Yan Ran touched the stone on her neck with her hand, felt a faint pain in her heart, and bowed her head silently.

Grandma's words tugged at her pain nerves, and when she thought of Gu Huasheng, Yan Ran had nothing but disgust or fear in her heart.

Let her take care of Gu Huasheng?

She had no faith and no greatness, so she could only remain silent.

If it is said that it is for grandma and Yanyu, she is naturally willing to pay willingly, sharing honor and disgrace.

Can Gu Watson? Why is he?

He has never fulfilled his father's obligations, he has never ignored her and Yan Yu, and even punched and kicked them at every turn, and how many times have the family's savings been stolen by him, why should she provide for him in his old age.

But even if she didn't want to say it in her heart, she didn't want to hurt her grandmother's heart.

Yan Yu didn't think as much as Yan Ran thought, as soon as she heard her grandmother mention Gu Huasheng, she exploded, and stood up in a hurry-you-you-small-say-more-new-most-fast-www.uuxs.cc-said: "Raise him?" Why? Did he raise us? What did he give me? Why do you want my sister and me to raise him? I'd rather be an orphan like my sister than have a dad like him...... He doesn't deserve to be my dad! ”

Yan Yu shouted hysterically, her eyes widened, and she confronted Grandma Gu.

For the first time, really for the first time in her life, she bumped into her grandmother like this.

Grandma Gu was stunned for a while, with a big stone blocked in her chest, and she was uncomfortable.

Holding back tears in his eyes, he raised his hand and slapped Yan Yu with a "snap", and said with a fierce expression: "Phew! No, even if you mix it again, he is your father, and he doesn't think his father is ugly. If you don't recognize him as your father, don't recognize me as a grandmother. The Gu family can't keep you, if you want to be rich and rich, you can find someone else to be your parents, I won't keep you. ”

It was also the first time that Grandma Gu scolded Yan Yu so sharply.

Yan Yu's eyes turned red, turned around and ran out.

Yanran was worried about her sister and went out with her.

Grandma Gu was left alone in the empty house, and only then did she take off her stern look, and her tears were cloudy and burst out of her eyes.

Son! Mother can only do it for you!

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Since then, the relationship between Yan Yu and her grandmother has been lukewarm, scratching each other's hearts, faintly aching, and ignoring them in an indifferent way, although Yan Ran wants to resolve it, but the effect is very small, and the final solution to the bell must be tied to the bell.

Yanran understands Grandma Gu's worries, what is wrong with her plan for her son.

At first, she didn't understand, but she always felt that the people she loved the most in her grandmother's heart were Yan Yu and her.

It wasn't until the last time Gu Huasheng came back to snatch his grandmother's money, and the sadness in his grandmother's eyes suddenly understood why Gu Huasheng could know where his grandmother hid the money every time.

That's because grandma has never guarded against Gu Huasheng, and every time she puts the money in the same place, or the money is nominally saved for her and Yan Yu, in fact, if something happens to Gu Huasheng, she will definitely take it out without hesitation.

She doesn't blame grandma, she pity the parents of the world, grandma has really paid too much for them, what qualifications do they have to demand so much from grandma!

Yanyu cried for a long time that day, she didn't understand why her grandmother couldn't be ruthless and decisive, and even felt that if it weren't for her grandmother's blind connivance, Gu Huasheng would not have become like that, and blamed the tragedy in the family on her grandmother.

Yanran didn't rush to defend her grandmother, she just held this little girl full of complaints and grievances in her arms, patted her back gently, and carefully comforted her.

I don't know how long I cried, Yan Yu was finally tired, it seemed that there were no more tears to flow out, and then there was a long silence, looking tired, unwilling to go home, but homesick and homesick.

People are sometimes so peculiar, complaining and loving at the same time.

The sun went down, the starry sky was dotted, the two sisters were hungry, their stomachs were rumbling, but Yanyu was stubborn and refused to go home, her face was thin, and she didn't know how to face her grandmother.

Yanran has been by her side, sitting under the big banyan tree that often plays and chatting, the night breeze blows, the leaves are faint, the cicadas are chirping, and the occasional frog is calling.

"Sister, where do you say people will go if they die?" 13-year-old Yan Yu's thinking is active and likes to be imaginative.

"I don't know, I guess it's gone! It turned into a handful of ashes, and as soon as it was scattered, it disappeared without a trace. Yanran said, this is her understanding of death.

"That's boring, it would be nice to go to another planet, or live in another dimension, so that you can start another life again." Yan Yu said, there are a lot of strange ideas in her head.

"Sister, if you die, where should you put the ashes?" Yan Yu began to be negative, and even worried about her future life.

Yanran didn't stop it, she just thought it was funny, Xiao Nizi seemed to be really hurt, and vented her bad feelings in this way.

"What if it were me! I hope that my ashes can be carried here, just under our big banyan tree, when people are cremated, they will emit many harmful substances, and after they die, they will become fertilizer, which can just nourish the big tree, let it release more oxygen, and be more environmentally friendly. Yanran said.

"What about the tombstones? There is not even a tombstone......" Yan Yu said curtly, feeling that her sister's idea was so boring.

"People are dead, there is no tombstone, there is no one, it is cold and cold, and the deep yin is strange and scary. How good it is to be a tree, to be in one place for a lifetime, to watch people chatting under the tree, to see the small animals around you, and to release enough oxygen, it can be regarded as making a contribution to the world. Yan Ran said, without taboos.

"Cut! It's so boring~" Yan Yu was dismissive of her sister's thoughts, but she remembered every word her sister said that night, and that was the first time they talked about life and death......

For many years after that, Yan Yu had been haunted by the content of the chat that day, secretly suspecting that it was from that time that she had become tainted with bad luck.

Chatting and chatting, it was late at night, and talked about life and death, it is inevitable that people will be reminded of ghosts, the town is not popular for cremation, there is a feng shui treasure in the east, divided into several areas, and even a piece is the grave of each family, it is said that there will always be supernatural events, and there are several versions of rumors.

Yanran knew that if she didn't go home again, her grandmother would really be in a hurry, so she began to scare Yanyu.

"Do you think people become ghosts when they die?" Yanran said.

Yan Yu swallowed her saliva in fright, pretending to be nothing, but a thin layer of sweat appeared on her forehead unconsciously, when she was a child, her grandmother would tell them all kinds of ghost stories, Yan Yu was the least daring, every time she was so frightened that she screamed loudly, and she threw herself into her grandmother's arms and didn't dare to come out.

"When a person dies, he dies, and there is no ghost who is not a ghost, and I am an atheist...... No...... Don't believe that. Yan Yu said loudly, emboldening herself in this way.

"Do you know that ghosts love to tease people who call themselves atheists?" Yan Yu said with a smile, which frightened Yan Yu into a cold sweat.

"Sister, you're so annoying, don't scare me!" Yan Yu hugged Yan Ran tightly and said, the palms of the big summer were scared out of a cold sweat.

"Home?" Seeing that Yan Yu finally began to be timid, Yan Ran asked jokingly.

"Hmm!" Yan Yu nodded heavily, although she still felt aggrieved in her heart, but in the end, it was better to be at home, at least she didn't have to be in this wilderness, and she didn't even have a place to sleep.

"Sister, do you think grandma is still angry with me?" Yan Yu asked in a low voice, worried and a little embarrassed.

"No, grandma loves you so much, why is she willing to be angry with you?"

"Grandma's favorite is not me, it's ......" Gu Huasheng, these three words almost blurted out, and he closed his mouth helplessly.

In the dark of night, the two sisters walked on the country road, their arms tightly clasped together, and no one dared to look back, just because there is an ancient legend that if someone calls your name behind at night, you must not turn back, otherwise you will be sucked away by the evil ghosts that follow behind.

Along the way, the two didn't say a word, quickened their pace, and walked towards their home with a warm glow.

Grandma Gu had been waiting at the door for a long time, and she had been entangled in her heart whether to go out to look for them, and she was afraid that the two girls who were blind in the black light would go too far.

Only then did I return to the yard and heat up dinner.

Yan Ran and Yan Yu came in timidly, standing in the corner of the door, with their heads bowed, like children who had made a mistake.

Grandma Gu didn't say anything, she gathered the food and asked them to come over for dinner.

Today, I made Yan Ran and Yan Yu's favorite braised carp, which is delicious, but Grandma Gu doesn't do it lightly, if it's not for the New Year's holidays or when the two female dolls celebrate their birthdays.

Grandma Gu, as usual, put the fish eyes into the bowls of Yan Ran and Yan Yu respectively, making Yan Yu's nose sour, and she lowered her head and slammed the rice, as if this was the only way to suppress the tears that came out of her eyes.

"Don't just eat, eat some fish." Grandma Gu sandwiched a piece of fish and put it in Yan Yu's bowl, which made Yan Yu feel even more guilty.

Grandma was so good to her, but she contradicted grandma.

In fact, it's not that she doesn't know how to reciprocate, and it's not that she doesn't know how to give back, but why does it have to be Gu Huasheng? Why is she his daughter?

But think about it again, if she wasn't Gu Huasheng's daughter, how could she have the best grandmother in the world.

For many days after that, the relationship between Yan Yu and her grandmother was still a little weird, but I can't say what has changed, I just feel a little outside, not as intimate as before.

Yan Yu didn't know what to do to resolve the embarrassment, and lost her courage when she thought too complicated.

Although Grandma Gu didn't say anything, she couldn't help but be sad and lost in her heart, afraid that she would hurt Yan Yu's heart, so she was cautious about Yan Yu.

The summer vacation was coming to an end, and the children began to organize their schoolbags and buy new stationery, and Grandma Gu gave Yanyu 10 yuan and told her to buy new stationery.

Yan Yu lowered her head and looked at the crumpled 10 quick money, and her grandmother's dry hands that needed to be cleaned with a brush, her heart was sore, and she took her grandmother's hand and said, "I'm sorry, I shouldn't have talked back to you that day." Tears crackled and fell.

"Don't cry! Grandma isn't angry anymore! Seeing Yan Yu's tears and snot, Grandma Gu looked distressed and hurriedly wiped her tears with her hands.

"Grandma......" Yan Yu threw herself into her grandmother's arms and cried, the warm embrace, the familiar taste, or the heart that gave her tolerance and love. R1152