They talked a lot that day under the big banyan tree, the stars were shining, and the summer night breeze was cool and pleasant, brushing her warm cheeks and stirring her hair, and her face was pale as a piece of paper, but her expression was calm as usual.

She was grateful to Xuan Mu for his willingness to listen patiently to her long and heavy story, the sadness of this story far outweighed the joy, those scars that had been sealed in the deepest part of her soul had been torn apart, with blood and flesh, and had already turned into pus...... Ugly and hideous, it is the last thing she wants to see in her life.

At least in front of him, she wants to maintain that good image and wants to be a happy girl. Hopefully, he sees her beauty, not her ugliness.

But after telling all the sorrows, shames, and resentments in my heart, I suddenly felt unusually calm and comfortable, and my soul seemed to be soothed and liberated.

Now there is nothing left to hide from him.

She opened her watery eyes and asked him, "Are you still like me?" ”

With such a big gap, with such a family background, and she doesn't even know her biological parents, will he hesitate, will he hesitate, or whether he needs time to consider whether he can bear this pain with her and move forward together.

He promised her that she would get married after graduating from college...... It's so beautiful, but if he wants to give up, she will never blame him, although it is short, but the time with him will be the happiest and happiest memory of her life.

Thanks to him, even though he knew all her unbearable, he still intended to be with her, not disgusted, and never gave up.

He gently wiped her tears, the corners of his eyes were astringent, and he whispered in her ear, his voice was low: "Yan'er, I said we would always be together." Don't be afraid! I will always be with you. ”

He hugged her into his arms, his snorts intertwined, turning all his distress and answers into lingering kisses...... The night breeze blows, and the foliage is dense and rattling, melting the lovers who hug and kiss into the cold night.

It was her blessing to meet such a boy.

I felt it for the first time. Maybe God is still kind to her. At least...... Gave her Xuanmu.

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During the long holidays, Yanran worked hard at a coffee shop in the city. But the wages are meager

The town is not big, and most of them make a living from farming, so if Yanran wants to work during the summer vacation, she must go to the city.

I have to get up at five o'clock in the morning. Walk for half an hour to the bus stop to catch the first bus, and stay busy until 90 o'clock in the evening to get home.

Grandma Gu was worried. kept saying that she should not do it, for fear that she would meet bad people when she came back too late at night, Yanran tried her best to comfort her, but Grandma Gu was still not at ease. Every night, I would take Yan Yu with a flashlight to wait for the last bus at the bus stop in the town.

The car swayed slowly, and there were only a few people in the whole carriage, and Yan Ran was a little tired. Leaning his head against the window, he looked out into the dark window. The eyes are empty, and the mind wanders.

She misses Xuanmu, she thinks about it.

She doesn't feel anything when she's busy, but once she calms down, she feels like her heart has leaked a hole, and it's really hard to live without Xuanmu.

I finally know why lovesickness kills people.

Before going to Leshan, Xuanmu called her, saying that he was leaving, saying that it was very remote, there was no phone, and the traffic was extremely congested, but he would find a way to contact her.

She was afraid that Xuanmu would do something outrageous on impulse, saying that she was fine, and a holiday would pass quickly, so let him be okay and see him at school then.

Thinking of that kiss that night, he reflexively touched his lips with his fingertips, and his face turned red.

He said, "Yan'er, do you remember the last of the three chapters of the Law on Love, which we wrote? ”

Her heart tightened, and the tears that had been wiped dry surged again, sliding down like pearls.

Don't give up!

He wrote it by hand, how could she not remember.

At that time, Yanran often thought that meeting Xuanmu in this life was her greatest blessing, and it was God's love and mercy for her.

Such a beautiful and pure Xuanmu is where all her persistence and courage lie, so that she has too much joy, joy and happiness in those green years, even if she encounters great difficulties, she firmly believes that she will not let go of his hand.

Say yes, never give up...... But in the end, everyone didn't dare to recall, and the beauty, happiness, joy or tears of those three years became a grave, and it was not only youth that was buried.

The car door squeaked ~ open, the body was stunned, and the sanity of Yanran's outing was pulled back, and the end point was reached.

She got out of the car in a hurry, and the corners of her mouth rose when she saw her grandmother and Yan Yu, and all her hard work turned into a smile on her face.

The night in the town is extremely quiet, the grandparents and grandchildren walk hand in hand on the country road, the night breeze is gentle, blowing the green wheat fields, rattling, occasionally accompanied by a cicada and a few frogs, a peaceful and beautiful.

During the day, it rained heavily in the town, for several hours at a time, lightning and thunder, and a black oppression, burying the town in a sea of rain.

The town is already old, after this heavy rain devastation, many walls are mottled and peeled off, the stone road is even more potholes, full of stagnant water, do not look carefully at the road, one foot deep and one foot shallow, it is really possible to step into a small ditch.

Grandma Gu held a flashlight in her hand, shining on the bumpy path, and repeatedly told Yan Ran and Yan Yu to be careful and not to step on puddles, but she rubbed her eyes repeatedly, no matter how she wiped it, she couldn't see clearly, and squinted her eyes.

Yan Ran and Yan Yu hugged their grandmother tightly, their noses were sour, and they still didn't want to believe that their grandmother was so old.

The night of the town is very beautiful, the half-curved moon hangs in the night sky, and the stars are extraordinarily bright, sprinkled on people, with gentle colors.

Heavy rain cooled down the scorching summer heat, and the night breeze was slightly cool and refreshing.

Yan Yu looked up at Yan Ran and said, "Sister, when I'm older, with my ID card, I'll also go to work and earn a lot of money, okay?" "Yan Yu has always been very sensible, and she feels very sorry for her grandmother and sister, and she really wants to do something for this family.

Yanran smiled lightly, pinched her little nose, and said dotingly: "Little money fan, how old you are to think about these all day long, your task is to study hard and grow up happily, and you don't need to worry about the rest!" ”

Yan Ran naturally understands Yan Yu's thoughts, but such a family situation has given them too much pain and embarrassment, and she doesn't want Yan Yu to be like her.

At the very least, she wants her sister to be able to live a carefree life like other children her age, without having to go through financial pressures and worry about her college tuition as she does.

For this reason, she is willing to work twice or even three times as hard as others.

She still remembers that when she first arrived in Nanhua, she once approached *OSS and asked him if the school had a work-study program.

At that time, *oss thought he had misheard, and reflected for a while, saying to help her inquire.

Later, I was told that Nanhua's dormitories, canteens, libraries, guards and cleaners were all assigned to relevant professional companies for unified management in the form of outsourcing.

The school doesn't have any work-study programs at all, because the students here don't need such programs at all, and naturally they don't want to break the rules for the sake of Yanran.

*OSS said that if she really wants to subsidize her family, she might as well study hard, after all, Nanhua's scholarship system is more attractive than work-study.

First-class scholarship, 50,000 yuan. Second-class scholarship, 30,000 yuan. Third-class scholarship, 20,000 yuan.

Instead of being distracted by work-study and earning a meager salary, it is better to focus all your energy on your studies and strive to get a high scholarship.

The geographical location of Nanhua is very remote, hidden in the deep mountains and old forests, closed management, and the idea of work-study can only be abandoned.

The three of them are walking on the quiet path, the night wind, the wheat field, the whispering, the cicadas, the frogs~

What is happiness, as Xuanmu said, is to be with the person you love.

On Sunday, Yanran had a rare day off.

Grandma Gu made Yanran's favorite fish, and the family dined happily, as always, as soon as the freshly baked fish was served, Grandma Gu would put the fish eyes into the bowls of Yanran and Yanyu, one for each person.

The fish eyes are astringent, hard and tasteless, but the heart is warm, and giving the fish eyes to the most precious people is really Grandma Gu's blessing to them.

After eating, the two sisters washed the dishes at the sink in the courtyard.

"Sister, I always feel that your whole person seems to have changed when you come back this time." Yan Yu raised her head and looked at Yan Ran carefully and said.

"Where has changed? Isn't it still the same? "I don't know why.

"Hmm...... I can't say it, it seems to be pretty, but it seems to be more than just pretty. Yan Yu said.

"Little girl, when did you talk so around!" Yan Ran smiled, revealing two beautiful dimples, and pinched Yan Yu's cheeks dotingly.

"Oh~ I know, sister! I know where you've changed. Yan Yu suddenly realized, with a look of enlightenment.

"Shocked." Regarding Yan Yu's exaggerated reaction, Yan Ran gave such an evaluation.

"Sister, you love to laugh more than before, and your whole person has become very special...... It's more cheerful and beautiful than before, and I like my sister like this. Yan Yu hugged Yan Ran like a coquettish person, her face bright.

Yan Ran was startled, stunned for a while, stroked Yan Yu's head, and smiled lightly.

Yes! She seems to have changed a lot this semester, she has become more smiling, often amused by his humorous words and expressions, warm her heart with his gentle and touching smile, and feel pampered and needed because of the light touch of his fingertips.

The feeling was subtle and magical, making her soft, calm, and warm.

The long vacation, which fulfilled her wish, gave her enough time and energy to think about their relationship and future.

She realized that she didn't dare to imagine life without Xuanmu, her life had been rendered by him, like a pool of stagnant water was endowed with life and color, full of greenery and vitality, and she no longer wanted to return to the boring and boring life before. (To be continued) R655