Chapter 531: The Estranged Hu Hai
Mrs. Jing, who everyone looks up to and admires the world, this widely acclaimed woman standing behind Yingzheng, was buried before Fusu Gongzi had time to come back, but her dream of being a queen was destined to be empty, and her name of benevolence was only praised for a few days, and it was soon covered by something else.
The palace was originally controlled by Mrs. Jing in a pivotal manner, and everyone could not do without Mrs. Jing's shadow in their daily lives.
Walking in the palace, unexpectedly walking to the vicinity of Jingshu Palace, looking at the lush trees that seemed to have not changed at all, I couldn't stop a heart jam in my heart.
Life is a breath, death is empty, but for love and dignity, Mrs. Jing's repertoire is still replayed one after another, and it seems to be intensifying.
There was a burst of laughter in the suburbs, and I looked over curiously, but it was Suo Yi and Hu Hai from Wangyi Palace, Suo Yi held Hu Hai's hand and walked side by side, talking and laughing, it was a very happy situation.
My heart was a little warm, but when I saw Hu Hai's gloomy face when he saw me, I chilled again.
Suo Yi felt the change in the relationship between me and Hu Hai, gently pulled Hu Hai, who was reluctant to approach me, and greeted me Shi Yi.
"Say hello to Mrs. Creek."
Suo Yi Shiyi, Hu Hai also greeted lazily.
I put away my sadness about Hu Hai's attitude, and squeezed out two smiles to avoid Suo Yi's etiquette.
"Now this palace is no longer the eighth son, you and I are at the same level, so there is no need to be polite."
Suo Yi was respectful to me. It can't be said that it is because of Lin Jixiang's face, and in this palace, the last thing we should pay attention to is Lin Jixiang's face. Because it is the rules of Yingzheng that are going to run rampant here.
The person I think is Hu Hai, but his thoughts have a different meaning.
"Yes, mother, you still have Hai'er, you don't have to be afraid of people from now on, just be comfortable."
Hu Hai said this to me, because he glanced at me unabashedly after he finished speaking.
The misunderstanding between me and Hu Hai seems to be not shallow in Hu Hai's heart.
"Seeing that your mother and son are so affectionate. It's really gratifying, Mrs. Suo is so blessed. I said bitterly.
I just hope that Suo Yi can teach Hu Hai well, and don't train him to be a person who kills his relatives and compatriots.
Once again, Hu Hai agreed with me. And it has a deeper meaning that extends to the past.
"Naturally, the mother concubine is kind-hearted, and the father also loves it."
Zhao Wu's love used to make me cherish Hu Hai's intentions, and now his words pierce my heart. But it made me a little short of breath.
"Hu Hai knows that he feels sorry for his mother. It's really sensible. I gave way, wanting to separate from them as much as possible, and said, "You go and play your own, and the main palace will also go elsewhere." ”
Seeing my unhappiness, Suo Yi was aggravated by Hu Hai's hand-holding behavior, and the two of them seemed to walk more happily.
I took a deep breath and was glad that they had found a soothing point of support, even though I couldn't help but feel uncomfortable myself.
It's time for me to talk to Lin Ji.
"Are you going to ask Suo Yi to instruct Hu Hai to distance myself from me?" found an opportunity to talk to Lin Jixiang. I got straight to the point.
Seeing that I was going to talk to him alone, Lin Jixiang was originally happy. But when he heard my words clearly and understood my expression, he immediately pulled down his face in grief.
"You haven't asked me if it's sad that I haven't seen you for so many days and followed Yingzheng around the four fields." He said in a low and aggrieved voice.
I feel sorry for him, no matter whether the purpose of his following Yingzheng is because of me or his revenge, he is undoubtedly wronged and painful, but I can't let him know that I feel sorry for him.
"Xiangjue, how can you be sad?" I said coldly: "Isn't it your desire to be with the person you want to deal with personally, always aware of his scheming and movements, and as long as he relaxes his guard against you or the surrounding environment, you can take advantage of the loopholes to get rid of him?"
There is time, opportunity, and heart to fulfill hope, and in my opinion, Xiangjue is happy to do it. ”
My "opinion" and evaluation are undoubtedly cruel to Lin Jixiang.
"That's what you thought of me?" He paused in a deep voice and said, "That's why you noticed that Hu Hai was alienated from you, and you don't need to confirm anything to anyone, you think it's my doing, right?" ”
I was noncommittal, avoiding his rich gaze, not turning my head and continuing to hurt him.
"At first, I had the intention to foster Hu Hai, but Suo Yi entered the Wangyi Palace at the right time, and Hu Hai became more and more hostile to me, you say, I don't doubt you, who should I think of?
It's not just Hu Hai, I once asked you to find the servant girl Yu Jiao, and you also made careful arrangements, but you never told me, right? ”
In fact, I was able to take my entrustment of a servant girl to heart, I was still very surprised, the huge Chu State, how difficult it was to find an unknown woman, he not only found it, but also placed a good life for Yu Jiao, the gratitude in my heart is beyond words, but I also can't tell him.
His brows tightened more and more, and Lin Jixiang looked at me who didn't look at him, and the anger in his heart poured out undoubtedly.
"Is it wrong that the servant can't come back to you, and when I saw that she was smart, I placed her next to a nice talent, trying to comfort you when you were struggling for her livelihood?"
Seeing that I didn't seem to hear his thoughts, he was depressed, and said: "Hu Hai is his child, and he is also Zhao Wu's child.
Yes, it is my idea that he should not be close to you, because I know that if you give your heart and soul to him, you will be the one who will suffer in the future. ”
When I get close to Hu Hai, I will be miserable, that is, Lin Jixiang is admitting that he is using Hu Hai to do something selfish.
This selfishness will undoubtedly ruin Hu Hai, a child who is being used.
"But he's just a kid." I have a low voice.
With a sneer, Lin Jixiangyin retorted to me ruthlessly.
"Child, won't you grow up? When you grow up, will it be too slow to bother with it? ”
It was too slow, I admit, but—I was speechless about the stupidity of his decision to go into the water.
"Let's not talk about these things first, I still want to verify it from you," I picked up some inexplicable thoughts, swallowed my saliva, and asked weakly: "The emperor can feel that Mrs. Jing's death is strange, but you can go and find out the reason, can you find out if she hanged herself?" ”
It's not that I want to gossip about things that have already settled, but it's really Mrs. Jing's affairs are too unbelievable, and every time I think about it, I can't help but feel so creepy that I can't feel at ease.
As if the question I asked was stupid, Lin Jixiang looked at me with a lot of concern.
"You have been in the palace for so many years, and you still have to ask such uncertain words about the affairs of Jingshu Palace?"
Receiving my doubtful gaze, Lin Jixiang saw through that I was really asking this question with my heart rather than a temptation, and immediately smiled angrily and helplessly.
"What problem does Lu Ejing have that can't be solved with power and status, she has seen through grace and loss of blessing in her life, and she will really kill herself for the sake of your departure from the palace?
If your affairs have to cause death, I'm afraid that in her heart, all she can think of is for you to die. ”
I heard this enough to understand that Mrs. Jing was not hanged, she was hanged!
"That-" I instantly dried my throat and looked at Lin Jixiang with some fear, for fear that after I asked the terrible thoughts in my mind, I would get an affirmative answer from Lin Jixiang.
Looking at me calmly and calmly, Lin Jixiang unabashedly satisfied my fearful curiosity.
"Feng Qujian got the letter palace to rescue you Yueji coral hairpin I gave him, this is a token, Lu Ejing didn't believe it, so she insisted on going to Yingzheng to debunk the game.
No matter how the servant persuaded her, she couldn't listen, so she had no choice but to shut up. ”
What are you afraid of, what Lin Jixiang said, it was he who killed Mrs. Jing, and I, the legendary "Beren" who died because of me!
I killed another woman in Yingzheng.
"Is there only one way?" I said sadly.
Why do all people's affairs need human lives to solve, if I want to live, I can only let others die?
Naturally, I decided that my question could be answered with certainty, so Lin Jixiang didn't explain much about it.
"Do you think Lu Ejing shouldn't die? You know, it's her, but she has instigated the relationship between Hu Hai and you who you care about.
Before Suo Yi approached Hu Hai, Hu Hai already knew the concept that if it weren't for you, Zhao Wu wouldn't die, she said that if it weren't for you, Zhao Wu would still become Ying Zheng's favorite woman, and Ying Zheng would still be the man who was reluctant to let her have an accident.
Hu Hai also said, you said that you would intercede for him, he believed you, but as soon as you went back to Yingzheng and left, he was just a six-year-old child that year, standing in the cold wind for a long time, he asked Lu Ejing, Lu Ejing told him, she heard you begging Yingzheng to leave the land of right and wrong together. ”
So later, when Hu Hai happened to hear me acquiesce to Mrs. Li saying that Zhao Wu was useless to me, he was even more resentful of me because Mrs. Jing provoked Yingzheng to be good to me and wanted Yingzheng to ignore the pain of losing his mother.
I understand the truth that freezing three feet is not a day's cold, and Hu Hai will not lightly hate me with the words of one person, but for these incidents, I can't help but blame Lin Jixiang.
"If it weren't for your permission, she wouldn't have done it so smoothly." I complained.
Actually, I have no position to say that about him, I know it in my heart. (To be continued......)