"How could you think that? Who can give birth to a child and ensure that the child will be safe and happy for a lifetime? Fu Zijun shook his head, "Let's take you as an example, your mother died early, you grew up in the Ji family with difficulty, did you resent your mother for giving birth to you?" As long as the parents have tried their best to be good to the child, no matter what the result is, the child can understand the parents, since it has come to this world, it should not be deprived of the right of a small life to live, no matter whether the world is good or bad, it has the right to see with its own eyes. ”

"Really?" She was in a trance again, did Junjun forgive her?

"You don't want a child because you don't feel sure about making her happy, so you don't want to bring her into the world?" Thinking of her previous excessive reaction, he felt distressed again, "Your thoughts are like being afraid of a car accident, so you don't dare to go out, it's completely because of choking." If everyone is like you, I'm afraid humanity is extinct. ”

He didn't want the child so much, but he couldn't see it become her heart disease, and he always suspected that her unhappy childhood life caused her psychological shadow.

"Is that so?" Her words were very soft, and the fear in her heart slowly weakened, and the knots that had been difficult to solve for years gradually loosened.

"Everyone looks at the problem from a different angle and comes to different conclusions," looking at her fragile appearance, he couldn't bear to force her anymore, just analyzed with her what she encountered today, "Your friend's decision is indeed too selfish for her parents, the child is the hope of the parents, it is too cruel to ask the white-haired person to send the black-haired person, and the blow to them is ruinous, but when they recover from the pain, the surviving child is likely to be their only hope in the future; There is also the child who may lose her mother at birth, but she has a chance to survive, it is her mother who has given her a chance to see the world with her life, whether the world is beautiful or ugly for her, but such an opportunity is only once, and it is undoubtedly the most precious; And your friend also said that no matter what the outcome is, she is willing, so it is happy for her to give birth to this child, if she loses this child, her will to survive will not be so strong, maybe she can win this bet. ”

"So, she's right?" She always felt that something was wrong, from the perspective of a bystander, she did not agree with Kong Xin's decision, although her eloquence was not as good as Fu Zijun's, but she felt the grief of Kong Xin's parents, Kong Xin had to endure too much risk, whether the child could be saved was still unknown, she should not gamble with her body.

"I can't say right, there is no right or wrong in this matter, only choice, I think she ignores the feelings of others, and from this point of view she is very selfish."

"Yes, her parents have cried, and her family has been wiping tears."

"It's not just parents, it's other people who are sad. For example, her husband, if it were my wife who risked her body so much, I would never allow it, I would rather have no children for the rest of my life, and I would not agree to her doing this. His voice was still so soft, but she could hear it categorically.

"Why?" She remembered that he liked children very much, and he didn't like her in his previous life, but he often went home because of Junjun, no matter how busy he was, he had to go home and kiss the child's sleeping face, and then Junjun died, and he also divorced her angrily.

"Feelings are slowly cultivated and accumulated, and normal people will not give up their wives for a child they have never met." He said lightly, "If you really want a child to adopt, give up your life, give up your parents, and give up your husband for the sake of the child, which is a great harm to them, so that every time they see this child in the future, they will think of the child's deceased mother, that kind of feeling is too complicated." ”

"Which side are you on?" She chuckled.

"Standing from different angles and drawing different conclusions, it's hard to say who is right and who is wrong."

"If it were me, I wouldn't have chosen to have children in the first place." She lowered her eyes and smiled wryly.

"Your friend must have been accidental, if you accidentally had a child......"

"How could there be an accident?" She muttered that in order to avoid the worst, she even selfishly did not get close to him, strangling all possibilities in the cradle.

Fu Zijun glanced at her and was silent.

In silence, she moved unnaturally, "Am I being selfish?" ”

No matter what the reason, there are definitely not many people like them who have been married for two or three years but have no substantive relationship, she knows that he has always been sad because of her distrust of him, she knows that everything in her previous life has passed, and Junjun has also become a thing of the past, but that critical step still can't be taken, is it because she doesn't love deeply enough? Can't cover those painful memories of your past life?

"You're thinking too much." He shook her left hand hard, warm and strong, without a hint of resentment.

She looked ahead, her eyes were a little dazed, "If I really have a child, I'm afraid I won't be willing to beat it, even if it's hard and hard, even if I fight for this life, I have to give birth to her, this may be the mother's instinct, what qualifications do I have to persuade Kong Xin?" ”

"Don't say anything like that." He frowned, "Say what you want to do, your friend is not in a bad situation now, you encourage her well, and the mother and son should be able to get through the difficult time safely." ”

Kong Xin's matter washed away Ji Qingling's joy at Baobo's success, not to mention that Niu Jiajia was depressed and had no spirit for a long time.

Kong Xin is a very persistent and determined woman, she decided that the eight horses could not pull back, Kong's father and Kong's mother persuaded to no avail, so they could only rely on her, when it came to this, they had no other way than to encourage her with all their might.

"Qingling, thank you, you have been coming to the hospital to see me during this time." After being in bed for many days, Kong Xin's face gradually improved, and as soon as he saw Ji Qingling stepping into the ward, he greeted with a smile.

"I went shopping yesterday and saw a set of baby clothes so cute, so I thought your baby must be beautiful in it." Ji Qingling showed her the clothes in his hand, "I don't know if the baby is a boy or a girl, I think the yellow clothes are more neutral, both men and women can wear them, and these small shoes, it's a little early, but I really think it's cute, and I can't control my desire to shop at all......"

"I think you like children very much, why don't you give birth to one of your own?" Kong Xin touched her stomach and felt that the maternal brilliance on Ji Qingling's face was heavier than hers.

"I ......" Ji Qingling's face darkened slightly.

Kong Xin is a little embarrassed, she has been married for so many years and has no children, it is very likely that there is something wrong with the husband and wife, and her asking this is not equivalent to revealing her scars.

On the contrary, Ji Qingling came back to his senses and smiled, "I haven't prepared to have a child so soon, but if I have a baby in the future, I can let him play with my brother or sister." ”

Kong Xin breathed a sigh of relief, "Today's weather is very good, you can go down with me for a walk." ”

Ji Qingling nodded, took Kong Xin's hand and walked in the small park downstairs.

"Don't you wonder who the baby's father is?" Kong Xin suddenly asked.

Ji Qingling was stunned, Kong Xin was pregnant before marriage, and she never mentioned the child's biological father, they didn't dare to ask more for fear of stimulating her affection, anyway, it had been decided that the child's surname would be Kong after birth, and it didn't matter if the father appeared or not.

"Even if you say you're curious, I won't tell you." Kong Xin smiled slyly, "The baby's father must not know that there is still this little life in this world, I am very happy when I think of this, I really want to see if his stinky face is stunned, it is really exciting." ”

Ji Qingling kept silent after seeing her finish saying this sentence without beginning or end, and felt even more strange in her heart, but it involved the privacy of her friends, as long as she didn't want to say it, she wouldn't ask more.

After visiting Kong Xin, Ji Qingling was playfully looking at an invitation card in her hand, this invitation to the reception was sent to her by Zhao Yajing, since she tore her face with her, the two of them have hardly appeared on the same occasion, even Zhao Yajing's birthday She was only courteous, this is the first time she has received an invitation from Zhao Yajing, asking her to accompany her as a daughter-in-law to attend a social occasion.

Is it because Fu Zijun and her are in harmony, so did the noble mother-in-law show her goodwill? Judging from what happened in her previous life, she was not optimistic, after all, she even gave birth to a son back then, and Zhao Yajing still didn't mince words about her.

This time, to go or not to go?

The timing was so good, Fu Zijun just went on a business trip, and the invitation arrived in her hand.

She pursed her lips and smiled, but whether she received the invitation or not, she was going to the reception this time.

The National Real Estate Industry Summit Forum was held in City A, so this welcome reception is the highest and largest in City A, which is different from ordinary social occasions and has a strong official color.

And she and Shen Fuyan, as Wang Ling's disciples, are the staff of this summit forum, and she would have participated in this drinking party, but in which capacity it is, it makes people think about it a lot.

She sneered, no matter what trick Zhao Yajing wanted to make, she followed.

"Aunt Jing, why do you have to bring that nasty woman to such a big drinking party?" Cui Xinyi, who has been pretending to be well-behaved for nearly a year, finally got out of the United States and returned to City A, held Zhao Yajing's arm, and she looked closer than her mother and daughter.

"You don't understand, that Ji Qingling is a nouveau riche who can't be on the stage, take her to that kind of place, she will only shrink in the corner and be ashamed of herself, I just want her to know that she is not worthy of Zijun at all." Zhao Yajing smiled softly, for a socialite like her, there is nothing more painful than being isolated, she not only wants Ji Qingling to be isolated, but also let her be ridiculed. R1152