Chapter 4: First Love
Actually, Qin Yu and Mrs. Lin are good to her, she doesn't know it, but reason tells her that it's best not to be too intimate with these two.
So she has always kept a proper distance from them, which is also the reason why Master Lin likes her, she will not use his family to pull nepotism.
This dinner party is definitely a torture for Yan Ran, her eyes will involuntarily drift to the newlywed couple, as if there is a fire rolling in her heart, she really can't stand it, so she left in a hurry due to physical discomfort.
I finally calmed down, but I didn't expect to meet him in the underground parking lot of the apartment, Ling Shan.
Both of them had a look of surprise on their faces as they stood there staring at each other......
The forgotten or deliberately hidden past is like a broken mirror piercing blood in the bottom of my heart.
It turns out that they have always lived in the same apartment, and both of them have moved here for three years, but the first time they met, it was really no fate.
In a coffee shop next to the apartment, they sat quietly, each holding a cup of coffee in their hands, the mellow aroma of coffee wafting from the delicate white porcelain gold-rimmed coffee cup.
It's been 10 years! It's been 10 years......
He doesn't seem to have changed, but he exudes the confidence and calmness that only belong to successful men. It is said that men are fine wines, and men who are nearly 40 years old are among the best, and the accumulation of years makes them invisibly exude charming charm.
Admittedly, meet him. Ripples rippled in Yanran's calm and waveless eyes, like a pool of clear spring being blown by a gust of wind.
But I couldn't help but feel a certain loss in my heart, and suddenly missed him who was a little willful and childish.
At that time, they were in the era of fluttering white clothes, riding bicycles, and often had various expressions on their faces.
Angry, aggrieved, crying, laughing...... Those expressions reacted quickly and directly to their faces, filled with the air of youth.
It was this man who sat opposite her and exuded mature charm, pouting and pretending to be cute many times in that era of fluttering white clothes.
It was also this man who once got angry with her, and his face was so red that he had nowhere to vent, so he kicked the bicycle he had just bought, kicked the car into the ditch, knocked off the bright paint, and was distressed, saying that he would never lose his temper with her and it again......
He can always appear like Superman who saved the world when she needs help the most, although he may not be able to rescue her as handsomely as Superman, but he has been with her through the most difficult years.
In the first semester of the third year of high school, her grandmother died suddenly, and she and her sister suddenly became orphans, and their lives were facing a desperate situation.
He went from the city to a remote town to see her several times, he didn't even have her detailed address, and he had never been far away before, so he was so reckless to ask people if he had found her.
When he saw her, he took out a few crumpled hundred-dollar bills and stuffed them into her hand, and said with some shame that he only had these now.
Later, she learned that he had secretly taken the hundred-dollar bills from his mother's pocket, and she was beaten for them.
They met in their first year of high school, and he liked her, and she didn't know it. even jokingly said, you are so good to me, I can't repay it, it's better to be your girlfriend!
He blushed with shame, lowered his head and couldn't say a word for a long time, and ran away with a smoke.
It's about 100 meters! He turned, jumped up excitedly, and shouted, "Yay! Gu Yanran, Gu Yanran is my girlfriend! "Happy fart, fart, fart, can't wait to tell the world.
But the next day, he came over again, with a solemn and stern face, saying that he felt that students should still focus on their studies and not fall in love! When I got to college, I ran away like another gust of wind.
It turned out that he didn't sleep all night that night, and he thought about it for a long time, he had no money and power, and his grades were not good, and he was not sure whether he could be admitted to college.
At that time, he was so brainless, and when he chased her, he committed that tiger energy that was not afraid of heaven and earth, and he would never let go.
caught up, but he began to hesitate again, afraid that he couldn't give her a good future.
After that, he no longer pestered her, and even deliberately avoided her, and encountered a detour on the way.
But he studied hard, from the fifth to the bottom of the class, and was admitted to the top 10 of the annual group.
After his grades improved, he seemed to have gained self-confidence, and when he filled out the volunteers, he secretly stuffed a note to her and asked her where she was going to apply for the exam?
After a difficult wait, the admission letter finally arrived at the school with a long wait.
But the two are not from the same university, it turns out that his mother secretly found the homeroom teacher and enrolled him in the medical university...... One in the south and one in the north.
It is said that he had a big quarrel with his mother, and even ran away from home, and he couldn't find anyone for several days, and the family even called the police, so anxious that the whole class was looking for him all over the world.
But he stood at the door of her house one afternoon, his eyes were red, and he stubbornly wiped his tears like a bullied child and asked her, "Does what you said at that time still count?" ”
She smiled and said, "Count, I will do what I say!" ”
In the four years of college, although they are separated, they are stronger than Jin, and they talk on the phone every day until late at night.
Knowing that she worked several jobs by herself in order to provide for her sister's education, he was distressed and secretly sent her money, but she was annoyed and said that if she looked down on her, she would break up!
That was the first time they had talked about breaking up, in fact, at that time his mother had come to her and asked her to let her son go and stop pestering him.
To say that there can be no future between them, to say that she is not worthy of him.
Their family was originally an ordinary dual-income family, and later his father went to the sea to do business after being laid off. So he felt that Yanran, an orphan who had no father and no mother, and a sister with an oil bottle, was not worthy of him.
She has her pride, and she will not allow anyone to trample on her pride and self-esteem.
What's more, she knows that even if they are lucky enough to come together, she will not be happy if she has such a mother-in-law who does not want to see her.
She stopped contacting him for months, she didn't answer his calls, she didn't reply to his letters, and she went online...... She doesn't have time to surf the internet at all.
On an autumn evening, she was picking up a kettle from her dormitory building to fetch water, and the autumn wind was blowing, especially in the north.
She struggled to walk forward with her head bowed against the cold wind, and suddenly a person snatched her thermos, and then walked straight forward without saying a word.
As soon as she looked up and saw the familiar and lonely back, her nose suddenly became sore, and she stood alone in the cold wind and cried, she finally knew how much she missed him.
Hearing her cry, he immediately turned around, the whole person was stupid, and immediately ran around in a panic to check around, asking if she had fallen?
Still so stupid! She burst into tears and laughed.
In this way, after graduating from college, they each have their own jobs, but they are still in different places.
Still, one in the south and one in the north.