Chapter 188: Gathering
Yan Ran just listened quietly, sitting next to Xia Mo, without anger, let alone radical reactions, very calm.
She didn't know what she should say at this time, there were some things that she would have guessed even if Xia Mo didn't say it, the matter between her and Xuanmu, no matter how complicated it was, was just a matter of two people in the end.
She and him, two people.
It doesn't matter if there is a third party, it doesn't matter if there is no problem between them, and they trust each other enough, others can't get involved.
In the final analysis, the person who is most wrong is her.
In the face of her relationship with Xuanmu, she was pessimistic from the beginning, and in the face of setbacks and misunderstandings, the most decision she made was to give up.
self-righteous portrays himself as a tragic character, infinitely magnifying his own pain.
She hated Xia Mo and hurt Xuanmu, and she used such extreme means to take revenge on them as a way to comfort the emotional hurt and betrayal.
But she never seriously considered whether she was also at fault.
She blindly forced herself and Xuanmu to stand on a desperate road, treated each other cruelly, cut off contact with each other, like the most iron-faced and selfless judge, directly sentenced him to death, and didn't even give him a chance to defend himself.
She made up her mind to completely ignore his existence, and vowed never to see each other again...... She didn't even suspect that she was wrong, she recognized what she saw with her eyes as facts, but she didn't use her heart to distinguish what was true and what was false.
While hurting Xuanmu, she also hurt herself, forcing the two of them to this field, if it weren't for Xuanmu's persistence and tenacity, she might have lived with this resentment all the time, and never trusted anyone again.
In the face of her honesty with Xia Mo, Yan Ran was happy, at least some things should be said like this.
After saying it, the two of them are comfortable in their hearts, and they don't have to pretend to be good, holding hands seems to be intimate, but their hearts have already been guarded, who is this scene for?
It's just that, even if they say this, they all know that they will never go back to the past.
Once upon a time, Xia Mo was a sister, she was an older sister.
But now?
They are like the most familiar strangers, like a delicate porcelain, broken, even if they are repaired completely, they will be faintly stung by the trace.
Xia Mo did not beg for Yanran's forgiveness, she understood that there were some things that Yanran could tolerate, and some things were her dead end......
In other words, no one will forgive anyone who once robbed his boyfriend by any means! What's more, this person is her best sister.
The deeper the love, the deeper the hurt and betrayal.
"Why are you suing me about this?" Yanran has been listening quietly, not comforting, not speaking, so calm that people can't see what she thinks.
It's not that Yan Ran doesn't believe what Xia Mo said now, it's just that she was deceived by Xia Mo too badly, and she had to question why Xia Mo suddenly collapsed and told her these secret things.
For Xia Mo, since she likes Xuanmu so much, how could she expose what she did so lightly? Suddenly a conscience is discovered? Still feeling guilty?
And such a question itself is enough to prove that she is defensive against Xia Mo, and she will no longer be able to talk to her knees as before.
"Because I finally understood that what he likes has always been you, even if he breaks up with you, he has always been thinking about you, as for me...... It's just a joke though! ”
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Xuanmu was discharged from the hospital and returned to campus.
After that night, although Yanran and Xia Mo were not reconciled, at least the two of them were no longer so awkward.
It seems that all the qiē have returned to the original point, and the one qiē has calmed down, but faintly, there will still be some inexplicable uneasiness, and they can't say why, like a castle that is about to be invaded by a huge wave, and it swept in from afar, and they didn't know it.
This semester, for the first time, the four of them got together to eat in the cafeteria, but the atmosphere was a little weird.
A few people were polite, they didn't even dare to joke, they ate by themselves, and occasionally accidentally met their eyes, and there would be some embarrassing smiles.
After all, so many things have happened, although everyone wants to try their best to cover it up, and the appearance is as if nothing happened, but since it is "table xiàn", it will inevitably be a little unnatural.
In fact, their current relationship is indeed awkward enough.
Xia Mo and Yunhai broke up, Xuanmu and Yanran also broke up, Xia Mo likes Xuanmu has become an open secret of several people, and he knows it and does not say it.
These two couples, who were once the envy of everyone, became the most embarrassing strangers overnight, but they just wanted to pretend that nothing had happened, but they seemed even more awkward.
"It's almost my birthday, let's get together!" Xia Modao, his eyes crooked.
"Good!" The three of them spoke in unison, the first time they had such a tacit understanding, looking at each other and laughing.
During this time, everyone was injured, and although they all pretended not to care, ignored it, and ate and chatted with the friendly people as they do now, they could no longer find the natural and harmonious atmosphere that they had before.
Oh, yes! The wound was there, leaving a scar, even if it was buried in a corner, it was inevitable that I would occasionally see it, and my heart tingled faintly.
If they're too sober, they'll pretend to be okay.
They need to have such an excuse to get drunk.
So, we met on Friday after school and went out to celebrate.
The location was chosen by Xia Mo, in the most prosperous area of G City, a palatial private club, and it is said that the conditions for membership are simple, a Porsche sports car and a black and gold card.
Obviously, it was not the first time that Xuanmu, Yunhai, and Xia Mo had been in and out of such a place, and the welcoming doorman had a flattering smile on his face when he saw them.
Most of the girls who enter and leave the club are about their age, all dressed up in flowers, and their bodies are full of famous brands, luxurious and charming, and occasionally look at Yanran with curious eyes.
Yan Ran is dressed very student today, a white T-shirt, a pair of washed white jeans, a pair of canvas shoes, and a long ponytail, fresh and pleasant, but it is out of place here.
The marble floors are impressive, the crystal chandeliers are as bright as the stars, the famous paintings of famous European artists are hung on the walls, and the exquisite and extravagant handicrafts are placed in the corners, like a luxurious castle.
After walking down the corridor for a while, I could faintly hear the sound of the stereo, and the further I went, the louder and more shocking it became, and the lights gradually dimmed.
Finally, around the corner, Yanran saw a person on the open dance floor.
The flickering lights lit up the men and women on the dance floor, and they writhed their bodies to the deafening sound, shaking their heads desperately, their faces pale, like soulless shells, like cigarette butts held between their fingers on a winter night, burning, consuming, and lonely......
Yanran's ears were filled with a deafening sound that shook her head, and she frowned subconsciously, obviously she didn't like this atmosphere.
However, today is Xia Mo's birthday, as long as she likes it.
The doorman who led the way said something on the intercom, and saw a seductive-looking, sexy, wavy woman squeezing through the crowd and walking towards them.
She has a hot body, cool clothes, and her beautiful back and breasts are undoubtedly exposed, and she gives Xia Mo a big hug when she sees them.
"Good sister, it's been a long time since I've seen you." She smiled brightly, and her voice was even more gentle and good, and she seemed to be extremely familiar with Xia Mo.
"Sister Liu, do you have a good position?" Different from Sister Liu's enthusiasm, Xia Mo was extremely indifferent, removing polite words, and asking straight to the point, it was obvious that he was extremely familiar with this place.
"At this time, the good positions are naturally set, but if it is Sister Xia Mo, you will definitely find ways to arrange the best position for you even if there is no position...... It's still the old room. Sister Liu said with a smile.
Sister Liu led the way and came to an ultra-luxurious room, with a large transparent glass facing the dance floor downstairs, where you can see all the scenes on the dance floor at a glance.
The whole glass is made of a special material, so that people inside can see the outside, but it is difficult for people on the outside to see inside.
Due to the angle problem, just around the corner, Yan Ran didn't fully see the panoramic view of the dance floor, but now standing here, she can see it clearly.
On the dance floor, there are four extremely sexyly dressed dancers, in the performance area in the center, are staging a pole dance performance, the posture is charming and sexy, even women will inevitably be hooked by that kind of dancing, let alone men.
Yan Ran saw such a scene for the first time, her face was flushed, and she sat down with her back to the glass window after just one glance, a little cramped and uneasy, especially since there were two boys here, such a scene was indeed a bit forbidden for children.
"Yo! Blush! Is this the first time this kid has been here? Sister Liu saw that Yanran was dressed as a student and was so shy, so she quipped.
Hearing this, Yanran's face turned even redder, the feeling was very strange, faintly repulsive, but she felt that she was too fuss and too conservative.
Compared to here, she prefers the party in Nanshan.
Blue sky and white clouds, green grass and horses, a guitar, and a bonfire, they are drinking bayberry wine under the starry sky, talking and laughing and singing......
She remembered the lit cherry blossom tree, the song he wrote for her, the lingering kiss......
Sister Liu's words made Xuan Mu frown slightly, and his face was displeased.
I always feel that Sister Liu is like an old bustard in a costume drama, he looks down on him in his heart, and he is a person who can't hide his love, and his naked expression shows his contempt and displeasure for Sister Liu.
If it weren't Xia Mo's birthday today, and she had to come here to play, Xuan Mu wouldn't have brought Yanran to such a place if she was killed.
In fact, he had only been here a few times, and he was dragged by Xia Mo, and he didn't like it himself, thinking it was boring and boring.
has been in this kind of place for a long time, and Sister Liu has her own set of skills to observe words and colors, and she only needs a light glance to see the clues.
Although I don't know what the identity of this little young master is, if he can get so close to Xia Mo and Yunhai, he will definitely be either noble or noble, and the proud temperament of the first class cannot deceive people.
As for this light and light little girl~
It can be seen from the dress that it is not a famous family, at most it is just their good friend, which is why Sister Liu is funny.
However, since it is a companion, she had better be careful, in case she offends Xia Mo, the aunt, she will not be able to eat and walk around. R1152