He was stunned, only to feel that there was some special emotion surging and boiling in his heart, stirring the sweetness and sadness in the deepest part of his memory.

"If you love someone, you should be together. Separation, even if there are a thousand and ten thousand great sufferings that have no choice but to be separated, is a betrayal, the most cowardly, the most despicable and the most shameless act. Therefore, we can quarrel, we can complain to each other, and even hate each other, but we should never be separated, forever, forever, forever, for a lifetime. ”

He remembered that the two of them were sitting by a brook in the woods of the town when he said this, and the trees were thick, and the light and shadow were swaying, and she was crying, and her eyes were misty that they were not suitable.

At that time, he naturally didn't understand how many people in this world clearly loved each other but were not necessarily together, so he angrily said that all the differences were the most cowardly and despicable behavior.

He~ He has a bitter heart, when did he become the kind of person he once looked down on the most, obviously in love, but after thinking about it, he didn't dare to love.

People seem to be like this, the more they grow up, the more things they will be afraid of, and there will always be too many worries and helplessness.

It is only now that he understands what kind of emotion he despised the most, "If you love her, let her go".

"Yan'er, there are some things I've been hiding from you. I've had a bad time all these years, I'm sick...... I'm very sick, my heart leaks a big hole, sometimes I feel like I'm overtaken by the devil, I can't control myself, I don't know when I'll get better, and I don't know if I'll be better in this life. He said, stroking her long hair, and his tone was calm as if he were telling someone else's story.

"I know. I knew that, but I came anyway. So if you dare to say anything for my own good, let me leave your, I'll ...... I'm sticking to you twenty-four hours a day like a chewing gum. She burst into tears and smiled, hugged his waist tightly, and looked up at him, her eyes crooked, and her smile was bright and innocent.

"Yan'er, I'm serious, I'm likely to hurt you." He held her face. The eyes are deep and vicissitudes. There are too many worries and uncertainties, knotted brows, and a lot of thoughts.

No one knew how hard it would be for him to make up his mind to let her go. No one can experience it after a short period of light. What a relapse into hell was painful and ordeal for him.

With him. Yanran is the only person in this world who can make him feel warm. For example, a person who is lost in the vast sea of snow is so cold that he wants to push on the only stove.

"Fool. Still don't get it? I just know too well that my happiness is in you, that's why I hold on to you so cheekily. ”

He was slightly stunned, and his eyes were as deep as the sea.

"Remember? What we have said, we will never leave it. ”

*******

They seem to be back to the daily routine of M City, no! It's sweeter and warmer than then.

What is happiness? I'm afraid it's the way they live now, the first person they see when they open their eyes is him, and the last person they see before they close their eyes is also him.

The winter sun spilled in through the gaps in the curtains, and she nestled in the quilt to look at the sleeping man in front of her, with slender long eyelashes, a tall nose, sexy thin lips, and angular cheeks. It's so good-looking, it's like this feeling to love someone, no matter how you look at it, you can't seem to see enough, and you often stare at him stupidly and stupidly for a long time and still feel amazing, it's amazing.

Looking up at the clock on the head of the bed, it was almost 7 o'clock, and it was time to get up and make him breakfast.

She lifted the quilt slightly, and her movements were extremely gentle and careful, for fear of waking him.

Different from the "master" who loved to sleep eight years ago, it is even more difficult for him to sleep well now, and the insomnia all day makes him miserable, and sometimes he has to sleep with the help of drugs, but even so, the sleep time is very short, as long as the slight sound he will wake up from the dream.

As soon as she tried to turn sideways and get out of bed, a force from her waist pulled her directly into his arms, gently rubbing her neck with her thin bearded cheeks.

"Where?" His eyes were closed, and his voice was magnetic, like a clingy little pet.

"Go make breakfast." Her face was slightly red.

"Breakfast? I'm really hungry......" he gnawed at her neck, his voice sexy and charming.

Yan Ran obviously felt some kind of hard object against her, her face was red with shame, and the roots of her ears seemed to be dripping blood.

"Hey, it wasn't ...... last night," he took over her red lips before she could finish her words, and his hands wandered over her delicate and smooth skin.

Why is this person so energetic, he asked him twice last night in a daze, and he just woke up and ......

"Xuanmu, don't make trouble!" tried to get rid of him, but there was no way, but he was pressed under him, caressing and kissing wantonly.

"It's called morning exercise, and it's suitable for two people to work out together." He smiled wickedly and buried his head in her chest, creating layers of emotion in her body.

The two took a bath together, Yanran prepared breakfast in the kitchen, Xuanmu placed the dishes and chopsticks, simply ate early, and the two nestled in the sofa and watched TV.

It was cold outside, the wind was howling, and tiny snowflakes were hitting the windows with a crackling sound.

He rested his head on her lap and found a very comfortable position to watch TV while eating the apple that Yanran had peeled for him with relish.

"Do you really want to see this? Isn't it too naïve to watch something else? Xuanmu lay comfortably on the sofa with his legs crossed, and complained slightly.

"Just watch this, it's pretty good, Hao Mei likes to watch this cartoon the most, and I recommended it several times." Yan Ran said leisurely, but quietly put the remote control on the coffee table behind him, and directly controlled the right to play TV.

At first, Xuanmu thought the cartoon was too naïve, but within a few minutes, he leaned back and laughed, laughing, and his voice was extremely hearty.

"I don't know who just said that the cartoon was too childish, but now the tears of laughter are about to come out." Yan Ran is a bad way.

"Ahem...... yes, it's funny because it's so naïve...... Ha ha...... Xiaoxin is so cute and witty...... Haha......" Before he finished speaking, he laughed again, pointing to the "Crayon Xiaoxin" that was being broadcast on the TV, and his eyes narrowed into a slit.

It's been a long time, it's been a long time since she's seen this boy smile so heartily, her Xuanmu should be like this, when she laughs, there is a smell of sunshine, it always makes people feel warm, beautiful and full of hope.

In the cold winter, they nest in the warm house, watch TV, chat, cook delicious food, like all ordinary couples, as long as two people are together, no matter what they do, it is romantic and warm. (To be continued.) )