2120. Chapter 2120 2120 Falling apart
John hugged Alicia tightly, as if embracing the only light in the darkness, pouring all his strength into it, and his broad shoulders seemed to tremble slightly. He heard his wife's near-collapse voice whisper in his ear, "I'm sorry," which made him feel safe again, and he patted her on the back and comforted, "It's okay." ”
John let go of Alicia slightly, pressed his forehead against hers, felt the warmth she had placed on his cheek, and whispered, "I miss you." That fragile and soulful voice betrayed his inner struggle at the moment. Alicia only felt her heart break, and murmured in response, "I miss you." ”
John wanted to soak up the beauty of Alicia, but he couldn't, the fear and worry that was attached to his heart at that moment made him unable to settle down, he looked around in fear, worried that this place was being watched by the Soviets, and his every move could have incalculable consequences, which made John's brow furrowed tightly, and the fear of losing everything in his eyes trembled in panic.
"I'll have to talk to you." John whispered in his wife's ear, and Alicia's right hand was on John's chest, feeling the powerful but chaotic heartbeat, but without thinking too much, she nodded, and took John to sit down, looking at John intently, carefully examining every detail of this face, trying to find out from it that she had fallen in love deeply, but she panicked - because the look in those amber eyes was so strange, as if she was watching John step by step away from her.
John didn't notice Alicia's panic, but tried his best to be sincere, and said seriously, "Alicia, I've been thinking about it, I know what I've been doing lately, and not being able to discuss my work with you, acting almost crazy, and I've left you with no choice. John said sincerely, his voice trembling slightly, and he was unreserved in the face of the person he loved the most, which made a hazy mist ripple in his deep eyes, "I know this very well, and I am deeply sorry for you. ”
Alicia gripped John's hands tightly, as if he would disappear in front of her at once if she relaxed a little, which made the tears in her eyes accumulate more and more, and she shook her head slightly, "It's okay. He smiled comfortingly, and if John could really realize the seriousness of the problem as he said, maybe there would be a chance to save it.
Hearing his wife's words, John also breathed a sigh of relief, and the smile on the corner of his mouth was gently outlined, "Everything will fall into place, and everything will be fine." John raised his right hand, gently wiped the tears from the corners of Alicia's eyes, looked carefully into his wife's eyes, and then kept the same expression, and said in a soft voice, "We must speak quietly......
This made Alicia stunned, she didn't understand the meaning of John's words, but John's expression still did not change, with a gentle gentlemanly smile, and whispered, "They may be eavesdropping, or they may have pressed the bugging device here." These words made Alicia's smile freeze at the corners of her mouth, and then disappeared little by little, her hands loosened without paying attention, which made her startled, and she quickly clenched again, but this time, even if she held it tightly, the man in front of her became more and more strange.
"I'm going to tell you the truth of the matter now, although it will break the original agreement, but you must know." John's voice was very soft, and his expression did not change much, but those eyes revealed an incomparably sincere light, which made Alicia feel a chill begin to rush into her body, "...... Because you have to help me get out of here. ”
Alicia's incomparably sincere and even somewhat serious expression made Alicia begin to feel fear, her hands clenched tighter, but the powerful fear forced her to let go, because the man in front of her, she didn't know, this was not her husband, this was not the man she had fallen in love with and been crazy about. This powerful and fierce contradiction made Alicia's pupils tremble slightly in panic.
"I've been doing top-secret work for the government......" John's expression was so real and focused, and his simple and clean eyes revealed an incomparably cautious light, like a blank sheet of paper, completely displayed without any concealment, but it was precisely this "complete calmness" that made Alicia shudder, she looked at the man who was close at hand, but her eyes revealed an uncontrollable strangeness. She didn't know him.
John didn't notice the change in Alicia, he was just immersed in his own world, desperate to find someone who really believed in him, and then save himself, "Someone is threatening to create a catastrophe in America." John looked around with his peripheral vision in a bit of panic, the fear that penetrated deep into his soul made his pupils tremble violently, he gritted his teeth tightly, almost squeezing out the words from between his teeth, "I think the Soviet Union probably thinks my data is important, so it doesn't kill me......" Even John himself didn't notice, his voice carried a cry of despair, he grabbed Alicia's arm with his backhand, as if grasping the last straw, The ferocious force even made Alicia frown in pain, "They just locked me up here and didn't let me continue working......"
Alicia shook her head slightly, "shhh But John became more and more urgent, and he could not even control the softness of his voice, and said quickly and earnestly, "You must go to the Wheeler Laboratory, you must find William Palmer, he can help me." ”
Alicia looked at John's translucent eyes, the desperate gray with the hazy mist surging up, but Alicia's hands couldn't help but let go, "Stop", she shook her head slowly, "Stop", she could feel that John was moving away from herself, the violent strangeness overwhelmed her, and made her feel scared. John Nash, whom she knew, was not like that.
But John never wanted to stop, and it was like a sound of obscurity, and the chatter buzzed endlessly, and Alicia finally couldn't help it, and roared loudly, "Stop! The crisp voice echoed throughout the room, making everyone's eyes look at her, and then she looked up and saw John's face of bewilderment and trepidation.
John's mouth squirmed in confusion, his amber eyes reflected deep doubt, and his brow was too helpless to move slightly to the middle, and even his breathing became confused.
Alicia took a deep breath, grabbed John's arm again, tried her best to calm herself, stared into John's eyes motionlessly, and whispered, "I've been to the Wheeler Laboratory. This made John breathe a sigh of relief, and nodded repeatedly, "There's no William Patcher there." ”
This sentence immediately made John panic, and he kept tilting his head to try to find an answer, and he muttered in a low voice, "Of course there is, I have been working for him all the time." But when Alicia took the initiative to meet his gaze, he panicked and avoided his gaze, he didn't know why he panicked, he just refused to accept Alicia's message, whispering, more like convincing himself.
Hearing Alicia's question, "Do what?" John's body swayed back and forth slightly, completely avoiding Alicia's gaze, talking to himself about words that others couldn't hear clearly, but Alicia was aggressive, always looking him in the eye, "Crack the code?" And the documents in the secret mailbox? Let the government take it? ”
These words made John stay where he was in place in complete shock, all the little movements disappeared, and he looked at Alicia incredulously, as if Alicia was a Soviet spy like Charles, and that sense of alienation quickly built a wall, gradually closing the distance between him and her, "How do you know? ”
"Thor has followed you." Alicia answered John's question, "He didn't think it hurts. ”
But this sentence set off a storm in John's heart, and he began to try to recall the previous episodes, and couldn't help but think, could it be that Thor was also a spy of the Soviet Union? This possibility made John's breathing start to rapid, and if this was the case, then his secret mission had not been exposed long ago? So does it mean that his job is not to help the United States, but to hurt it?
This possibility made John completely stunned.
Alicia took out a large stack of document bags from the paper bag she was carrying, John subconsciously looked at it, and then found that this was the password material that he sent every week, and Alicia put it on the table like this, "They have not been opened." ”
John's head froze completely, all his thoughts were shattered in an instant, he couldn't do anything, he just stared at the stack of papers in front of him, the unbelievable storm swept in under his eyes, and the image of the whole world slowly falling apart was real and vivid in his amber eyes.
This made Alicia feel extremely cruel, and the tears slipped down again, but she knew that she couldn't stop, because John needed help, she gritted her teeth lightly, and continued, "There is no conspiracy at all...... and then she watched the gray despair devour John little by little, as if she was killing a living life force with her own hands, which made Alicia feel breathless, "There is no William Patcher...... John's lower lip trembled slightly, However, the whole facial expression did not change in the slightest, and he was still stunned in place, as if his soul had completely disappeared.
Alicia was almost in a breathless voice, the pain in her heart almost making it impossible for her to hold on, "It's all your fantasy. ”