Chapter 187: Confession
Yan Ran finally went to see Xuanmu, and Xia Mo knew that once the two of them met, things would no longer follow the plot she had arranged in advance.
They quarreled for so long, and they quarreled so fiercely, like two people standing with swords, mercilessly stabbing each other with sharp swords, loving and killing each other, and scarred.
Can be finally ......
Heh~ She smiled coldly, the stupidest thing was not herself?
Xia Mo understood the meaning of Yanran going to see Xuanmu.
They can quarrel over many things, but there is always only one reason for reconciliation, and none of them can let go, so they stubbornly insist.
It's as if she's set up checkpoints to stop them from moving forward, creating all sorts of tribulations and misunderstandings for them.
In this long and painful process, they would quarrel and quarrel, and she secretly hoped countless times that they would give up, complain to each other, be hurt by each other, and never get along.
But if they cried, quarreled, and hurt each other, they still chose to wipe away their tears, believe in each other, and hold hands tightly to tide over the difficulties together......
Everything she does will become a sarcastic joke, the cornerstone of their deeper and more resilient relationship.
Maybe they'll thank her, and if it weren't for her, maybe they'd never know that they love each other so much.
Is that all?
In this way, she lost Xuanmu, she put all the bets on Xuanmu, injured Yunhai, designed Yanran, and now she has lost Xuanmu...... She has nothing!
She walked on the empty asphalt road, like a shell of her soul drained, and her whole eyes were empty.
At the end of the asphalt road, someone looked at Xia Mo from a distance, mottled with light and shadow. She is slim, the breeze caresses, raising her hair, like a water lotus in April, fresh and pleasant, but at the same time exuding a charming and intelligent temperament.
Her pupils shrank, looking at Xia Mo, who was lost and depressed. The corners of his mouth are slightly raised. Bloom a smile that controls a qiē.
The student council president's office, the living room, the elegant and quiet little room. The tatami mat design, the simplicity of the decoration is peaceful.
A cup of flower tea, Lin Shushu tea ceremony is exquisite, but there are very few people who can drink the tea she brewed herself. Maybe Xia Mo should be happy, what a great honor this is!
But obviously. She was in no mood now, and the shriveled flower bones swirled and bloomed under the boiling water, showing a different kind of color and beauty. The faint floral fragrance hits, quiet and soft.
The tea ceremony is a kind of beauty, but it requires the tea taster to have enough patience. If it was usual, where would Xia Mo's temperament be able to sit still. Not to mention patiently watching Lin Shushu show off her tea art.
But now, she was very quiet, staring at the flowers blooming under the boiling water with empty eyes.
"This tea has a calming effect!" Delicate teacup, a delicate flower, a faint floral fragrance.
Lin Shushu handed the tea to Xia Mo, and inadvertently touched her fingertips, which was cold.
Xia Mo took it, bowed his head lightly, well-behaved, and indifferent.
There was a moment of silence, and both of them seemed to enjoy the peace of the moment.
"Will you help me?" She held tea in her hand, her breath was thick, and her long hair covered her feelings, but there was a faint despair.
Lin Shushu smiled, as if it was some kind of acquiescence, and the corners of his mouth rose.
She is a beautiful girl, and she smiles like a country and a city, but the secret behind such a smile is terrifying.
"Why?" Xia Mo raised her head and looked directly at Lin Shushu, this question had been entangled in her mind for a long time.
met Lin Shuhua on a narrow road, if you don't make enough preparations, you may not even know how you died.
If it were possible, Xia Mo would never want to have anything to do with such a dangerous person.
"Is it important?" She smiled and didn't answer directly.
"Important! I have to know your motives before I consider accepting your help! "Obviously, Xia Mo is not stupid either.
It is impossible for a person like Lin Shushu to put interests first to help her for no reason.
It should be said that there is no word "help" in her dictionary at all, and what you ask for must be paid, which is her principle.
If one day, she offers to help you for free, it will be an extremely terrifying thing.
It is very likely that one will be designed into it if you are not careful, as if you fell into the den of a tiger and wolf, and you will be bitten and swallowed in an instant, and there will be no bones left.
"Motivation?" She put down the teacup, with a vague smile on the corner of her mouth, and looked at Xia Mo with interest, as if to say, are you qualified to ask me about my motives?
"With my help or not, you decide for yourself, if you weren't cornered, you wouldn't be here, would you?"
Lin Shushu's attitude made Xia Mo more and more unable to see clearly, she didn't seem to have to use her, or wanted to get something from her, so why should she help her?
However, as Lin Shushu said, she doesn't seem to have a reason to refuse.
"I have only one request, don't hurt Yanran." That's her bottom line.
And this bottom line is extremely ridiculous in Lin Shushu's view.
"Don't you think it's ridiculous to pretend to be a sister in front of me?" Lin Shushu is ruthlessly sarcastic.
"How can someone like you know what a friend is, so how can she know what a sister is?" Faced with Lin Shushu's sarcasm, Xia Mo fought back.
"Really? Your so-called sisters, did you use the scene played by Brother Qiang? Lin Shushu raised his eyebrows, full of jokes.
Xia Mo was stunned, like an electric shock, Weng Weng rang in her ears, and her face was pale, how could she know?
I only felt that my body was cold, my hands and feet were cold, and a layer of cold sweat broke out on my back.
Perhaps, from the very beginning, every move of each of them, even a sneeze, was under her surveillance......
*******
When I woke up, it was already five o'clock in the afternoon, and after Xuanmu had eaten, it was time for Yanran to go back to school.
Knowing that she was leaving, his hand tightened, like a stubborn child, some willful, some tricky.
"It's time for me to go back!" She said, trying to pull her hand out.
"Yan'er, let's ......" He looked at her, he wanted to say something, but he couldn't, he didn't have the courage to face her refusal.
"Yan'er, if we really can't be lovers, if you really don't like me anymore, then at least ...... Can you at least give me a little time to get used to it? I felt so sudden that until now, I couldn't accept that we had broken up! He lowered his head and held her hand tightly, not daring to look at her, because he suddenly felt that in front of Yanran, he had become very humble, like a beggar, begging to be able to give him a little affection, even sympathy.
"Xuanmu ......" She's sad, really!
She suddenly realized that the truly selfish, truly ruthless person had always been her, and her Xuanmu had never changed, and had always been as honest as a child.
In the face of feelings, he is more honest than her, braver than her, and has no hesitation than her.
After coming out of the hospital, Yanran fell into deep thought, sat on the bus to school, looked at the scenery flashing outside the window, and suddenly understood a lot of things.
In the face of emotional betrayal, she complained about Xuanmu and resented Xia Mo, but she never reviewed herself.
In fact, just like Xuanmu said, they have known each other for so long and have been dating for so long, she should know Xuanmu, he should understand his personality, his character and character.
A big boy like Xuanmu has no city government and is simple-minded......
If he really likes two girls at the same time and hesitates, he will inevitably suffer great suffering and extreme anxiety in his heart, which will be directly reflected on his face, not to mention that Xia Mo is still the girlfriend of his good brother Lu Yunhai.
She didn't believe that a character like Xuanmu could hide it so well, and her acting skills were good enough to deceive everyone.
No! He doesn't have that much emotional intelligence!
It can be seen from the series of strange and childish actions he has done recently, that he is not good at dealing with such complex relationships.
What's more, feelings can't deceive people, recalling the bits and pieces of their together, unless she is a fool herself, she doesn't believe that Xuanmu is lying to her from beginning to end.
She was so angry, if she had calmed down and thought it out earlier, she wouldn't have gotten to where she is now.
Suddenly I felt very self-blaming, and I felt that Xuanmu was very pitiful.
She hates being wronged the most, but what makes her more painful than being wronged is that she wronged the boy who loves her the most.
And the facts have proved her speculation.
When she returned to the bedroom, it was already dark and the lights were not turned on in the room, so she thought that Xia Mo had not returned.
It wasn't until she turned on the light that she was found curled up alone in the corner, burying her head in her knees.
"Xia Mo ......" Although she hates Xia Mo, she still can't help but care about her.
After all, they used to be the best sisters.
"You got it, didn't you?" Xia Mo raised his head, his eyes were red, and his face was full of tears.
"What's wrong with you?" Yan Ran had never seen Xia Mo who was so panicked and crying bitterly.
"I'm sorry, Yanran, I'm sorry! Hmm...... "Xia Mo cried loudly, venting his feelings unscrupulously in Yanran's arms.
I don't know how long she cried, but she finally calmed down.
The two girls sat side by side in the corner and turned off the lights, the only way to dare to tell the unbearable and unsightly content.
"Yanran, in fact, I have been lying to you all along. That day, Xuanmu didn't receive the letter you wrote, so I arrived at the class early and tore up the letter! And at the place where you went on a date, I made an appointment with Xuanmu in advance...... You saw that right, we kissed. She said calmly, and she smiled bitterly when she said this.
"It's fake! It was I who kissed him on his own initiative, and you only saw us hugging and kissing, but you didn't see him pushing me in, wiping his mouth in disgust, threatening me that he would never pay attention to me unless he was his sister. "What happened that day was undoubtedly a disaster for Xia Mo.
"That's why I deliberately stimulated you when I came back that day, I just didn't want to, I liked him for so long...... He could say no to me, but not in that way, you know what that feels like? I think that in his eyes, I am not even as good as the most despicable prostitute ~ woman! ”
The silent night, the quiet and some of the horrors, occasionally came her whimpering.
"I'm cheap, isn't I?" (To be continued) R466