197: Stand Calm
There are always people in the world who want to escape from a qiē, but in fact, no matter how that person escapes, after all, he can't escape the tricks of fate.
Escape cannot be avoided for a lifetime, those who should be faced, must be faced after all.
Yan Jin looked at Yan Anzhi and was speechless for a while.
She didn't know what to say to comfort Yan Anzhi......
In fact, everyone understands some truths, but when you experience them yourself, you will find that those seemingly simple truths are very difficult to do.
It's not immersive, and you never feel that pain.
Just like in her previous life, no one knew that she had self-blame and guilt every day in the three years since her father's death. The pain that penetrated deep into her bone marrow made her unforgettable.
She couldn't feel Yan Anzhi's pain, so she didn't know how to help Yan Anzhi make the decision.
Yan Jin thought for a while, then slowly walked to Yan Anzhi's side and asked in a low voice, "Do you hate Fourth Uncle?" ”
"I ...... I should, hate! Yan Anzhi hesitated for a while before he said what he thought in his heart. He lowered his eyes, looking very docile, without the hideous appearance just now, "But I...... And I knew that he had never owed me and my mother......"
Yan Anzhi had to compromise, then looked depressed, and repeated again, "I know, he has never, owed anyone!" ”
At that time, the war was raging, and Liangzhou turned from a fairyland to a hell.
If Yan Siye didn't do anything, his father would also die in the war.
Father, he will not be the opponent of the generals of the Shen family.
For Yan Anzhi, this is a truth that must be accepted, although it is very difficult to accept.
Yan Anzhi closed his eyes, as if he had lost all his strength.
He slumped and sat down on the floor, leaning his head back in his chair.
After a long time, Yan Anzhi opened his eyes and looked at Yan Jin calmly, "Eldest sister, the relationship between me and my father-in-law is estranged after all. However, even if there is a barrier, I don't want anything to happen to him, I want to help him...... Kindness, in my heart, is greater than kindness! ”
Yan Anzhi's words made Yan Jin's eyes widen in surprise.
Her heart, which was originally hanging in mid-air, also landed safely at this moment.
In his previous life, Yan Anzhi had never said these words.
And now, just for a short while, Yan Anzhi wants to understand the truth.
Yan Jin's slender eyebrows frowned slightly, and he immediately guessed the reason.
Yan Anzhi in his previous life may have only known the one-sided truth from the mouths of Luo Twelve or others. At that time, there was already a great chaos within the Yan family, and it was impossible for Yan Anzhi to be in the same room with Yan Siye and talk calmly like he is now.
At that time, the misunderstanding between the two of them was very deep. Moreover, the two people do not give each other a chance to explain......
However, even if they had a big misunderstanding with each other, even if Yan Anzhi regarded Yan Siye as the enemy who killed his parents...... But he still hesitated, and he didn't kill Fourth Master Yan immediately!
In Yan An's heart, Yan Siye's position will never be lower than anyone else.
Among them, including his parents, as well as everyone in the Luo family and the Zhuang family!
Yan Sanye wanted to use Yan Anzhi to deal with Yan Siye, but after all, he miscalculated this step!
Yan Anzhi also noticed Yan Jin's surprised look, he smiled dumbly, and said a little bitterly, "Eldest sister, if I don't listen to what you say, I may ...... I may really become a pawn in the hands of the third master! Yet I ...... Don't like to be that person's pawn! Eldest sister, I ......"
Yan Anzhi looked at Yan Jin seriously, pursed the corners of his lips, but did not finish his words.
If it weren't for Yan Jin, maybe he would really become Yan Sanye's pawn.
Yan Anzhi is very grateful to Yan Jin, if Yan Siye gave him a second life, then Yan Jin gave him all the warmth of his relatives.
He was a cripple, a stupid thing with an inflexible mind, but Yan Jin never disliked him.
Yan Anzhi has always known that for Yan Jin, he is actually not a good helper, and it is easy for Yan Jin to find a better helper.
But among the people, Yan Jin chose to trust him, the small and insignificant him.
Yan Jin asked him to check the dealer's affairs, but he wasted too many days! But Yan Jin never blamed him, and the silver he gave him was one after another...... Yan Jin hoped that he could cultivate his own manpower, so he let Ada's side all the time.
Even, Yan Jin also asked Shen Yanshan to take care of him.
Yan Anzhi is not an ungrateful person, he wants this warmth very much, so at this time, although he has some hatred in his heart for Yan Siye to hide the truth, he still doesn't want to leave the Yan family!
Luo Twelve is his relative, but the so-called relatives of the Luo family...... Never brought him a warmth!
All they brought him was hatred.
Yan Anzhi knows that maybe he is a selfish person and a useless person!
He can't take revenge according to the path laid for him by Luo Twelve, and he can't follow Yan Sanye's wishes. Not only because Yan Siye is his father-in-law, but he doesn't want to see Yan Jin embarrassed......
His eldest sister, when she laughed, was such a good-looking person, like the purest white water lily under the moonlight.
He really didn't want to make Yan Jin sad!
I didn't want Yan Jin to be sad, so I chose to embarrass myself!
"Anzhi, I once said, you have grown up! These, you make up your own mind......" Yan Jin looked at Yan Anzhi, extremely sincere, "If you make a choice, don't regret it!" So, I hope you figured it out. ”
Yan Anzhi replied firmly, "I have already figured it out, eldest sister...... Ever since you asked me to call you eldest sister, I wanted to be your younger brother for the rest of my life. Even now, I don't want to leave the Yan family! ”
When Yan Anzhi said this, tears couldn't help but fall again.
When everyone in the Yan Mansion hated him and bullied him, only Yan Jin was willing to stand up and help him! If it weren't for Yan Jin, he didn't know what would have become......
Hatred can turn a person into a demon.
Yan Siye made him realize his father's love for his children, and Yan Jin made him thoroughly experience family affection. He's greedy and wants to keep them forever, so ...... He only has to be sorry for the Luo family and the banker!
But Yan Anzhi also understood that in fact, from the time his father gave him to his grandfather, he may have died.
He stroked his leg and smiled sadly.
"An Zhi ......" Yan Jin looked at Yan Anzhi with a sour heart. This child always likes to embarrass himself and think about others.
Yan Jin didn't know what to say for a while.
Yan Anzhi looked at Yan Jin's expression and said with a smile, "Eldest sister, let me stay by your side, I'...... I'm your brother, right? ”
"Well, you're my brother!" Yan Jin looked at Yan Anzhi's expression and nodded seriously.
At this time, Yan Anzhi seemed to regard Yan Jin as the last straw to save his life.
Only Yan Jin didn't think about using him, let alone using him as a pawn to control him.
However, at this time, Yan Anzhi was willing to stand by Yan Jin's side.
After the two of them were silent for a long time, Yan Anzhi broke the quiet atmosphere, he wiped away his tears with his cuffs, frowned and said, "Eldest sister, in fact, I know that my father-in-law has never been sorry for me. There's a reason why I did that to him......"
At this time, Yan Anzhi called Yan Siye as his 'righteous father' and no longer the talented Yan Siye.
Yan Jin listened, raised his eyebrows slightly, and lowered his voice very softly, "Why?" ”
Yan Anzhi stood up from the ground, and his mutilated legs, no matter how he looked at them, were also a bit wolf. But at this time, Yan Anzhi didn't care about these anymore, but took the book that Yan Jin had placed on the small table, put it in front of Yan Jin, and said lightly, "Third uncle!" ”
Yan Anzhi's words made Yan Jin suddenly realize.
She looked at Yan Anzhi worriedly, her originally fair face looked even paler at this moment.
Yan Anzhi has always known that Yan Jinsheng is good, and he never thought that when a person even frowns slightly, he can be so moving, like a water lily blooming slowly.
Yan Anzhi looked slightly stunned, and then said after half a sound, "The third uncle should come to me!" ”
"Hmm!" Yan Jin did not refute Yan Anzhi's words, his brows slowly relaxed, and his words were a little worried, "Do you want to deal with the third uncle alone?" Anzhi, no! ”
Yan Anzhi smiled and shook his head. His eyes were even more red and swollen in the dim room, "Eldest sister, you said I was an adult, so why don't you believe me?" You should try to trust me, as you did before...... Eldest sister, the third uncle asked my father-in-law to take me in, perhaps hoping that one day, I could be a weapon in his hand and kill my father-in-law. I don't like to be a pawn of a man, and I don't like to be a weapon of a man......"
"Those who treat me like a waste, like a pawn...... I'll make them all remember that I'm not a trash! I want them to remember for the rest of my life! Yan Anzhi gritted his teeth, stood straight, and trembled slightly.
Such Yan Anzhi and the one in his previous life are slowly overlapping.
But it's obviously the same temperament, but it still changes.
Yan Jin saw it clearly, and couldn't help but say, "You...... Do you really want to try it? ”
Yan Anzhi looked at Yan Jin's worried look and said with a smile, "I really want to try!" Eldest sister, don't worry about me, only me and you know about this matter, not even your father-in-law! You'll have to help me for the next few days......"
Yan Anzhi's expression was resolute and stubborn, and the seriousness in his eyes was a decisiveness that Yan Jin had never seen.
Yan Jin knew that he couldn't refute this child.
Moreover, although Yan Anzhi is clumsier than ordinary people, his heart is very delicate.
Yan Jin rubbed his eyebrows and felt a little headache.
The third uncle is a person who is very deep in the city, and she has not found out whose chess piece the third uncle is until now.
The person who can control the third uncle must be a powerful character.
Even if Yan Anzhi can escape for a while, he can't escape for a lifetime.
He's very good at being able to deal with it......
Yan Jin pondered for a while before nodding slowly, "I'll help you, but ...... An Zhi, this time it will be not only the third uncle who will come to you, but also other people! ”
Yan Anzhi was slightly stunned, he didn't expect that he still had such a great use value, and couldn't help asking, "Who?" ”R1152