623: The big picture
He said many things.
As if repeating the stories of the past, he told Lu Xiaolou about the past one after another.
Dingguo Gong Shen Chengxiu once thought that he would never remember these things again, but he didn't want to repeat them to his sweetheart one by one now.
Why do you always recall the first time you saw in life, and the faded lead will still be the same.
Although Lu Xiaolou didn't know who the person in front of him was, he still listened to this person quietly......
When he spoke, she listened.
Extremely well-behaved.
Shen Chengxiu's patience seemed to be inexhaustible, and he kept talking about the past.
It wasn't until Lu Xiaolou's expression was a little tired that he shut up.
He said it emotionally, but Lu Xiaolou was at a loss.
The woman who used to have a delicate heart has long been out of her mind, and even what outsiders are talking about is simply confused and messy.
The faint rays of the setting sun shine through the glass windows, and the afterglow tints the surroundings with a faint layer of gold. He was not young, and she was no longer the delicate and lovely girl, both of them had silver threads between their sideburns, and their faces were wrinkled...... Despite this, Shen Chengxiu's heart for her has never changed.
His voice was a little hoarse, and then he took the flower from Lu Xiaolou's hand.
Lu Xiaolou was taken away by someone else, and his expression seemed to be a little displeased.
The next moment.
Shen Chengxiu put the flower on Lu Xiaolou's earburns, and said affectionately, "You are so good-looking!" β
Lu Xiaolou, who was originally a little angry, laughed when he heard this, and he no longer saw Fang Cai's displeasure in his expression.
After a long time, Lu Xiaolou said that he was hungry. At this time, Shen Chengxiu got up and helped her walk towards the outside of the house.
Yan Jin and Shen Yanshan never left, and waited outside the house for Shen Chengxiu and Lu Xiaolou to come out, and then had a meal together. Lu Xiaolou lost her mind, many things are extremely naΓ―ve, she used to like to be clean, when she saw the steamed osmanthus fish during the meal, she would happily drop the chopsticks in her hand, and then grab it with her hands. On the side, Shen Chengxiu was very patient and asked her to be careful not to touch the thorns. And after her hands were greasy. Grab a hot towel on the side and wipe her hands.
He moved cautiously, as if he were taking care of his most cherished treasure, not caring at all that there were still people standing around him, and his son and future daughter-in-law sitting opposite.
Waited for dinner. Lu Xiaolou fell asleep after taking the medicine.
There is Shen Chengxiu by his side today. When she took her medicine. It didn't make much of a fuss like usual.
After settling Lu Xiaolou, Shen Chengxiu said to Shen Yanshan, "I won't go back!" β
He said this. glanced at his sweetheart sleeping beside him again, and said softly, "I want to accompany your mother for some days!" β
If it was in the past, Shen Chengxiu would never have been able to say such stubborn words, he was a person who knew how to take care of the overall situation, and he would not be rash.
If he doesn't go back now, the Shen family will have to hide it very well, and he obviously doesn't want to appear in the next Shen Cangcang's family affairs. Everything in the Shen family, this will, he wants to completely hand it over to Shen Yanshan.
Shen Yanshan was silent and did not speak.
Shen Chengxiu continued, "Over the years, it was my father who was sorry for you and made you suffer! At the beginning, Dad sent you away, in fact...... Also for your own good! β
If he hadn't sent Shen Yanshan away back then, Shen Yanshan's life would definitely not have been saved.
He had never said these words to Shen Yanshan, and felt that what he did was what he did.
Even if Shen Yanshan misunderstood him, Shen Chengxiu felt that it didn't matter.
It is not necessary to explain what is done.
Shen Yanshan nodded, "I know!" β
"Be cautious in your words and deeds, Dad has never taught you, you are very sensible, and you are more filial than anyone else......" Shen Chengxiu sighed, his eyebrows and eyes were full of exhaustion, "Actually, Dad was also selfish when he sent you away." As a husband, my father is a coward, and as a father, I am not a good father. I have done everything I can for the country and my family in my life...... I don't have long days left, Sawakawa...... Daddy knew he shouldn't have said these things to you, but...... You just let Daddy be stubborn once! β
As a father, to say these words, Shen Chengxiu also knows how selfish he is.
If he doesn't return to the Shen family now, then many problems will have to be handed over to Shen Yanshan to deal with immediately.
The current situation actually requires him to continue to be at the helm of the Shen family.
It's just that he's afraid.
He was afraid that if he left like this, he would never have the opportunity to see Lu Xiaolou again in this life, he had already been a coward and failed Lu Xiaolou, he didn't want to let down this woman again, although Lu Xiaolou no longer remembered who he was.
Shen Yanshan raised his eyebrows when he heard this, "Dad means that the Shen family's talisman is going to be handed over to me?" β
After Shen Yanshan finished speaking, Shen Chengxiu took out the talisman he carried with him from his cuffs and handed it to Shen Yanshan's hand, "Shen family, I handed it over to you, whether you rise or fall, you are in charge!" β
Shen Chengxiu didn't know the meaning of his son's words.
Since he was a child, Shen Yanshan has been so good at seeing through people's hearts that after saying those words to Emperor Yuan Ding, the angry Emperor Yuan Ding almost personally drew his sword and cut off his head.
Shen Yanshan was only nine years old at that time, but he spoke like a strategist.
Too early wisdom is a demon.
Emperor Yuan Ding knew a little about Shen Yanshan's life experience, and after Shen Yanshan finished saying those admonishment words, he shouted presumptuous.
Emperor Yuan Ding really wanted to kill Shen Yanshan.
He didn't do it because Shen Chengxiu personally went to ask Emperor Yuanding.
In order to protect Shen Yanshan, Shen Chengxiu had to send Shen Yanshan to the frontier.
Although the frontier is dangerous, it is also safer than in the capital. Emperor Yuan Ding had many taboos, but what Shen Yanshan mentioned that day was the biggest taboo of Emperor Yuan Ding.
Everyone knows Emperor Yuanding's problems, but no one dares to be as direct as Shen Yanshan.
Shen Yanshan doesn't know how to behave in the world, but fortunately, there is Yan Jin by his side. Shen Chengxiu was also somewhat relieved about this......
The only thing Shen Chengxiu is begging for now is that Yan Jin can manage Shen Yanshan, the demon king of the mixed world.
He listened to Lu Xiaolou very much, so much so that Lu Xiaolou didn't let him appear, so he really didn't show up......
Shen Chengxiu thought that his son should be like himself.
Yan Jin should be able to control him.
After Shen Yanshan walked out of the house, Shen Chengxiu held Lu Xiaolou's hand and sighed slowly, "Jiu Niang, do you know? Sawakawa is very similar to you before, very smart...... But that stinky temper is a bastard! β
Lu Xiaolou naturally couldn't hear his words, but continued to fall asleep obediently.
When Shen Yanshan walked out of the house, Yan Jin was sitting on the swing in the courtyard, as if he was thinking about something.
The hot spring in the creek next to her was bubbling with a faint mist, and she lingered in the mist, which seemed isolated from the world and incomprehensible in beauty.
Shen Yanshan did not speak.
After a while, Yan Jin, who was not far away, seemed to find Shen Yanshan, who had been looking at him, and smiled. (To be continued.) )
PS: Ah, I don't have the face to see my relatives, I said that I didn't add more, I feel like I've got a book of anxiety, I wrote and changed, changed and wrote, and I was always dissatisfied. I'm sorry! (Thank you 1166 for the Christmas stockings, thank you for the Santa hats rewarded by 168 and Gaqi, let you break the bank) Tears, thank you for being so good to me!