But Qiu Zichuan is Qiu Zichuan after all, and his natural calmness in temperament and calmness in life make Qiu Zichuan never lose control of his emotions and thinking in anything. By the time it was time to go to work in the afternoon, Qiu Zichuan's heart had regained his calm.

Major things need to think twice, and thinking twice takes time and process, and calmness is the first and indispensable. Because, any judgment made with emotional fluctuations, and the decisions made will be biased.

So, when Yu Linxi, who wanted to let go first, tell her that the afternoon's work arrangements were going on normally when Lin Xi came to the company.

This afternoon, Qiu Zichuan tried his best to control his emotions and still handled various official duties in an orderly manner, but the careful Lin Xi still found that Qiu Zichuan's eyes sometimes revealed a trance!

Before getting off work, Qiu Zichuan put down all the evening entertainment, but in the phone call that Qu Mengmeng had to call every day before getting off work, Qiu Zichuan still calmly told Qu Mengmeng as usual that he had activities outside tonight.

When the entire office building was completely silent as the public staff left work, and when the twilight began to fill the sky outside the window with the continuous rise of the hour hand of the wall clock on the wall, Qiu Zichuan fell into a contemplation full of confusion and a sense of loneliness that he had never felt before in the office!

But in the midst of this confusion and loneliness, Qiu Zichuan decided to rethink his inference about the two almost identical dialogues.

Are you sensitive? Are you narrow-minded? Or did you suddenly become neurotic?

Qiu Zichuan still can't accept the judgment he made at noon!

As a result, Qiu Zichuan began to re-analyze and re-infer Qu Mengmeng's two dialogues with himself from different angles, different starting points, and different ways of thinking.

No!

But in the end, Qiu Zichuan still firmly believed that his previous inference was logically correct!

What's more, Qiu Zichuan believed in his intuition at this time, and at the same time, Qiu Zichuan even believed that such intuition actually existed in the subconscious of his brain for a long time! It's just that it never encounters a point that is enough to induce it, enough to wake it up, enough to stimulate it. And so they are asleep!

And today is just all the unintentional and unintentional, all the coincidences of coincidences, so that all the information in my brain that is related to this, long-term, fragmentary, potential, etc., is suddenly induced in this instant! All at once awakened, all at once concentrated!

And the reason why Qu Mengmeng was able to be unguarded, and he was able to blurt out such words at will twice at will, the reason is actually very simple!

That is, he and Qu Mengmeng have always been in the water, and they have never had hidden topics between each other, it seems that all the topics between the two are open, and each other's hearts are unscrupulous. This is because Qu Mengmeng is not the kind of woman who is cautious, simplicity and peace are her natural traits of Qu Mengmeng, even if she sometimes talks about her good feelings for some people of the opposite sex, she Qu Mengmeng also discusses with herself from a curious and playful point of view, and has never thought about him because she is of the opposite sex, and she has never lost her temper when she hears it; And he doesn't belong to the kind of man who doesn't care about his wife and is not confident, staring at his wife's every move outside all day long, and never letting go of any clues that can arouse suspicion to keep asking, to keep delving, in her Qu Mengmeng's words, her own performance even makes her often have a feeling that she doesn't care about her.

So, in such a long-term calm atmosphere, in her long-term insensitivity, and even in her seemingly dullness, she created a simple Qu Mengmeng, her subconscious unguardedness, and her subconscious casualness. So, as long as it doesn't involve specific things between her and Xiao Yujiang. As for the rest, she seems to be used to what she has seen and heard, and she will casually talk to herself about what she feels! And will not do anything to prepare in advance!

Moreover, after so many years, every time I see Xiao Yujiang, or every time Xiao Yujiang calls her, it doesn't always talk about it in front of itself without any scruples, isn't this a good proof!

Yes, the relationship between herself and her is too frank, and the relationship between herself and herself is too natural!

So much so that this honesty made her almost wary of herself, so much so that it naturally made her feel that all the feelings in her life could be freely shared with herself at any time unconsciously!

Right! And natural!

As soon as he thought of nature, Qiu Zichuan's thoughts immediately jumped to the essence of his relationship with Qu Mengmeng, and to the root of why Qu Mengmeng, or why Qu Mengmeng was able to take this step.

In today's series of fragmentary or complete thoughts, in such a sudden mood, the essence of the relationship between himself and Qu Mengmeng, Qiu Zichuan still resolutely did not want to think about it, but why Qu Mengmeng took this step is a question that Qiu Zichuan thought of at the beginning, but in a series of thoughts and inferences about what has happened at the moment, Qiu Zichuan flashed this question in his mind, but he was not allowed to think about it.

And now, as soon as this "natural" word jumped out of his mind, Qiu Zichuan's thinking began to extend, and after no longer doubting his identification of things, Qiu Zichuan felt that he had to start thinking about this problem now!

As a result, the past of falling in love with Qu Mengmeng began to emerge in Qiu Zichuan's mind one by one

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In the summer vacation of his senior year and fifth year, Qiu Zichuan returned to his home in Tanchi, where he had moved to a new house, and his mother happily told him that the little sister next door who lived in the compound was admitted to the same university as Qiu Zichuan in the college entrance examination this year. Said that her mother was saying, now relieved! Originally, his father said that once he was admitted to college, he would personally send her to school, so there was no need for it, there was a big brother who had been together since childhood in a school, what could be more reassuring than this!

During this period, Qiu Zichuan went to Qu Mengmeng's house, Qu Mengmeng's parents were as happy as greeting their son, and they also made chicken and fish for Qiu Zichuan to have lunch that day. And Qu Mengmeng is more like a little girl who is going to go far away, she was shy when she saw Qiu Zichuan at first, but soon sat down with Qiu Zichuan and asked this and that.

Next, Qu Mengmeng went to Qiu Zichuan's house every three days and two days to go to Qiu Zichuan's house every other day, and sometimes he had to take Qiu Zichuan to the street with them to play.

And on the first night of returning to school, Qu Hazy's parents took Qu Hazy to Qiu Zichuan's house again. The two families happily talked about how it was so coincidental, and Qu Hazy's parents, who had been worried about whether Qu Hazy, who had grown up, could adapt to independent life, had been very fond of Qiu Zichuan since he was a child, not only because Qiu Zichuan had grown clean and thorough since he was a child, but also because the extremely educated Qiu Zichuan knew how to be polite since he was a child, and he was especially obedient and sensible among the children in a large courtyard.

And in Qu Hazy's eyes, this Brother Chuanchuan has always been the most handsome brother in her eyes!

When she heard that Kawakawa's brother from a college was admitted to a university in a big city, she secretly swore in her heart that she must also be admitted to university, and it must be the university that Kawakawa's brother attended. On the night Qiu Zichuan left home, Qu Hazy secretly hid in the quilt and cried!

Of course, these are all things that Qu Hazy later told Qiu Zichuan.

Qu Hazy also told Qiu Zichuan that he hadn't thought about what he was going to university for, but his parents always said that he must be admitted to college. The reason why he studied so hard later was that he wanted to be with him Qiu Zichuan!

When he said this, Qu Hazy smiled embarrassedly!

And as soon as school started this time, Qiu Zichuan became the target of ridicule from his roommates and classmates!

Dude is a big guy! This summer vacation, the whole school girl will come!

Points! The elder brother usually doesn't make much movement, and this move will abduct the girl-level!

There are even more losses! Zichuan! We can't be a child daughter-in-law or a doll kiss that was originally set at home!

But more is envy, not only male classmates, but also those female classmates who have always liked Qiu Zichuan, Qu hazy and petite figure, bright eyes and small nose exude sweet and cute! Especially the white skin that can't be whiter, and won the nickname of Snow White within a few days of entering the school!

But at this time, Qiu Zichuan only had his first love in his heart, so he rejected all the hints and pursuits of his female classmates for four years. Because it was the memory and beauty that he couldn't erase in his heart!

In the following days, no matter how his roommates and classmates ridiculed, Qiu Zichuan always laughed and did not speak! But when his brother did everything he should do, Qiu Zichuan did his best to do it seriously, is the meal ticket enough? Do you have more pocket money? When he goes out with his classmates at night and doesn't come back too late, Qiu Zichuan is sometimes very strict like his own sister. And Qu Hazy doesn't even want to say it, I don't know what good movies are shown in the movie theater, I heard that there are some beautiful clothes in the mall, and there are broken shoes or something! She had to find Qiu Zichuan for these, or let Qiu Zichuan accompany her.

Even if sometimes she has to cry because of her little grievances, she must first call Qiu Zichuan to find a place where there is no one in the school, and ask Qiu Zichuan to sit beside her, and then start to tell all kinds of things, and then cry! At this time, Qiu Zichuan had a task, patting Qu Hazy's shoulder with one hand, and wiping his tears and snot for Qu Hazy with a handkerchief in the other. Sometimes this hazy song has not finished crying, and the crying gradually lies on Qiu Zichuan's lap and falls asleep!

Of course, if Qiu Zichuan is unhappy, Qu Hazy will not dare to make a sound, let him Qiu Zichuan not sleep in the middle of the night, walking around, Qu Hazy will only grab Qiu Zichuan's cuffs or the corner of his shirt with one hand, and follow timidly without saying a word!

But this happy time ended in less than a year.

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