195: To live is also punishment
He had known Luo Yidie for many years, and he had never seen her so terrifying and wolf-like.
At that time, his heart felt as if he had been pricked by a needle.
Pain was the only thing he could feel.
He always wanted to protect her, but in the end, she still suffered......
The only thing Yan Jisheng wanted to do at that time was to bring Luo Yidie back to the capital, and no longer care about what other people thought of him.
But Luo Yidie couldn't listen to anything.
As if she was crazy, she knelt down and begged him to save her child.
"Didn't you say that you would take An'er as a righteous son in the future?" Luo Yidie looked panicked as if she had grabbed the last straw, "Please, save him!" He's your son......"
Yan Jisheng looked at Luo Yidie's crying appearance and felt sad.
He has been silently guarding Luo Yidie, and when Luo Yidie asked him with a smile when he would marry a wife, he diverted the topic and said that if Luo Yidie gave birth to a son, it would be better to let this child be his son.
Luo Yidie smiled, held Zhuang Chengwen's hand, and bowed slightly.
Yan Jisheng looked at Luo Yidie's smile, and simply hoped that Luo Yidie could be happy, and in the future, he would be the father-in-law of Luo Yidie's child silently!
At that time, whatever Luo Yidie said, he agreed.
He wanted to give her his life...... He liked this man so much, he was very humble.
Yan Jisheng finally sent Luo Yidie to a temple. Because, King Jinnan believed in the power of gods and Buddhas, so he would not do anything to destroy the temple. After Luo Yidie rested, she sued him, saying that her child had been snatched away.
At that time, there was a fire in Liangzhou, and she wanted to find Zhuang Chengwen when she had a body, but she was unexpectedly born prematurely......
As a result, not long after the child was born, it was snatched away.
She was shocked, but she was even more afraid that this group of people was coming for Zhuang Chengwen, Luo Yidie used her last strength to grab Yan Jisheng's cuffs and said, "Save my children, they will threaten Chengwen with An'er!" β
Yan Jisheng nodded, let Luo Yidie rest in the temple, and then picked up the long sword alone and rushed to the battlefield in Liangzhou.
He is afraid of being discovered, so every time he appears is at night.
At this moment, Liangzhou City is full of ruins and gunsmoke! He dragged his tired and broken heart, looking for a baby little by little! If it were someone else, he would have given up a long time ago, because looking for it like this is undoubtedly looking for a needle in a haystack. But he never thought of giving up, because he promised Luo Yidie, he would definitely do it.
He asked countless people and saw corpse after corpse.
The smell of decay slowly spread around him.
When Yan Jisheng was tired, he sat in the rubble with a confused look in his eyes.
He thought he was going to die in that place.
It's just that he understands that he can't die here like this, and he hasn't found Luo Yidie's child yet......
Although this child is not half related to him.
"At that time, Shen Jiajun had already arrived in Liangzhou! And I was so tired that I fainted...... It was Shen Qiye who saved me! Yan Jisheng thought of those days and felt uncomfortable all over, "Shen Qiye gave me a second life, and he would think that I was good and let me stay in the Shen family's military camp." In return, he'll help me find you......"
Yan Jisheng stretched out his hand and gestured a small circle, "You will be so small, but Liangzhou is so big...... I only have the power to entrust the Shen family! Moreover, I also want to repay Shen Qiye for saving his life. β
During those days in the Shen family's military camp, he led the army to fight with the people of the king of Jinnan. That was the first time he'd killed someone since he'd grown up......
Blood splashed on his body, and the smell and heat made him almost unable to hold the sword in his hand.
At that time, he seemed to have become a lonely ghost, and the only remaining belief in his mind was to help Luo Yidie find the child, and then ask Zhuang Chengwen why he did this!
At the beginning, Zhuang Chengming swore that he would protect Luo Yidie!
In Zhuang Chengwen's eyes, is the so-called protection like this?
Yan Jisheng lowered his hand, his eyes were slightly red, "I hate killing, I hate killing people endlessly...... But I have to do it, because only then will I be able to see your father, and perhaps have a chance to find you!" β
After Yan Anzhi heard Yan Jisheng's words, his legs and feet became weak.
He was in turmoil.
He was almost unable to tell the difference between right and wrong......
After half a ring, Yan Anzhi asked, "Have you finally found my father?" You killed him because he was sorry for my mother? β
"Naturally not! I said I didn't mean to, I didn't want to kill him......" Yan Jisheng clenched his fists tightly, "Although, I thought about killing him, to bring you back to your mother safely from your grandfather's hands!" β
Yan Anzhi's eyes widened, and his face turned pale with fright, "What do you mean, my grandfather snatched me?" How can it be! β
Yan Jisheng looked at Yan Anzhi's pitiful appearance and wanted to stand up and hug the child.
When Yan Anzhi was young, he was held in his arms.
In the blink of an eye, he was so big.
But the hatred in Yan An's eyes made him unable to move...... Yan Anzhi hated him, and that hatred was very obvious.
Yan Jisheng used a lot of strength to allow himself to continue talking, "Miao Jiang has a kind of Gu technique, which is called raising a 'little god'. This is an evil sorcery, because you want to take the blood of children who are related to you and raise some poisonous snakes and insects. After that, these poisonous snakes and insects will listen to this man! Your grandfather believed this nonsense...... He wanted to be emperor so much that he commanded your father to snatch you from your mother's hands! β
This kind of Gu technique is just stored in the book.
Yan Jisheng has studied countless times, but he can't understand why someone would believe such a naΓ―ve thing.
Rights, can people be so mad?
An Zhi is the grandson of King Jinnan, but King Jinnan actually did it......
Yan Jisheng rubbed his eyebrows and said lightly, "I don't know your father, I didn't know what your grandfather did at first, but he really didn't do his duty as a father!" He even said...... He said that he didn't take your mother away that day to protect your mother! He's talking nonsense......"
Yan Jisheng's eyes were red, and he roared, "He knows what kind of life a mother who has lost her child is like!" He said that this is protection, and who is he deceiving! β
This kind of Yan Jisheng is something Yan Anzhi has never seen before.
In his memory, Yan Jisheng always looked honest and kind. Occasionally, when I had an argument with Mrs. Yan, I would not blush and have a thick neck. But at this time, Yan Jisheng was like a dangerous beast, exuding a terrifying aura.
Yan Jisheng has been fighting on the battlefield for many years, and I don't know how many people have turned into a dry bone in his hands, and he usually collects his breath, just for fear of scaring the people around him. But now, thinking of the past, the resentment in Yan Jisheng's expression made Yan Anzhi want to retreat in fright......
"I ......" Yan Jisheng realized that he was out of shape, and then gradually gathered a hideous face, and changed back to his usual appearance. He shook his head in annoyance, wondering why he was so out of control.
In this matter, Yan Anzhi is the most innocent.
Yan Jisheng took a deep breath and said after a while, "I know these things from the mouth of the national teacher!" National Teacher He ...... He knows a little about Miao Jiang, and he also knows very well what kind of person King Jinnan is! Moreover, what the national teacher said is correct, because after I met your father, I realized that you are really in your father's hands! But your father doesn't believe it, your grandfather will harm you......"
He looked at Zhuang Chengwen's sworn appearance at that time, and he couldn't wait to kill that hypocrite with a sword.
Zhuang Chengwen seemed to hesitate at that time.
In the end, Zhuang Cheng told him that he would go back and ask clearly.
However, later...... There will be no future......
The people of the Shen family would never give the king of Jinnan half a chance to breathe, and they took advantage of Zhuang Chengwen's retreat to attack in one fell swoop. At that time, Zhuang Chengwen seemed to have no intention of fighting again...... He kept backing away, dodging.
Perhaps, Zhuang Chengwen at that time would not believe that his father would kill his child.
Yan Jisheng remembered the situation when Shen Jiajun pursued and killed the army of King Jinnan...... Tears couldn't help but slide down the corners of his eyes.
He didn't mean to kill Zhuang Chengwen, he just wanted to catch Zhuang Chengwen at that time, use Zhuang Chengwen to threaten the king of Jinnan, and let the king of Jinnan hand over Yan Anzhi.
He quickly chased after him, and when he just grabbed Zhuang Chengwen in his hand, before he could speak, the spear of the seventh master of the Shen family stabbed through Zhuang Chengwen's chest. Zhuang Chengwen shrank back in pain and hit his long sword again......
Blood, all over the place!
At that time, Yan Jisheng was dumbfounded, he didn't expect that the Seventh Master of the Shen family would be so fast.
Later, he understood that this was a battle!
Either the people of the king of Jinnan died, or the people of the Shen family were defeated.
Shen Qiye did this because he wanted to end this battle as soon as possible......
Zhuang Chengwen is the seventh son of King Jinnan, and he is the most difficult person in King Jinnan's army. Only when Zhuang Chengwen died, the morale of the army of King Jinnan would be defeated......
Yan Jisheng still remembers that when Zhuang Chengwen died, he didn't close his eyes.
His fingertips trembled at the thought of this.
Yan Jisheng seemed to be suffocating, "I just want to catch him, I don't want to kill him...... But Anzhi, your father must die, he is a rebel...... Later, I thought for a long time, even if the seventh master didn't do it at that time, maybe I would kill him later. I'm not just going to protect your mother, it's the whole country......"
Yan Jisheng lowered his eyes, and tears kept falling.
He is a man, and only by protecting the country can he protect his home.
He also thought about being selfish, but when the country was broken, what he wanted to protect was the people of the Great Yan Dynasty.
War will destroy countless homes.
He had seen Liangzhou, which was like a fairyland, turn into ruins in a few days, and he didn't want the capital to become like this in the future!
Therefore, if he had to make a choice in the future, he would also kill Yan Anzhi's father.
This is his duty as a man.
When Yan Anzhi heard this, his heart seemed to be broken.
He was in a terrible pain, and he remembered his father's dead look......
He fell to his knees and cried loudly.
In fact, at that time, he died, which was also good......
To live, to be really painful, is also a punishment.
In the room, there was only the sound of Yan Jisheng's heavy breathing and Yan Anzhi's crying.
Time seemed to freeze, and no one spoke again.
It wasn't until a long time had passed that Yan Jin heard Yan Anzhi's voice from behind the bookshelf, and he asked, "Then why are you forcing my mother to kill herself?" βR1152