Chapter 301: Gu Huasheng's Death
Many friends feedback that 300 chapters can't be pinched~ In fact, it can be seen on the web page, and the 300 chapters in Huahua's mobile phone are sorted to the back of 280 chapters, but some people's mobile phones are not displayed at all, and the system is convulsed? Tomorrow I will ask the accountable editor~
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The night sky was dotted with stars, the mortal world was brightly lit, she stood on tiptoe and attached her lips, the kiss that was like a dragonfly became sweet and lingering, he leaned down, wrapped around her slender waist, and kissed the honey lips like red cherries, as if accidentally falling into a warm and soft dream, as if the whole world was only the two of them.
Squeak Squeak......
Xuanmu's coat was draped over Yanran's body, and it was the sound of the mobile phone vibrating in his pocket, ringing impatiently.
The kiss was so lingering that she almost lost consciousness in a drowsiness, and just as she was almost suffocating, he finally let her go, his eyes deep and hot, revealing the deterrence of some kind of male animal, revealing a strong possessiveness.
Yanran was a little timid, her face was flushed, she didn't dare to look at him, but she couldn't help but look at him, and began to regret her bold move, she was so ashamed, the more she thought about it, the hotter her face became, and she couldn't wait to find a crack in the ground to get into.
Squeak Squeak......
In the quiet night, the two of them were breathing rapidly after the kiss, and the sound of the mobile phone vibrating in their pockets became more and more attention-grabbing, as if they were urging.
"Your phone is ringing." Yanran handed the phone in her pocket to Xuanmu.
Xuan Mu wanted to hang up, but after seeing the caller ID, his whole face sank, and he even turned around and kept a distance from Yan Ran. Yan Ran didn't care, but for some reason there was a faint uneasiness in her heart.
I don't know what the person on the phone said, Yanran saw that Xuanmu's face became more and more ugly, no! Not only was it ugly, but it was mixed with some kind of mixed emotion, looking at her with an extremely sad and powerless look......
Yan Ran only felt her heart tighten, as if she felt an ominous aura coming towards her.
Gu Hua died, on Christmas Eve.
The call was from Uncle Chen, Xuan Mu knew that if it weren't for something extremely important, Uncle Chen would not have called him so many times in a row, and the moment he picked up the phone, he only felt that his eyes were dark. Reflexive thoughts. Gu Hua is dead and dead, does that mean that Yan Ran may leave him at any time?
Is he too pessimistic, or still can't shake off the nightmare of all these years, even if they stay together all day. But he still panicked. I'm afraid that Yanran will disappear suddenly. I'm even more afraid of waking up and finding that it's all a dream.
He can't afford to lose, and he doesn't want to live without Yanran anymore, as long as it concerns Yanran. Even the slightest hint of wind and grass was enough to stir his nerves.
After the reunion, Yanran's indifference and determination avoided him, but she was willing to sell her soul and body for Gu Huasheng...... Yes, if he hadn't persecuted her in the first place, how could she have stayed by his side?
But if everything Yanran did was for Gu Huasheng, then what did Gu Huasheng's death represent? Does it mean that from now on, his Yan'er has regained his freedom? And he couldn't sway her anymore.
In the corridor of the hospital, Yan Ran was dressed in plain clothes, with a white cloth on her sleeves, her face was haggard, but there was no joy or sorrow, her dark eyes seemed to have leaked holes, and her soul disappeared, covering a thick layer of haze.
"Yan'er......" he called her name, rubbing her cold hand into the palm of his hand, extremely gentle, with a faint pain.
She has been in a daze, and since she came out of Gu Huasheng's ward, she has been sitting here stupidly, not crying or making trouble, and she has been obediently worrying Xuanmu.
As if feeling the temperature in her palm, she came to her senses and looked up at him, finally with a little color in her empty eyes.
He ...... It was as if he was asleep, and when I first went to see him, his hands were still warm, and his face was very good, very ruddy, very peaceful, as if he was asleep, and he was having a particularly good dream. She muttered, calmly.
"Maybe he's really just asleep, but the dream is a little long." He didn't know how to comfort her, he didn't know what to do to alleviate her pain at this time, and he felt helpless that he couldn't do anything.
"It's not a dream, it's not! He's dead...... The doctor said he was dead! She lowered her head, her voice began to choke a little, her jaw trembled a little, as if some kind of emotion was about to burst out, and she only felt that there was a breath in her chest that kept circling and circling, all blocked in her throat, which was suffocating and uncomfortable.
"You know what? In fact, I am not kind at all, although everyone thinks that what I have done for him all these years is called filial piety, but do you know how many times in the past eight years, I have secretly looked forward to this day? I thought, if he died, I would be free, and if he died, I wouldn't have to live all day trembling for medical expenses, working day and night like a spinning top to earn money, saving money, not daring to spend a penny, even saving money for lunch. She said, but she seemed to be the last stubborn, refusing to shed tears easily.
"Yan'er, you have done your best, and no one has the right to blame you." The suffering that Yanran has suffered over the years has made Xuan Mu feel distressed and admired, after all, not everyone can afford such a heavy pressure, let alone her adoptive father, who once abused her.
"No, it's not what you think, I'm not as great as you think." She shook her head, tears pouring out.
"Actually, I hated him in my heart, I complained about why fate let me meet him here, and I regretted that I took him out of the underground passage because of a momentary soft-heartedness, and I even ...... I even want to abandon him, I want to take him to a place where no one is left to fend for himself, so that I can get rid of him completely. He was like a vampire, like a bottomless pit, no matter how hard I worked and how much money I earned, as long as I received a call from the hospital, my account would always be empty, and I didn't even have the money to go back, and I often didn't even have money in my pocket for the next meal. She cried and talked, and the more she talked, the more disgusted she became.
"I hate him, you don't know how happy I am right now...... Really, you see, I'm finally free! ”
Oh, yes! She was finally free, but why was she so sad, why did she feel so painful.
"Yan'er, you've done your best, he won't blame you, you've done enough for him over the years." He took her into his arms, stroked her hair, tried to warm her cold body, and no matter how unbearable she said about herself, he could still see all her sadness and self-reproach at a glance.
"It's my fault, huh...... It's my fault, he must have known, that's why he left, that's why he took revenge on me, and he didn't even want to see him for the last time...... "Hmm......" she burst into tears, unable to suppress her breakdown.
"I promised my grandmother to take good care of him, he knew me, although he couldn't speak, but I know that he wanted me to come to see him more, you don't know how happy he is every time I come. I was no longer with my grandmother when she died...... Not...... If I could have come earlier, if I had come earlier......" She wept silently in his arms, her thoughts were confused, her emotions fluctuated too much, and even her words were intermittent and incoherent.
(To be continued......)