Chapter 212: Looking back, she's no more
It was the first day of school, and the snack bar near the town middle school was doing a hot business, and the children sat around in twos and threes, chatting and eating, and occasionally there was hearty laughter, and their faces were full of youthful immaturity.
He parked his car on the road opposite the snack bar and looked through the window from afar, his gray eyes moving slightly, and the corners of his mouth were so light and shallow that even he didn't notice it.
All kinds of things in the past are like dreams.
It was very cold that winter, and he was seriously injured in the training camp and was sent directly to Germany for treatment, lying in the hospital bed all day.
So he called her, went through life and death, and heard her voice again, and it was a wonderful feeling, and he thought that if she was by his side, he would surely take her into his arms.
She cried on the other end of the phone, saying that she missed him, so he returned home despite the doctor's objections and got off the plane to see her.
He was waiting for her at the gate of the compound, and she rushed out, and the moment she saw him, she was stunned for a moment, and her eyes were rolling with a wonderful light.
He remembered that she was wearing a white knitted jacket, a pair of washed white jeans, jet-black hair, and a long ponytail, and her skin looked more and more fair and delicate.
At that time, they were very shy, the first time they faced such feelings, they didn't know how to express it, very reserved, very restrained, obviously wanted to give each other a big hug, saying that they really miss you, but they walked on both sides of the path, bowed their heads, silent, only the fast-beating heart, truly reflected their joy.
That's it, one left and one right. Across a stone road, he didn't dare to look directly, and occasionally used his spare eyes to observe each other, God knows how to hold her hand in his whole head at that time, but there were too many passers-by coming and going, so he could only pretend to be her stranger aggrieved.
Until she brought him here, this little noodle shop.
Come to think of it, this was the only date they had, and she invited him to noodles and she paid for it!
Once. He always thought that he was good enough for Yan'er. firmly believe that there is no one in this world who loves her more than him.
If she wants, let alone thousands of wealth, he is willing to give her his life.
At that time, he loved too much self-righteousness. The love is too strong. Love is too grand.
But actually. But never really did anything for her.
At that time, they were in the flowering season, sixteen or seventeen years old, and there were obviously too many beautiful and romantic things to do together. But for some reason he lived up to the best time in his life.
He thought they had time, he thought their days were still long, they had a lifetime of time together, and he thought they were still in time......
He could have done a lot for her, but in the end it became a regret.
He never gave her a gift, jewelry? Gorgeous clothes? Sachet perfume?
None of them have been sent, and even the bouquets and dolls that every boy in love will prepare for a girl have never been given to her.
He hasn't had time to take her to the movies yet, like all ordinary boys in love in the world, queue up in advance to buy tickets for his beloved girl, buy her good Coke and popcorn, and lend her shoulder and suck away tears for her when watching sad movies. When watching horror movies, you can hug her in your arms and give her enough security.
He didn't have time to dress up with her in a couple suit, walk the streets hand in hand, go to the amusement park, scream loudly, go to the countryside and laugh in the breeze on his bicycle.
Before he could prepare a sumptuous dinner for her, he would play her favorite tunes in the most gorgeous western restaurant, watch the fireworks in the sky, and give her a wonderful romantic evening......
At that time, he always swore that he would always protect this girl, not let her get hurt, not let her cry, never hurt her in the slightest, but he didn't know that the person who hurt her the most was precisely him.
His Yan'er is the most beautiful and kind girl in the world, frank and honest, not very coquettish, at that time he would occasionally be dissatisfied with this, but temperament, although she felt embarrassed, but still tried to change.
When he made a mistake, he would pull his little thumb and look at him pitifully, with a pair of watery eyes, clear and clean like a spring flowing in the mountains, even if he didn't say anything, he would melt and fall into it.
He remembered that she had the most beautiful smile in the world, and her two dimples were shallow and moving.
The most common thing she said to him, he remembered, was, "Why are you so naïve?"
He remembered that when she was most angry, she would only call him a bastard.
Now that I think about it, I was a pretty jerk back then.
would make him cry at every turn, saying that it was for her sake, but he never put himself in her position to consider her feelings, and even occasionally blamed her and complained about her...... She is such a strong girl, it seems that since she met him, her tears have become more.
Now, he has finally grown up and matured as she wished, and looking back on the past, he can finally empathize, learn to understand and tolerate, but he is the only one who lacks her.
Why, at that time, he didn't understand this?
Why, at that time, he couldn't understand her more, love her, and tolerate her?
Why, he was such a selfish, naïve, bastard person at that time, and why, when he finally became what she wanted, only she was gone.
What is regret?
He thought that this was his current mood, eager to go back to the past, to make up for the mistakes he made, to change himself at that time.
Or, he might even wonder if they would have been okay with each other if he hadn't been so persistent at the time and let her go.
The piercing bell rang, and the lunch break was over, and occasionally a few students rushed out of the snack bar and ran wildly towards the school gate opposite, and at the same time pulled Genki back from his distant memory.
Push open the door, the small storefront, because it has just welcomed a group of students, it is a little messy, the proprietress has a hearty personality, holding a child about three years old in her arms, seeing him come in, she is happy and greets him.
"Here we go! Or two bowls of noodles? ”
He smiled slightly, and it was an answer.
About three years ago, the owner wanted to sell the noodle shop, and the couple decided to sell it, only to be told that the shop had been sold to a wealthy man from the city.
The shop meant so much to the couple that they borrowed money from friends and relatives and begged the owner to sell it to them, but the boss said he had signed a contract with the one in the city.
Seeing her husband return home sullen and unable to sleep at night, his wife secretly wrote a letter and asked for the contact information of the "one in the city", hoping to make one last effort, if there is really no way, at least she has done her best.
I thought that the letter would definitely be lost, but I didn't expect to receive a reply, saying that he could sell the ownership of this store and take nothing for it, but there were only two requests.
First, learn from your boss how to make noodles with the same taste.
Second, don't move the wall full of wishes.
The husband and wife gladly accepted, worked hard to learn the craft, and made noodles with the same taste, and the business was even more booming, and many students who had graduated for a long time came here to eat noodles.
The reason why the proprietress was deeply impressed by Xuanmu was really because of his excellent appearance, and his silver-white hair was even more eye-catching.
Moreover, because every time he came, he must wait until the students had finished class, and one person sat on the wish wall and ordered two bowls of noodles, but he always only ate one bowl.
"Husband, husband, you see it's him...... Comes at this time of year. After serving two bowls of noodles, the proprietress secretly ran to the kitchen and pointed to Xuanmu Road through the small kitchen window.
"Who?" The boss was so busy cleaning up the kitchen utensils that he didn't even lift his eyes.
Seeing that the boss was busy with the work in his hands, he didn't take her words to heart at all, and looked like she didn't like to answer, the boss lady was a little angry, put her hands around her chest, raised her eyebrows and said: "The family is handsome, I have been planted with you in my life, or I am sure to marry him." ”
The proprietress really attracted the attention of the boss, and she looked up, but only looked at her back.
With a black face, he said with disdain: "With white hair, he is not just a rich old man." ”
"What an old man, people are young."
"He's rich, young, and handsome, so hurry up and find him, maybe people like you too! It's okay, if you want to soar, my son and I will never hold you back! "The boss has a gloomy face, full of vinegar.
"Yo! Angry! Cheapskate! Who can I talk to, since junior high school, I have tied you to this big tree, and I will give me a multi-millionaire that is not worth one of my husband's toes......" The proprietress bumped the boss's arm with her elbow, and her face was even more indescribably happy.
"I'm down to business! Don't you think it's strange to that man? Every time he came, he ordered two bowls of noodles, one of which was placed opposite him, but he would never eat it. And...... You look at him, it's like there's a guy sitting across from him, and once I heard him talking to himself, and he laughed...... Oops! Just telling you that, I feel goosebumps all over my body. The proprietress hurriedly rubbed her arms with her hands.
"You are suspicious all day long, why do you want to do so much, he can call a few bowls of noodles if he likes to call a few bowls of noodles, eat as much as he likes, cry and laugh, it has nothing to do with us."
"No, I think he's been waiting for someone. Look at him, he doesn't leave after eating the noodles, and every time he sits alone for half an hour, the noodles opposite him are soaked and he doesn't eat. Tut-tut, you see he seems to be talking again...... So young, so good-looking, if this is really sick, how pitiful! ”
"Therefore, God is fair, plain, healthy and healthy, what if there is more money and less money, aren't they all so alive!" The boss hugged the proprietress in his arms and said.
"So, I don't want to be rich and rich in this life, I want to live with you for the rest of my life...... If only one day you could forget about your first love! ”
"Why did you mention her again? Look at you, your heart and eyes are like a needle nose! (To be continued......)