The night before the start of school, Qu Hazy insisted that Qiu Zichuan send her the next day, not to the Tanchi bus station or the Pingyang City Railway Station, but to send her back to school.

I don't know if it's because the responsibility of being an older brother has become a habit, or if I want to take another look at the campus where I spent four years of youth. In the praise of the two old people, Qiu Zichuan returned to school with Qu Hazy, who was happy like a child along the way.

After settling Qu Hazy, and taking Qu Hazy's hand around the campus, Qiu Zichuan took Qu Hazy, who was about to cry on his face, to the train station and bought a night ticket that night.

Buy a ticket, Qu Mengmeng was silent, eat, Qu Mengmeng was silent. Then, on the station square, Qiu Zichuan took Qu Mengmeng's hand and walked around and around, Qiu Zichuan tried to keep telling jokes to make Qu Mengmeng happy, and tried to sing all the songs he could sing so that Qu Mengmeng's face would bloom with a smile again. But Qu Mengmeng or lazily muttered, stretched out his two hands, as if he was dragging Qiu Zichuan who was walking in front, or just leaned his head on Qiu Zichuan's body, pursed his lips tightly and said nothing.

At this time, Qiu Zichuan's heart also began to sprout!

In fact, Qu Mengmeng had long felt his love and obsession with Qiu Zichuan. After more than a year of living together on campus, although Qiu Zichuan still stubbornly guarded the reluctance of his first love in his heart, unconsciously, Qu Mengmeng, the beautiful little sister of the past, has increasingly occupied a position in Qiu Zichuan's heart that no other girl can replace, and even more, the weight of this more beautiful little sister in her heart has begun to make Shui Xiaolin a little distant!

In other words, the natural emotions between each other, the natural responsibility of the big brother to the little sister, and the petite beauty and suppleness of Qu Mengmeng, and Qu Mengmeng's natural dependence on himself for everything, trust himself in everything, and he is born to be Qu Mengmeng's protector, these factors that were rooted in Qiu Zichuan's heart and even in the bone marrow have long been sublimated into love between each other in this year's campus life.

But for all this, Qiu Zichuan has never dared to think about it, except for Shui Xiaolin in his heart. More importantly, in Qiu Zichuan's eyes, Qu Mengmeng is his little sister, and it is his duty to take care of Qu Mengmeng and protect Qu Mengmeng, which is what he should do.

Even at this time, looking at Qu Mengmeng's reluctance and Qu Mengmeng's deep attachment to himself, Qiu Zichuan found that he had fallen deeply in love with this little sister next door who had been by his side since he was a child, and he felt that he was deeply unwilling to be separated from this cute little sister, but if he wanted to take another step forward, Qiu Zichuan still beat the drum in his heart, and Qiu Zichuan always felt that there was still a hurdle in his heart that he couldn't get over!

This is not because there is still Shui Xiaolin in his heart, although he is still reluctant to give up Shui Xiaolin in his heart, but that is in the past, and Qiu Zichuan is also stubborn at this point! At this time, Qiu Zichuan, who still had the simplicity and simplicity of a teenager in his blood, used what he said to Qu Mengmeng later, he could laugh at that time and think that Qu Mengmeng was his little sister, how could he move such a dirty heart! What a shame that is!

Time is disappearing minute by minute, and the moment of Qiu Zichuan's ticket check-in is getting closer and closer!

Qiu Zichuan's joke has long been finished, and Qiu Zichuan can't think of any other songs he can sing, but Qu Mengmeng still purses his lips and doesn't want to speak! The station square has been walked many times, and some faces and passengers who have been standing in place have even taken pictures back and forth several times!

Qiu Zichuan also began to be silent, but unconsciously, Qiu Zichuan felt that Qu Mengmeng's hand holding him began to clench tighter! Qu Mengmeng's hand that grabbed his arm had already grasped it tighter! Qiu Zichuan's heart is beating!

But Qiu Zichuan still kept telling himself in his heart that he couldn't say anything, he couldn't do anything! Also, thinking of Qu Mengmeng's parents, Qiu Zichuan kept warning himself in his heart that if he said something, if he did something, then how would he go back to see his aunt and uncle!

So, I'm the big brother! It seemed that Qu Mengmeng's palms were sweating, and Qiu Zichuan began to warn himself again in his heart!

So, she is the little sister! Feeling that his arm was grabbed by Qu Mengmeng, Qiu Zichuan began to warn himself again in his heart!

But just after the loudspeaker at the station heard a reminder that Qiu Zichuan's train was going to start checking in fifteen minutes, Qu Mengmeng, who had been silent, had been crying with tears, and had been pursing his lips, suddenly broke out! Qu Hazy first seemed to finally can't help but turn around and threw herself into Qiu Zichuan's arms, first hugged Qiu Zichuan tightly and choked non-stop, and then cried out! In front of everyone's eyes, he said loudly:

"I won't let you go! I won't let you go! ”

"Obedient! Don't do this! ”

Qiu Zichuan, who was at a loss for a while, looked at the eyes around him and was very embarrassed!

"I don't! I don't! Qu Hazy shook his head vigorously in Qiu Zichuan's arms!

"Obedient! I'll be waiting for you! ”

Qiu Zichuan didn't know how he could say this at this time, and after finishing speaking, Qiu Zichuan himself was stunned!

In an instant, Qu Hazy stopped crying and raised his face to stare at Qiu Zichuan.

"Really?" Qu Hazy, whose eyelashes were full of teardrops, realized at this time that this was what he wanted to hear the most!

"Really!"

Looking at Qu Mengmeng's tearful and delicate appearance, Qiu Zichuan's heart suddenly became firm! After speaking, he nodded vigorously again, his eyes flashed with sincerity, happiness and joy!

With surprises! Qu Hazy's face suddenly opened up with an infinitely sweet smile, and in an instant, he raised his two arms and put them around Qiu Zichuan's neck, and kissed Qiu Zichuan on tiptoe.

Qiu Zichuan was stunned at first!

But then he ignored the eyes around him and kissed Qu Hazy affectionately!

After a while, Qiu Zichuan pushed Qu Hazy away, and at this time, Qu Hazy also noticed all the eyes around him, and he was embarrassed to take Qiu Zichuan's hand and run towards the waiting hall!

"Silly girl!"

Qiu Zichuan, who was held by Qu Miao's hand, hurried two steps and ran in front of Qu Mengmeng, laughing and looking back at this little girl who has always been her sister!

After checking the ticket, Qiu Zichuan waved his hand to Qu Mengmeng step by step, Qu Mengmeng burst into tears but had a smile on the corner of his mouth!

……

Everything seems to be in front of you!

Immersed in this beautiful memory, Qiu Zichuan couldn't extricate himself for a long time!

Why?

After a while, Qiu Zichuan's thoughts returned to reality.

Did you snub her? Nope! Although, before and after marriage, I have always focused on my career, but as long as I have time, I will accompany her and play with her!

Is it that I don't communicate with her enough? Nope! From love to now, there is almost nothing to talk about between the two, there is no communication barrier, she and Shui Xiaolin's first love have told her very calmly, and she often talks to herself about her contact with Xiao Yujiang!

Did she unconsciously develop some bad habits that made her gradually disgusted with herself? Nope! I am not greedy for alcohol, not greedy for gambling, not greedy for play, not greedy for boasting, and my living habits are not sloppy. I don't have any bad habits!

Then why is she with Xiao Yujiang?

Could it be that she has always been resentful of her first love with Shui Xiaolin in her subconscious? Consciously or unconsciously walked towards Xiao Yujiang, and obtained a balanced pleasure in his heart?

Not like!

Even if it is human nature to be emotionally selfish and narrow-minded between men and women, especially women. But because of this, Qu Mengmeng will not be so vulgar, and she will not be so narrow-minded!

What's more, whether she talked to her Qu Mengmeng about Shui Xiaolin and Xiao Yujiang, or she Qu Mengmeng talked to herself about Shui Xiaolin and Xiao Yujiang, she didn't see her emotions and her tone at all that she had any connection with her and Shui Xiaolin's first love, as if none of this had anything to do with it!

And why?

Because of her suspicion of herself, perhaps she decided in her heart that I had a relationship with the women or girls she had suspected. So, I came up with the idea that I would do fifteen in the first year of junior high school, and I liked it with negative anger, which eventually led to her and Xiao Yujiang coming together?

No!

Qu Mengmeng is not such a person! I remember that she said that if one day she has a lover, or she falls in love with another man, she will definitely tell herself in advance, and she swears that this is at least a respect for your Qiu Zichuan personality!

No!

Don't believe it anymore! As I said, women are rational before there is no lover, and once there is a lover, women are emotional! Not to mention that men sometimes do the same!

Alas!

Looking at the ashtray in front of him, full of long and short cigarette butts, Qiu Zichuan felt that his heart was barren!

……

This night, Qiu Zichuan left the office very late.

On the way home, Qiu Zichuan, who was sitting in the car, thought about divorce, but divorce is not easy!

The child is only in junior high school, and his old mother is still alive! and Qu Mengmeng's parents treat themselves like sons!

Besides, if she divorced herself, if she married Xiao Yujiang, she would be indifferent, but would Shui Xiaolin give up easily? What kind of embarrassing situation will she be in when she is in a difficult situation? Besides, with Shui Xiaolin's hurdle, can she marry Xiao Yujiang again? If she can't get married, then how pitiful and helpless she will be! If Shui Xiaolin has any unfavorable evidence against Xiao Yujiang in her hands, so as to threaten her to live and die, and she will do everything she can without showing her face, then she will not end up alone and bruised!

Take a step back and say, even if you really don't care, but after all, you and Shui Xiaolin are the lovers of your first love, in the face of such a relationship, won't you look at each other speechlessly and sigh at the tricks of fate in the future?

No! It's already there!

It's hard!

This night, Qiu Zichuan felt that he had reached the most difficult moment in his life!

But before stepping into the house, Qiu Zichuan made a decisive decision to start living in the guest room at home tonight. In the future, we will never have any skin contact with Qumengmeng.

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