Chapter 146: Honesty to Show

"I love you! Eldest brother! ”

Gently put the water cup down on the coffee table, then raised his head, stared at Qiu Zichuan, although his lips trembled slightly, but these three words Xu Jing spit out indifferently!

"Don't talk!"

When I saw Qiu Zichuan's body, I was stunned! As if she wanted to speak, Xu Jing raised her hand slightly, and her eyes seemed to reveal a trace of grievance!

"I don't know if it's love!"

Seeing that Qiu Zichuan sat down again, Xu Jing glanced at Qiu Zichuan, lowered his head again, and continued:

"But I just have a feeling that I only have you in my heart! From the first time you appeared in the conference room of our construction committee, I only had you in my heart! I felt that the person I had been waiting for finally appeared at that moment! And since then, my heart beats every time I see you! Every time I talk to you, I feel panicked! Your name, your face, your figure, have often appeared in my dreams since that time! ”

After speaking, Xu Jing raised his head and stared at Qiu Zichuan again, seeing that Qiu Zichuan was also staring at him, and he didn't mean to interrupt himself again, Xu Jing lowered his head again and said:

"I won't get in the way of you and my eldest sister, and I won't think about breaking up with Qu Bin!"

After speaking, Xu Jing paused again! Pick-up:

"I don't deny that I didn't have you in love with Qu Bin at the beginning, at that time I was eager to get close to you, I even confused what a husband is and what is a relative, and I feel very happy to be a family with you! Although Qu Bin also made me love and loved me at that time! But now that I think about it, I don't deny that in the subconscious at that time, Qu Bin was used as a carrier! ”

Speaking of this, Xu Jing raised his eyes to look at Qiu Zichuan in a little panic, and then lowered his head and continued:

"But now, he is my husband, I am his wife, this diǎn he does not change, I will not think about changing! Home is the dormitory of life, there is not necessarily love in it, but as long as you understand that life must have this dormitory, there will be warmth and harmony in this dormitory! ”

After speaking, Xu Jing raised her head again, and her eyes stared at Qiu Zichuan again, as if she was making a promise!

"Also, I still like to call you big brother!"

Seeing Qiu Zichuan continuing to listen to himself seriously, Xu Jing lowered his head again!

"I used to want to call you Qiu Zichuan! How many times have I often been alone and secretly thinking, if one day, just you and me, we are on the beach, in the forest, we are chasing each other, I can hold your name loudly, shouting Qiu Zichuan loudly! Then, listen to your answer out loud! Then, I thought, if I can be your wife, we live together, I call you Zichuan, you call me Jing, it must be very warm! But then, slowly, I didn't want to! Maybe it's more because of the mixture of family affection now! So, I still like to call you big brother! ”

Speaking of this, Xu Jing raised his head and turned his gaze to the window again.

Hearing this, Qiu Zichuan, who had been sitting upright, seemed to breathe a sigh of relief, and followed the subconscious diǎn diǎn head!

If Xu Jing is in front of "I love you!" As soon as those three words came out, Qiu Zichuan's heart and body tensed up in an instant! So at this time, listening to Xu Jing's later words, especially these few sentences about titles, Qiu Zichuan's heart and body began to relax somewhat!

At least, in the expression of Xu Jing's true feelings, Qiu Zichuan began to feel that rationality has always run through Xu Jing's thinking. Moreover, at this time, especially Xu Jing's previous confession about his generation's outlook on life, Qiu Zichuan began to understand Xu Jing's actions from another side!

"That's what I'm going to say, big brother!"

Retracted his gaze and looked at Qiu Zichuan again, Xu Jing lowered his head again!

After a while, Xu Jing said softly as if talking to herself:

"It's my business that I love you, it's your business if you don't accept it, but I might as well love you, at least for now! As for the future, love is still there, or not, you are the big brother in my heart! ”

After speaking, Xu Jing raised his head and looked out the window again!

At this time, Qiu Zichuan felt a slight tremor in his heart!

After a moment, Xu Jing turned his gaze back, looked at Qiu Zichuan, pursed the corners of his mouth lightly, his expression was charming, warm, and seemed to be confused with a hint of grievance!

Looking at Qiu Zichuan, Xu Jing thought to herself that Qiu Zichuan might be about to speak at this time! Or reprimand, or criticize, but no matter what, Xu Jing didn't feel any fear at this time!

But at this moment, thinking of Xu Jing's pouring out of his stomach, and then looking at what was reflected in Xu Jing's eyes, Qiu Zichuan felt that he couldn't say anything anymore at this time!

Later, Qiu Zichuan first raised his head, as if thoughtful and unspeakable, and then quickly lowered his head and looked at Xu Jing, but he didn't say anything, just lowered his head seriously!

And Qiu Zichuan's diǎn head made Xu Jing's heart feel an indescribable comfort and warmth all of a sudden!

If he said everything he wanted to say just now, Xu Jing finally looked at Qiu Zichuan and still had a feeling of waiting to be judged, but now looking at Qiu Zichuan's last moment, in an instant, Xu Jing almost wanted to cry! And I still want to cry out loud!

If it is said that from the first sentence of sitting down, Xu Jing's tone is calm, and Xu Jing's thinking is clear. But even Xu Jing herself did not deny it, in "I love you! As soon as those three words were spoken, every time I said a word, my heart trembled!

And today, he can say all the things he wants to say to Qiu Zichuan in his heart, and at this moment Qiu Zichuan looks at himself, his eyes are deep, and this diǎn head is extremely powerful, although its amplitude is not large! But at this moment, Xu Jing knew that Qiu Zichuan, who was now sitting in front of him, listened to everything he said, he looked at his eyes seriously, and this last diǎn head, no doubt! He, Qiu Zichuan, must have finally understood himself now!

In an instant, Xu Jing suddenly felt as if she had more words to say to Qiu Zichuan!

"That's it! Eldest brother! Thank you for listening to me! I want to go and take a break! ”

But seeing that Qiu Zichuan was overdone, he still didn't say anything, Xu Jing still controlled his joy, and even had a diǎn excited mood. After speaking, Xu Jing raised his hand and looked at his watch, and said:

"There is still half an hour left in the afternoon meeting, why don't you also go and rest for a while!"

"Good!"

Seeing Xu Jing get up, Qiu Zichuan seemed to be finally liberated, and he also stood up, smiled at Xu Jing, and said:

"You go first! Go upstairs and pay attention to diǎn! ”

"I know, then I'll go, big brother!"

Looking at Qiu Zichuan, Xu Jingwan smiled, as if he had finished saying something in his heart, and at this time he felt a little embarrassed!

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Watching Xu Jing's figure disappear on the stairs, Qiu Zichuan sat down on the sofa again.

There is also a speech at the afternoon meeting, the material Lin Xi has already prepared for himself, Qiu Zichuan originally thought that after talking to Xu Jing about the book, he would go back to the room and read it again, no matter what kind of speech, important or not, read it again before the meeting, this is Qiu Zichuan's old habit!

But at this time, when the speech materials were taken out of his bag, Qiu Zichuan still had no intention of looking at them again.

After a little thought, Qiu Zichuan put the materials back in the bag. After thinking about it for a while, Qiu Zichuan got up and walked outside.

Xu Jing's confession today can be described as unscrupulous, open-minded, and completely reasonable! What else can I say!

Walking lightly in the woods on the side of the hotel, Qiu Zichuan felt that he was dim in front of Xu Jing! I also feel that I have been too worried!

Yes, people love you, but people also make it very clear that it's your business whether you love others or not, and it doesn't hurt others!

Also, people won't affect your relationship with Qu Mengmeng, and people won't think about breaking up with Qu Bin! Today, people are just thinking about saying what is in their hearts, what else can you say!

Today's girls are incredible!

Then thinking of Xu Jing's words and concepts about marriage and the current situation, Qiu Zichuan couldn't help but sigh again!

But is it really that simple?

Years of life experience have made Qiu Zichuan accustomed to exploring the essence through appearances!

Be! Looking at Xu Jing's expression today, it can be said that Xu Jing's words are sincere! In particular, Xu Jing's exposition about today's women shows that their understanding of the emotional world and their way of life are completely different from those of their own generation!

But the problem is that although Xu Jing said that her love for herself would not affect her marriage relationship with Qu Mengmeng, she would not consider breaking up with Qu Bin. Can that be understood in this way, does Xu Jing's other meaning mean that under such a premise, she can have another emotional world with herself?

Right! Here's the problem!

This is not something that a woman can control, just like Xu Jing herself said just now, women follow their feelings!

Besides, the reason why Xu Jing can summon up the courage to confess everything by herself today is not only related to Xu Jing's inherent character and thinking, but also to say that it is directly related to the embarrassment caused by her sudden confession last time.

This woman has a fan!

Thinking of this, Qiu Zichuan couldn't help but praise Xu Jing quite well in his heart!

But how could her mind be so complicated?

In his thoughts, Qiu Zichuan still didn't understand, that is, the views and concepts that Xu Jing said at the beginning.

Some of the changes in values and some changes in the relationship between men and women, Qiu Zichuan can't say that he has not heard or seen them with his own eyes, but especially those who Xu Jing talked about later are still a kind of cooperative relationship, and home is the dormitory of life. In Qiu Zichuan's view, these things are not only very fresh, but also with a kind of heterogeneous thinking.

But at the same time, Qiu Zichuan feels even more incredible that at Xu Jing's age, she doesn't have much life experience, let alone any setbacks and tribulations, where did she come from so much thinking, and whether some words are correct or not, their depth is still convincing!

But at least, it can be seen from this conversation that Xu Jing is a very thoughtful girl!

In short, after the shock, coupled with this thinking, consciously and unconsciously, Xu Jing began to have a status in Qiu Zichuan's heart that Qiu Zichuan could no longer erase!

At this time, looking at the green and yellow ginseng in the forest, and a lot of fallen leaves on the ground from far to near, Qiu Zichuan couldn't help but sigh at the changes of time, thinking that many concepts of modern young people are completely different from their own era, and there is a little nameless in his heart that he can't tell whether it is a sense of vicissitudes or a trance!

I hope so! I hope Xu Jing can do what she said! And for himself, this matter can be regarded as an end, as if nothing happened today, and nothing happened before!

Raising his hand to look at his watch, there was less than a quarter of an hour before he left, Qiu Zichuan walked out of the woods lightly.

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