Chapter 145: No need to shy away
"Big brother! I have something I want to say to you today! ”
In the VIP rest area on the side of the hall on the first floor of the Gumu Hotel, Xu Jing took Qiu Zichuan's revised writing outline and part of the first draft that Qiu Zichuan had just taken a cursory look at and put it back in his bag, and then raised his head and looked at Qiu Zichuan and said seriously. £∝ Top Novel,
After Qiu Zichuan returned from a business trip to the south, Xu Jing began to wait quietly.
Although the first expectation that I had hoped for, or even longed for, did not appear. Of course, the first expectation of himself was just a kind of hope for himself at that time, and when he returned to the bedroom from the bathroom that day, Xu Jing laughed at himself, how could that be possible!
But during this waiting time, Xu Jing thought that with Qiu Zichuan's always honest style of handling things, maybe Qiu Zichuan would take the initiative to contact her, because Qiu Zichuan is not the kind of person who likes to avoid things!
But nearly a month has passed, Xu Jing has not seen Qiu Zichuan once at Qu Bin's parents' house, and Qiu Zichuan has not called him. Faintly, Xu Jing felt that it must be her bold confession that made Qiu Zichuan embarrassed! At least it also made Qiu Zichuan not know how to contact himself in a short period of time. Or maybe he, Qiu Zichuan, is busy and hasn't had time to think about how to contact himself and how to talk to himself about this topic that has been provoked!
Thinking of this embarrassment, Xu Jing yesterday did not hesitate!
Because as soon as I got to work yesterday morning, the office notified that the next day at the city's urban construction work site meeting held in the Tanchi Gumu Hotel, except for the personnel on duty, other personnel of the agency went to the meeting to do services. Moreover, a few days ago, Xu Jing saw from the conference materials that Qiu Zichuan was a special guest of the conference, and Xu Jing thought that it was a pity that he was not a participant! Therefore, as soon as she received the notice from the office, while exclaiming in her heart that she was overjoyed, Xu Jing didn't think about anything, and a thought immediately rose in her heart, that is, she must not miss this opportunity!
"Big brother! Have you been busy lately? I want to see you once! ”
As soon as she went to work yesterday afternoon, Xu Jing dialed Qiu Zichuan's mobile phone, and when she dialed Qiu Zichuan's mobile phone, Xu Jing was still thinking about saying, "I want to go to your place!" When are you available? Or "Big Brother! Have you had time lately? ”!
But as soon as the mobile phone was connected, Xu Jing did not hesitate, and directly said the sentence, "I want to see you once!" And the tone is still very calm, and it seems to have an unquestionable tone!
"Something?"
In the mobile phone, Qiu Zichuan's voice is as gentle as before!
"I've written the first few chapters of the book, and I'd like you to take a look. Also, I don't know if you've read the outline? ”
Xu Jing still said very calmly, as if the previous confession never existed!
"Oh! That's it, Xu Jing! I've read the outline basically, and I've written some suggestions in bold lines on it. But I'm busy today and tomorrow! Isn't there another one of you tomorrow? ”
"I'll go over tomorrow!"
As soon as Qiu Zichuan mentioned this on-site meeting, Xu Jing did not hesitate and interjected at the right time. Because what she was waiting for was Qiu Zichuan's words, and talking about books was to talk, but it was also the reason to make this call.
"Oh! All right! Then I'll bring you the outline tomorrow, and we'll meet and talk! ”
"That's good! Eldest brother! ”
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At this time, watching Xu Jing put his revised outline and part of the first draft he had just read into his bag, and then he looked up and said to himself that he had something to say, looking at Xu Jing, Qiu Zichuan was speechless for a while, although he looked like he was waiting for Xu Jing to say!
As soon as Xu Jing's phone call came yesterday, as soon as he saw Xu Jing's name on the phone, Qiu Zichuan suddenly had a feeling that something was going to happen in his heart!
Thinking about Xu Jing's confession on the phone, thinking that he had avoided Xu Jing for nearly a month when he came back, Qiu Zichuan really didn't know what Xu Jing would say as soon as the phone was connected, he had doubts in his heart, even worries, and even a little nervous!
But then listening to Xu Jing calmly talking to himself about writing a book on his mobile phone, Qiu Zichuan suddenly felt that he was really a little self-inflicted, at least a little worried, and felt that he was not as frank as Xu Jing!
After putting down the phone after talking, thinking that Xu Jing's outline still had some parts to read, while there was still some time, Qiu Zichuan hurriedly took out Xu Jing's Gang from the drawer and began to read the rest of the parts seriously.
On the way to Tanchi, Qiu Zichuan thought about having dinner at noon and making an appointment with Xu Jing, and the location was placed in the downstairs hall of the hotel, and the room for lunch rest arranged by the meeting must not go.
It's not that I'm afraid that Xu Jing will do something, but I'm afraid that the impact on the appearance will not be good! The two are relatives, what is not good to talk about at home, this is noon in the hotel room, the aunt and brother-in-law and the brother-in-law and wife are locked up together to talk about something! Not to mention that Xu Jing has confessed, even if Xu Jing has not made this move, Qiu Zichuan will definitely not do this.
But as for Xu Jing in addition to talking about books, as for whether he will bring up the matter of the last confession again, Qiu Zichuan also thought about it on the road, Qiu Zichuan thought that if Xu Jing mentioned it, then he still knew the reason, knew the harm, and the words could be light, but the meaning must be heavy, and Xu Jing must not be allowed to continue to think about this matter. Of course, it's better not to mention it, then you can continue to fade it down!
Moreover, Qiu Zichuan also thought that even if Xu Jing mentioned it, it would definitely be tactful, and he would never blurt out it like he did on the mobile phone last time!
But at this time, Qiu Zichuan began to understand! Everything is definitely not what I imagined on the way I came, and Xu Jing must be blunt in the next!
"Big brother! I just want to say what I want to say! Don't interrupt me when I say, okay? ”
As soon as his words came out, Qiu Zichuan looked at himself as if he was a little stunned, and Xu Jing couldn't help but smile lightly!
"Good!"
Qiu Zichuan looked at Xu Jing and nodded solemnly!
"And, big brother! No matter what I say, just listen and don't tell me anything! All right? ”
"Good!"
This girl is going to get out!
At this time, Xu Jing's two sentences made Qiu Zichuan cry out in his heart!
A sentence of "don't interrupt", a sentence of "don't tell me any big truths", this is to make it clear that Xu Jing wants to vomit today!
And I won't pay attention to what you Qiu Zichuan says! And these two sentences, as well as Xu Jing's demeanor when he said these two sentences, are even more audible, as if there is a subtext behind it, that is, I, Xu Jing, will not ask you Qiu Zichuan for anything, or, at least, I Xu Jing just want to say it and have nothing to do with you!
"Big brother! I said I miss you that day, and that's what I mean! ”
Xu Jing spoke, and her eyes saw that Qiu Zichuan was calm but sincere!
Qiu Zichuan also looked at Xu Jing, but was silent! And the look is more like saying: You continue!
"Big brother!"
Seeing Qiu Zichuan looking at himself, if he kept his promise and didn't speak, Xu Jing was relieved! Xu Jing lowered her head, and then continued:
"I have classmates, I have friends, and I have girlfriends like people say. Everyone wants to have very close friends and often talk about their work, their own life, marriage and relationships together. Although we often talk about these things together, I always feel that it is difficult to find a true soulmate! Because I also have a lot of ideas that can't find resonance and tacit understanding in them! ”
"When it comes to work, women are thinking about how to be idle; When it comes to life, women complain in addition to showing off; When it comes to feelings, in addition to curiosity, there is hypocrisy among women, and then there are utopian fantasies that can't reach the world and the ground! Not to mention that women are more realistic now, there are men who are attentive and tempting, and the news of discounted clothes is even more tempting! ”
After speaking, Xu Jing looked up at the window, then lowered his head and continued:
"I don't have anyone who can speak from my heart, and I just want to say anything to you!"
After speaking, Xu Jing raised his head and looked at Qiu Zichuan very seriously!
"Don't talk about Qu Bin, I think you can know more or less about Qu Bin's current state! But I don't hate Qu Bin much, he is very nice and kind-hearted, but he is too narcissistic! ”
Xu Jing turned her gaze out the window and stopped looking at Qiu Zichuan.
"Moreover, there are not a few men like this now, listening to classmates and girlfriends chatting together, their husbands are almost like this, not to brag about how capable their father is, or to bury social injustice all day long!"
After speaking, Xu Jing picked up the water cup on the coffee table, took a sip of the mineral water inside, then glanced at Qiu Zichuan, lowered his head and continued:
"Today's men are completely different from your generation, they haven't suffered anything since they were children, let alone any training, they are mostly pampered since childhood, and they don't want to work hard to cater to society, but they all seem to owe them something in the world! So, it's normal to have such a husband, because it's not just me, so I don't complain! ”
After speaking, Xu Jing looked up at the window again, and continued:
"Besides, our concept is also different from your generation, you seem to have more traces of literary and artistic youth, believe in love, believe in sincerity! We don't, that is, there is, it's just a very short moment, it's just a flash in the pan in the years of ignorance, and the first love is pretending to be delicate! After getting married, many couples seem to be very affectionate, and they often make some romance, but in fact, the wind and snow are not so much an emotion, but far more so that they are following the fashion to make a big show! ”
Xu Jing retracted her gaze from the window, lowered her head again, and said:
"To put it bluntly, I may have thought that I was a loving couple with my husband at first, but after a long time, I will understand that it is a companion in common terms, and it is a cooperative relationship in writing! Not to mention the materialistic desires in the current society, everyone is very realistic, the sea vows and the mountain alliance are not worth a few large banquets, and the husband's face is pale in the face of the hints of the leader's promotion! After all, women mostly follow their feelings, each stage will have different feelings, with different feelings will have different requirements, after all, the previous husband is the most satisfied when he gets married, but it does not mean that he will be satisfied in the future! But it's nothing, continuing to be affectionate and loving on the face, finding a lover in private, or divorce, it's not a big deal now! ”
After speaking, Xu Jing picked up the water cup on the coffee table and took a sip gently!
"Although I have only just gotten married, the things that come and go in reality are all in front of you, and I can see it! So, I just want to have someone to talk to, so sometimes I miss you so much! ”
Xu Jing seems to be explaining!
At this time, Qiu Zichuan was stunned!
Sitting opposite Xu Jing, Qiu Zichuan seemed to stick to his promise not to interrupt Xu Jing's words, but in his heart he had to admit that Xu Jing's frank admission and Xu Jing's concept were very surprising to him! Or maybe it's a little scary!
Especially these thoughts and concepts that Xu Jing said, they are all unheard of by Qiu Zichuan! For a while, Qiu Zichuan even felt as if he was not living in the present. And seeing Xu Jing talking about these things in such a calm tone, Qiu Zichuan felt that Xu Jing in front of him, and even people of the same age as Xu Jing's contemporaries, made him feel a strangeness that he had never felt before!
But what Xu Jing said next made Qiu Zichuan shocked and at a loss!
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