[Chapter Word Count: 2013 Last Updated: 2015-03-2100:00:00.0]

At this time, I want to vent, I don't understand, my relationship with Zhao Lei, he will cheat me like this. Sometimes you have to admit that no matter how good a relationship is, it can become so fragile and vulnerable in front of money. If Zhao Lei is really short of money, he can ask me directly, if there is an emergency, I will help him borrow it if I have no money, but now he just took my money directly and disappeared into the world. My relationship with Zhao Lei also vanished.

Holding my head with both hands, I grabbed my hair hard, and the smoke rings between my fingers swirled between my hair, and I had the urge to escape from this world, so hurry up and leave!

The beast in my heart was roaring, and I tried to calm my heart, trying to forget about it. But the facts often develop in the opposite direction, now I am completely pitted by Zhao Lei, the fat man will return to Wuhan in three days at most, I can't tell the fat man about this matter, the money is from him, and then let him bear this loss, then I am too bastard, I can't do such a thing, too buried, too sorry for myself.

In the empty room, I could hear the sound of my little heart rising and falling, and gradually I was relieved, maybe Zhao Lei really had something to do, and I could only comfort myself like this. Now the top priority is to raise money as much as possible, before the fat man comes back, I will raise 150,000 yuan, I have to find another source of goods, this qiē is a bit hasty, I took out my mobile phone at the moment, rummaged through the phone book twice, but still don't know who to borrow money from.

It was already dark outside the window, and I got up and felt a little dazed in my head, took a strong breath, and walked out of the room.

Sometimes I feel ridiculous, sad, laughing at my own childishness, sadizing my stupidity. Is it because I value feelings too much, trust others too much, or am I like the immature child who just stepped out of school.

The lights on both sides of the street hit me in the face uncontrollably, and I froze in place, looking at the darkness that was like hell, and I was instantly distracted.

I called Bai Li a few times, but no one answered there, and the last call was hung up directly. Now I can only go to Bai Li for help, and the shadows on the ground seem to be laughing at me.

I didn't go very fast, I walked towards the rented community of Bai Li, the security guard of the community was reading the newspaper inside, I handed over two cigarettes, talked nonsense for a while, and went straight to Bai Li's room.

I went directly to the top floor of this building, and I had a panoramic view of the mountains and the white sandbank. I held a cigarette in my mouth and didn't light it, I propped my hands on the railing, and suddenly I felt the urge to jump down.

The night view of Wuhan is actually very beautiful, Wuhan is a woman in a veil, which makes people feel dreamy, but you can never lift its veil. There is a moon in Wuhan tonight, and the cold air exudes that makes people shiver.

I don't know how long I stayed on the roof, until I felt the cold before I returned to the door of Bai Li's room, but Bai Li still didn't come back.

I looked at this black hole and felt warm, although it was cold, it was better than the coldness of people's hearts.

"Huh!" I looked at the corridor in front of me and smiled bitterly for some reason, even I felt terrible. I shrunk in the corner and fell asleep unconsciously.

I had a dream, in the dream of being young, how many flowers fell, Yiren was smiling, very beautiful!

I was woken up by someone, I opened my eyes and saw Bai Li's face, Bai Li looked at me with a sad face: "Gu Nan, why are you asleep here?" ”

I staggered to my feet and smiled: "Didn't I wait for you, no one answered your call." ”

Bai Li looked at me for a while, didn't speak, just stretched out his hands and stroked my cheeks, I didn't dodge, Bai Li looked at me with pity: "Gu Nan, is something wrong with you?" ”

I half-jokingly said, "I'm not dead, what's going to happen somewhere!" ”

Bai Li's eyes flickered a little, and he looked at me for a while, but after all, he still didn't speak, opened the door, and called me in: "What are you coming from?" ”

"Around nine o'clock, I forgot about jì too!"

Bai Li's eyes instantly turned rosy: "Why are you so stupid, wait for me here for three hours." ”

Bai Li's words instantly made me embarrassed, I don't know how to speak, I don't know how to say, sometimes many of your grievances will collapse in front of Bai Li, collapse, so vulnerable.

I waited for Xia Mo for five years, but Xia Mo didn't react at all, and I waited for Bai Li for three hours, but Bai Li was moved to death. People are cheap! A cheap one that goes deep into the bone marrow!

I turned my face sideways and didn't look at the white glass, there were too many white glasses like this, so I cleared my throat: "I just went back to lie down two days ago, and then I haven't seen you for a few days, come over to see how you are." Alright, I don't have anything to do, I need to go back to sleep, I have something to do tomorrow. I turned around and opened the door.

"Gu Nan, you stop for me!" Bai Li yelled behind me.

I looked back, "What's wrong?" ”

"Gu Nan, are you looking for me for something?"

"Something will happen to me somewhere. Hehe! ”

"Gu Nan, you can fool anyone in this world, but you can't fool me Bai Li. There is no one in the world who knows you better than me, and I know your thoughts in every tone and action. Gu Nan, stop lying to me. Just say what you have! ”

There really is nothing! I said with a smile.

"Gu Nan, you bastard! You mean. At this time, Bai Li had already roared.

In the end, I still chose to compromise and sighed heavily: "Bai Li, I want to borrow money from you." ”

"I knew it!" Bai Li snorted, rolled his eyes and glared at me, and rummaged through his bag: "Haven't you asked me for money for so many years, is it still less, really, you still came with me this time, it will cost hundreds?" "Bai Li may have been relieved because I said it.

"One hundred and fifty thousand!"

Bai Li raised his head violently and looked at me for a while without speaking: "How much?" ”

"One hundred and fifty thousand!"

"What are you doing, asking for so much money?" In fact, Bai Li's family situation is not very good, and 150,000 yuan is already all Bai Li's belongings over the years.

I took out a cigarette from my body, lit it slowly, sat on the bed on the side, and slowly talked to Bai Li.

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