Chapter 34: This society is a real bastard

[Chapter Word Count:2254 Last Updated:2015-03-2000:02:27.0]

The night in the hometown is relatively early, the night in the hometown is relatively early, the night in the city belongs to entertainment, and the night in the hometown belongs to rest.

The northwest wind blew outside the window and blew the window "popping", Mo Bei slept next to me, his whole body shrunk, Xia Mo once told me that girls who like to sleep like this are insecure. Mo Bei slept very deeply, I lit a cigarette and extinguished the light, leaving only the scarlet on my mouth flickering in the room.

At this time, I couldn't sleep, and I said that people who are too affectionate are not good, and if they hurt themselves, they will also hurt others.

In this cool time, they floated in front of my eyes like paintings, but I couldn't grasp it, and fell into a dream, forever into darkness.

I thought that my long-term love would always have a result with Xia Mo, but she has been back for so long, what happened to us? It was as if I saw her farther and farther away from me, to the end of the world.

There is too much white glass in this world, and white glass is to me what I am to Xia Mo. It's not that we don't know the result, we know the ending, but we still don't care about ourselves, it's not a painful and numb understanding, but more fearless courage than ordinary people, just to not give ourselves a regret, on the road of love, everyone is destined to be a warrior and a coward!

After smoking two cigarettes, I turned off my phone, said good night to Mo Bei who was asleep, and fell asleep.

Sleeping until you wake up naturally this is the best feeling, when I woke up, Mo Bei was still lying next to me and asleep, for some reason, I had an impulse, I wanted to step forward and kiss Mo Bei on the cheek. It's just that this idea was quickly thrown off by me, Mo Bei and I have always been just a landlord and tenant relationship, and if it's better, we may just be friends.

When I turned on my phone, I made another call to Zhao Lei as soon as possible, but it still showed that it was turned off. I lit a cigarette and muttered silently, "This kid won't have an accident." ”

When I got dressed, Mo Bei woke up on the side, and I smiled at Mo Bei: "Woke up?" ”

Mo Bei nodded: "Well, what time is it?" ”

"It's ten o'clock!"

"It's the best sleep I've had in recent times, and it's so comfortable." Mo Bei said with a smile.

"Okay, get up quickly, my aunt should have made the meal."

Mo Bei looked at me straightly, and I was stunned: "What's wrong?" ”

"A gentleman's gentleman would not disturb a lady to change her clothes." Mo Bei said mischievously, the sun outside the house is very good, and this picture is a little frozen.

I nodded awkwardly, turned around and opened the door and walked out.

Uncle should have gone out to help, only the aunt was busy in the kitchen.

"Up? Hurry up and wash your mouth and face and come to eat with Xiaobei. ”

The ethereal oil smoke, as well as the simple smile of the aunt, I was a little dazed, such a good day.

I nodded with a smile, washed up, poured hot water for Mobei, and called Mobei to wash up briefly.

The three of us ate very warmly at this meal, and the aunt didn't ask Mo Bei any questions, but just asked us to pay attention to our bodies outside.

After the meal, I handed the remaining few hundred yuan to my aunt: "Don't be too economical at home, eat whatever you want." Mo Bei and I are going back to Wuhan. ”

Auntie has always insisted on not wanting my money, Auntie's eyes are already a little cloudy, and her hand holding me trembles slightly: "Xiao Nan, if you have any grievances outside, remember to call me, let me know your news, don't leave like before, you are about to kill me." ”

My ruddy eyes were almost unable to see the world clearly, so I nodded hurriedly: "Auntie, don't worry, I know." Then let's go first. I dragged Mo Bei on the side and ran towards the car.

When I got in the car, I stepped on the accelerator, and I didn't dare to look back, I was afraid that tears would flow when I looked back. Mo Bei on the side didn't speak, and it wasn't until I was far away from home that I slowly slowed down.

At this time, I heard a "pop", Mo Bei turned on the lighter on the side, and handed me a cigarette: "Do you want to smoke?" ”

At this moment, I was in a trance, and I had the illusion that the woman sitting next to me was not Mo Bei, but Xia Mo.

I took a puff of my cigarette and said "thank you" to Mo Bei.

The way back is faster than the way you came, and because you are so anxious, it feels long.

Mo Bei and I arrived in Wuhan in the afternoon, and Mo Bei answered a phone call as soon as he got off the bus, saying that he was going to attend a meeting. I gave the car to Mobei, and I went to the bus stop alone, and made a call to Bai Li on the way, Bai Li was still taking tourists, and it was estimated that he would come back late.

Instead of rushing home, I sat aimlessly on the bus and watched the city. Sometimes you have to admit that man is really a magical animal, you sit in the car, you will find a lot of interesting things and a lot of strange people, over the years on so many buses, see so many people, gradually began to learn to observe a person.

Life is like a play, drama is like life, I watched the play in the car, but I became a play in the eyes of others.

At night, I found a random place to deal with my stomach, and returned to the rented house.

Zhao Lei's phone still couldn't get through, I was lying in bed, uneasy, I always had a bad feeling.

In this way, I lay in bed and kept making calls, and I called for more than an hour, but the phone was still prompted to turn off. Gradually, my people started to panic.

I rummaged through the phone logs, and finally came across a name called "Xiao An". This is when I was studying, a few people who played better, after Zhao Lei left school, Xiao An used to mix with Zhao Lei in the past.

As if grasping a life-saving straw, I immediately called Xiao An, and the phone was quickly answered: "Hey? ”

"Is it Xiao An?"

"You are?"

"I'm Gu Nan." I'm a little worried that this number is still not him, after all, I haven't been in touch for years.

"Yo, it's you kid, why did you remember to call me." Xiao An joked over there, and then my heart slowly fell to the ground, and there will definitely be news of Zhao Lei if I look for Xiao An.

I didn't talk nonsense with Xiao An, I directly stated my purpose, Xiao An on the other side of the phone was silent for a while, and then there was a lighter sound: "Gu Nan, you should be cheated this time?" ”

"What do you mean?"

"Not long ago, Zhao Lei also asked me to borrow a sum of money, saying that it was urgent, and said that it would be given to me in two days, but he hasn't contacted me until now, I don't know how many people he has borrowed money outside." Xiao An's series of words woke me up completely. I still remember when Zhao Lei asked me, you are not afraid that I will cheat you, I said that if you cheat me, this society will be too king.

Now, I was really cheated by him, and I didn't know what to do for a moment, and my mood went straight to zero.

Xiao An called my name several times in a row, I hung up the phone directly, lit a cigarette, took a puff, got up and kicked on the bed, and made a crackling sound: "This society is such a fucking bastard!" ”

(It's a new year again!) I wish myself not to be so sad again, and not to be so bastard. Take care of yourself. Work hard. I also wish the brothers and sisters who read the book better and better. Happy every day. Hey! Happy birthday to me. )