Chapter 532: Tian Tian's sense of mission
There was a naked complaint in the tone of my voice, and Lin Jixiang was not ambiguous about me, and he admitted it quite coolly.
"That's right, I just don't want you to be good to his child, the more shackles and worries, the less courage you will have to seek freedom."
The affirmation of his gnashing teeth made me feel powerless.
"I said I don't need to." Between love and freedom, I choose the love of Yingzheng.
Lin Jixiang was so annoyed that he suddenly grabbed my arms and imprisoned me hard.
"You have to need, I want you to want."
His red-eyed madness frightened me and calmed me down.
"Xiangjue," I softened my voice and said, "I am very grateful that you let Prime Minister Feng and his wife help me and take care of me, but even though it is a life-and-death contest at the moment, I still love Yingzheng so much that I can't be separated, please respect my wishes and give me space, that's the freedom I want." ”
Once upon a time, Lin Jixiang was the heaven in my heart, he was there, and I would feel boundless steadfastness and ease, but at this time, I was sad to get rid of him, and without me, he would be more free physically and mentally.
"You are only blinded by your own kindness and loyalty."
couldn't talk to me anymore, Lin Jixiang didn't say much to me, and left with a sad face.
I let out a long breath of depression, but it only made the depression in my heart even stronger, because I didn't know how long I could hold on to it, and I didn't know where I would end up losing my passion for everything.
Ying Zheng didn't go back to the inner palace for several days, and as soon as he returned to the palace, he went to Mu Jinmian's palace. This made the princesses in the palace who were looking forward to the stars and the moon and looking forward to Ying Zheng's return from the parade very ashamed, not only those who stayed behind to look forward to Ying Zheng, but also those who followed Ying Zheng's parade and witnessed Ying Zheng's favor Mu Jinmian to this day.
"Mrs. Creek. We can't sit still, I heard that during the tour of the slave concubine with the emperor, Qi Guofang suffered a lot of crimes, almost everyone was humiliated by those miscellaneous things, and now there are those demon girls in Mu Jinmian to blame, are you really indifferent? ”
Tian Tian was excited and puzzled, as soon as the edict to see me was received, he "lobbied" me, and saw that I was still not in a hurry. She was getting more and more irritable.
"Mrs. Xi, Qi Guofang is now left with you and the slave concubine in the Qin Palace, if you and the slave concubine can't help. Then we will be looked down upon by the world. ”
I glanced at Tian Tian, who was bent on standing up for the honor of the Tian clan, and the depression in my heart suddenly fueled a lot.
"Can Mrs. Wu sit on the seat for a while, you are a little dizzy in the palace." I was really dizzy from the movement of her dangling figure.
Tian Tianwen didn't want to calm down, but she took the initiative to find me. And I made it clear that I wanted her to be quiet. It's hard to refuse, she sat down anxiously.
I understand her anxiety and eagerness to get back the favored situation, and I think every favored woman will have such a sense of confusion when she is suddenly put on hold, but I also know that the more you try to grasp something, the more completely it will be lost, especially the emperor's heart that misses the feeling.
"Mrs. Brook, you have to think of something." She couldn't bear the silence and urged me.
"You grew up in the Qi Palace. is also a concubine in the palace of Qin, and should understand the truth of 'flowers are not red for a hundred days'. Today is Mu Jinmian, and there will be others tomorrow, no matter how unwilling you are, it is difficult to get rid of them one by one?
The emperor's heart is unpredictable, and we can't control it or resist it, so your impatience at the moment can only mess up your own heart. ”
When Tian Tian Wan was favored, it must have made many people restless to the point of loss and discomfort, Tian Tian Wan has been in the palace for so many years, and he should not understand the truth of the change of grace.
"The slave concubine naturally knows what Mrs. Xi means, but the slave concubine also understands that Mu Jinmian is far from Mrs. Xi in terms of appearance, talent, and background, so don't say that Mu Jinmian is inferior to any woman in the world compared to Mrs. Xi, so the slave concubine came to ask Mrs. Xi for a discussion.
Qi Guofang's Lady of Chaoxiangxi is more sympathetic than the slave concubine, the emperor has dominated the world for a long time, and the parade is prosperous, and the nobles of the six places are becoming more and more superficial, if there is no longer a favored princess to rely on, then the 'little lame' of Xianyang City can also show their faces.
Now among the concubines in the palace, you and the concubines are considered to be on the table, and the concubines want to regain their grace, but if you want to regain your favor, Mrs. Ranxi, if you want to regain your favor, everyone can see that it is an easy matter. ”
Seeing that I listened to her urging me to flatter, my face sank, and Tian Tian hurriedly said: "The emperor loves Mrs. Xi deeply, Mrs. Xi, are you still unwilling to accept the emperor's favor?" Even if it's for your own sake, what if you don't want to, for Princess Huating? For the sake of the deceased people? ”
My face grew more and more embarrassed.
"What did Madame Maiden say, 'Still unwilling'?" I asked her coldly, "What do you mean?" ”
I refused to accept Yingzheng for a long time because of my thoughts of Lin Jixiang, but that was something that could not be said openly, especially the people of Qi State could not say it, Tian Tianwan was still young at that time, but she said such a thing - she knew the fact that I had resisted Yingzheng?
So, does she know about Lin Jixiang and me?
Receiving my sharp scrutiny gaze, Tian Tianwan's eyes were a little flustered, but the panic in her throat quickly calmed down.
"If the 'Phoenix Girl' is willing to return to the nest and obey the Lord, where does the emperor still have the heart to pick wild cotton in the mountains? Mrs. Xi, you have provoked the emperor's anger three times and twice, how can the concubine not guess your casual heart for the emperor. ”
Anyway, although she still dodged my eyes, Tian Tian Wan didn't panic for a while, thinking about the words that Tian Fake had promised me that 'no one knows the actual inside story anymore' and Tian Tian Yu, who knew that he had passed away, I didn't stare at Tian Tian anymore because of my suspicions, and re-arouse her suspicions.
"Do you think that this palace should go and compete with Mrs. Mian and them?" I changed the subject and asked her.
When Tian Tianwen heard that the pressure of suspicion was relieved, she hurriedly relieved me and replied with kind words.
"Where does the slave concubine dare to instruct Mrs. Xi what to do, the slave concubine just feels that everyone in Qi Guofang can be deceived and is really powerless, and wants to ask Mrs. Xi to take back the emperor's favor that originally belonged to you."
He's a talker, but to me, it's still asking me to compete for favor.
Helping the people of Qi and the nobles of the Tian family is the mission of people like Tian Tianxi and Tian Tianwan, Tian Tianxi's loyalty and sense of mission are not reduced, as Tian Tianxi, I should also make some efforts, and I really miss Yingzheng.
"The affairs of this palace have its own plans, you still have to take care of yourself, don't mess with your original intentions with anger, and give others a chance to be pitied." My advice is against the ear.
The princess who is being favored must be the person on the tip of Ying Zheng's heart, don't say that you provoked her in vain, that is, she provoked you upside down, she cried in front of Ying Zheng with a burst of pear blossoms and rain, can Ying Zheng stand it? Yingzheng's resentment, can you stand it?
Therefore, it is not wise to fight with a man and provoke a woman who is attracted by a man, no matter when.
"Whoa."
Tian Tianwen couldn't get my letter, but I was relieved, so she didn't want to give up, but she had to choose to give up and force me.
Thinking of Ying Zheng, sticking Ying Zheng to Lin Jixiang to see my heart, giving the people of Qi Guofang to rely on glory, and giving Chang Man a father who loves her, this qiē seems to be teasing my heart, telling me that it is time for me to get close to Ying Zheng.
Standing outside the gate of the Qiongyang Palace, waiting for the report of the guards, I was no longer as anxious and sad as when I was young and frivolous, although I was still sour, but I was so bad.
"Mrs. Xi, the emperor is invited." The guards have returned with good news.
Ying Zheng and Mu Jinmian are training an exhausted cheetah in the temporarily fenced animal training place, looking at Ying Zheng and Mu Jinmian's slightly sluggish skills and sweaty forehead hair, I think they have been fighting with this cheetah for a long time, I can't provide any help for this kind of thing, so I can only watch from afar.
The cheetah is extremely vicious, its eyes widen and glaring at Ying Zheng and Mu Jinmian, and from time to time its throat makes a heavy roaring sound, this voice makes people tremble, and it also makes me worry about Ying Zheng's safety.
"How could the emperor train such a fierce beast on a whim?" I quietly asked one of the inner wardens of the Qiongyang Palace.
The inner prison was also sweating deeply at the tense and fierce life-and-death battle in the field, and he looked at me timidly and muttered back to me.
"It was Mrs. Mian who said that the palace was boring, and begged the emperor to bring her the excitement in the deep mountains and old forests."
Wood cotton? I looked at Ying Zheng, who was almost caught by a cheetah in the field, and the elated Mu Jin Mian, and I couldn't help but get tired of Mu Jin Mian's mountain recklessness for a while - if Ying Zheng had any problems, but because of her temporary willfulness, was it worth it?
"What about Meng Yi, why didn't he escort the emperor?" I looked around, but I didn't see Meng Yi's figure, and I was even more worried about Yingzheng's safety.
When asked about Meng Yi, the psychological state of fear in the inner prison was much better.
"The emperor did not allow Meng Yi Neishi and others to interfere in this matter, so Meng Yi Neishi ordered the minions to make hasty safety preparations early, after all, there was not enough time to prepare, he was still not at ease, so he personally mixed in the place where the beasts on the other side of the rockery of the beast taming field could not be seen, in case of emergency."
With Meng Yi by his side, although he was hiding from Yingzheng and fierce beasts, I was still a lot more relieved.
The cheetah recuperated for a while, regained his qi and blood, and pounced on Ying Zheng with a big mouth, I was scared stupid at that moment, although if Ying Zheng had an accident, it was also for a woman, but I just didn't want him to be hurt a little bit. (To be continued......)