Xu Qinglong now realized very clearly that that night, when she decided to stick to what belonged only to her, her feelings for His Royal Highness, as well as the tears she left behind, had already been explained. She couldn't see His Highness again. Because she can't be His Highness's pet anymore, she will do something to His Highness, even if she dies afterwards, she won't be Nina again.

But she knew that she was reluctant and couldn't let go. She also knows that Her Highness will not change, and no matter how firm she is, Her Highness will only be more determined. She has become Xu Qinglong, but His Royal Highness is still the same Highness, then, between her and His Highness, it seems that there is a cliff, and there is no way to get together unless she jumps down and dies.

This is a despair that cannot be reversed. Xu Qinglong walked to the window, his hair was ruffled by the wind, but he had a sense of determination that he wanted to ride the wind.

The greatest sorrow in this world is that I have been reborn and you are still in your previous life.

No more smiling. No need to smile anymore. Anyway, she couldn't see anyone who needed her to smile all the time

"Blue Dragon"

Xu Qinglong turned around suddenly, "Mom?!" ”

Xu Shantong held back her tears, approached Xu Qinglong step by step, slowly raised her arm, hugged her gently, and said in a soft voice that seemed to scare her, "Qinglong Qinglong, my child, my child, don't leave me" While speaking, his arms tightened more and more, and his body began to slide as if he was out of strength.

Xu Qinglong hurriedly hugged her, "Mom, I'm sorry" Xu Qinglong hugged Xu Shantong, sat on the ground with her, and hugged her tightly. At this moment, Xu Qinglong had a feeling of being redeemed. At this moment, it's really good that my mother can be there

Xu Shantong arrived after the Xuanwu White Tiger, Xu Qinglong was in a coma for three days, she guarded her for three days without sleep, and just went out to call Grandpa Xu, only to miss when Xu Qinglong woke up. It was Xuanwu who found out, and also discovered Xu Qinglong's shaking spirit, so he found Xu Shantong.

Xu Qinglong, who was dressed and sitting at the dinner table again, eating elegantly, really stopped smiling. However, she herself has a very calm feeling, so she doesn't feel cold and domineering, but the sense of distance is obvious. The feeling of domineering has also been taken to the next level. When her eyes swept over, the person she was looking at would have the urge to get up and salute. It is still the snow on the top of the mountain above the sea of clouds, high, beautiful, and unclimbable. The innocent and optimistic look has completely disappeared. Instead, there is calmness and clarity hidden in the depths of her eyes, which only occasionally flashes out, almost iceberg-like calm, like the sharpness of a sharp sword, making everything in her eyes complete and transparent.

However, as long as he talks to people close to him, Xu Qinglong still smiles, and he still has that feeling of innocence and optimism.

In this regard, whether it was the initiator Baihu, or Xuanwu, who had been silently nervous, or Xu Shantong, who was extremely distressed, they didn't say a word.

The white tiger didn't say it because he knew that if he spoke again, he would be resented by the green dragon. Qinglong had already made his choice, and he had nothing to worry about.

Xuanwu didn't open his mouth because he just wanted Xu Qinglong to be happy, whether it was immersed in that inexplicable memory, or his current life, it belonged to Qinglong's own world. As long as she's happy, it doesn't matter how she chooses. If he can know who the person in Qinglong's heart is, even if it is kidnapped, he will kidnap Qinglong.

Xu Shantong didn't know about memory, but she knew that Xu Qinglong killed someone and almost died after disfiguring himself in order to slap her. Xu Shantong only felt that he was such a kind child, but in order to save himself, he did so many things to make the child uncomfortable. Xu Shantong blamed herself, but just wanted to be good and love her children more.

But psychological trauma or something, although Xu Qinglong didn't think he would have it, but those repeated dreams when he was in a coma were actually a kind of psychological trauma. But because she was completely immersed in dreams without resistance and was extremely brave, even if she was really traumatized, she was healed. What's more, there is also Suzaku here. How could Suzaku make Xu Qinglong uncomfortable.

When Xu Qinglong stepped on the land of China with both feet again, she finally said to Xu Weitong, this is your motherland, and she had a very specific feeling. Although I haven't returned to my home yet, Xu Qinglong already has a sense of joy that I have arrived.

Xu Weitong took Xu Zi and promised to pick her up at the airport. Mrs. Xu is sick and has been in the hospital, and Grandpa Xu is taking care of her every step of the way. Xu Qinglong listened, didn't go home, and went directly to the hospital. When Mrs. Xu woke up and glanced at her, her stomach, which had no appetite for several days, began to cry like a drum. Originally, I couldn't recognize anyone, but I still recognized Xu Qinglong at a glance. Holding her hand tightly, she didn't let go, "I'm back, I'm finally back, as soon as I close my eyes, I see you, I see you walking in front of me, I think, how can you walk in front of me"

The meaning of this sentence is too much. Xu Qinglong knelt in front of Mrs. Xu's bed, holding Mrs. Xu's much withered white palm with both hands, "Madam, I'm back"

Even Xu Zinuo shed tears. Xu Xiantong and Xu Mengtong cried so much that their eyes were swollen like apricots. After more than a year of fear and suffering, they did not dare to shed a single tear, fearing that it would bring bad luck and make the nightmare come true. After seeing Xu Qinglong intact, the emotions that had been suppressed in his heart for too long couldn't help it

When the Xu family's mansion ushered in the owner again, it also ushered in waves of guests who got the news. When Xu Ziwen saw Xu Qinglong, he also shed tears. Long Yin and Uncle Wei Ke Mu stayed in the mansion together. Yuan Gongjin went back to Yuan Gongshi and did things for Xuanwu. After Xu Qinglong came back, it was no longer obvious whether these two people were crying or not, but Cheng Dù, who was sticking to Xu Qinglong, definitely did not lose to Huahua

Xu Qinglong had no choice, let Baihu sleep by himself for the time being, and then let himself become a sleeping companion, from Mrs. Xu to Song Wenrang, everyone slept and chatted with each other for several days, and it was only after she calmed down the turmoil after her return. Long Yin and Yuan Gongjin seemed to grow up beside her. When Yuan Tassel and the others came to visit Xu Qinglong, they also took a look at Yuan Gongjin's abnormal behavior several times. However, it is understandable.

As for Xu Qinglong's changes, everyone saw it. And no one said anything. For more than a year, they don't know what Xu Qinglong has experienced. It seems that something happened to the Xu family, and then the whole family disappeared, as if there had never been a zài. Until now, they have all come back suddenly, which makes many people hesitate to think that something happened to the Xu family. Because it was obviously what happened to Xu Qinglong, and it was also because of her that the Xu family suddenly disappeared.

However, whether it is Xu Qinglong or the Xu family, nothing can be found. Even worry and concern are not enough. And Xu Qinglong really knows about everyone, except for his family and Xuanwu White Tiger, including Long Yin and Yuan Gongjin, who obviously have a sense of alienation.

Although Xu Qinglong used to be a person far away in the clouds and difficult to approach, when she smiled and spoke, she could still have the illusion of being valued and cared for by her. But now, most of the time she is quiet, calm and expressionless, as if she is far away in another world, unreachable. Even if he spoke, it was short and indifferent, if it wasn't for the sincere feeling, everyone would have to suspect that the calm and detached Xu Qinglong in front of him was another person.

"Qinglong" Xu Ziwen sat opposite Xu Qinglong, he knew some truths. Xu Qinglong's whereabouts have been unknown for more than a year. Because I don't know anything, I just know that it's a miracle that she can sit here now. But the smile is gone, and the whole person has changed, although Xu Ziwen is distressed, he also misses the candy candy that smiled before, but the sugar candy is still sugar candy in the end, whether you smile or not, it is sugar candy. But even in spite of this, he still hoped that Sugar Candy would smile at him

Don't just divide him into the realm of outsiders.

Xu Qinglong put down the teacup, looked at him with clear but peaceful eyes, and waited for him to continue to speak. Sincere and serious attitude, unchanged. Xu Ziwen looked at Xu Qinglong like this, and didn't say anything in the end. He has never been one step closer to the sugar candy before, and this kind of sugar candy is even more impossible.

His feelings are destined to be so desperate.

"Want pudding?" Xu Ziwen asked with a smile.

Xu Qinglong's eyes signaled, you can eat. Xu Ziwen smiled again, "I'll get it." ”

Just, so be it.

After the New Year, the winter vacation is over, and Xu Qinglong is going back to school. She thought she would study the first year of high school again, but Liu Jie told her that because of the score of her first year of high school aptitude test, she could continue to study for the second year of high school. But it's okay for her to miss her freshman year of high school, after all, when she was a freshman in high school, she had a lot of activities because she was a freshman. Xu Qinglong was absent before he finished the semester, and he missed a lot of things.

Xu Qinglong now actually has a dispensable attitude towards the school. But since she promised her family at that time that she wanted to study hard and live a good campus life, she still had to go to school. But this is the first year of high school again, and it is still not necessary.

For Xu Qinglong's attitude of being indifferent to everything, the Xu family is a little anxious. Because from the moment Xu Qinglong was a child, from the moment she returned home, she was a very enthusiastic person, curious about many things, and had a strong attitude towards conquering and dominating the world. But now, she is so indifferent that she doesn't care about anything.

Grandpa Xu and Xu Zipromise both wanted to talk to Xu Qinglong, but Xu Qinglong obviously realized what they meant, although they didn't say anything about refusal, it was still clear from the back that she didn't want to talk about it. Grandpa Xu and Xu Zinuo both knew what happened to Qinglong, and they also knew that Suzaku had saved her and had been taking care of her. Like Xu Shantong, they misunderstood Xu Qinglong's change because they killed Jasmine and those people with their own hands.

And since the children don't want to talk, they can't force it. Since Xu Qinglong grew up, Grandpa Xu has never asked Xu Qinglong for anything.

Bai Hu also regretted a little in his heart, but although he also liked the energetic and enthusiastic Qinglong in the past, but now he didn't force himself to force himself for someone else he didn't know, which was what Bai Hu really wanted to see. Xuanwu, like Grandpa Xu and others, was a person who wanted to talk to Xu Qinglong, but after she silently refused, he didn't mention it anymore.

In fact, one of the main reasons why Xu Qinglong, who was rejected so silently by Xu Qinglong, really gave up the conversation was not because they didn't want to ask Xu Qinglong for anything. It's that they all believe that Xu Qinglong's current state will definitely not be too long. The white tiger is not in a hurry, and this is also the reason.

Xu Qinglong's domineering in his bones, to what extent, they all know too well. To make her decadent is a fantasy. They all know how strong Xu Qinglong is. Xu Qinglong is the strongest and invincible. She's not going to be knocked down by anything. For the time being, this indifferent attitude is just that she is letting herself go and losing her temper.

How bad Xu Qinglong's temper is, they also know too well. She must have had too much anger in her heart right now. The anger that has accumulated since Xu Shantong's accident is definitely not something that can be calmed by killing Jasmine. And Xu Qinglong is not the kind of person who will anger others and anger others, so he can only embarrass himself. But she is not the kind of person who wrongs herself, and in the end, she has become this kind of attitude that she doesn't want to pay attention to anything.

Their understanding is also correct. Xu Qinglong is indeed in this state. But she really doesn't care about anything anymore. After withdrawing His Royal Highness, Xu Qinglong only felt that his life had become indifferent. But she also knew that this would not work, and she also wanted to find the joy of life again. However, not now.

Class 1 of the second year of high school. Long Yin and Yuan Gongjin came to class yesterday. Although the whole school knew that Xu Qinglong was back. Dong Shuliu, Xu Kuan, Mo Ye Lan, etc., these people have all gotten the exact news. Dai Dai and Liu Xuege also knew from Liu Sisi that Xu Qinglong had come back long before the Chinese New Year. However, the return of Long Yin and Yuan Gongjin to school still reassured the whole school. Xu Qinglong, who disappeared for two years, finally came back

Some people are destined to be unforgettable, just look at it, and remember it for a hundred years.

When Xu Qinglong appeared in front of Shengchun's gate with a peaceful face, when he saw her child, he felt like he was in a different world.

This feeling is even more obvious for the children in the first class of high school. R1152