196:Wishful Thinking (Sissi, Sissi, Sissi, and Clan)
Yan Jin followed Yan Anzhi's gaze, and saw that Yan Siye had already cried into a tearful person at this time.
At this time, Yan Siye, where is there still the high-spirited appearance on weekdays.
He was like a dying old man, unable to utter a word.
Although Yan Siye just repeated those pasts.
But Yan Jin can still feel it......
How much the fourth uncle liked that woman back then.
I like it, I don't want to marry again in this life, and I don't want to accommodate other women in my heart.
Yan Siye didn't speak, and after a long time, he said helplessly, "I just want to get you back, so I seem to have forgotten about it...... The person I killed was her husband and her father-in-law! ā
Zhuang Chengwen did die because of him!
Therefore, when Luo Yidie came to Liangzhou again, after hearing the news of Zhuang Chengwen's death, the whole person seemed to collapse.
At that time, Yan Siye remembered......
What he killed was not only Zhuang Chengwen, who took away a qiÄ from him, but did not cherish it well. And that person is still Luo Yidieshen's husband and Yan Anzhi's father......
As if playing a joke on him, fate slowly pushed him into a desperate situation.
The people around thought that King Jinnan had been defeated, and even Luo Yidie thought so.
In fact, at that time, he had not yet found the remnants of the troops of King Jinnan. Therefore, Yan Anzhi was never rescued from the hands of the king of Jinnan.
King Jinnan is too good, he wants to find this person, it's too difficult to find.
Yan Jisheng wanted to explain to Luo Yidie, but Luo Yidie didn't give him this opportunity......
Luo Yidie seemed to be crazy at that moment, a husband who had lost her heart and a woman who had lost her flesh and blood, looked at him blankly, and only muttered after half a sound. "Yan Jisheng, you are really selfish! I believe in you so much, but what about you? You've never cared about anyone, have you? Any...... One! ā
Luo Yidie's words made Yan Jisheng completely collapse.
He has done so much, all for this woman, but when this woman reprimanded him, he couldn't refute a word.
He didn't know how to refute it......
Wishful thinking. It's always a sad word.
He wishfully ** Luo Yidie. Treat Luo Yidie as a life, ** many, many years. He wishfully believes that Zhuang Chengwen is ** Luo Yidie. I think Zhuang Chengwen will be a good husband and father! He wishfully believes that his life will silently protect Luo Yidie and live a plain life!
In the end, he was even wishful thinking. I can find Luo Yidie's child, and finally let Luo Yidie live happily.
But that's it. It's all just wishful thinking.
Throughout, no one would thank him.
Luo Yidie never knew his ** affection for her, and when Zhuang Chengwen was dying, he was blind in his eyes. Full of despair, like hatred for him.
No one will understand what he does, because. This qiÄ is all his wishful thinking.
At that moment. It was as if God had given him a great punishment.
Luo Yidie thought she had lost a qiÄ.
Luo's family was destroyed, her husband and in-law's family were destroyed, and the children were gone......
A woman who has lost everything is loveless.
"Your mother asked me to take her to see your father's corpse!" Yan Jisheng lowered his eyes, his voice trembled, "I thought that she had figured it out and would live well, so I took her there." But I'm so stupid, because ...... I ruined the enemy of Liangzhou in my heart, it was her husband! ā
Yan Jisheng buried his head in his hands and collapsed a little, "In order to boost the morale of the army, your father's body was hung on the gate of Liangzhou City. Your mother has seen ...... I was not stimulated, and finally took my sword and killed myself! ā
Many years have passed since this incident, but every time I think about it, it feels like something that just happened in front of him.
Luo Yidie hung on the city wall when she looked at her husband, her eyes were full of despair! Perhaps in her eyes, there has never been any national righteousness, all she wants is the stability of her husband and children, and as for the rest, she has never been in her mind.
She cried so much, but she couldn't do anything about it.
Her husband is a traitor, and she can't do anything to help him......
Luo Yidie muttered, "On Huangquan Road, are you cold? Is there anyone to talk to? Brother Wen, An'er, wait for me......"
After she finished speaking, she quickly rushed to Yan Jisheng's side, which was closest to her, and then took the long sword from Yan Jisheng's hand and quickly cut her throat.
Luo Yidie's blood splashed on Yan Siye's hands, and at the moment she was dying, he could see the resentment in her eyes clearly.
Thinking of this, Fourth Master Yan held his right hand tightly, it seemed that the hot blood from before was still hot, "If I don't take her to see your father's corpse, will she still be alive?" ā
It's just that no one can answer him anymore.
Yan Siye knelt on the ground like a puppet at that time.
All he did was to protect this woman.
But in the end, it was he who forced her to death......
No one knew that the feeling of being hollowed out of the heart hurt into the bone marrow...... As Yan Anzhi said, sometimes, being alive is also a kind of torture.
It wasn't until later that Shen Qiye found Yan Anzhi back from the hands of King Jinnan.
Shen Qiye looked at Yan Siye, and his expression was also a little self-reproachful, "This ...... It's An'er! ā
After listening to Shen Qiye's words, Yan Siye took the child from Shen Qiye's hands.
The infant child obviously lost too much blood, and the calf was even more deformed.
He raised his head and looked at Shen Qiye, unbelievable!
Child, how can this be......
Yan Siye slowly stood up from the chair, and his eyes fell on Yan Anzhi's legs, "When you were born, your mother was frightened, that's why your legs are like this!" At that time, the seventh master asked me, I want to send you to reunite with your mother, because your leg can't be cured! In the future, when you grow up, I will be the culprit of your father's murder and your mother's death......"
"I also thought about sending you away! But you and your mother look too similar. I can't do it......" Yan Siye smiled, his smile was more miserable than crying just now, "But someone told me, let me raise you!" Because of this person, I'm afraid I won't be able to live...... To him, you are my motivation to live! ā
Yan Anzhi looked at Yan Siye's appearance. There was chaos in my mind, though. But he still asked, "Is it the third master?" ā
"Hmmm! It's the third brother! Yan Jisheng walked to Yan Anzhi's side and stretched out his hand to caress Yan Anzhi's hair. But as soon as he stretched out his hand, he paused again, "Third brother said, your life." It's not up to me to make the decision, you're the most innocent! And. Over the years, I've figured it out if you want to take my life...... I'll give it to you! ā
Yan Anzhi didn't speak, just shrunk himself into a ball. Don't look at Yan Siye anymore.
After a long time, Yan Anzhi roared, "You go." Don't let me see you again! ā
Yan Jisheng thought that Yan Anzhi would do it, but he didn't want Yan Anzhi to say this to him.
Now Yan Anzhi. Obviously want to be alone for a while!
No one can understand Yan Anzhi's feelings......
Although his father was a criminal of treason, that man was his father after all. No matter how stupid Yan Jisheng is and has no brains, how can he take his mother to see his father's corpse!
The body of the father was hung on the city wall...... For the mother, the silence of that scene was the greatest stimulus.
At that time, the father had no choice. For the father, there is a grandfather on one side and a wife on the other......
Yan Anzhi stroked his legs, and then tears rolled down again.
He wanted to forgive Fourth Master Yan, but he knew very well that this person was the one who killed his parents.
Yan Siye didn't speak, as if he didn't want to leave.
"Get out!" Yan Anzhi's eyes were red, "Get out!" ā
Seeing Yan Anzhi's expression, Fourth Master Yan pursed the corners of his lips, and wanted to speak, but he heard a little maid standing far away outside the house and saying, "Fourth Master, Uncle is here, call you over early!" ā
When Yan Siye heard this, his thick eyebrows furrowed. He glanced at Yan Anzhi worriedly, and only after half a sound did he turn around and leave the house.
Yan Anzhi listened to Yan Siye's footsteps and slowly disappeared.
His heart was empty......
Although he knew that even if his father did not die in the hands of Yan Siye, he would die in the hands of others. But he still hoped in his heart that the person who killed his father and forced his mother to death was not Yan Siye......
He used to be such a *** man...... Treat him like a father.
But there is nothing more ridiculous than his deep ** father-in-law, who is actually the one who killed his parents!
After a while, Yan Jin slowly walked out from behind the bookshelf.
Yan Jin didn't get close to Yan Anzhi, just stood like this......
At this moment, she completely understood why Yan Anzhi would say in her previous life that Yan Siye had done those things!
At that time, Yan Anzhi heard the truth, maybe it wasn't like that!
At that time, Yan Anzhi only knew that Yan Siye was the murderer of his parents!
In the past, Yan Anzhi, who was confused, didn't know how to choose...... At that time, the third master of the Yan family, who had always believed Yan Anzhi, appeared, and his casual words made the hatred in Yan An's heart soar.
For the third uncle, Yan Anzhi has always been a good chess piece.
The fourth uncle and his father have always been good, and if the third uncle wants to be the son of the world, he must kill his father's helper.
A smart person who wants to kill a person never has to do it himself.
Therefore, the third uncle will build yƬ and the fourth uncle will raise Yan Anzhi......
Because, the third uncle knew that Yan Anzhi would kill the fourth uncle for him in the future!
Even if Yan Anzhi hesitated, he could secretly kill the fourth uncle and let Yan Anzhi bear this charge!
One qiÄ one qiÄ, since many years ago, began to plan......
Yan Jin thought, a pair of fists tightened.
Third Uncle...... That's amazing......
She didn't understand why the position of a mere son would make the third uncle so persistent! Could it be that for the third uncle, rights are more important than family affection?
At this time, Yan Anzhi also seemed to notice that Yan Jin was standing not far from him.
He raised his head and looked at Yan Jin, his eyes empty and weak.
As if he had grasped the last straw to save his life, he asked Yan Jin in a low voice, "Eldest sister, what should I do, what should I do?" (To be continued)
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