[Chapter word count:2111 Last updated time:2015-03-2200:06:24.0]

I said it very calmly, as if this qiē was none of my business, but there was a faint sadness in my heart, and I would grow old at any time.

After listening to my words, Bai Li was silent for a while, did not express any opinions, and then walked to the side, rummaging through the cabinet, and after a while, Bai Li took a card and handed it to me: "There are 200,000 in it, you take it for emergency first!" ”

I didn't go to get it immediately, I took out a cigarette from my right pocket and lit it slowly: "Bai Li, aren't you afraid that I will be cheated by others again if I take it?" ”

Bai Li seemed to smile bitterly and mocked: "I, Bai Li, will be afraid of you?" Even if you have nothing, even if you are wiped out, you Gu Nan will be here. Bai Li pointed to her heart, she said so heavily, but I couldn't bear it.

I nodded slowly, and reached out to take Bai Li's bank card: "Money, I will pay you back." ”

"Let's talk about it when you have money one day. It's just, Gu Nan! Bai Li's eyes were full of tenderness when he looked at me.

I was rippling in the tenderness of the white glass, but I still reminded myself all the time that I had been waiting for Xia Mo for so many years: "Huh? What's wrong? ”

"There are many good people in the world, but there are few stupid good people like you. However, people who are good are deceived by others, and people who are too kind will harm themselves and delay others. Gu Nan, you have always been an excellent person in my heart, really, although you have nothing now, I believe that one day you will soar, like a seagull, like an eagle, soaring in this world! ”

Bai Li is always like this, and only Bai Li will be like this to me, when everyone looks down on me, looks down on me, snubs me, and looks down on me, only Bai Li alone gives me courage, gives me hope, and makes me no longer afraid of the future. It's just that I always live up to Bai Li's deep love.

Bai Li sat next to me and approached me a little: "Gu Nan, your eyes have to be brighter, today's society is not our student era, it carries a bayonet and stabs everyone." ”

I won't not understand what Bai Li means, but what if I understand, I was born to be slaughtered.

As I understand, my feelings for Xia Mo always can't let go of the past, living in memories, in fact, gradually, I understand that I can't let go of this relationship, but I miss the past too much, I see my past self and her too deeply, and I see the past dedication too great. Looking back suddenly, I am just a second force in life, an excavator on the road of love, burying myself step by step.

I nodded vigorously, "I'll pay attention to it later." ”

Bai Li looked at me for a long time. After all, I still sighed, Bai Li understands, I also understand, these things don't mean that they can change, there has to be a process, there has to be a slow change.

Bai Li and I were stunned for a while, but we didn't speak, I took the bank card in my hand and flipped it back and forth: "All this money you have saved over the years?" ”

Bai Li nodded: "I'm just a woman, a woman who waits for love stupidly, but the flower of love never blooms." I also have to prepare for myself, I don't have that much time to waste. This money is for me to prepare for the future, and when the time comes, the man really won't look back, so I'll find a man who is good to me and marry, it's better than being stupid and watching here, but in the end it's empty. ”

I don't know what to say, I only owe Bai Li in the next life, Bai Li gave me all her dowry money, how can I be grateful, I really don't know what to do.

At this time, Bai Li got up and looked lazy, and yawned: "Gu Nan, you should go back too, it's not too early, I have to go with a group tomorrow afternoon, life has to go on, life can't be sad forever, do you say?" ”

I smiled, and finally put Bai Li's bank card in my pocket, said goodnight to Bai Li, turned around and left Bai Li, leaving this place that made me depressed and guilty, and escaping may be the best choice for me now.

The white sandbar in the early morning has a unique flavor, and you can hear its cry quietly, quietly gasping in this quiet land. The occasional passing car woke up Baishazhou and stripped me from my memories!

When I returned to the rental house, I still didn't give up on making a phone call to Zhao Lei, but it was not turned off, but directly shut down. My already dead heart was even worse.

At this moment, my phone rang, it was the fat man who called me, I looked at the cold light emitted by the mobile phone, and I was scared for a while, the fat man would not know.

I answered the phone with some trepidation: "Hey." ”

"What's going on? How do you feel that the tone is wrong? "The fat man had a loud voice over there, and was obviously in a good mood.

I cleared my throat slightly: "Something is wrong with your uncle, what is the matter with your brother so late?" ”

The fat man laughed a few times over there: "I just finished handling a list here, and I'm happy." Why don't I give you a call and ask how your family is doing? Has the goods arrived? Is there enough money? ”

I immediately breathed a sigh of relief, it seems that the fat man still didn't understand the situation: "Don't worry, it's all right, just wait for you to come back and open your business." When will you be back? ”

The fat man's side is very noisy, and from time to time there is a nightclub song in the mobile phone, and the fat man's voice is intermittent: "Haha, it's fast, it's just these two days." You just wait for my brother to come back, okay, don't talk about it, I have something to do. "I heard the voice of a woman over there, and the fat man had already hung up.

I looked at the phone in my hand and scolded, "Holy shit! "Fat guy always goes out and likes to. I don't know what kind of illness will come out when the time comes.

I lay in bed and pondered about the source of goods, and I didn't know who to go to for a long time. After smoking a cigarette, he fell asleep with his head covered.

The next day, my mobile phone ringtone "So be it" rang, and I sat up suddenly, because I only set this ringtone for one person, and that was Xia Mo.

I hurriedly answered the phone: "Hey! ”

"Still sleeping?" Xia Mo's voice is always so warm, even an ordinary word will make my heart flutter. Xia Mo is always a warm woman, she doesn't need to work hard or deliberately.

I let out an "ah" and quickly said twice: "I'm already up." ”

Xia Mo was silent over there for a while: "You, today, are you free?" ”

I quickly replied, "It's free, it's free!" ”

"That's okay, I'll wait for you on Chu River Han Street, we'll see you there!" Xia Mo said over there.

I paused and quickly replied, "Okay!" ”

"Bye-bye!" Xia Mo said softly.

"Bye-bye." I seem to be self-deducing, I think about how much we reluctantly said goodbye to Xia Mo after chatting with Xia Mo every night when I was in college. I held my phone and laughed silly, how beautiful it was back then.

(How can no one join the group.) I hope there will be a group of die-hard fans to support me, will you? I want to walk side by side with you. Group number: 413804742. And thank you Liangcheng for your support! ）