Her colleague joked that it was the first time she had seen such a long-lasting and tiresome long-distance relationship.

It's just four years of college, but it's rare that after four years of work, but they haven't broken up, if they can make it, she still believes in love.

At that time, they didn't think about getting married, and she also planned to leave the Lin family, return to the south to be with him, find a proper job, get married and have children.

It's just that his mother never accepted her...... Calling her many times is a scolding.

also claimed that she had given him a good wife, the other party was the daughter of the director of a famous hospital, and if she didn't know the difficulty and retreated, she would go to her company to make trouble.

He said angrily, let's get the certificate first and see what she can do!

But she didn't want to, she had no father or mother, and she was lonely. She didn't want him to be like her, married without his parents present.

Later, they eventually broke up because his mother attempted suicide by drinking pills.

Only then did she know that she would rather die than be her daughter-in-law.

When we meet again after 10 years, the feeling is extremely subtle, both familiar and unfamiliar, and a light sigh rises in my heart, and Yanran takes a sip of coffee gently.

"Are you married?" For a long time, he asked.

"Nope! What about you? She said cautiously, but she couldn't help but have small and fragile expectations in her heart.

"It's over! The child is 3 years old and a girl. He said, his handsome face showing love.

He likes children, she knows it.

Once, they also discussed how many children they would have when they got married......

Later, Yan Ran didn't remember what they talked about.

She felt like she had been slapped with a slap in pain, but she still had to pretend to be casual.

He seemed happy, and she knew that he would be a good husband and father, but she didn't have this blessing.

Three years in high school, four years in college, and another four years after graduation, all her most youthful and beautiful years were spent with him.

Now that they meet again, he has become the husband of a lucky woman and the father of a child.

And what about her? It looks like he has it all, with an annual salary that no one else can imagine, sitting in the most luxurious apartment in the city center, driving a luxury car, and wearing top custom women's clothing.

But why, in front of him, who exudes a happy and peaceful atmosphere, he looks so lonely and desolate!

In the past, they also swore an alliance that he would not marry her, and she would not marry him, but what happened later?

She shook her head, and couldn't help but bow her head and smile bitterly, what's wrong with her?

It's been 10 years, he has gotten married, had children, and has a happy family.

And what about her? Occasionally, when I am quiet, I still think of the era when the white clothes were fluttering, and I will also think of the young man who always has a warm smile like sunshine on his face.

It's just that now that they meet again, the young man has already changed, and her once turbulent heart seems to be never able to be found again.

What is more than time and face? It turned out that they had all unconsciously changed their minds.

Those things in the past, beautiful or sad, are ultimately just stranded in old age by the years.

When I returned home, I took a quick shower, and my body exuded a faint smell of shower gel, revealing a sweet smell, which soothed my nervous nerves with the faint smell.

She lay on the soft and comfortable bed and picked up a book of reading, and over the years she had developed the habit of reading, used to reading a book for an hour before going to bed.

But today, somehow, I began to be stunned when I looked at it, although I was holding a book in my hand, but I couldn't help but think of the events of many years ago in my mind, scene after scene, intermittent, scattered, like a broken mirror.

She remembers that there were several families living in the blue-tiled and white-walled courtyard, and every day it was noisy, and the children were bare feet and jumping on the thick black stone bricks in the courtyard.

People sit together drinking tea, chatting, playing chess......

There was a big banyan tree in front of their house, with lush branches and leaves, and it would rattle when a gust of wind blew. There was a rocking chair under the banyan tree, which creaked, and Grandma liked to lie on that rocking chair in the afternoon.

She remembers a white castle surrounded by green wheat fields, full of flowers of all colors, and the breeze blowing through the fragrance of flowers.

That was her original dream......

Just like that, the scenes flashed in her mind like a movie, fast and broken, but unforgettable, extremely clear.

By the time she came back to her senses from her distant memory, it was already early in the morning.

Suddenly I felt a little cold, it turned out that it was drizzling outside, and it rattled on the window, making the already empty house more and more deserted.

Then I somehow remembered that today he said that he had a three-year-old daughter, presumably at this time he was sleeping with a happy woman in his arms, and his home must be extremely warm.

Did he finally marry the daughter of the dean, as his mother had wished......

The corners of her mouth couldn't help but pull out a wry smile, the vicissitudes of life, a qiē has long been a thing, why should she be so stubborn in the past...... It only adds to the sorrow.

suddenly remembered Li Bai's poems, those who abandon me, yesterday must not stay. Those who disturb my heart will have many troubles today.

I always feel that I am a little abnormal recently, and I always can't help but think of what happened many years ago.

That's it, what's even more strange is that today she was still out of shape at Lin Shushu's wedding, crying bitterly, that feeling was completely out of her control, and it was a heart-rending pain.

It is said that there must be a demon when it is abnormal, is she hitting an evil spirit? Or is it that you are old and alone, and you will inevitably be sentimental?

But considering that she is 38 years old this year, it is time to think about herself.

In fact, she never considered working in the Lin Group for a lifetime, and she knew very well that the purpose of being in the Lin family was to obtain a better remuneration to maintain her high quality of life.

She has her own dreams, not big!

She wants to go back to the town where she used to live, build a house, and the yard is full of flowers, a big tree, a rocking chair, and a house full of sunshine. This is the dream she promised to give to her grandmother, and although it is late, she still wants to make it come true.

In fact, she has never asked for much, but for some reason she has dragged on that simple dream.

She seems to be busy all the time, like a tireless second hand, constantly turning, running all the way with her eyes closed, but forgetting to enjoy the scenery along the way.

Looking back, she realized that she had already lost her best self in the rush of time.

All these years, she was tired and unhappy.

Besides, Lin Shushu is back, and it is time for her to leave the Lin Group.