Chapter 24: Emotions
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In the afternoon, I felt a little tightness in my chest, maybe it was because it came too quickly and I couldn't accept it. I was a little irritable, even a little depressed. Of course, I have to control my good mood, it should be my instinct.
Shopping. This is the best way for women to deal with it, and I think it will allow me to vent my feelings. Although there is no need to buy my clothes at all, there is a place to put them, someone to deliver them, and someone to pay for them, so what am I afraid of?
Jiang Zheyu has never asked about these types of my consumption, and he has never mentioned the high bills. I thought maybe I really took myself too seriously, as if I took the money of Jiang Zheyu for granted.
I watched as the logo of the clothes in the window reappeared in front of me. I looked up at the door number, and Wei Qian's logo was there. Unconsciously walked to the Weiqian franchise store again, and it seems that Weiqian is indeed developing very well under Yuan Youli.
Maybe I should try to pretend to like it, at least for the sake of a better relationship with Yuan Youli.
"Welcome to Weiqian-1053 branch. Hello, what do you need? "The standardized employee code is very likable. If I were their manager, I would have praised them too.
"I'll take a look." I looked at her with a smile.
The shopping guide nodded politely and stepped behind me.
Walking through the window, I deliberately looked at every piece of Weiqian's clothes, perhaps this is the reason why Yuan Youli has always been shrouded in aura. Because she's powerful, I've never overlooked that.
My eyes swept over a tie, a classic pattern, just a logo with a horizontal bar, and I stopped. Reaching for the tie, of course I just really appreciate its restrained design.
"Miss, you have a good eye, this is an innovation of the classic style, and this tie is also new this year. Whether it's for your boyfriend or a family member, it's the best choice. "The shopping guide is very hard to recommend.
Friends? I couldn't help but tighten my hands, and I had no interest in appreciating the tie design. What the shopping guide said, I don't have any, nothing. What I have has has always been my own.
"If you hold the tie again, it'll be broken." A voice came.
I immediately came back to my senses and turned to see Jiang Ye Cheng. It was really haunting, and I looked at him with a smile. But I can already imagine how ugly my smile is.
He smiled at me too, but I think his smile was much better than mine. He grabbed my hand gripping my tie.
I was even a little sluggish.
"I'm sorry, we're going to do this." Jiang Yecheng said politely to the shopping guide.
We? That's a lot of that.
"Miss, your boyfriend is so handsome." The shopping guides have already begun to praise Jiang Yecheng, and I really don't know how to explain it at this time.
"Thank you." Jiang Yecheng was the first to answer.
I didn't bother to explain that this was a public place after all, and I didn't have to do something that didn't make sense. Since Jiang Yecheng wants to pay for me, then let him be.
"No need to wrap it." Jiang Yecheng said this to the shopping guide, and then turned to look at me.
I was at a loss, and raised my eyes to look at Jiang Ye City. He made eye contact, and I wondered what was in his eyes. I walked over to find out what he was trying to say.
"We really know what to do." He said something suddenly.
What does this mean, isn't Fang Cai's eyes signaling me to come?
While I was still thinking, he handed me the tie. I don't understand what he means, is it for me?
"Put it on for me." The meaning of his words slowly became emotional.
I ignored him, which means I gave him a gift? But when I looked around, I was a little embarrassed. I had no choice but to reach out and tie it for him.
The corners of his mouth were rising, and he had risen to a haughty arc, and he was demonstrating to me.
I reached out and pulled my tie hard, and I was sure I had strangled him. "I'm sorry, are you alright?" I'm sorry, I did it on purpose.
He smiled and bowed his head and kissed me on the forehead. "It's okay, I forgive you."
I was stunned, I didn't expect him to do that.
"Wow, I'm so envious." The sound reached my ears, and I looked at the man.
I pretended to look at Jiang Yecheng, and I was already a little angry. I turned and left, without a hint of emotion.
He touched my bottom line, the safe boundaries I've always maintained with men.
Because of my fear, my 16-year-old fear.
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I walked to the parking lot and was ready to drive to the hospital. There is no medicine left in the villa, and based on my current state, I think I might as well go get it.
I control myself not to let myself reminisce, and try to suppress my heart.
When I arrived at the hospital, I was already a little strict. I'm well aware of my mental problems, and that's how I've been going through them. It's just that there was no Jiang Zheyu before, and I just faced it alone.
My attending doctor, Mr. Zhou, is an authority in this area, and of course it is in the name of Mr. Jiang that I can get the best treatment.
"Miss Yoli, here's a new dose for you."
After taking the medicine, I have basically regained my calm, and I can talk to him very calmly. "Why the new opening? Can't I just take the medicine? β
"Miss Yoli, you must have heard the saying 'medicine is three poisons'." He made it clear that he was worried about the high standard of my previous dose.
I'm silent, I'm dependent, deeply dependent.
"Got a lot of stimulation lately?" He asked me.
I'm still silent.
"Are there any memories of the past that keep coming back to you recently?" His words, it was fine not to ask, but he made me flash those images again, and I was afraid, terrified, very terrified.
My face was a little ugly. "I don't know, I don't know, I don't know why, those images keep flashing in my head." I was a little excited, I could feel it.
"Okay, don't think about that now. Think of something nice, something that you feel but warm. "When I realized that something was wrong, I immediately changed the subject.
I don't know what I'm thinking, a person comes to mind, and Jiang Zheyu's face lingers in my mind.
"Are you feeling better now?"
"Yes." I replied, but my mind was full of doubts.
"Your recent love is a little unstable, you need to control yourself and try to let yourself think of some good things, otherwise your love will collapse. Recently, you have been taking medicine from me very often, and this has to have side effects, so it is better not to take more. Don't think about it, of course, this is only a symptom but not a cure, you have to learn to face those memories. His tone was full of helplessness, and it was true that it was a headache to meet a patient like me.
"I see." I've always answered the doctor like before, as I always did with doctors.
"I hope you must pay attention, otherwise you may need to stay in the hospital for observation." He meant to warn me.
Stay in the hospital for observation? Does that mean I'm going to go back to the old days? Don't, I don't, don't.
"Miss Yoli." Seeing my struggle, he woke me up.
I came back to my senses. "Thanks, I'll take note." Picked up the medicine and got up, nodded politely and signaled to leave