Sometimes, love is actually a kind of hurt.

His love for Lu Xiaolou made Lu Xiaolou fall into the abyss and never be able to come out of the darkness again.

He was bathed in the sunlight in the bright place, while Lu Xiaolou was in the dark, smelling the musty smell around him, and the surrounding area was crawling with dirty insects.

Thinking of this, Ding Guogong had a pair of red eyes, and it took a lot of effort to close them.

It's just that he stood in the light, and how could he ever feel half warm......

He will laugh and will make people think he is happy.

It's because I don't want to live up to Lu Xiaolou......

She loved him and stood in the shadows so that he could have the opportunity to stand in the light.

The carriage slowly left Beijing, and Yan Jin deliberately went to Yan Erye's place to pick up a few pots of flowers before he and Shen Yanshan helped Dingguo Gong get out of the carriage.

Dingguo Gong was a little stubborn, he waved away Shen Yanshan's hand and didn't let his son continue to support.

He straightened his clothes, and said to Shen Yanshan in a flat tone, "Your mother doesn't like my messy clothes, she said, the smell of sweat is heavy!" ”

Lu Xiaolou likes to be clean, and the place where she lives is always very clean, without any weird smell.

However, later......

She never wore a clean shirt again, never lived in a clean place again, and even the food she ate was never her favorite.

Shen Yanshan frowned, but did not speak.

He just paused and didn't follow his father back towards the house.

The door was quickly opened from the outside, and the next moment it was shut.

The figure of Dingguo Gong disappeared in front of Yan Jin and Shen Yanshan......

Yan Jin has arranged this place very well. The pear trees surround the house, and there are fresh flowers everywhere, which is a rare sight in winter. Not only that, but a new swing has been made in the courtyard, and not far from the swing, there is a stream flowing slowly.

The stream water is brought in by the hot springs, so sitting at the swing, the temperature of the water does not make people feel cold.

Shen Yanshan was stunned, and then looked at Yan Jin. Gentle gaze.

Yan Jin seemed to know what Shen Yanshan wanted to ask. "I heard from my cousin-in-law that there used to be such swings in the yard where my aunt lived. I think. She should love it! ”

Yan Jin's mind is delicate. The arrangement here. Every place is what Lu Xiaolou likes.

Although, her arrangement may not be of half use to Lu Xiaolou.

A madman, where does he have the heart to enjoy the view......

Shen Yanshan did not speak. Instead, he took Yan Jin into his arms, not caring at all that there were still people standing outside the hospital.

Yan Jin was a little anxious, and she beat Shen Yanshan's chest with her hand...... If it weren't for Ding Guogong pushing the door and walking in at this time, she would have struggled vigorously.

This is outside, and Shen Yanshan didn't care about it.

At that time, Ding Guogong had already walked into the house......

It was not yet noon, and although the light in the room was not bright, the light was very soft. Lu Xiaolou was sitting on a soft couch not far away, holding a flower picked from nowhere, the corners of her mouth twitched, as if she was talking to herself, but she couldn't hear what she was talking about.

In the past, the hair of crows and crows looked like black satin girls, but now the sideburns are covered with silver threads.

The only thing that hasn't changed is her eyes.

It's as clear as morning dew.

Someone came in the room, and as if she hadn't noticed, she continued to look at the flower in her hand, and then ripped the petals off it.

When one flower had completely withered in her hands, she chose the others......

It's such a familiar person, but it's also very strange.

And Dingguo Gong stood in place, unable to move.

His throat seemed to be choked by something, and the smell of blood gradually began to appear in his mouth, and the hot current was swallowed by him again. After half a ring, Dingguo Gong tentatively called, "Jiu Niang!" ”

The woman sitting in the distance, after hearing his words, slowly raised her head.

She looked at him, but smiled.

She smiled, but he burst into tears.

Changed.

None of them will ever go back to the old days.

He dragged his heavy steps and walked in front of her step by step, but saw the woman smile and say, "The last petal is ......"

She smiled happily and her eyes sparkled. As she plucked the petals, he heard her say, "Zizhan likes me!" ”

All that remains of the flowers is the golden stamens, while the surroundings are bare...... Then Lu Xiaolou was very happy, her eyes were bent with a smile, like a crescent moon in the night sky.

When Dingguo Gong heard this, he sat in front of her and tried to say, "Where can you believe these, it is better to ask for a sign to worship the Buddha......"

"The Buddha can't believe it!" Lu Xiaolou's tone was relaxed, "Zizhan doesn't believe in gods and Buddhas, and I don't believe in it either!" ”

She put the flower in her hand and continued, "I believe in myself! ”

It was obviously an extremely simple conversation, but Ding Guogong couldn't control his emotions anymore, and almost hugged the person in front of him into his arms.

Back then, when she fell in love with him, she always held a flower that she didn't know where to find it when she had nothing to do, and counted the petals. One time he came near without intention, and he heard her muttering to herself, saying that she liked me, didn't like me, liked me, didn't like me......

When he heard this, he laughed and said that he couldn't believe it at all, so it was better to ask for a sign to worship the Buddha.

As a result, Lu Xiaolou jumped to his feet in fright, but said angrily, you don't believe in Buddhism, what should I do with Buddha?

For so many years, he thought that he had almost forgotten Lu Xiaolou's appearance, but he didn't want to think that those memories had always been in the depths of his mind.

Dingguo Gong cried so much, an old man, in front of his beloved woman, helpless like a child.

...... year

No one told him that he should actually try to keep his sweetheart by his side, no one supported him, and he had to give up the whole family for the sake of feelings. He is the eldest son of the Shen family, the future head of the Shen family, and he is responsible for the reputation and future of the Shen family. He can't take a wrong step, and if he makes a wrong step, the whole family will be buried because of his mistake.

Only, no one came to ask him.

Happy? Do you regret it?

"Why are you crying?" Lu Xiaolou looked at the person in front of him with a puzzled expression, and then clumsily stretched out his hand and wiped his tears with his cuffs.

She was so close to him that she could almost touch him as soon as she raised her hand.

At this time, her hands were already wrinkled, no longer as white as before, white and clear like jade.

Her tone was still soft, "Zizhan said, the man bleeds without tears, don't cry!" ”

After she finished speaking, Ding Guogong's tears flowed even more.

She had forgotten everything, even his looks, but about their memories, she had never forgotten.

Not at all, not at all...... (To be continued.) )

PS: Thank you Ye Feng Sky and Gaqi for the Christmas stockings, hehe, thank you for the Christmas gifts. This is the second update, and there are updates, so everyone will see it tomorrow.