Three hundred and fifty-four chapters

"Tangtang, hurry up and go home" Xu Fangran wanted to say too much, but when the words came to his lips, he could only say this, come back quickly, child, come back quickly, don't leave the house again, don't wander outside anymore

Xu Qinglong hummed hard, "I'll be soon, grandpa." "Let's just go home

After hanging up the phone, Xu Qinglong sat on a bench on the side of the road, his eyes looking at the sea in the distance. For the first time, there is a kind of melancholy feeling

At the moment when Xu Qinglong might die, her biggest regret was that she couldn't see Suzaku and His Highness. These two people are the people she wants to see the most. But she didn't even see it. Now, Suzaku saw a shadow, and she was barely satisfied. But Your Highness, it seems to be far away in the sky, and you can't dream of it in your dreams

Xu Qinglong remembered that his wife said that when you miss someone too much, that person will come to see you in a dream and meet you. It's because they both miss each other. This is the power of longing. Xu Qinglong never dreamed of His Highness again after recovering his memory. Is it because she doesn't miss her enough, or is His Highness not missing her?

It's impossible for Her Highness to miss her

Xu Qinglong thought that on the way back this time, going to His Highness's country, even if he could stand on the same land as him, would be a comfort. But grandpa thinks so much that she will go back quickly, she can't take a long detour to see His Highness Xu Qinglong once felt that for her, whether it was the Vermilion Bird Xuanwu White Tiger or the family members, like His Royal Highness, they were the most important people to her. It's just different. You can't choose the first, and you can't choose who is more important.

However, when she sensed her grandfather's urgency, the balance in her heart was faintly tilted in favor of His Highness - she just wanted to see His Highness regardless of it. But she couldn't, she had to hurry home, the family was waiting for her mother and didn't know if there were any sequelae in her body, and jasmine was very violent. My wife doesn't know if it's good or not, so it's better not to aggravate the symptoms of memory loss. The eldest brother is alone, will he be very tired, he has to take care of the family, and he has to manage the affairs of the family, and he has to worry about her uncle, aunt, and little uncle, they must be crying

All of this fell into her heart, immobilizing her, preventing her from taking a step towards His Highness

I can't see it, I can't see it, I can't see Xu Qinglong let out a long breath, probably as Suzaku said, it's time yet. She is so patient, she can't be in a hurry, don't be in a hurry, she is still alive, and there will be a chance to see His Highness in the future, yes, there will be a chance

The next day, Xu Qinglong woke up from a nap and had just changed his clothes to go for a walk, when he heard gunshots outside. Before Xu Qinglong could stand up, he was firmly protected in his arms by the two servants. Xu Qinglong was not nervous, since Suzaku left her here alone, naturally she would not be in the slightest danger.

"Blue Dragon !!!"

It's a white tiger. This loud voice is louder than the sound of gunfire. Xu Qinglong laughed, very happy, and patted the shoulder of the person who was protecting her, "It's the person who came to pick me up, it's okay." Xu Qinglong speaks the language here, in fact, she speaks Huaxia and these two people can understand it. It's not that sensitive, though.

The two of them didn't go away, still protecting Xu Qinglong, but they blew the whistle and notified the bodyguards outside. The gunfire immediately died down. Soon, the white tiger stumbled upstairs and rushed in. Seeing that Xu Qinglong was blocked by two people, he raised his hand and was about to shoot, Xu Qinglong stretched out his hand and quickly pushed the two people away, "Don't make trouble." The muzzle of the white tiger was quickly raised, and Xuanwu also came in, his eyes looked at Xu Qinglong carefully and quickly, and then the whole person relaxed

The three of them sat down to drink tea. The white tiger looked at Xu Qinglong's clothes, which were inlaid with jewels, which were gorgeous and extravagant, as well as the earrings, bracelets, necklaces, and crowns, which were very heavy to look at. Thanks to the green dragon, no one else can wear it or wear it.

"This is Suzaku's aesthetic?" Qinglong is indeed suitable for this luxurious style, sitting there with a white porcelain teacup, as beautiful as a rich oil painting. However, it's really heavy to look at, and the white tiger likes to complain. Now I'm in a good mood, and I'm complaining even more, "In such a room, probably you can only dress like this, otherwise it won't match~~~~"

Xu Qinglong looked down at his clothes, the clothes in the cloakroom were all like this, they looked heavy, but they were actually very cool. Shen didn't feel that she was used to clothes of this weight. Now that I'm wearing it, I feel a little familiar and nostalgic, "You know I was saved by Suzaku?" She didn't even know what was going on.

Xuanwu put down the teacup and told the story of the time. At that time, those unidentified submarines were the people who redeemed Suzaku. Suzaku used the submarine group to protect the real room where Xu Qinglong and the others were located. It can't be said to be a guarantee, it's just that the explosion time has been delayed. Suzaku probably didn't know that Qinglong had sent Xu Shantong away, so he sent those scientists to the surface of the sea, and then took Qinglong away. However, according to statistics, there were nearly fifty submarines in total, and all but the one made by Suzaku were destroyed.

After all, it is already a miracle that when the island self-destructs and explodes, it can still save the green dragon.

Xuanwu and White Tiger would know this, also because a few months ago, Suzaku sent them a message. Very obscure news, if it weren't for Xuanwu and White Tiger, they wouldn't have been discovered. Later, Xuanwu went to the sea area of the island to search again, and he knew these things at that time.

Xu Qinglong asked, "What did Suzaku say?" ”

Xuanwu glanced at Xu Qinglong, "He said, for the last time." ”

Xu Qinglong was stunned for a moment, and instantly understood. Suzaku was blaming Xuanwu and White Tiger for not protecting her. Xu Qinglong smiled, reached out to pat the white tiger, and touched Xuanwu's hand again, "He will be angry, also because I am really going to die" Now that he is alive, Xu Qinglong can't laugh when he thinks of his danger at that time.

Xuanwu and Baihu couldn't laugh even more. The white tiger was full of anger, "There will be no next time." Qinglong, doesn't Huaxia have such a saying, when you are born, you die at the same time. I was born with you, so I have to die with you!! ”

Xu Qinglong's head was full of black lines, "I really don't want to hear the word death for the time being, it's so good to be alive" In front of Xuanwu Baihu, Xu Qinglong was also more fortunate than hiding himself. This is really the aftermath of the catastrophe, she really thought she was going to die, and now it's really scary to think about it.

Xuanwu stretched out his hand and stroked the half of Xu Qinglong's face that had been cut, "Here, how does it feel?" ”

Xu Qinglong showed a smile, "As long as you don't laugh too much, it's not a big deal." "It doesn't matter, she rarely opens her mouth wide anyway. She never opened her mouth wide when she was eating or laughing. Xuanwu couldn't help but sigh, when Qinglong cut that knife, his heart was about to crack. He didn't care if Qinglong would be disfigured, he just felt pain for Qinglong

The white tiger's eyes also fell silent, and the distress at that moment really didn't want to be there anymore. Leaned over and kissed Qinglong's face, "If you feel uncomfortable, don't laugh." "Although even they can't see the abnormality, since Qinglong said that he can't laugh too much, this means that as long as he laughs, he will be uncomfortable!!

Since the birth of Qinglong, the smile on her face has never disappeared. White Tiger couldn't confirm whether it was her habit or her character. However, he also suspected that Qinglong was just pretending to smile. Because the life of the research station really doesn't make people laugh at all.

After getting together again, the smile on Qinglong's face was still the same, but she also had a time when she didn't smile, but the smile seemed to still grow on her face, and she always smiled.

Now, although it was a tragic result, Qinglong could finally get rid of that smile

"Qinglong, don't laugh. Laugh when it's time to laugh. The white tiger took Xu Qinglong's hand, "We are completely free, don't smile all the time." Be who you want to be."

Xu Qinglong was completely stunned. The smile was left to her by Her Highness, the last thing she could show. She thought that one day, she could laugh at Her Highness and see what she wanted to be herself, herself, what was it like?

Xu Qinglong dug hard into the depths of her memory, and at the beginning of more than sixty years, she was a silent and expressionless child. No crying, no laughing. Every day, except in my own room, I am in the real yàn room. She doesn't know how to draw, she doesn't like to collect things, she doesn't like to talk, she doesn't like anything. In other words, she didn't know what she liked at that time, she just didn't do anything, and she lived according to the set program every day

He didn't say a word with Xuanwu, and he had a good relationship with Baihu, but he also said too much, Baihu was a very violent child at that time, and the professor said that he had mental problems. When Xuanwu was taken away by Zhang Shiduan, he did not resist at all. Xuanwu and Baihu were both people who helped Zhang Shiduan do things, and before she and Suzaku were thrown out of the car, they were both relied on by Zhang Shiduan. It is not too much to say that it is aiding and abetting. Both Xuanwu and Baihu helped Zhang Shiduan to conduct experiments similar to torture on her

But they were in a place where Zhang Shiduan couldn't see, and they gave her nutrients to eat. That's what they secretly saved

Suzaku has always been the most valued child, and he is the son of the earth. He can predict natural disasters and can also detect oil and mineral deposits on earth. This is the real reason why Suzaku is called the messenger of the gods. He was seen as the being who was closest to God. The professors were very excited, thinking that he was the best real product after strengthening the genes. Suzaku is very complete, brain development, mental psychology, are very good. He is seen as the only real product of the strongest human being. His genes are the most precious.

But Suzaku is indeed the earliest and perhaps the worst of the four of them.

Xu Qinglong thought about it so much, and suddenly found that in the depths of her initial memory, she remembered very little about her own situation, Xuanwu White Tiger accounted for a part, Zhang Shiduan had a part, and the largest part was the original of Suzaku, and her guilt was so much. Yes, the only time she cried after living for so long was because Suzaku died

However, is that crying her her true self?

Xu Qinglong shook his head silently, no. She is not the green dragon who is ignorant of everything and has no feelings, nor is she the green dragon who only knows how to cry after losing it, and it is not the Nina who exposed her animal nature because she was afraid, if now, she is caught and locked in a cage and resold for exhibition, she will run away and kill people. If she is bought by His Highness again, domesticated as a pet, and loses herself, she probably can't judge the situation and be a pet without dignity like then, she will kill His Highness

As soon as this idea came out, Xu Qinglong's whole body seemed to be broken, and she could only curl up to feel comfortable in pain

After Xuanwu and Baihu were frightened, they carried Xu Qinglong, who had passed out, into the bedroom, Xuanwu looked at Xu Qinglong's pulse, and his heartbeat was a little fast. Xuanwu glanced at Baihu, "Now that you know that Qinglong has such a memory that you don't know what's going on, you should know that forcing her will only make her miserable." What exactly do you want to do? ”

The white tiger looked grim, "In my eyes, there is only the green dragon in front of me. I don't believe in ghosts and gods, I don't believe in any past life or future life, I just want this life!! Whether it's that memory or the people in that memory, Qinglong should give it up!! ”

Xuanwu was silent.

They don't know about rebirth, and they're pretty depressed

When Xu Qinglong woke up again, it was already three days later. She felt that she had become wooden, very hard. She knew it was a psychological problem, and she escaped from reality. However, she was really afraid to think about the current relationship with His Highness again, and it turned out that she really couldn't see His Highness again

She can't go back, not because His Highness doesn't know her at all now, not because she has gained new ideas and a new world, and not because she has self-esteem and the heart to rebel against His Highness, but because she has completely understood that it is Xu Qinglong, not Qinglong, not Nina, neither. She is only Xu Qinglong now.

She has changed too much, she has too many new things, whether it is Qinglong or Nina, although they are all her, and they also make up the current her, but she is already Xu Qinglong.

In this world, there is no real self at all, and there is only oneself at this moment. R1152