2121.Chapter 2121 2121 The Madness Lives
Alicia grabbed John's arm, but she felt like she was grabbing John's throat, and she was brutally strangling John's soul with her own words. And John's clear and translucent eyes can even clearly see the picture of the whole world collapsing, so spectacular that all the words lose color, but they are so cruel that they change color.
Alicia could barely control her emotions, and the tears slowly fell like this, she was even more painful than the stunned John, because she was the one who was awake, and the pain ate away at her strength and reason little by little, and the suffocation that was so painful that she couldn't breathe, made Alicia struggle on the edge of life and death.
"It's all your fantasy, baby, you know?" Alicia's right hand gently stroked John's cheek and whispered, "You're sick." You're really sick, John. ”
John's pupils slowly dilated, slowly, as if he had slowed down ten times in slow motion, the process of collapse was slow and real, and then he saw the glowing water light piling up little by little, making the pain in his vision blurred, but like a ripple rippling on the surface of the water, a little pain still spread across the board, as if he could see that his soul was being torn apart little by little, but the pain was so extreme that there was no reaction.
John saw it in Alicia's eyes, but he couldn't believe it was true, and he didn't want to. His faith, his persistence, his pride...... It's all just a fiction? His dedication, his focus, and his hard work...... It's all just a fantasy out of thin air? So what does that mean, it means that his achievements, his successes, his philosophy, his beliefs, his outlook on life, worldview and values, all fall apart, and even his own existence becomes a joke.
This is not true. Alicia was lying to him, yes, definitely.
So, he avoided his gaze and moved his pupils from side to side in a panic, trying to convince himself in his heart that his insistence was not wrong. However, Alicia's gaze was so close that he had nowhere to run. His heart began to tremble, and even his thighs couldn't help but tremble slightly, as if every muscle in his body had lost control.
He couldn't believe it, he couldn't believe it, and he didn't want to believe it!
Looking up and down at the woman in front of him, John breathed heavily, she was a liar, she was a spy, she was a bad person, she was sent by the Soviet Union...... But she was his wife, his lover, his only life-saving straw, and the strong collision produced a violent tearing sensation, which forcibly tore his soul in half, and the great pain made his brow furrow, and he could no longer face this woman, so he stood up violently, and then turned and fled.
"John!" Alicia was caught off guard and could only cry out in despair, but the crying cry did not stop John's footsteps, he still strode back to the door, and then quickly opened the wooden door and disappeared quickly, "John ......" Alicia stood in place, dazed, she suddenly realized: she had lost him, she had completely lost him.
That kind of desperation made Alicia's tears stay on her eyelashes, like butterflies standing on the sun.
Back in the ward, Hugo felt like a trapped beast, trapped in this white space on all sides, he tried to find a way out, but found that his brain was completely stuffed, and the mess could not find any direction.
Hugo told himself: this is fake, this is fake, all this is fake; John is also telling himself that this is false, that what everyone else says is false, that he is not crazy, that everything he knows is true.
Leaning against the wall and constantly beating with his head, hoping to wake up his brain and distinguish what is real and what is false, but the groggy head does not work at all, "This is all your fantasy", this sentence is like a magic sound in the brain, constantly echoing in his mind, circulating and circulating, he can't tell whether this is reality or movie, and he can't tell whether this is real or unreal. The clear black and white yin-yang diagram in my mind still seemed to spin, forming an indescribable chaos.
"Knock, knock, knock......" Hugo banged his head against the wall; Knock, knock, knock......" The rhythmic sound seemed to suggest something to John, and then John suddenly remembered: implants!
When he was working with William Patcher, he had a chip implanted in his left hand, and that's the proof, that's what he's been working for. The evidence of the government service, as long as the implant can be found, can prove that he is not crazy, everything is real!
Turning around, he slid to the floor with his back to the wall, and then he began to touch his left hand, trying to find the direction of the implant, but after touching for a long time, he did not feel an accurate position, and finally he simply began to scratch and pick with his fingernails according to the position he remembered. Due to hospitalization, his nails have not been cut for a long time, so they are not only long but also sharp, and the sharp nails gently cut through the skin, but he didn't feel pain, but there was a sense of pleasure, and the corners of his mouth showed a smile.
"God!" Charlize covered his mouth in disbelief, because Hugo didn't use any special effects at all, and really cut his skin with his fingernails, and in an instant, bright red blood gushed out, which made Charlize's heart stop beating completely, and there was no way to react at all.
Ron Howard was so frightened that he jumped straight up, he could see directly from the monitor that Hugo didn't use the blood bag that the crew had prepared for him, but actually cut the skin with his fingernails, he jumped up, and wanted to rush straight over, shouting, "Are you crazy?" But before he could take a step, he felt his shoulders grabbed, and when he looked back, it was Charlize and Leonardo.
Although the expressions of the two people at this time were very painful, even more painful than Hugo's, the unbearable expressions were completely wrinkled together, but both of them grabbed his shoulders and shook their heads vigorously. Lang looked at the two men in disbelief and seemed to say, "Are you crazy too?" ”
Charlize's right hand was trembling slightly, and she thought she was crazy, and she was. But she knew that she should believe Hugo, Hugo would have control, everything was under Hugo's control, if they rushed forward directly at this time, they didn't know what would happen, so she should believe Hugo - although even Charlize himself couldn't convince herself, she felt that this idea was really ridiculous to the extreme, her heart had been torn to pieces, but she still stopped Lang - even though her whole body was trembling violently, as if the next second it wasn't Lang, she herself was going to rush out.
Leonardo's cheeks were completely wet with tears, and he looked incredulously in Hugo's direction, allowing Ron and Charlize to look over as well.
John tried to rummage through the small wound for the implant chip, so much so that when Dr. Rosen arrived, he didn't react. Dr. Rosen and the medical staff walked into the room and saw the left hand and pants that had been crushed by blood. In fact, the amount of blood was not large, it only wet the arms and knees, but it still made everyone stand in place.
At this moment, Hugo tore through the blood bag prepared by the crew in advance, and the surging blood gushed out along the wound, mixed with Hugo's own blood, and then quickly flowed down, staining the entire knee part of the hospital gown red, and even a little blood stained on the floor. Leonardo just saw this scene and let Lang and Charlize look at it.
Lang felt more and more incredible—Hugo was really in control of all this? But it all looked like it was completely out of control, as if John Nash was really out of control digging his arm, but now it seems that Hugo knows exactly what he is doing. This fact is even more shocking than seeing Hugo cut his skin with his fingernails just now - Hugo even deceived him as a director!
Hugo was really crazy - but not mentally crazy, but "if you don't go crazy, you can't live", and the powerful shock made Lang tremble uncontrollably.
Charlize breathed a sigh of relief, she knew she was right. But even so, she was still scared for a while, her calves suddenly weakened, and she almost felt like she was about to stand unsteadily.
Christopher was not so objective, he couldn't feel Lang's perspective, he just thought that Hugo really cut his arm, and then the blood burst out, which made Christopher stand in place completely frightened, and the lines stood out without thinking at all, "What are you doing!" ”
John jerked his head up, his face full of confusion and confusion, and his innocent eyes seemed to be crying for help, "The implanted thing is gone." His voice was so hoarse that he could even feel the despair in his soul sweeping in, "I can't find it?" It was as if the whole world had completely collapsed, leaving only a ruin, and he muttered in a low voice, "It's gone...... "It can't seem to figure out how the implant could have disappeared?"
Rosen walked over to John, gently picked up John's left hand, and looked at the wound, John looked away, gently slammed the back of his head against the wall, and whispered indistinctly, "It's gone." The clear eyes were completely out of focus, dissipating into a mist, as if they could be seen with the naked eye, and the bright soul was becoming transparent little by little.
So vivid, so concrete, that it is cruel that it is impossible to continue watching at all, and can only avoid the gaze in a panic. But even so, the faint sound of breathing, which was almost inaudible, made the tears completely burst the embankment.
If you don't go crazy, you won't survive.