Chapter 464: Because I Love Him!
"Mama, where have you been? Why didn't you come back all night? Xiao Jiu, who was originally led by Xilingjia, also let go of Xilingjia's hand after seeing An Xiaoshu, and ran over to hug An Xiaoshu.
Xiao Jiu grew up with An Xiaoshu since she was a child, and knew that she didn't come back for a night, so she naturally couldn't think about it, and she held her for a long time and refused to let go.
"Ma Ma is just going home." An Xiaoshu smiled at him.
"Home? Isn't our home on Grandpa's? "The little guy couldn't react.
"It's Daddy's family."
"Oh." Xiao Jiu understands now. Tilting his head and observing An Xiaoshu for a while, his little hand was on her face, "Ma Ma, are you crying?" ”
"No, Ma Ma is just worried about Alexander." In the face of such a young child, An Xiaoshu naturally didn't want him to feel uneasy.
"Oh, don't worry about that, Alexander's fine."
"Hmm!" An Xiaoshu kissed the little guy's cheek with relief.
Her little nine is sensible like a little adult, making people think that he understands everything. But sometimes it's naughty, and it's always just a child.
Dogs' ability to recover is already stronger than that of humans, and Alexander has almost recovered ninety percent after the second shot. When the three of them and one dog returned to Xiling's house, they were just in time for a guest to visit.
Seeing the person coming, An Xiaoshu's eyebrows were tangled together.
"Son!" As soon as he saw Xiao Jiu, the old bird exaggerated his hands and shouted.
"Godfather!" Xiao Jiutong's shoes were also very cooperative, and he let go of An Xiaoshu's hand and ran over.
"Baby. Come over and hold one for your godfather! The old bird said and bent down to lift the little guy up, cheering on the side, "Our little nine has grown heavy again." ”
"Wrong, it's Xiao Jiu who has grown taller again." The little one's eyes narrowed happily, and he flew up with the old bird's open hands.
One big and one small made it look like they hadn't seen each other for a long time, and that picture made An Xiaoshu feel warm.
After a few turns, the two finally stopped, touching their foreheads on the affectionate forehead.
"It's cute, the longer it gets!" The old bird said and pinched Xiao Jiu's nose.
"Godfather, haven't you been busy lately? How do you have time to see Xiao Jiu? ”
Remove Muyang. Old Bird is the only one who makes Xiao Jiu so close. Although it shows that it is called godfather. The old bird treats Xiao Jiu as his own son!
In addition to Xiao Jiu being the only bloodline he watched grow up, it was also because he was the only bloodline in Xilingang.
"Look at my little Jiu, godfather naturally has time!" The smile on the old bird's face was completely different from the anger he had when he was in the army.
An Xiaoshu shook his head. These two living treasures come together. It's really speechless.
Especially since the two didn't know what they were planning. Carrying her on his back and muttering there.
And as long as the average old bird comes over, she always has a feeling of chill down her spine!
After instructing Xiao Jiu, An Xiaoshu was about to go upstairs.
"Mama!"
Xiao Jiu behind her suddenly called her. An Xiaoshu inadvertently turned around, and suddenly felt something fly towards her head!
In my ears, a crisp bang sounded at the same time.
She froze there, unresponsive for a long time.
"Haha, Ma Ma was fooled! Yes! Xiao Jiu was holding a toy gun in his hand and laughed at An Xiaoshu.
An Xiaoshu reacted immediately, an old face collapsed instantly, and shouted in a cold voice: "Xiao, nine!" ”
"Oops, Ma Ma is angry! Godfather save me. Xiao Jiu shouted, and while An Xiaoshu was not paying attention, he had already run behind the old bird to hide.
"Baby, don't be afraid, let the godfather protect you!" The old bird opened his hands and faced An Xiaoshu in front of him.
"Old bird-" The fist clenched and gurgled, and An Xiaoshu shouted word by word.
"Sister-in-law, don't mind, just kidding." The old bird has a hippie smile.
An Xiaoshu took a deep breath, took down a pile of sticky things on his head, and said to the old bird: "You come here, I promise not to kill you." ”
Don't die? But that doesn't mean you won't be disabled!
The old bird is not stupid, so he naturally understands this truth.
Then he shook his head violently, "Sister-in-law, I'll play with Xiao Jiu for a while, and I'm not free for the time being." ”
Anyway, he was determined, An Xiaoshu would not be rude to him in front of Xiao Jiu.
"Xiao Jiu, come here." An Xiaoshu turned the target to his son.
"Ma Ma, I'll play with my godfather for a while, I don't have time for the time being." The little guy learns very quickly.
patted his chest, An Xiaoshu almost vomited blood.
"You ......"
Before she could finish her sentence, the old man came in through the door.
A sly smile flashed on his face, Xiao Jiu hurriedly ran over and shouted affectionately: "Grandpa, hug!" ”
The old man was stunned for a moment, and then his face bloomed with joy, "Eh, little girl." Xiao Jiu has grown up, and grandpa can't hold it anymore. ”
"Oh." Xiao Jiu smiled and ran back to the old bird.
was a little confused by his son's strange behavior, and when An Xiaoshu noticed the old man, his jaw was about to drop in shock!
"Little Jiu!" She shouted again.
Before Xiao Jiu could speak, the old man spoke first to train people, "Don't keep yelling at children like this, children are still young, they will be scared." ”
Will he be scared? I don't believe it when I kill An Xiaoshu!
Biting her lower lip, she took out a mirror from her pocket and handed it to the old man, who looked at it suspiciously, and his eyebrows were raised.
I saw that there were two more colorful fingerprints on his wrinkled old face, and he looked a bit like an African savage at a glance, which was particularly funny.
"What is this?" The old man asked strangely, staring at the beads of his eyes.
"This is a new gift that my godfather bought me. What do you think? Let's have fun. ”
Playful? Ann Xiaoshu is full of black lines. If it weren't for the public, she would have to fight with the old bird! knew that she would teach her children badly.
The old man also spoiled Xiao Jiu too much, so he didn't get angry, but laughed happily.
Fortunately, he has no discipline, An Xiaoshu has seen it countless times, and he is used to it.
"Little Jiu. Naughty old lady beats you again! With a straight face, An Xiaoshu is full of intimidation.
Xiao Jiu is naughty and naughty, and he is still very afraid that An Xiaoshu will be angry.
But that's only for two people, once he feels that he has a backer, he will still be unscrupulous.
"Grandpa, Ma Ma wants to beat Xiao Jiu, Xiao Jiu is so afraid." Shaking his little arms, the little guy pretended to look like him.
"Oh, little girl, don't be afraid, don't be afraid. There is a grandfather here, and no one dares to beat you. The old man finished. He turned his head and said to An Xiaoshu in a very strict tone, "The child is still so young, why are you beating him?" ”
Did she hit? The conscience of heaven and earth, she is even more wronged than Dou E!
Puffing out cheeks. An Xiaoshu said that it was nothing.
all these years. The old man can be said to have spoiled this great-grandson to lawlessness.
And the old bird is standing on the sidelines and watching the show. The smile on his face is particularly cheap.
An Xiaoshu wants to pump him very much, very much!
But given that the timing was not right, she held back.
Flew a few cold glances. She went upstairs and washed her hair.
"Godfather, didn't you say that if you do this, you will laugh? But why do I feel like Ma Ma is getting even angrier? Looking at the shadow that disappeared at the top of the stairs, Xiao Jiu's face was entangled.
"Good son, don't you see that your numbness is not as uncomfortable as it was at the beginning? Is this called distraction? ”
"Huh? Really? Will Ma Ma beat me up afterwards? "Xiao Jiu is more concerned about this issue now.
"Don't be afraid, baby, you're reluctant to beat you." Old Bird Guaranteed.
"It seems to be." Xiao Jiu smiled.
"Come on, let's work on other interesting things."
One big and one small, and I don't know what I'm planning.
returned to the room to wash her hair and face, An Xiaoshu finally cleaned up the pile of things on her head.
Looking at herself in the mirror, she muttered to herself, "Look, no one has helped me speak when you're not there, and they all bully me one by one." Even our son bullied me. ”
Her tone was a little aggrieved, and the smile on her face was also bitter.
At this time, Xiao Jia knocked on the door and came in.
"Sister-in-law." When she saw An Xiaoshu, she screamed.
"Just in time."
Xiaojia had a worried expression on her face, An Xiaoshu saw it in her eyes, it was really a cover that this girl didn't know how to hide.
"Sister-in-law, are you okay?" With a somewhat evasive look in her eyes, Xiao Jia asked.
"I should have asked you this sentence." An Xiaoshu successfully led the question to Xiao Jia at once, "Xiao Jia, did Staff Officer Huo come here today?" ”
Xiao Jia looked at her in surprise, not knowing how to answer.
"Don't you really think about your business?"
"Sister-in-law, I ......"
For fear of scaring her, An Xiaoshu hurriedly explained: "Sister-in-law doesn't mean to force you, she just wants to tell you from the perspective of a person who has come over, emotional things are ever-changing, and you have to hold on to it firmly when you like it, otherwise it will be too late to lose it." ”
People are like this, when they don't have experience, they just want to be content with the status quo, and only when something is lost does they understand the preciousness.
"I know." Xiao Jia lowered her head, and there was some sadness in her expression.
"A man can wait for you for six or seven years, but he may not be able to wait for you for a lifetime. There are some things that you have to figure out for yourself. ”
"Hmm."
"Don't think sister-in-law talks too much, sister-in-law just doesn't want you to regret it one day in the future. Some things are missed for a lifetime, life is only such a lifetime, and it is not easy to find a consensual person. ”
Thinking about Xiao Jia at the beginning, at the beginning, Huo Chen couldn't take that step, and he felt that he was not worthy of Xiao Jia. Then when he finally mustered up the courage to take that step, Xiao Jia flinched again.
An Xiaoshu knows what this means, although the emotional matter is out of order, but he can work his own.
Now that even the old man has loosened his mouth, there is nothing that can hinder them, and the key choice is still in Xiaojia.
"Xiaojia, now that you have grown up, you should know what it means to give up on something that you have always insisted on, you have survived so desperately at the beginning, how can you give up lightly now. Because this is not only irresponsible for your own behavior, but also irresponsible for the other party, do you understand? ”
"Sister-in-law, I know it all." Xiao Jia pursed her lips, her thoughts were a little confused, and asked, "Then sister-in-law, what about you?" What do you think? ”
"Huh?"
"After all these years, do you still love my brother?" Xiao Jia asked cautiously.
An Xiaoshu's eyes dimmed a little, "Love, how can you not love?" ”
If you can really let go of emotional things, it is not considered feelings, especially after all kinds of hardships.
"If he never comes back, will you keep waiting?" Asking this sentence, Xiao Jia observed An Xiaoshu's expression intently.
"No, he'll be back." An Xiaoshu's expression was firm.
Xiao Jia was puzzled, "Why?" ”
"Because I love him!"
Because of love, she believes that he will come back sooner or later, even if she is just deceiving herself, but in addition to deceiving herself, she doesn't know what else can support her to go on.
A hint of envy appeared on Xiao Jia's face, "Sister-in-law, my brother is so lucky to be able to marry you." ”
An Xiaoshu shook his head, "Fortunately, I can marry him in this life, this is the happiest thing I feel." ”
Saying that, An Xiaoshu surrendered his gaze to Xiao Jia again, "Xiao Jia, in fact, you are also very lucky, although Staff Officer Huo didn't say it, but I believe that you can feel it yourself for so many years, if a man doesn't really love you, how can he wait for you silently for so many years." ”
"Sister-in-law, I'm afraid."
"Afraid of what?" An Xiaoshu shook Xiaojia's hand and tried to transfer some energy to her.
"I don't know, every time I see him, I feel so embarrassed, and I'm afraid to get along with him."
"Xiaojia, the past is in the past, don't think about it so much." An Xiaoshu had already guessed what she was talking about.
"Sister-in-law, am I useless? When the second brother had an accident, I didn't even have the courage to come back. ”
"You just don't know what to do." For Xiao Jia, who lost her parents since she was a child and didn't have too many friends, it means that there is no one to guide her in many things.
"Growing up, because of my father and mother, I really hated He Wanru and Xilingqi, and felt that if it weren't for them, my parents would not have had an accident. I thought I would feel better without them, but I couldn't be happier when I learned that he had died."
"Because that's not what you really think." An Xiaoshu patted her hand, "Actually, it's not just you, even I feel indebted to him." But we must know that precisely because self-blame is useless, all we can do is not let the same thing happen again. ”
This kind of thing is easy to say, but there are a few that can actually do it.
Even she can't do it all.
The two chatted for a long time that day, and this was probably the first time An Xiaoshu opened up to himself in six years.
On the day of the Mid-Autumn Festival, An Xiaoshu originally planned to go back to An's house, but too many things happened halfway, which made her really afraid to go back.
She knew that what she said to Mu Yang that day was a little excessive, and she was too excited at that time. But she didn't regret it, if this could make Mu Yang completely dead and start her life again, even if she was hated by him, it would be worth it.
What she owes the most over the years is Muyang, if she could have been a little more arbitrary six years ago, and cut through the mess as soon as possible, maybe the ending would not be like this.
Originally, I didn't want to hurt him, and many words were stopped at the point, but I never thought that this would hurt him. It was precisely because of her hesitation that he had some illusions.
He was like a plate of delicious dishes in front of her, she didn't want to eat it herself, she wanted to let others eat it, but the end result was to let the dish go to waste.
If she had realized what was far away from that dish earlier, the person who ordered him might have liked him, rather than letting the dish spoil in the end.
As soon as the Mid-Autumn Festival passed, Xiao Jiu started to go to school again, and early in the morning, Xiaoshu sent him to school, and when he returned, he received a call from the publishing editor, saying that he was discussing a six-year special edition of "Military Wife". (To be continued......)