Chapter 133: No Reservations

Grandma Gu was so heartbroken that she fainted without mentioning it in one breath, and the onlookers came out to help send Grandma Gu to the hospital in the town.

Gu Huasheng doesn't come often, but every time he comes back, he will definitely make trouble like this, and at first, the neighbors will stop him, and even have a physical conflict with Gu Huasheng.

Uncle Zhang next door was because he really couldn't see Gu Huasheng beating Yanran and Yanyu last time, so he punched Gu Huasheng, and he took away 1,000 yuan.

Since then, no one dares to ask about the affairs of the Gu family, no matter how angry they are, they can only endure it, after all, it is someone else's business, and if they don't get it right, they will get into trouble.

Yan Yu was doing winter vacation homework with her classmates, and when she heard that something was wrong at home, she hurriedly ran back, but found that the yard was empty, and was told that her grandmother had been sent to the town hospital.

The doctor said that her grandmother was old and her blood pressure was a little high and could not be stimulated, so she was given blood pressure medication and told her to recuperate.

Yanran has been by her grandmother's side, with her head down, her eyes are deep and gray, her face is pale, and she can't see any love.

Xuanmu has also been with Yanran, standing behind her, pulling a long shadow, silent, and the atmosphere is depressing.

Yan Yu ran all the way against the scorching sun, and when she stood in front of Yan Ran, her forehead was covered with sweat, her eyes were red and swollen, her face was red and purple, and her breath was unsteady, as if she could cry immediately.

She must have been terrified, or she wouldn't have noticed that she was missing a shoe on her foot.

"Grandma...... What happened to Grandma? Her voice choked, looking at her gray-faced grandmother on the hospital bed, her whole heart was tangled, and her thin and small body couldn't help trembling.

Yan Ran looked at her sister's frightened and pitiful appearance, and couldn't help but hold her in her arms with a sour nose, and comforted her: "Yan Yu is good, it's okay, it's really okay, grandma is just too tired, just rest for a while, don't be afraid!" ”

She wanted to comfort Yan Yu, but her trembling voice betrayed her pretended strength, hugged her sister tightly, and the sourness in her heart poured out, she couldn't bear it anymore, and her tears crackled straight down.

"Why did he come back...... Why did he torture everyone like this, I hate him, sister, I hate him...... If only he weren't my dad! Yan Yu cried bitterly, venting all her bad feelings in her sister's arms.

Xuanmu stood quietly in the corner of the ward, looking at the sisters who were crying with their heads in their arms, their eyes slightly red.

Again, in front of him, all her self-esteem and pride were torn apart.

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Under the big banyan tree, the sunset is swaying, pulling their figures red.

The tree is stout and has been around for a hundred years, with lush foliage and a gentle creeping in the breeze.

When they were young, they liked to play in groups of three or five, digging ant holes, playing marbles, and throwing sandbags.

At that time, there were many ways and means for them to be happy, and they would be excited to win a marble and dig an ant hole, and their faces would always be bright, and their smiling eyes would be crooked.

And growth, as if ruthlessly tearing happiness apart, accompanied by pain and loneliness, precipitates in time, and it is impossible to see the original appearance of happiness.

Her eyes were lowered, her expression was peaceful, her hair was a little scattered, she was very tired, exhausted, fragile like thin and brittle crystal glass, placed on the unstable tabletop, as if a gust of wind would shake and shatter hard.

"Yan'er......" He wanted to comfort her, but he felt very powerless.

After thinking about it for a long time, the tip of her throat was hot, and she could only call her name like this.

The day was too long, and so much had happened that he didn't have time to digest it, or it was hard for him to accept the brutal truth of the suddenness.

It's not that he doesn't know Yan'er's family background, but he is really scared of such a father.

The rules of the Nangong family, the daughter-in-law who marries in, the family background does not necessarily have to be from a noble family, but at least she must be a noble scholar.

Just like Tian Xinyu (Nangong Xuanmu's mother), although the family background is not noble, but from a scholarly family, his mother is a famous professor of Chinese painting, his father is an architect, he has received a good family education since he was a child, he is proficient in piano, chess, calligraphy and painting, and graduated from a famous foreign college.

Although Yanran's family background is a little harder, she is a very good girl, smart, kind, self-reliant, suitable for IKEA, Xuanmu likes it so much, and she doesn't necessarily can't accept her.

But the premise must be that her family is innocent, if she learns that her father is like this, no matter how good she is, few families dare to marry her as a daughter-in-law.

It is difficult for ordinary families to accept her, let alone a big family like the Nangong family that pays attention to traditional etiquette.

And this is exactly what Xuan Mu was worried about, and Gu Huasheng's wolf bèi unbearable look appeared in his mind, which made him frown, and he secretly felt unfair in his heart, why did she have such a father who was so beautiful.

The best example for children is their parents, and the greatest pride of parents is their children...... This is the son is more precious than the mother and the mother is more expensive than the son.

No matter how good you are, when it comes to marriage, parents are undoubtedly the biggest evaluation basis for children.

Yes! Gu Huasheng's appearance undoubtedly added another obstacle between the two, making them, who had finally mustered up their courage, instantly bear a big mountain, depressed, suffocated, and exhausted.

"You see, that's what I'm talking about the gap." She looked up at him and smiled coldly, as if relentlessly laughing at herself.

She didn't want him to see it, but if it was possible, she planned to hide it from him for the rest of her life, never tell him, and didn't want him to see Gu Huasheng's virtue.

In this way, in front of him, she can still be the proud Gu Yanran.

"Yanran, that's not your fault, we can't choose our parents." Xuan Mu said, this was the most convincing word he could think of, but why did he feel so pale.

"He's been in jail. was sentenced to 5 years, and it got worse after he came out, prostitution, gambling and drugs were all involved, and every time he came back, he would make trouble like this, this is not the first time, and it will never be the last. She said leisurely, her dark eyes were unwavering, deep and dark, and her tone was calm, as if she was telling a very ordinary fact.

"It couldn't be worse! Born in poverty, plus an adoptive father who is addicted to gambling...... Oh! That's right! Maybe you don't know it yet, but I picked it up and was abandoned by my parents as soon as I was born. People like me shouldn't have zài at all, birth may be just an accident, not blessed, not expected, even the biological parents dislike and abandon the child, why beg to be happy! Her eyelashes trembled slightly, moist, and her eyes were full of tears, but the corners of her mouth were tugging at a strange smile, and her expression was like a dead sea, and her heart was like ashes.

He was a little surprised, as if his heart had been hit hard, and the pain made the corners of his eyes water.

For a long time, he called her name: "Yan'er~" The tip of his throat was hot, and his aftervoice was sour and choked.

She didn't seem to hear it at all, she looked up at him, but her eyes were empty, and her beautiful eyes were now like a pool of stagnant water, the corners of her mouth twitched, and her voice was very light and light, as if she was telling a long and heavy story.

"Every winter and summer vacation, I go to work, and all the money I earn will be snatched away by him. How strange it is that every time I get paid, he will appear in front of the shop where I work, and he can find me wherever I hide, like a ghost. I hate him, really! I cursed him to die, and once I really dreamed that he was dead, and guess how happy I was......" She looked up at him, obviously smiling, but with tears in her eyes.

"Don't say it~ Yanran, don't say it!" He held her tightly in his arms and stroked her hair, as if his heart was being pulled so hard that the pain was almost suffocating.

"I hate him very much, and he doesn't like me, and scolds me that sooner or later I will become a white-eyed wolf, and if I don't go the way, he will punch and kick me, but at least ...... At least he didn't kick me out, at least he didn't sell me, better than my own parents, didn't he? Do you know how much my three-year-old me is worth? 500 yuan, 500 yuan sold me...... How can they be so ruthless! She said in his arms, obviously with tears in her eyes, but her voice was unusually calm, so peaceful that it made people feel depressed.

"Yan'er......" He would rather her cry loudly, rather she vent all her dissatisfaction and grievances hysterically, he hugged her tightly, only to find that on a hot summer day, her body was cold and a little trembling.

His embrace is always so infatuated, so warm and down-to-earth, it is the safest and most beautiful existence in this world, and only here can she cry loudly without scruples.

"Hmm...... Hmm...... "She couldn't control her feelings anymore, and cried loudly, he hugged her tightly, silent, and tears filled the corners of his eyes.

As the sun sets, the sky darkens, and the cries of cicadas are endless.

She didn't know how long she had been crying, but she felt as if she had cried all the tears in her life, and vented all the sorrow that had been suppressed in her heart for many years.

When night falls, the stars are dotted with stars, and the starry sky is especially dazzling on summer nights.

She was tired of crying, leaned her head on his shoulder, and suddenly felt a lot more relaxed, at least in the face of Xuanmu, she didn't need to keep it anymore, all her unbearable or inferiority, he saw it.

That's good! That's good!

"Is that the real reason why you don't want to study abroad? For Grandma Gu and Yan Yu? He asked, his voice soft and warm.

"In a family, someone has to die, doesn't it?" If she goes abroad to study, she has a way out.

You don't have to bear the criticism of your life experience, you don't have to face Gu Huasheng's gambling debts, you don't have to bear the burden of life, you can live the life you want, work, study and Xuanmu are in a leisurely and comfortable relationship, and after many years, you will return with a layer of gold, and change your destiny from then on.

In the face of such temptation|||Confused, it is false to say that it is not shaken.

But as long as she thought of it, leaving only her grandmother and Yan Yu alone in the country, and facing the gambling debts owed by Gu Huasheng, how could she bear it.

Many years ago, Grandma Gu could have abandoned her, but in the end, Grandma Gu didn't do that.

Similarly, many years later, she had the opportunity to change her destiny and soar from then on, but for the sake of her grandmother and Yan Yu, she also chose to give up. R1152