Chapter 211: Eight Years
It's the early autumn of another year, the sky is drizzling, and in September, it's summer in the south, but it's already autumn in the north.
The rain had been falling for several days, and it wasn't heavy, and it was falling from the black sky.
Although there is rain, it is not enough to delay the flight, which is a blessing!
Jessie looked at the gray sky outside the window, and she was so distracted that her beautiful eyes were a little empty.
The sweet voice of the flight attendant was playing in the cabin, and in twenty minutes they would fall.
G City!
How many years has she not been back?
If it wasn't for the president's personal assignment this time, I'm afraid she would never come back!
Her face was reflected in the small window, all kinds of shattered images of the past crossed her mind, a girl with a freckled face and thick eyes frozen in her memory, she was short and thin, like a dried vegetable that had lost its moisture, in the midst of thousands of flowers, even if she did nothing, just standing there, it would be annoying, and she would be harsh and blame her for destroying the overall beauty.
Jessie frowned slightly, and closed her eyes, as if she was extremely tired, but also faintly exuded a certain anger.
But even with anger, she was beautiful, and the long flight did not affect her delicate makeup, meticulous hairstyle, and proper dress.
When the plane landed, she walked silently behind him, which was a tacit understanding accumulated for a long time.
She knew his habits, and a phone call confirmed a pre-arranged one.
She opened the car door for him, put him in the car, and bowed respectfully at 90 degrees until the black SKU disappeared from her field of vision.
At this time, the company's senior executives who didn't dare to make a sound like air came out one after another. Surrounded her, to find out the purpose of his return.
It's no wonder that the country's top brass are so nervous. Something must have been discovered......
She didn't say a word, letting the chirping sound ringing in her ears. But he has always cherished words like gold, but he is very much like him, after all, he has been following him for 5 years, and his style of doing things has been somewhat contaminated.
She looked at the hazy sky of G City, there was a light rain in the sky, and there seemed to be no intention of stopping.
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The town with blue tiles and white walls fell into a miserable rain, like the smoke and rain in a landscape painting, and the smoke curled up, revealing the beauty of comfort and tranquility.
The town is surrounded by mountains. In seasons like September, the colors of the four seasons can be found here, like overturned dye plates, depicting the colors of nature.
To the east, a winding cobblestone path winds through the rugged mountains, with streams flowing down the road and a clear and sweet sound of light rain. The trees on both sides are luxuriant, and although it is raining in the sky, there is no need to carry an umbrella here.
If you go up this road, you will see a stout banyan tree. Even though it is autumn and there is a drizzle in the sky, there is still a sea of flowers.
At first glance, it has been carefully cared for. With this big tree as the center, it stretches outward. The radius is miles away, and the colors are colorful. Floral scent.
There is no fence here, but it is tended to be a private property.
The footsteps stopped, and he just stood there and watched it for a long time.
Under the tree, a bunch of cosmos lay quietly.
His eyes shrunk, and he naturally knew who sent it.
September 2nd, this day of the year, no matter where he was the day before, will come here on this day.
There is one more person who keeps this time......
About three years ago, he met Zhou Su here, holding a bouquet of cosmos in his hand.
Both of them were stunned for a moment, and they changed!
Oh, yes! After all, it's been five years, and they've all changed.
If it was in the past, they would definitely have a big fight, the reason for the fight was very simple, maybe it was just that they didn't like each other, as if he rushed directly into their class many years ago, kicked over Zhou Su's table, and punched and kicked him for no reason.
But now the two were stunned for a while before they recognized each other, and there was a mixture of mixed feelings surging in their hearts, and all their anger turned into sadness and melancholy.
They sat under the big banyan tree for hours that day, saying nothing, just falling into the memories of the past.
Once, they fought for a girl named Gu Yanran, disgusted each other, and even had to clench their fists when they passed by in the corridor, and could faintly hear the sound of bone and joint friction, and tried to control their feelings in this way.
Now, for the same girl, they are here to protect the secret of this big tree.
How strange it is that when she was alive, they were at odds with each other and became rivals in love with each other, but now that she is dead and has become this tree, they are quiet, and they can finally live in peace.
For Zhou Su, he was grateful in his heart, thanking him for being able to come to see her.
It's so quiet here, it's good to have someone come to see her after all.
People in the world are too busy, busy with their careers, busy with their livelihoods, and there are always too many reasons to forget about a girl who once appeared briefly in life.
The years go by, the life experience is getting richer and richer, the distant student days are gradually blurred, after lamenting and regretting, who still remembers that a girl named Gu Yanran terminated her life on September 2, who cares if this girl's life is too sad and lonely, and can really miss her, and even fewer people come here to see her.
Zhou Su said that the words of cosmos are pure first love.
He knew that their youth was like a grave, burying not only time, but also the girl they loved the most.
Initially, they said he was sick.
Anorexia, depression, obsessive-compulsive disorder...... All kinds of unspeakable diseases, all kinds of medicines, he lay on the bed like a numb cotton doll, and let them stick needles into his veins.
At that time, he often dreamed, in his dreams her face was so clear, shallow dimples, faint smile, refreshing and pleasant, long black and silky hair draped over his shoulders, he could even smell her hair, it was only her smell.
She tilted her head to look at him, her faint dimples were like lilies blooming quietly in the valley, and she called his name sweetly: "Xuanmu ~ Xuanmu ~" The voice was soft, leaning her head on his shoulder, he held her hand, her hand was warm, delicate and delicate.
Her eyes were like clear streams, her cheeks were crystal clear and reddish, her skin could be blown apart, and her lips were the most charming pale pink, so seductive.
In the dream, he kissed her eyes, her nose, her face, and her seductive lips......
He said, "Yan'er, I miss you!" ”
She smiled faintly and lowered her head to say she knew.
He asked her, "What about you?" ”
Her eyes suddenly became extremely empty and desperate, her face was pale and lost the color of life, her hair became wet, and the corners of her mouth twitched, obviously crying and laughing.
Then she was clearly saying something, but he could not hear it, she cried, but there were no tears.
The sorrow turned the whole world a miserable red, her face was blurred in a blood-red, and she looked at him with a very sad and sad look, so desperate, so helpless, so anxious.
She was begging him, he could even hear her calling his name, she was saying: Xuanmu, save me, save me!
He wanted to reach out and take her into his arms, but he couldn't move, he couldn't move, no matter how he struggled, it was useless, his body was extremely stiff, his heart was like a knife, he was desperate to grab her, but he couldn't, he couldn't move, he couldn't move......
He screamed helplessly, but he couldn't call her name, he cried stubbornly, but he couldn't shed tears, he obviously felt that he was dead, but his body was hot.
He watched her disappear, and she called his name, so sad and desolate...... Disappear into a blood-red world.
She disappeared, and in front of him, there was nothing he could do.
He woke up from his dream, burst into tears, cried loudly, and unscrupulously vented his fear and helplessness.
Sweet...... I'm sorry...... I'm sorry...... He said the same thing over and over again.
Everyone told him that as long as he was willing to take the medicine and injections on time, he would not be in pain anymore, so he swallowed a whole bottle of medicine and woke up to be locked up in a nursing home.
How ridiculous! They all said he was sick!
In fact, only he knows that he just misses her too much!
Eight years of muddy!
Oh, yes! It's been eight years!
But he doesn't have much concept of time, day after day, the living world is like a cruel purgatory for him, and sometimes he even envies Yanran...... At least you don't have to face such a parting of life and death.
After all, it was more desperate to live than die like him, and he thought that was the sin he was going to atone for.
People say that time is the best medicine, which can make people gradually forget some things and some people as the years go by.
But time is also the strangest thing, some people you think you will never forget, but it becomes blurry, and there are things that you desperately want to forget, but it becomes clearer and clearer......
He thought he would never forget Jì Yanran, but her face slowly became blurred, he wanted to see her, even in a dream, even if that dream was too painful, every time he woke up, he was sweating profusely, his heart was so painful that he couldn't breathe, but he still wanted to see her.
But as if she had made up her mind, she didn't show up again.
And gradually, she vanished, both in his dreams and in his mind.
She hated him, perhaps......
So, punish him in such a way.
Or maybe he hated her......
In his heart, he was simply afraid of seeing her, so he blocked and cleared all the information about her, trying to drive Yanran out of his world out of a state of self-preservation.
Whatever the reason, he couldn't dream of her anymore, and he couldn't find her in his mind anymore, but he vaguely remembered that she was a beautiful girl with shallow dimples and a faint smile.
It was a strange feeling, so much that I missed someone and couldn't remember her face.
He remembered a certain moment with her, remembered a certain sentence she had said, and even remembered the faint fragrance of his hair, but he couldn't remember her face...... It's as if all the qiē has become a fragmented and cracked picture, as if everything is remembered, but it is as if nothing is remembered. (To be continued......)