Happy New Year's Day~

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Some people, you always feel that losing him is like the end of the world, the universe has collapsed, and the motivation and meaning of living have been lost.

But in fact, you will find that even without him, the sun will still rise, time will not stop for anyone, and the daily life of the world will still be the same, eating, sleeping, watching TV, shopping...... She didn't feel anything out of the ordinary, at least on the surface.

It's just occasionally, because of some memories of the past, I will instantly wander and feel heartache, but it's only for a moment, and it will pass quickly.

It's like you have a nightmare, wake up with tears streaming down your face, cry loudly, the night is lonely and no one comforts, you can't find any arms to rely on, you will wake up when you are tired of crying, wipe away your tears, choose to be strong, and live your life.

People are like this, it seems that the older they get, the more rational they will be about their emotions, and they will recognize this thing: in this world, whoever leaves can live.

If you lose him, you think you will die, or you think that if he loses you, you will live worse than die, and you will be in the abyss of pain from which you cannot be freed......

Yes, maybe you are wishful thinking imagining that he has many unspeakable hardships, and you will delude yourself into fantasizing about all his sufferings, all kinds of last resort, all kinds of helplessness, all kinds of scenes that can only happen in romance idol dramas......

But in reality? Everyone is alive and well, very well!

TV, newspapers, magazines, although Yan Yu is very careful to hide certain things, but in today's era full of all kinds of information, things that are frequently in the headlines. Probably she could have avoided it if she had been cautious.

The large-scale project cooperation between Nangong Group and Lin's two major enterprises, with huge capital investment, is of far-reaching significance for the overall planning of M City, and has naturally become the focus of the recent future, and the heirs of the two major families have become the focus of attention.

Yan Yu knew that her sister was in a bad mood, so she was almost inseparable from her sister's side, taking her sister to relax, shopping, and looking for food in M City.

This is a tea restaurant, and the exquisite refreshments are extremely popular. They sat by the window. Outside the window is the bustling world, with a constant flow of people, and a large open-air screen playing the hottest news these days.

Nangong Xuanmu, the heir to Nangong Group, was recently photographed hugging a young woman in Canada, and the reason why this photo was able to become the focus of attention and make major media headlines. There are three main reasons for this:

1. This has always been self-clean. Nangong Xuanmu, who was insulated from the scandal, was exposed to his relationship for the first time.

2. It is reported that the woman is the only daughter of the Lin family, another heir whom the Lin group has been trying to protect. He is currently studying for a Ph.D. at a university.

3. At a charity party, the two elders of the group, who were originally world friends, chatted happily, and people couldn't help but wonder if this pair of pride of heaven was about to happen.

The Nangong Group and the Lin family intend to marry. It is no wonder that the two rich groups will shock the country at home and abroad, and the two of them are both dragons and phoenixes, so they have naturally become the focus of major media reports.

Yanran looked at the photos on the screen through the window, her eyes were hollow, her face was pale, although she couldn't hear it, she could see the subtitles, the corners of her mouth couldn't help but rise, and she lowered her head and smiled bitterly......

Sure enough, he didn't lie to her, he was getting married.

At that moment, all the self-deluded assumptions, all the reasons and lengthy stories that I had imagined to comfort myself, all collapsed and fell apart.

She was really abandoned, he really didn't want her anymore!

He is going to get married, and he wants to get married to the wedding they agreed to eight years ago, the promised happiness, and the promised hand in hand until old age...... Now it's all another woman's business, and it has nothing to do with her.

Heh~ She looked at the photos they wanted on the screen outside the window, and tears poured out, what is she? What is she?

"Sister~" Yan Yu shouted softly, holding her hand tightly, feeling distressed.

"I'm fine, I'm really fine!" Yanran lowered her head and wiped away her tears at will, feeling as if her heart had been pinched hard, obviously suffocating in pain, but acting as if nothing happened.

She is Gu Yanran, she doesn't want to be the kind of cowardly woman who can't live without someone, she is not so proud, she is not so fragile, she has her own pride and dignity.

She wanted to prove to him that she could have lived well and better without him!

It's just that...... It's just why, her tears can't be wiped clean, why she feels that her chest is sad and indignant, her nose is extremely sour, her roar is tingling and itchy, and a depressive breath is pressing on her heart, and her heart, liver, spleen and lungs are in severe pain, especially her stomach is constantly rolling, as if it is stirred by a sharp weapon.

She couldn't stand it anymore, covered her mouth and ran to the bathroom to vomit......

She vomited for a long time, and there was nothing left in her stomach, but she still felt uncomfortable, her stomach hurt, her heart hurt, her head hurt...... Not...... Not...... As if she was being bullied, she hid in the corner of the bathroom and cried, she wanted to hold back, but in the end she still failed, from covering her mouth and crying to crying regardless of her image, with a lot of tears and snot.

Yan Yu was guarding the door of the bathroom, also bursting into tears.

Sister, don't blame me...... Everything I do is for your good, for your good!

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Yanran resigned, and Linda pulled her to talk for a long time, asking her if she had any plans, and she could call her at any time if she needed help.

Leaving the Lin family was inevitable for Yan Ran, but she didn't expect Director Yin to personally hold a farewell party for her little intern, and it was after knowing that she had broken up with Nangong Xuanmu.

It's also strange to say that after her relationship with Xuanmu was exposed, although some people were too attentive to her and wanted to distance themselves from her, after all, it was only a small number of people, and most of them just whispered, if they met, they would smile shallowly and be polite, but they would not be as exaggerated and flattering as in the TV series.

But these days, after Xuanmu was revealed to have a marriage contract with the eldest lady of the Lin Group, everyone's eyes were full of all kinds of sympathy and speculation, among which mercy was the majority, and malicious slander was a minority, not to mention deliberately making things difficult.

is no longer Nangong Xuanmu's girlfriend, there is no sense of unreachable distance, and some colleagues even text her in private, encouraging her to get out of the shadow of falling out of love, and wishing her to find a good home.

Maybe in their eyes, everyone expected that her sparrow would be defeated in front of reality, but they also looked forward to staging the story of the sparrow turning into a phoenix!

For example, at this farewell party, everyone never talked about Nangong Xuanmu, purely eating, drinking, singing, not gossiping, nor persuading drinking, the atmosphere was harmonious, but they couldn't hide the faint sadness and sympathy in their eyes when they looked at her.

The reaction of colleagues made Yanran feel deeply.

She even subverted her perception of the upper class, she thought that people like Lin colleagues, who were born in prestigious schools and had rich families, would be born with a sense of superiority and even arrogance, but in fact, good family education and knowledge made them more educated and easier to get along with than those who lived at the bottom of society. (To be continued.) )