He said, I don't love you anymore, I don't want you anymore......

It's just that when he says such cruel and cruel words, he really shouldn't shed tears, but in the face of her, he is destined to be unable to hide his emotions, and he is destined to lose when reason and emotion face off.

She stood on tiptoe slightly, held his tearful face, smiled, tears remained in her dimples, her eyes were warm, and her voice was soft: "Xuanmu, you can't fool me, we have been through so much together, and it has been so hard to get to this point, don't push me away." She gently wiped away his tears, wrapped her arms around his waist, and buried her head in his arms.

He only felt that the coldness in his chest was filled with a warm spring water, and all the disguises of his limbs were like castles on the beach, destined to collapse in an instant.

"Do you remember? In the past, we always quarreled, cried and cried, and every time you came to coax me and let me ...... I remember one time you said, "Don't you just like you?" said Yanran, tears soaking his shirt and imprinting it on his chest.

Her voice choked, as if swallowed by tears, and her chest rose and fell for a while before she slowly calmed down and continued.

"Actually, you're right, no matter how much we quarreled at that time, I was very firm in my heart that we would not be separated. Afterward...... I am not to blame anyone for what happened afterwards. I'm just, just sorry...... Woo woo woo ......" Yan Ran couldn't cry, and cried into tears in his arms.

Thinking of the pain he had experienced over the years, her heart seemed to have been poked with thousands of holes by a needle, and her flesh and blood were blurred.

Reason told him. He should push Yan Ran away and give her another fatal blow so that she can make up her mind to leave him.

Heh~ But can he really do it?

Push her away? Intentionally hurting her?

How is that possible?

If he can really push Yan Ran away, he won't be as muddy as he is now!

Yanran is destined to be the biggest catastrophe in his life, if it only involves himself, if he can't get through it, he will leave it to fate.

It's just that...... When it comes to Yan Ran, his heart is destined to be tormented in entanglement.

Yanran kept saying sorry, but she only said sorry.

You see. Some things are just that. He knew, and she knew, but it became a secret they couldn't tell.

She could keep pretending not to know, but what about him?

To this day, he still feels scared. If that day is a rainy night. Yanran was really hurt because of him......

Oh, yes. He can't even control himself, so how can he give her happiness?

Yanran cried for a long time, and the past scenes were like a long movie. Swirling around her brain, cutting her heart and stinging her soul.

"Xuanmu, I don't want to be separated from you again. I know I'm selfish, self-willed, negative, boring, and not very pleasing to people...... I...... I have a lot of shortcomings. She said this, without saying a single flaw, and hugged him with more force, as if she were terrified that he would push her away in the next moment.

"But...... I love you! ”

He only felt that his mind was buzzing, as if he had been hit hard by something, it was blank, the tip of his heart was scratched fiercely, his eyes hurt badly, his nose was sour, and he could no longer suppress the tears of forbearance.

That was the first time she said to him I love you.

What he wanted to hear most was those three words she had said to him herself.

Now, she said it, but why did he feel so sad and heartbroken.

Even the southernmost city in China is cold and cold, the wind is very strong, and there are small raindrops in the sky, scratching the face, and the stinging is painful.

As the year approached, countless people embarked on a journey back to the city, which had a huge out-of-town population and was known as the city that never sleeps, suddenly became depressed and quiet, and the roads were no longer crowded, and even there were few people walking on the road.

She didn't know how long she had been walking like this, like a soulless puppet, walking mechanically, following this path all the way, but she didn't know where she was going.

What's the difference? Without Xuanmu, what else can we expect in this world?

It was about to rain, and the few passers-by quickened their pace and passed by her, and a teenager on a bicycle kept ringing the bell, but she did not respond, and knocked her down, but only turned back and cursed, showed a look of disgust, and disappeared without a trace.

She fell to the ground, her ankle was broken, her knee was bleeding, and her heel was broken......

But she is still wooden, her eyes are empty and dull!

Wow!

The dark sky seemed to have been splashed with a large basin of water, and the heavy rain poured down with the cold wind, swallowing her in an instant.

"Hehehe~" Maybe it was the cold rain that flooded her body, making her regain her senses a little, and she was as numb as a puppet, but she finally had a look and let out a cold and weird laugh.

His words still echoed in her ears, and he said, "I'm going back to the United States, and I won't come back." You know, my marriage is not for me to decide, and maybe I'll be engaged soon. ”

This is the answer she mustered up the courage to confess to him, and it took her the hardest eight years to finally say I love you.

In exchange, I am getting married, but the bride is not destined to be you.

What could be more sarcastic, more cruel, and more ridiculous than such a dialogue?

So what is she?

If he knew from the beginning that he was destined to accept a marriage at the mercy of others, then why provoke her, why treat her so well, why push her away when she fell into it?

At that moment, she hated it, and even wanted to slap him hard, but ......

But what did she do and what did she say?

She took Xuanmu's hand and begged: "I can follow you wherever you go, if you must marry her...... I can wait for you, don't let me leave you, okay. Even she couldn't believe that one day such words could come out of her mouth.

is so humble that it has broken her bottom line and crushed all her self-esteem and moral standards, but even so, compared to losing Xuanmu, it has become something she can bear.

She didn't expect that one day she would be able to love him so much.

Even he, I'm afraid, didn't expect it.

"Gu Yanran, do you know what you're talking about?" He squeezed her arm tightly, his eyes sharp as knives, and his eyes were red, filled with disappointment and pain.

She is Yan'er, the most beloved and cherished girl in her life, when this proud, self-esteeming girl said in person that she was willing to be his secret 888 woman, he was like being pierced through the heart by ten thousand arrows, painful and sour...... Wrath!

"I know, I know! I'm begging you, please don't abandon me, even if you're going to get married, even if you become another woman's man sooner or later, even if one day I become a hated third party...... I'm cheap, am I? She cried and shouted, hysterical, and her forbearance exploded instantly, close to collapse.

Xuanmu also burst into tears and hugged her tightly into his arms.

"Nangong Xuanmu, why are you forcing me, why are you turning me into what I hate."

"Yan'er, let's admit it! We are destined to have no chance in this life. (To be continued.) )