Oh, what about TOEIC, I want to cry when I think about it......

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What does Gu Huasheng mean to Yanran?

Hate? Or atonement? Or is there really a father-daughter relationship?

Until now, Yanran still couldn't face up to the relationship between her and Gu Huasheng, but now these complaints, pain, and feelings that can't distinguish likes and dislikes have all ended with Gu Huasheng's death.

That night, Yanran cried in the corridor for a long time, nestled in Xuanmu's arms, and kept muttering something, her voice was choked, with too much pain and tears, venting the bad emotions that had been suppressed in her heart all these years, exposing her ugliest self to him, as if only in this way could she relieve the deep self-blame in her heart.

Xuanmu kept holding her without speaking, gently stroking her long hair, which became Yanran's only support and warmth in the slightly cold night.

The next day, Gu Huasheng's body was sent to the funeral home for a cremation ceremony.

The sky was dark, there was a light rain, it was cold and shivering, there was a miserable cry in the cremation room, the relatives shouted the names of the deceased, and it was a little terrifying, and with the coffin slowly sent into the fire, some of the sorrows seemed to have gone to another world with the deceased.

Compared with the mournful cries next door and the many relatives and friends who came to see him off, Gu Huasheng's last journey was too lonely, this was not his homeland, plus he had no confidants and friends during his lifetime, his only old mother had passed away for many years, and his biological daughter was adopted abroad, so only Yanran, who was an adopted daughter, saw him off on this last journey.

In the dark, many things in this world seem to have been arranged a long time ago, and the reason why Grandma Gu adopted Yanran in the first place. It's all for the sake of his own flesh-like son.

I hope to accumulate good fortune by adopting a child, pray for the solidified province that has no children after marriage, and hope to continue the incense for the Gu family. Even if she takes a step back, if Gu Huasheng really doesn't have children, after a hundred years, someone can take care of Gu Huasheng instead of her and provide for him to die.

And what Grandma Gu expected when she adopted Yanran at that time has now come true.

Soon after Yanran entered the Gu family, the Gu family's daughter-in-law became pregnant, and the following year she had Yan Yu, and Grandma Gu said that Yan Ran was a little lucky star. Over the years, she has been treating Yanran like a granddaughter. So after many years, Yanran treated Gu Huasheng with all her heart.

Karma is like this, everything in this world seems to be disorderly, but there is always a reason.

Although Gu Huasheng has done a lot of foolish things in his life. Greedy for money and lustful. Despicable behavior. But in the end, he didn't do anything to kill people and set fires, rape 888 lewd robbers, at least he never had a crooked mind about Yanran. Compared to those despicable people who molested 88's adopted daughter, he is still a person with a conscience.

If you talk about blessings, Gu Huasheng's greatest blessing in this life is that he has a pure and kind mother like Grandma Gu, who has been worried about him all his life, and even accumulated good fortune for him after his death, so that he will not be miserable in his old age, living on the streets, and no one will send him to his end after death.

To a certain extent, the reason why Gu Huasheng's death made Yanran break down so mentally was also because it reminded her of Grandma Gu, and failing to attend her grandmother's funeral and not being able to see her grandmother for the last time became the biggest regret in Yanran's life.

Yanran cried all night last night, her eyes were red and swollen and bloodshot at this time, but she couldn't shed a single tear anymore, standing there like a puppet dressed in filial piety clothes, her eyes were empty, her expression was numb, and she watched stupidly as Gu Huasheng's coffin was slowly sent into the flames, turning into a wisp of smoke and a pile of dust.

People, even ancient meat when they are born, but after death, they are just a pile of white bones, turning into a small box of ashes.

Yan Ran took it, held it in her hand, and looked at it stupidly for a while before she came to her senses: "He should wait a little longer, if he can wait for Yan Yu, it would be great." ”

Gu Huasheng's funeral was too cold, and only a few people attended, most of them were Yanran's friends, Wang Yu, Hao Mei, Han Yi, Linda......

At this time, if Yanyu is so good, the two sisters can still have something to rely on.

"I lost my sister...... I lost Yan Yu......" Tears fell heavily on the urn, like a heavy punch on the tip of Xuan Mu's heart.

She looked up at him, with tears in her eyes and a look of expectation: "Xuanmu, help me find Yan Yu, help me find her!" ”

This is the first time Yanran has begged him, but ...... Does she know how much he wants to hide Yan Yu for the rest of his life.

Looking at the pale and haggard Yanran, he hugged her tightly into his arms and kissed her forehead.

In the end, he still lost, and there was no way to refuse Yan Ran's tearful request, although he knew very well what it meant to let Yan Yu come back.

On the other side of the ocean, the newly married Yan Yucheng and Wu Wei enjoyed their newlywed trip around the world, with sunny beaches, coconut grove shadows, gentle breezes, and pleasant climate.

But she knows very well that no matter how desirable they are here, they are destined not to stay for too long, in fact, she and Wu Wei both understand that this is not so much a newlywed trip, but rather that they are on the run, no matter where they go, the ends of the earth, as long as they can escape from Nangong Xuanmu's control.

Although Nangong Xuanmu did not do anything to the couple after marriage, he kidnapped and threatened Wu Wei before, forced them to break up, and later arranged their wedding without regard to the couple's preferences, and even sent people to monitor their couple's every move...... All these things made Yan Yu and Wu Wei deeply disgusted, after all, no one wants their lives to be manipulated and peeped at by outsiders.

In their eyes, Nangong Xuanmu was already terminally ill, and their only way out was to escape, so they had this well-arranged trip around the world.

According to Wu Wei's plan, they first followed the designed route to the tourist attractions of various countries, like all newlyweds to play happily and romantically, until ...... The local police even sent a number of helicopters and sea boats to patrol, but they failed to find any clues, and finally the body sank into the sea and became a dead person.

That's right, they were dead two weeks ago, and she and Wu Wei had taken refuge on this quiet island to avoid more pursuits, and they would soon have to move again.

"Do you regret marrying me?" She asked him if he hadn't met her, he wouldn't have met her, fleeing the world like a dead criminal.

"I never do anything I regret." He hugged her tightly in his arms, and the two leaned on the seaside, watching the sunset, warm and beautiful.

"Only, are we really evading his surveillance? I'm scared...... I'm afraid it's going to hurt you in the end! After all, she brought up the matter of escaping first, crying and begging Wu Wei to take her away from Xuanmu's surveillance, but after the plan was really implemented, she was afraid of the consequences she would have to bear after the matter was revealed......

She doesn't know when it started, in her heart, he is no longer the big brother who simply loves her sister and takes care of her for her sister, but a demon who monitors addiction.

(To be continued......)