Sleepless all night, Xia Mo almost survived the long night with her eyes open, the cigarette butts on the balcony were scattered all over the ground, if she had at least cleaned up in the past, but tonight she was in no mood at all, and she didn't need to guard against Yanran anymore, and she didn't need to deliberately pretend to be a pure and lovely little sister anymore.

Thanks to Lin Shushu's reminder, she found that Yanran and Qi Yuwei were so close, although they were usually inseparable, but they often went to the library together on Saturdays and Sundays, and the two of them looked like good girlfriends.

And such an intimate behavior, isn't it her and Yanran in the past?

Xia Mo complained about Yanran in her heart, feeling that Yanran had failed her, and her deep sisterhood for Yanran was wasted.

Really, she has never treated any other girl like Yanran, Yanran is the only one, she really pays, but what is the result?

Yan Ran ignored her existence, was indifferent and ruthless, and submitted a dormitory change application form, wanting to cut her off.

How? Don't need her now?

Found a new backer?

Xia Mo's thoughts are often contradictory, with guilt on the one hand and resentment on the other.

With Xuanmu, although she was ready to break up with Yanran, she was faintly greedy and wanted to maintain a sisterhood with Yanran, and when she saw Yanran and other girls becoming best friends, she felt betrayed and disappointed.

In the early morning, Xia Mo pretended to sleep, monitoring Yanran's every move.

Yan Ran got up on time, and after sorting out her books, she didn't leave immediately, but turned around and came back and took an envelope from a drawer.

It was this move that made Xia Mo suspicious, she wanted to write a letter?

To whom?

Somehow, she couldn't be indifferent anymore, she was entangled in this problem, and she felt inexplicably uneasy. I always felt that there was a kind of magic in that envelope, and she couldn't take her attention away.

So she secretly followed Yanran and found her in her class......

Obviously, the letter was addressed to Xuanmu.

She knew that if the letter was seen by Xuanmu, he and Yanran would return to their original state and envy others. It will be even happier and more loving than ever. She never had a chance.

Xia Mo understands that the matter has come to this, and she and Yanran will never become sisters who talk about everything again. They picked up the daggers and slashed at each other's hearts, accompanied by pain and resentment, showing each other's grievances in blood.

What about the sea of clouds?

For the sake of Xuanmu, she had hurt him too deeply. Even if she wanted to turn back, he wouldn't want her anymore!

Yes! She had already given up too much for Xuanmu. She can't afford to lose Genki no matter what.

She clutched the letter tightly in her palm, hesitated for a moment, and finally opened it...... Then tear it up and throw it in the trash.

The corners of her mouth rose slightly. The eyes were evil and cold, and it was time for her to do it.

The early spring nights were cold, and the melted snow was piled dirty on both sides of the asphalt road. There is occasional melted water on the road, which has long been frozen into thin ice.

Wind. It is clammy and cold, and it can't help but make people shiver when it blows on the body.

Xia Mo hugged Xuanmu's arm tightly and leaned his head on the crook of his arm.

She looked up at Xuanmu, this boy who was as clear and shining as the night, like the last peach orchard in the world, if she didn't meet it, it would be fine, but if she did, how could she not let people fight?

She loves Xuanmu, loves it very much, loves it very much.

"Second brother, the wind is too strong, I have to catch you, what if you don't have to away?" She joked with smiling eyes, her dark eyes were smart and lovely, her white skin was as smooth and delicate as a peeled egg, and she undoubtedly had a moving charm when she smiled, and it was easy to convey the happy atmosphere to the people around her.

If you change to an ordinary boy, you will be very eager to hug such a cute girl into your arms and shelter her from the wind and rain.

But...... Genki is not your average boy.

"Don't tease~ Fat like a pig, it takes a tornado to blow you away......" he said evilly, looking at her with slanted eyes, and the corners of his mouth could not hide the smile.

"......" Xia Mo's face was full of black lines, he glanced at Xuanmu, and was speechless, where is she fat, 165 tall, 46kg, very even, okay.

"Eh, didn't you say we'd meet here? Where did the sea of clouds go? "Xuanmu Road.

Before class today, I received a small note from Xia Mo, and I made an appointment for the three of us to meet on this asphalt road after school, saying that there was something serious to announce, but I didn't see Yunhai coming over for a long time.

"Hey~ You two won't be awkward again!" Xuanmu looked down at Xia Modao.

I always feel that Xia Mo and Yunhai are weird recently, both of them seem to be deliberately avoiding each other, occasionally having a meal together at noon, the atmosphere is not as lively as before, most of the time the quiet and depressing feeling is stuck in the throat and eyes, and the food does not know the taste.

However, Xuanmu didn't pay much attention and care.

He is now a mud bodhisattva crossing the river and it is difficult to protect himself, where can he have the leisure to care about others?

has been in a cold war with Yanran for so long, and there have been all kinds of rumors flowing out recently, so it is understandable that I am depressed.

"Second brother, there is something I want to confess to you." Xia Mo stopped, looked up at Xuanmu, and looked at him bravely.

"I broke up with Yunhai!" She said, her expression calm.

There was a moment of silence, only the cold wind blew in my ears.

"This joke is not fun at all~" Xuanmu said, unable to hide his embarrassed expression, and pulled a stiff smile.

At the New Year's Day party, Xia Mo suddenly disappeared, and he and Yunhai went crazy.

Xia Mo is extremely affectionate and willful, sometimes very rebellious, and occasionally unreasonable, but in the past, she would at least inform them no matter what, but now...... But it disappeared silently, how can it not be worrying?

In the end, Yunhai opened his mouth, and he said that he and Xia Mo broke up, just now.

Xuanmu was confused, and subconsciously thought that it must be Yun Haiti's breakup, and he failed Xia Mo, so he gave Yun Hai a punch, Yun Hai could have avoided it, but he didn't hide, blood oozed from the corner of his mouth, and Xuan Mu's fist was really spicy.

He smiled bitterly, there was a fire burning in his heart, his fists clenched, and he didn't hit it in the end.

For Yunhai, if Xia Mo is his beloved. That Xuanmu is his only brother in this world, a sibling.

After the death of his mother, he was taken to Nangong's house by Master Nangong, and terrible nightmares haunted him, and he attributed his mother's death to himself, extremely painful, living in darkness and self-blame. Reluctance to socialize. Fear of sunlight and refusal of food.

It was Xuanmu who was always by his side and accompanied him through those difficult years.

Desperately longing for the sea of clouds with the warmth of the family. has the responsibility and courage of a big brother, and at the same time is gentle and delicate, and is the most tolerant of the three, behind the gentleness and kindness. He guarded Xia Mo and Xuanmu in his own way.

One is his first love, and the other is his siblings.

But if one day. These two people are together, what can he do?

Angry? Hopeless? …… Does it hurt?

Yes! He was going through all this pain, but he didn't know when it would end.

When did Xia Mo fall in love with Xuanmu?

When Xia Mo said to him with tears in his eyes, "Big brother, let's break up!" He wasn't surprised. It's just that my heart seems to have been stabbed hard, it hurts! It really hurts!

She finally spoke, and she spoke. He had no way to refuse.

He stroked her forehead with his hand and kissed her gently.

"Hmm!"

And so they broke up. How light, yet irresistible.

He knew in his heart that during this time, both Xia Mo and he were fed up, fed up with this kind of torment, fed up with pretending to be affectionate, fed up with making each other unbearable.

The end, perhaps the best option, is inevitable.

But when she said this sentence herself, he still couldn't hide his sadness, and cried in front of Xia Mo for the first time.

With his head buried in her neck, fluid flowed from the corners of her eyes, her voice choked, and her body even trembled slightly.

He knew they were finished!

If you go back to the past, there will be no future.

Xuanmu's fist was a little sarcastic, this should have been him beating Xuanmu, but he didn't expect to be beaten by Xuanmu instead.

That night, Yunhai wasn't really looking for Xia Mo, he knew she didn't want to see him.

So, Xuanmu found Xia Mo first and sent her to the hospital.

Xuanmu thought that Xia Mo was hurt by love, but in fact he guessed correctly, but he never dreamed that Xia Mo was so painful because he liked him.

Xuanmu is a simple big boy, he is not so imaginative as to think that his sister will like him, even if he saw that poem at Luoxi Academy, he rejected it and attributed it to Xia Mo's venting and making things up.

In fact, Xuanmu didn't have the courage to face such a complicated situation, self-hypnotized, and escaped.

During the days when Xia Mo was hospitalized, Yun Hai often went to see Xia Mo, and the two of them talked and laughed, maintaining a very tacit understanding of superficial kindness, pretending as if nothing had happened, and acting all the time.

They are all good at this, and even if they get tired of it occasionally, they can still master it perfectly.

So, Xuanmu thought that Yunhai and Xia Mo were just quarreling, just like him and Yanran, the more noisy they were, the deeper their feelings became.

The night wind blew Xia Mo's hair with a wave of hatred, she looked up at him, there was a kind of forbearance flickering in her eyes full of sorrow, she was trying her best to restrain her feelings, a bitterness was held in her chest, she had never been so sad in the face of the boy she liked.

"You really can't see it?" Tears poured out like a burst flood, she said.

Xuan Mu only felt his head booming, he remembered the intimacy between him and Xia Mo in the past, remembered that Yanran asked him to choose between Xia Mo and her, and remembered Yunhai's sad eyes......

"You're crazy......" He reflexively pushed Xia Mo away, wanting to say something, but was swallowed up by the hot kiss that ushered in him.

And this scene happened to be seen by Yan Ran, who was standing far away at the end of the asphalt road, the cold wind was too cold, which stimulated the tear ducts, and the tears did not stop.

Is this the answer to Xuanmu?

She once said that no matter what decision Genki makes, she will choose to respect.

Now......

Respect for bullshit, she wants them all to hell!

(To be continued) R580