"I haven't seen you in a while, you seem to be in a good mood." Niu Jiajia rarely came out with Ji Qingling for afternoon tea.

"It's okay," she pursed her lips and smiled, "I've already made sure that Bobble." ”

"Wow, the future female doctor," Niu Jiajia said with a smile, "Disrespectful and disrespectful, I really didn't expect you to choose to study for a doctorate in the end." ”

"Maybe it's because I'm lazy," she scratched her head, "Although Mr. Wang's doctor is hard, it's better than your investment bankers day and night, and my dedication is not so heavy." ”

"It's really day and night, I'm just an intern now, and they're already squeezing me," Niu Jiajia wailed, she studied finance in graduate school, so she tried to stay in the investment bank in the end, and she was full of enthusiasm to do things, "Wealthy Kuotai, I really envy you." ”

"You come less, your original job is easier, and you yourself want to seek stimulation to study in graduate school and change jobs."

Niu Jiajia sneered, "But I do like my current work and life, although I am busy and tired, but it is fulfilling and exciting, which is what I want!" ”

"I wish you to become a big banker soon!"

"Then I will accept your good words." Niu Jiajia squinted, enjoying a rare afternoon tea time, the mobile phone on the desktop lit up, and she picked it up in a good mood, "Mom, what's wrong?" ”

But in the next second, her face immediately sank, and it took a long time to squeeze out a sentence, "Where is she?" ”

Ji Qingling looked at her face curiously, Niu Jiajia, who has always been optimistic and cheerful, rarely has such a lost soul.

Niu Jiajia hung up the phone, didn't speak for a long time, and sat for a long time before she spoke as if she had regained her voice, "Sister Xin's condition is not good." ”

Ji Qingling was also surprised, "You mean Senior Sister Kong Xin?" Didn't she say that the condition had been controlled, and she went out on a trip? ”

"I don't know the specifics, but my mom said she was in a bad situation." Niu Jiajia buried her face in her hands, and her voice had become choked, "What should I do?" How do you say? Could it be that the cancer has returned? ”

"Didn't you review it before?" Ji Qingling also felt that his brain was chaotic, "Didn't you say that regular reviews will be fine?" ”

"I don't know, I don't know ......" Tears overflowed down Niu Jiajia's fingers, there are several sisters in the family, but she has the deepest relationship with this sister, and almost all the major events in life are decided by Kong Xin, Kong Xin's condition is like a bolt from the blue to her.

Ji Qingling felt powerless, and after being reborn, she gradually regained her self-confidence, feeling that she could change many people and many things, but she forgot that what she couldn't control was birth, old age, sickness and death.

The confident and neat white-collar beauty Kong Xin will die, and the commanding Ji Jingui will die, these are all things that she can't control and can't change.

"I want to go see Sister Xin." I don't know how long it took, but Ji Qingling broke the silence abruptly.

"Okay." Niu Jiajia's eyes were already red from crying, but she still quickly sorted out her feelings, Kong Xin has always been optimistic, she doesn't want to see her depressed.

"You have to be happy, be strong, the most painful thing at this time is Sister Xin, you have to try to make her happy, I heard that optimistic love can defeat cancer." Ji Qingling comforted dryly.

Niu Jiajia nodded, trying to make herself strong, but her eyes were empty, "Sister Xin is so strong and optimistic, why does the illness still refuse to let her go?" ”

Ji Qingling moved his lips, wanting to say "life and death", but in the end he couldn't open his mouth.

Kong Xin on the hospital bed is in good spirits, but her face is pale and haggard, which is different from what Ji Qingling imagined, she is not like the cancer patient who lost her hair due to chemotherapy on TV, she still has short hair, just a little sparse, and she is still smiling and greeting them at the moment, except that she is a little weaker, she looks no different from a normal person.

"Are you Qingling? I almost don't recognize it, it looks much more beautiful than before, it seems that it is better to be thinner," Kong Xin smiled heartily, although there was only one side, she was very impressed with Ji Qingling, "The beauty salon I recommended is good." ”

Her laughter diluted the sadness in the ward, but I don't know why, Ji Qingling felt that her mood was even heavier, but she still had a smile on her face, "Although it is expensive, it is definitely worth the price, many people think that I went to South Korea for plastic surgery, I feel wronged, I really just lost weight." ”

Kong Xin laughed, "It shows that you have potential, Jiajia, I told you a long time ago, if you also had the perseverance to lose weight, there would have been a lot of people chasing after you by now, as for falling to the point of blind date?" ”

"You went on a blind date?" Ji Qingling also smiled.

"No, it's my parents' wishful thinking." Niu Jiajia rolled her eyes, "I'm a celibate. ”

A couple walked into the ward, their eyes were red, as soon as they saw Niu Jiajia, they were like seeing a life-saving straw, and they didn't care about Ji Qingling, who they didn't know, "Jiajia, persuade you Sister Xin, if she has a good life, how can we live?" ”

Not only did Ji Qingling feel strange, but Niu Jiajia was also at a loss, how to persuade cancer?

Kong Xin restrained her smile and said softly, "Mom and Dad, I have made up my mind, I must give birth to this child." ”

Child!

Ji Qingling only felt that her brain exploded, Kong Xin was pregnant?!

She didn't have cancer, how dare she get pregnant?

"What a sin......" Kong Xin's mother, a woman who seemed to be very cultivated, cried and grabbed the ground regardless of her image, "Why are you so confused!" ”

"Kong Xin, you are too selfish, for the sake of your children, have you ever thought about our pair of old people, we only have one daughter, if something happens to you, what will we do for the rest of our lives?" Kong Xin's father was sad and angry, "You have to give up this child!" ”

"The child is five months old, and it is still dangerous to beat me, and didn't the doctor say it, I'm just weak, and the current indicators still look optimistic." Kong Xin looked calm.

Ji Qingling looked at her incredulously, Kong Xin only had surgery last year, and she dared to get pregnant this year, this is too bold! And she doesn't look like a five-month-old person now, it seems that she is determined to hide her parents.

Ji Qingling, who has been a mother, knows too well a mother's desire and love for her child, a mother can exchange her life for the safety and health of her child, she understands Kong Xin's feelings, but she disagrees with her decision.

If it were her, she would definitely be very selfish to strangle Yiqiē in the cradle, just like now she is unwilling to have any intimate behavior with Fu Zijun because of Junjun's death, she feels that she does not protect her child, and she is not worthy of having a child anymore.

And Kong Xinming knew that she was likely to lose her life after taking the risk of giving birth to this child, but she did it anyway.

"Sister Xin, if you leave because of this child, then she lost her mother as soon as she was born, without maternal love, her life is no longer complete, if she encounters setbacks and injuries in the process of growing up, her mother can't protect her, is this kind of life lucky or unlucky? If you now knew that her future would be unfortunate because she would not have your deposit, would you regret your choice now? She didn't have a position to judge Kong Xin's choice, nor did she intend to persuade her, but because her heart knot was difficult to solve, she knew that she shouldn't speak in such a scene, but she still couldn't help it.

"So I'm going to live well and work hard for this child, and I'll love her as much as I can." Kong Xin smiled indifferently, in order to persuade her, her parents had said everything, how could she care if Ji Qingling was not serious.

"But ......"

"This child is a surprise for me, I was also scared at first, and I once thought about beating her, but if I lose this opportunity, I may never have the opportunity to be a mother in my life, I admit that I am very selfish, I only think about the present, only enjoy the moment I am intimate with the baby in my belly, I have always been rational in my life, I have to care about the benefits and losses of everything, but when I got such a disease, I found that a qiē is useless. There are times in life when you have to have it, and there are times in life when you don't want it. I've been rational all my life, just let me be impulsive once, give it a fight, I'm willing to gamble and lose. From beginning to end, Kong Xin was smiling.

"You kid! Have you ever thought about it for the two of us! ”

"It's really like raising your child for nothing...... Kong Xin's parents kept crying.

"Children are here to collect debts, and so is this one in my belly." Kong Xin rubbed her lower abdomen, and was in the mood to joke, but her eyes were full of guilt and distress when she looked at her parents, "My disease, maybe one day it will relapse and leave, you two old people will be alone in the future, I am also uncomfortable, if you have this child, maybe you can still have a thought." ”

Niu Jiajia stood aside with no master, sobbing quietly with red eyes, Ji Qingling comforted her a few words in the past, but she was just stunned and couldn't say a word.

When she left the ward, her heart was very heavy, who was right and who was wrong between her and Kong Xin?

If she had to do it all over again, would she be sure that she would be able to protect Junjun and grow up safely and happily? She stood at the intersection of people and lost her mind.

"Qingling!" The sound of the car's horn accompanied by an anxious call finally pulled her sanity back.

"Fu Zijun." She looked at the people in the car in a bit of a trance.

"Get in the car." This is the intersection, and he doesn't want to ask much.

She sat in the car in a daze, looking out the window without saying a word.

"What's going on?"

"I just went to the hospital to see a friend, she has cancer and is pregnant." She was still looking out the window.

Fu Zijun raised his eyebrows, "And then?" ”

"She decided to risk her life to give birth to the baby."

"It's great." Fu Zijun paused for two seconds, and there was sincere respect in his tone.

"Do you think she's great? Don't you think she's selfish? She asked suspiciously, "It is possible for a child to be born in a smooth way, but she may die, and it is not a cruel thing for a child to be born without a mother?" Rather than let this child live an unhappy life, it is better not to give birth to her. ”R1152