She cried into tears in his arms, unspeakably uncomfortable in her heart, all kinds of emotions entangled together, feeling both aggrieved and guilty. I wanted to explain, but I couldn't explain it, I was helpless, I blamed myself, and I regretted it, so she kept saying sorry, sorry, she didn't know what else she could say except that sorry.

I feel that I am a little hypocritical, the person who made the mistake is obviously her, and she is the one who cries so much, what qualifications does she have to cry and cry out in pain, you can think of Xuanmu's suffering these days, her heart is full of cramps, and tears are filled.

"Yan'er, don't cry, don't cry." He patted her quilt gently, his movements were gentle, his voice was magnetic, his face was as pale as paper, but his eyes were as warm as water.

"Xuanmu, I was wrong...... I shouldn't lie to you...... Can you forgive me? "She's really scared, otherwise she wouldn't beg like this, she's afraid that Xuanmu won't pay attention to her anymore, and she's afraid that Xuanmu won't want her.

Looking at the pitiful Yanran with teary eyes in his arms, he only felt cute like a little pet, pursed his mouth slightly, and pretended to be serious: "Do you really know it's wrong?" ”

"Uh-huh!" She nodded desperately, her head was blank, and her dark eyes were misty.

"Boom!" He flicked her head with his finger as punishment, a small gesture full of their memories.

She rubbed it in pain, but her eyes were crooked, the corners of her mouth were raised, and tears flowed into her dimples. Every time she made a mistake, he would punish her so little, it was good to be punished, at least he wouldn't ignore her and don't want her.

So she was like a child who had made a mistake and was forgiven. Tightly into his arms, rubbing his head against his chest, he only felt that the tip of his heart seemed to have a warm current lingering, with a trace of warmth and sweetness, as if returning to his youth many years ago.

In the past, they were like this, they would always quarrel over some things, big or small, and even he couldn't remember the best in his memory because of what quarrel, but he clearly remembered every time they reconciled, after the unabashed quarrels and pains. They will all reflect in their own corners. And then miss each other.

All stubbornness, pride, and self-esteem will slowly disintegrate in the long and painful thoughts, and when you meet each other, all your problems and worries will automatically disappear, and you just want to hug and kiss each other tightly. Never separate.

That's the case at the moment. No matter how wrong she was. He can not pursue it, and he can forgive her, but the reason is that he can't defeat himself.

It's much easier to love her than to hate her. Much happier too.

Seeing that Bai Nen's forehead was a little red, he frowned, and Wu Zi regretted it a little, and then kissed her forehead gently.

Suddenly kissed by him on the forehead, she instinctively shrank and rubbed in his arms like a well-behaved kitten.

"Does it hurt?" He asked.

"It doesn't hurt, it doesn't hurt at all." She looked up, the tears on her face had not yet dried, but there was a smile in her dark eyes.

Even Yan Ran herself feels that she is too fickle, crying bitterly one second, and smiling when she gets forgiveness the next second, she doesn't know how to hide her emotions at all, maybe she loves someone like this, she is completely over-controlled emotionally, she will smile with his every move, or fluttering like a fairy stepping on the blue sky and white clouds, or falling into hell and never recovering.

"Yan'er, promise me that there will be no more concealment and deception between us in the future, okay?" He said leisurely, stroking her hair.

"Hmm!" She nodded heavily.

"Are you really not angry with me anymore?" She couldn't help but look up and ask him, her heart tensing for the last string, wanting to confirm again.

"What's the use of being angry with you, fool? In the end, I don't have to forgive you, why should I be so embarrassed by myself! It's better to cooperate with your bad acting skills and pretend that you don't know anything. He smiled wryly.

"......" she bowed her head and said nothing, shameless and shameless.

It's just that there are some things she still wants to know, that they have decided to be honest and unfair, so there can be no more impurities, and they must be pure in their minds when dealing with each other.

"When did you find out?" She asked, her connection with Yunhai has always been very secret, and when did he know about it?

He was silent for a moment, rubbing his chin against her forehead, his tiny beard tickling her delicate skin.

"From the beginning, from the moment you met." He said.

"You...... Have you been spying on me? She said boldly, but her tone was not full of extreme emotions, very calm and calm.

All the emotions were vented in her heart-rending cry just now, now she has calmed down, she just wants to chat with him seriously, this is their way, after the big noise, both she and he will seriously reflect, and be good at dissecting themselves, unabashedly to each other, just like Xuanmu said, what he wants is honesty and sincerity, except for lies, all the truth he can accept.

So when she asked him this question calmly without any accusation, his reply was also straightforward and true.

"Hmm!" It's a simple word, without too much explanation, but she understands it all.

"You're afraid of losing me, just like I'm afraid of losing you right now." She hugged him tightly, not sad and disappointed by his reply, but even more distressed by him.

"I think if I were you, I would do the same thing as you, maybe even more radically." She leaned into his arms, her eyes half-closed, relaxed and comfortable, as if she had fallen asleep, but her mind was awake.

"When did you find out? My strange ...... When did you find out. He asked, a question that had haunted him for a long time.

"Never, I've never felt anything unusual about you, and even now, I've never felt any different from everyone else. You're just, just going through too much pain, you're hurt in your heart and you need treatment, and that's normal, everybody. We're just ordinary people, we're all sick, that's all. She said, although it is a bit far-fetched, but in her heart, his Xuanmu has always been a good person, a normal good person, she doesn't want and can't bear others to look at him with strange eyes.

"However, I have done so many cruel things, I have lost myself in hatred, I have hurt many people, I have made a mess of other people and my own lives, and sometimes even I know how many horrible things I will do, I ...... It's like being possessed by a demon. You know what? What scares me the most is that one day it might hurt you. He gently held her face and said the sadness that was tangled in his heart. (To be continued.) )