ji Qingling, he turned to Fang Zhongnan, "Xiao Fang, I want to talk about you well, Xiao Ji's foundation is not as deep as yours, but she is more attentive than you, and she will catch up in a year, and you, lazy, this paper is cobbled together to deal with Xiao Shen and me, right?" ”
Wang Ling is indeed a strict tutor for students, even if Shen Fuyan is good at talking, he does not dare to relax his requirements for them too much, especially in the next step, they not only have to read and translate but also intervene in the work of the research group, if the foundation is not laid, it is impossible to keep up with their work intensity.
So Shen Fuyan will arrange their essays from time to time under Wang Ling's instructions, Ji Qingling's life is very simple, except for learning the piano and exercising, he is usually at home, his life is regular, and his mind is basically on reading.
Fang Zhongnan is used to being lazy, and his life is more colorful than Ji Qingling, he goes abroad to play from time to time, and he has to go to the bar with his friends at night and participate in the pie, so naturally there is no way to focus on reading like her, and he used to live on the old books accumulated under Fang Bonan's strict control, but with the continuous improvement of Wang Ling's requirements, his old books were quickly eaten, his learning attitude was not correct, and the arguments of the thesis were not supported by solid numbers, and a series of problems came out.
Wang Ling's dissatisfaction with him has not been a day or two, the matter of learning attitude is not correct, from the paper at a glance, usually for the sake of his little cleverness, he just understated a few words, today after reading his completely undignified paper, he finally couldn't control his anger, he can tolerate students not writing papers, but can't stand plagiarizing other people's papers in order to cope with the papers, this is academic corruption.
Fang Zhongnan's appearance today is also very strange, not apologizing with a smiling face like in the past, but he bent his neck indifferently and did not speak, as if he was very unconvinced by Wang Ling's criticism.
"What? Think I'm not right? Seeing his unteachable appearance, Wang Ling was even more angry.
"No, you're right," Fang Zhongnan kept his face strained, "I just don't know what I'm doing here, doing research, writing papers, mixing diplomas, and then what?" I'm not doing nothing. ”
Wang Ling looked at him in surprise, and after a while, he laughed angrily, "Okay, okay, I understand, your eldest young master didn't take graduate school to heart at all, your Fang family has a big career, and I don't expect you to study hard and find a good job, even if you can't graduate, it will have no impact on your life, I can't take a young master like you, from now on, you can do whatever you like, I don't care." ”
That's too much! Ji Qingling was shocked, and desperately glanced at Fang Zhongnan to signal him to admit his mistake and apologize.
Fang Zhongnan's face was like frost, ignoring her hints, and stood in front of Wang Ling for a while, without saying a word, he walked away with his head held high.
Ji Qingling was dumbfounded, and his heart was anxious, "Teacher Wang, Fang Zhongnan didn't mean to, he has been a little unstable recently, I'll persuade him." ”
"What does it have to do with emotional instability? It's that he doesn't have the heart to learn at all," Wang Ling waved his hand in frustration, "You can go too." ”
Ji Qingling looked at him worriedly, and then at the door, he couldn't care so much, so he ran out to chase Fang Zhongnan.
"These second ancestors are just unreliable." Wang Ling snorted, and felt that it was necessary to check the student's net worth when accepting students in the future, like them, the pampered children of rich families, who have endless gold and silver mountains at home, just want to come to the school to be plated with gold, and they will not calm down to study at all.
Where is it like Shen Fuyan, who was born in poverty, who endured hardships and endured loneliness, thinking of his proud protégé, Wang Ling's mood was finally better, and he felt that he should put more effort into poor students, if he could bring out a few more Shen Fuyan, he would not be in vain.
"Fang Zhongnan, what's wrong with you today? Teacher Wang is also for your good, what are you angry at the teacher for no reason? Ji Qingling panted and chased after him.
Looking at the worry and worry in her eyes, Fang Zhongnan's heart warmed, "Let's go, accompany me for a few drinks." ”
"What kind of wine do you drink in broad daylight?" She looked around and pointed to a bubble tea shop in the school, "Let's go, I'll invite you to drink milk tea, but you have to tell me what is wrong with you." ”
Milk tea? What a sissy!
If he were normal, Fang Zhongnan would definitely shout loudly, but his mood today was really bad, and he couldn't care about it so much.
"What do you mean by people like us?" It's still class time, there are very few people in the milk tea shop, and as soon as he sits down, Fang Zhongnan can't wait to complain without Ji Qingling forcing him to speak.
What kind of people are we? Ji Qingling looked unclear, and about the meaning of the existence of zài, she has never dabbled in this kind of philosophical category, people are very good when they live, think about what to do with so much, people like her who have died once are the most tired of these philosophical questions.
"How did you feel when you were asked to marry Fu Zijun?"
Fang Zhongnan's question was very abrupt, but she still answered very seriously, "I was very happy at the time, I fell in love with him at first sight. ”
She recalled the first time she saw him, and her heart was full of emotion, and she went around in such a big circle, and finally came back again.
"And what about later? I remember that your relationship was not good before, at that time you obviously felt that two people were painful together, but you couldn't get married, and you were forced to entangle with him, how did you feel at that time? Her answer did not satisfy Fang Zhongnan, and he pressed aggressively.
She faintly felt that his pain was related to the girlfriend she met at the auction before, "It was really painful at that time, more helpless, in a family like ours, it is normal to have a marriage based on interests, and whether there is affection or not is secondary." So I enlightened myself that I also got things in this marriage, such as freedom, such as money, there is giving, there is giving, and being able to live the days of suffering is the ability, the big deal is that he lives his, I live mine, and everyone takes what they need. ”
"I guess I don't have that ability." Fang Zhongnan leaned back and fell back in his chair, "I really can't imagine living with a woman like that for the rest of my life. ”
"Why is it a lifetime? What is there in this world that can promise a lifetime? She shook her head and chuckled, that is, she and Fu Zijun are now like honey blending oil, and she doesn't dare to think about it for a lifetime, "At that time, I said to myself, if I endure it again, endure it until the day when I have no use value, that painful relationship will naturally end, and then I will be truly free." Even now, I don't dare to promise too much, a lifetime of saying long is not long, saying short is not short, who knows what will happen to us in the future, who will meet whom? Maybe there are times when you think of a qiē too pessimistically. ”
"You're right." Fang Zhongnan was a little relieved, "The girl you saw at the auction that day was my fiancée, we had a dispute over some trivial things, usually I let her, but I have my bottom line, but she cried and made trouble and hanged herself regardless of it, I felt that there was no way to continue with such a woman, so I officially broke up." She had always had a big temper, and of course she agreed without hesitation. But our parents firmly disagreed, we both broke up, and they also wishfully set a date for us to get married next year. Ridiculous, you say? Knowing that we are a pair of resentful couples, they still have to force us to be together, are such people still relatives? ”
The more he spoke, the more angry he became, "We are just emotionless chess pieces in their eyes!" I hate them! I hate this home! In fact, I didn't like Su Jingjing at the beginning, even this girlfriend was arranged by the family, you all think I'm a second ancestor who doesn't learn and doesn't know how to do it, but I've tried my best to think about the family, even if I don't like her anymore, I'll try to get along with her, but she's too much now, I really can't stand it for a second, they still want to force us to be together, so it's better to force me to die! ”
Fang Zhongnan's love was very excited, and Ji Qingling didn't know if he hated his ex-girlfriend a little more or the Fang family a little more.
"But you also enjoy the joy that your home has brought you, without the support of your family, would you have been able to travel to so many countries at such a young age? Can you wear a designer brand and drink high-end red wine? Can you drive a sports car to a nightclub without worrying about making a living? Can you show Mr. Wang's face so arrogantly? She shook her head and smiled, "There are gains and losses, if you are not a child of the Fang family, just an ordinary person, you have to carefully please Mr. Wang, do your thesis seriously, contact the internship unit everywhere, try your best to find a good job, and then please the leaders and customers, strive to make more money, buy a house, buy a car, marry a wife and have children, you must work hard and work hard, and be motivated and motivated, this is the trajectory of normal people's lives." ”R1152