She hugged his waist tightly, leaned her head on his back, her long silky hair slipped down her ears, and her clear eyes were clouded with a faint haze.

"Do you regret it?" She asked, her voice calm and soft.

He was stunned and didn't react for a while.

"Do you regret it? Do you regret knowing me and not regretting being with me? She asked, pressing her cheek against his back and listening to his steady heartbeat.

The winter sun shone in through the white curtain and sprinkled into her misty eyes, warm as if she was in a dream.

It was a very subtle and comfortable feeling, two people who were attached to each other, but who were more secure and relaxed because they couldn't see each other's expressions.

"I regret it...... I regret it......," he said, his voice coming from his chest, with too much bitterness and melancholy.

With his back to the sun, his whole person sank into the darkness, as if he had narrowed the dark night, and he couldn't see his expression clearly, and he couldn't spy on any emotions.

It would be false to say that he has never regretted it, in fact, he has really regretted it many times in the past eight years, regretted that he liked her, regretted that he tried so hard to catch up with her but didn't treat her well, and regretted that he promised so much but couldn't do anything for her......

also often has a false image, if they don't meet Yanran in this life and don't fall in love with her, what will their fate be?

She should graduate from high school smoothly, be admitted to the ideal university, reach the marriageable age, meet the right person, and then ...... Get married, have children, and live happily ever after.

She should be like this, his Yan'er is such a beautiful and kind girl, she should be happier than anyone else.

What about him?

I can't meet Yanran. Life still travels alone, it won't love so hard, and naturally it won't hurt so deeply, and it will be ordinary to live a painless life.

He~ It's good, this is the best ending for them to become two people who have nothing to do with this huge world, and live without joy or sorrow.

"If you could go back in time, what would you most like to change?" She asked again, in a soft tone, not saddened by his answer. It is as calm as the waters of a lake.

He pondered for a moment. He bowed his head and said, "Don't provoke you!" ”

She looked slightly stunned, the corners of her mouth gradually rose, and she smiled, but the corners of her eyes were soaked with tears. Don't want tears to flow on his back. I don't want him to know. So he quietly wiped it off with his hands.

"If you don't provoke me, I'm afraid I'll chase you!" She sniffed, a smile tugging at her lips. The light dimples are like lotus flowers in April, fresh and refined.

"Do you know what was the happiest thing about me at that time? It's the guy I like, and he happens to like me too, and he pursues me very hard. It not only satisfied my little vanity, but also preserved my untouchable self-esteem. I remember, you said I was hard to chase. But do you know how hard I'm pretending? On the one hand, you have to pretend to be reserved and don't want to be looked down upon, and on the other hand, you have to suppress the joy and love in your heart. She rubbed her cheek against his back, her voice was soft, her eyes were closed, the corners of her mouth were slightly raised, half asleep, as if she had returned to her girlhood, telling her truest thoughts.

"You asked me, who was the boy who kissed in the library? Actually, I should have liked you earlier, so I would have kissed you secretly while you were sleeping. She said, her eyes still closed, her slender eyelashes moving slightly, like soft feathers.

"When?" He finally couldn't help asking, the corners of his mouth were also unconcealed joy of death, and his heart was sweet.

"In the first semester of high school, it was a Saturday, we were studying in the library, I was doing mock tests, and you were sleeping. At that time, you always liked to sleep, sleep in class, and sleep after class......"

"So you already liked me back then, didn't you?" He said, the corners of his mouth raised, his eyes crooked, soft as water, as if he was asleep and her murmur went back to eight years ago.

"Hmmm! I like it very much, but I didn't know what it was like to like a person at the time, you don't know how long I secretly watched you that afternoon, with mock test questions in English listening in my ears, and a pen in my hand, but I only answered a few questions and slipped away. I even thought I was crazy, only a madman would do something like that, right? She said, smiling, blushing slightly.

"Do you secretly kiss the boy you like?" He asked, wanting to take her into his arms, but he was afraid of disturbing such a comfortable and pleasant atmosphere.

It was the first time since they met, and they mentioned the past.

"Hmmm! No normal girl would do that, so I thought I was out of my mind, a little scared, afraid that I would fall into it, that I liked you too much. She put her arms around his waist tightly and continued: "Later, I realized that you can only be scared when you like someone very much. ”

"Scared?"

"Hmmm! Afraid, suffering from gains and losses, even if you hug each other tightly like now, you will still be afraid, afraid that you don't want me anymore! She said, her soft body clinging to him like a pet, and it was touching.

He was stunned, his eyes were as deep as the sea, his brows were furrowed, and after a long time, he got up and said, "You rest for a while, and I'll ask the secretary to bring you a change of clothes." ”

A shallow sentence pulled her out of her memory, she understood what he meant, he didn't want to give her any more promises, he was rejecting her.

"I regret it too......" she said.

He was about to leave, but he was stopped by the words and stood with his back to her.

"But if I hadn't met you in this life, I would have regretted it even more. Maybe this is our fate, we have all struggled, we have all regretted, noisy, divided and reconciled many times, but no one can do without anyone, this is fate, isn't it? She said, suddenly returning from a sweet dream to a cruel reality, a huge sense of disparity, so that she couldn't suppress the melancholy and sadness surging in her heart.

"Fate? Heh~ I'm afraid we are the one who is destined to be inseparable......" He lowered his head and smiled bitterly, as if he was joking, but he didn't know that the tears had already slipped down and hit the floor with a small splash.

She walked up to him, lightly toes, held his tearful face, looked up at him, and gently wiped his tears: "Who said that?" We are the happiest couple......" she said, her voice choked, obviously laughing, but there were tears hidden in her dimples.

In front of her, he was always like a child, always showing his vulnerable side too easily, unable to hide any emotions, just like the simple and thorough boy eight years ago.

He shook his head and said, "I'll be a drag on you...... We won't be happy together. ”

No! She didn't want to hear anyone tell me about the misfortunes that hadn't happened yet.

Jessie, Yunhai, Yanyu, Hao Mei...... It seems that since she and Xuanmu reunited, there will always be many people around her who persuade her to leave him on the grounds of "for your own good".

But she didn't know that leaving Xuanmu was the beginning of all her pain, and the past eight years were the best proof, she had never forgotten him, how could she be willing to leave him.

She hugged him tightly, buried her head in his arms, and said, "A boy once said to me that all partings are just because they don't love each other enough...... So, don't you love me anymore? (To be continued.) )