Chapter 44: Pity

What a woman!

After a morning meeting, as soon as he returned to the office and sat down, Wu Weidong called and said that Shui Xiaolin had an abortion yesterday, and jokingly asked Qiu Zichuan if he was going to visit his home! During the conversation, the two also talked about Shui Xiaolin's life and the mentality of this pregnancy. At the end, Wu Weidong said that she was indeed having a hard time, and asked Qiu Zichuan not to hold the shelf, no matter what she said, the first love, at the right time, in the right way, often talk to Shui Xiaolin, it should be.

Putting down the phone, Qiu Zichuan couldn't help but sigh!

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"Is this your place?"

"Hey! Why don't you speak! ”

"My name is Shui Xiaolin! My family is in the county middle school, and I came from Shanghai to study high school here. Hehe! What about you! What is it called? Where do you live? ”

"I'll give that place back to you, but I have one condition!"

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How good she was then! Simplicity! Beautiful!

There is a trace of curly hair floating under the lace straw hat, a small and delicate nose with a slightly upturned nose, a pointed little mouth, and especially the squinting eyes that shine with a very pure but confusing light!

Sitting quietly at the desk, the scene of the first acquaintance between the river and Shui Xiaolin in March began to appear in Qiu Zichuan's mind again!

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"Let's go! Let's go! ”

"Why are you so disobedient!" Shui Xiaolin's voice was almost full of crying!

Fighting with Li Erfat, Shui Xiaolin was so anxious that she stomped her feet and began to appear in front of her. Yes, from that moment on, I began to like her!

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"You're back!"

"You badass...... Watching herself swim to the other side of the river, Shui Xiaolin jumped angrily by the river!

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"What's the matter with you!"

"Even if I'm not good! I occupied your land at the beginning, but you're a boy, so you can't be so careful! And that day, even if you protected me, you can't be so proud! ”

"What are you pushing me for!"

"Who told you not to say! Say! ”

"If you don't say it, I'll push you!"

"Don't say? I'm pushing you too! ”

"I won't talk to girls"

"Can't talk to girls?"

"Nope! I've never spoken to a girl! ”

"Huh! I see! Hehehehehe! "Shui Xiaolin is overjoyed!

"Huh! You're so much fun! Shui Xiaolin looked at herself so happily and curiously.

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At that time, I was really young, and I obviously liked it in my heart, but I was embarrassed, and I didn't even dare to raise my head!

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"Then can we be friends in the future?"

"Good friends?"

"yes!"

"What good friend?"

"It's that you want to play with me and take me to play. Who of us has good things to share together! ”

"Also, if anyone bullies me, you have to protect me, like last time!" Shui Xiaolin's tone began to look like a little sister.

"Like that last time?"

"But don't fight!"

"How can I protect you if I don't fight?"

"Let's run together!"

"Then I won't do it, that's not a man!"

"If you don't obey, then we won't be good friends!" Shui Xiaolin pretended to be angry and turned away......

Oh, yes! She was hypocritical then! But her hypocrisy at that time made her feel a kind of tenderness that she had never felt before, and a warmth in her heart that made people full of reverie! Because her delicate feelings at that time revealed a kind of naughty innocence!

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"I borrowed these books specifically for you to thank you! But these books are not all liberated yet, and you can't pass them on!! "Three exclamation points!

"Also, you have to study first, and reading these books is not allowed to affect your !! learning" Three more exclamation points!

"If you don't obey, I won't borrow books from you anymore!"

Sign-off: You know who I am! ……

At that moment, I suddenly felt how beautiful the world was! It turns out that love is what it feels like!

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"Hey! I ask you, in the future, if death does come, how do you want to die? ”

"Me!" Qiu Zichuan seemed to start thinking, but suddenly Mimi opened his eyes and looked at Shui Xiaolin.

"Hey! Don't say it yet! ”

"We're all writing in the palm of our own hands, and we'll look at it again! All right? ”

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"I'm going to die holding your hand!"

"When I die, I still want you to hold my hand, and you are not allowed to throw it away!"

At that time, my heart was trembling, and I felt that I had a solemn sense of entrustment for a lifetime! No! It is the solemnity of the entrustment of life! Maybe that's the beginning of love!

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"Our family can't afford shoes like this!"

"This is what I gave you! Who said they wanted your money! ”

"Then how do I tell my mom when I get home?"

"Just say that your classmates can't send it?"

"Who's so rich! Why should you send it? ”

"I won't retreat!"

"But I really can't ask for it!"

"Then you take it first, don't wear it first, and hide it secretly, okay? Is it not good to have a chance to wear it again in the future? ”

"That's not going to work either!" Qiu Zichuan retracted his gaze that stayed on his shoes.

"Why?"

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At that time, I was really stubborn!

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"I want you to change into these shoes as soon as we leave Tanchi! The two of us are going to enter a university, and when we enter the school gate, I will hold your hand, and you will wear the pull-back shoes I gave you, and we will walk into the university gate together! All right? ”

"Good! I listen to you! Looking at the glint of happiness in Shui Xiaolin's eyes! Qiu Zichuan feels that at this moment, he is the happiest person in the world!

"And!"

"What else?"

"I'm in Shanghai, in the alley, in the small park on the street, I often see some old men and old ladies, holding hands at dusk, walking together, although they don't speak, but their hands are tightly held and never throw away!"

"Hmmm! What's wrong? ”

"So, I want you to wear these shoes only when you're on a date with me when you go to college, and then ...... Then, don't sue you! ”

"Say!"

"Then, you're not allowed to wear it!"

"Not allowed to wear it?"

"Hmmm! Then I'll wash it up and treasure it! ”

"Treasure it!"

"Hmm!"

"What!"

"I'm going to put it all the way when we're all old, to be like those retired old men and old ladies, and I want you to put it on again, and hold my hand every day at dusk, and we'll walk together!" Shui Xiaolin looked at Qiu Zichuan and said her yearning word by word.

"Walking"

"Hmmm! Our youth, our twilight, have its footprints! ”

"Footprints!"

"Hmmm! I'm going to use it to prove the love of our life!

"Love!"

"Hmm!" At this time, Shui Xiaolin's eyes were like a secluded lake, looking at Qiu Zichuan and blinking!

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Qiu Zichuan still remembers that when the word love came out of Shui Xiaolin's mouth, at that moment, his heart suddenly felt a huge, sudden tremor!

This is the first time I have talked about love with a girl, and it is also a girl I love very much about love with herself!

At that moment, I knew what the soul was! What is called the melting and intoxication of the mind!

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A qiΔ“ is still vivid! Every word of Shui Xiaolin in her mind is like a voiceover, so clear and crisp in her ears!

She's having a hard time!

But how did she become the person she is today?

Qiu Zichuan can't erase the beautiful memories in his heart, and his nostalgia for the simple and beautiful Shui Xiaolin in his girlhood!

How many times did he groan in the depths of his heart, how could that simple and beautiful Shui Xiaolin disappear!

It's been almost a year since I came to the city, Xiao Yujiang's whimsy, Shui Xiaolin's greed for vanity, Xiao Yujiang's chic and romantic, Shui Xiaolin's loneliness and grievances, Xiao Yujiang's indifference, Shui Xiaolin's organs are exhausted, and Qiu Zichuan's ears are even fuller!

Also, every time he meets Shui Xiaolin, or meets together, Shui Xiaolin's words and Shui Xiaolin's style always make Qiu Zichuan feel that this woman is not only fake, not only pretentious, but also seems to have a pair of eyes behind her eyes! And the eyes in the back never stopped turning almost all the time!

Qiu Zichuan once wondered what kind of life made Shui Xiaolin, who was kind-hearted in the past and always full of beautiful expectations for the future, become so vulgar and tricky! So hypocritical and callous!

Even, Qiu Zichuan felt that if she was the former Shui Xiaolin, it would almost be equivalent to a slander and a waste of the Shui Xiaolin in the past!

What's more, all kinds of things also made Qiu Zichuan faintly feel that Shui Xiaolin had a black hand, which was always reaching out to his surroundings in invisible places and when he couldn't see them.

While not bearing the beauty in memory, while disdainful of hypocrisy and ugliness in reality!

This is the fundamental reason why after coming to the waterfront, Qiu Zichuan always kept a short distance from Shui Xiaolin!

Yes! She is really miserable, under the surface scenery is the most unbearable loneliness and loss of women, but behind the shining halo of the name is helplessly abandoned!

A life without real emotions, a marriage without real connotation, what's the point of being glamorous in appearance!

Find a time! I sat down alone and said it myself several times!

Or look at the last day when you have time, if not, just wait for her body to recover fΓΉ......!

At this time, the mobile phone on the desk rang!

Xu Jing!

Picking up the phone, Qiu Zichuan saw that it was Xu Jing calling.

"Big brother! Do you have time? "Xu Jing seems to have something on her mind on the phone!

"What do you say?"

Qiu Zichuan felt that Xu Jing's tone of voice today was not as relaxed as usual.

"Hmm...... Well! ”

"What's wrong?"

"I'm ......!" Xu Jing seemed to be hesitating!

"Huh! What's wrong with you today? ”

Qiu Zichuan usually didn't have too much conversation with Xu Jing, Xu Jing was just his subordinate in the past, and after talking to Qu Bin, Qiu Zichuan treated Xu Jing more as a little sister in the family.

"It's not convenient on the phone!" Xu Jing finally spoke, as if she still mustered up her courage!

"Inconvenient?"

Qiu Zichuan was stunned!

"I want to go to your office!"

What do you want to say to my office? Is it a business or a private matter? You can talk to Qu Mengmeng about private matters! and Qu Bin. How can you tell me!

"Do you have time? Eldest brother! ”

Xu Jing seemed to be in a hurry on the phone, and she was a little timid!

"Then you should be after four o'clock in the afternoon! I was free. Look at the wall clock on the wall is almost 12 o'clock, I still have a reception at noon, and the group company will continue to hold meetings in the afternoon, Qiu Zichuan continued to wonder in his heart, and promised Xu Jing!

"Okay big brother!"

On the phone, Xu Jing's tone seemed to be a little relieved.

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The little girl seems to have something!

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