"Xuanmu~" She choked up with words, vaguely as if she already knew what he was going to say to her, her chest seemed to have been hit by something, and the corners of her eyes were filled with tears.

"Listen to me, listen to me......" He lowered his head and kissed her lips gently, like a dragonfly with water, tears falling, with an astringent and salty taste.

"You know what? I feel that meeting you is the greatest luck in my life, and I have begun to believe in fate, fate, and the past and present life. He muttered, sadness streaming through his eyes.

"I also began to believe that the more some people in this world love each other, the more impossible it is to be together, the gears of fate continue to crush us, and the more we struggle, the more painful it becomes...... Over the years, I was tired and lived too hard. I don't want to struggle anymore, and I don't want to hurt the girl I love the most, instead of hurting others and hurting myself, all our good memories will be exhausted, it is better to forget each other while you and I are not tired of each other, and leave a little beauty to each other. ”

"Well......" he bit his lower lip, like a beast licking his wounds alone in the night, trying to hold back the tears but sliding down his pale cheeks, as if his heart had been torn apart, making him bewildered in pain, burying his head in her neck and weeping bitterly.

At this moment, he is not a ruthless and brutal business genius, let alone a bloodless and tearless mercenary money-making machine, he cried, as fragile and helpless as a child.

Her heart didn't hurt, her nose was sour and unbearable, her roar was sad and itchy, there was a stone blocked in her chest, all emotions were mixed together, and her heart was like a knife.

I'm sorry. I'm sorry...... Genki, I'm sorry. She murmured in her heart, weeping bitterly.

The night light shines through the window in the quiet ward, with a cold and sad color, and tears and sadness fill the entire ward.

"Xuanmu, remember? Nanshan Ranch, we rode a whirlwind and walked in the grassland. You say, later...... Later we will get married and we will have many children. Looking for a world, men plough and weave. Sunrise. The sun sets. She muttered after some time, caught up in the thoughts of memory, the corners of her mouth rising and her body shaking slightly. Hold his hand tightly. Resembles some kind of comfort.

"So did I back then. We will always involuntarily imagine our future, think about it when we are awake, and think about it when we are asleep. Will think about our wedding, our honeymoon, whether our first baby is a boy or a girl, will wonder if you will not love me so much after marriage, will imagine all kinds of married life, I will iron you white top, you cook for me and my children in the kitchen...... It's only been a day, but it seems to have gone through several lives with you. She said, the bitterness of tears and the sweetness of memories entangled.

"I imagine the corners of your drooping eyes, imagine your rickety back, imagine holding your rough and old hands, and imagine ...... Dress up as a couple with you and frolic happily like a young man on the seaside at sunset. ”

She sniffed, her voice choked, her eyes were sour, she wiped her tears casually, tried her best to calm her emotions and continued: "Maybe we were as old as air-dried orange peels at that time, but I think I will still love you as much as I do now, I want to ...... Not...... I really want to...... Would love to grow old with you...... Not...... Not...... Xuanmu, do you really want me anymore? ”

His eyebrows were knotted, and he shook his head desperately, but he couldn't say a word, and he couldn't promise her.

"We used to quarrel and I always pretended to be calm and ruthless...... Actually, no, it's all pretended by me, where am I so chic, it's all pretended by me! I pretended it! Tears welled up in her eyes, holding his face and looking him straight in the eye.

"So you're pretending to be too, aren't you? Where can you leave me? As you said, all the differences are because you don't love each other enough, but you love me so much...... I know, I just know that Nangong Xuanmu loves Gu Yanran very much, and Mr. Pig loves Miss Pig very much, right? ”

"Yan'er~" He burst into tears and hugged her tightly into his arms, she still remembered the nickname that only belonged to them, and remembered the signatures at the bottom of countless small notes.

She asked him if he could really leave her.

yes, can he really do it? During the days when he was separated from her, he traveled from place to place, the farther away from her as much as possible, and devoted all his energy to his work, but even then he still thought of her all the time.

In the huge world, they are thousands of miles apart, they can't see or touch, but her shadow will still follow him every day, and in a trance, they can't even tell which one is real and which one is illusory.

She was wearing a Nanhua school uniform, and she had even begun to talk to him, he knew that he was terminally ill, but even so, he was still hopeless and unable to extricate himself.

How long can he suppress it? Within half a month, he traveled all over the world, promised that he would never come back, and even handed over the business in China to his subordinates, but he still returned here unknowingly.

In fact, he had been waiting for her, waiting for her to come to him.

Until Bai Qi told him that Ling Shan had proposed to her.

He smiled bitterly, telling himself that in this way he could really cut off all ties with her, but he thought in his heart...... Wanted to kill him.

The best ending he could think of for Yanran was to let her return to the happiness of a normal person, marry and have children with a healthy, ordinary person who loved her......

Even if this person is not him, he will choose to bless and silently guard her in the dark.

But in reality?

He couldn't do it at all, he wasn't as great as he thought he was, his love was too narrow, he just wanted to hold her tightly in his arms for the rest of his life, he had too many things he wanted to do with her, too many roads he wanted to walk with her, too many things he wanted to say to her.

She was right, he had been pretending, it was all fake, and he said anything to let her leave him, but it was all because she was afraid, afraid that one day she would not be able to stand him and would leave him in despair...... That's why he pretended to let her leave him, and held on to her in such a humble way.

Like her, the future he envisioned, all the rest of his life could not be without her.

"Xuanmu, is it okay for us to receive treatment, and marry me when you are well?" She nestled in his arms, tears in her eyes and a choked voice.

"Fool, do you know you said everything I wanted to say?" He also burst into tears and smiled, gently wiping away her tears.

He was afraid to return to the sanatorium and lose all his dignity and pride as a human being like a bound beast, but for her sake he was willing to go to the place that was like purgatory on earth to him.

"Xuanmu, thank you! Thank you! She hugged him tightly and was so moved! (To be continued.) )