Time passed quickly, and the sound of the trolley case rubbing the ground sounded again, the exam was over, and it was time to go home.

It was a good thing to go home, but for some reason there was indescribable bitterness and loss in my heart, and it felt as if someone had taken time away from her clenched palm, sprinkled salt on her wounds, and exposed them to the scorching sun, drying up day by day.

She still remembers the scene when she first entered Nanhua, when she lived like a year, thinking about her grandmother, thinking about Yan Yu, thinking about the big banyan tree in the big yard, thinking about her grandmother's rocking chair, and thinking about the little yellow dog.

No matter how good the conditions here were, her heart was empty, and what was more unbearable than material pain was spiritual loneliness.

But I don't know when it started, time is no longer so difficult, time flashes by her quickly, the timid girl in the first year of high school, has now adapted to Nanhua's qiē, but she is not ready to leave here and go to another place.

In a blink of an eye, the first semester of the second year of high school is over, and the Chinese New Year is over, and they are a year older, so fast! It was so fast, so fast that it caught her off guard.

At the beginning of the second semester of high school, their time is quietly disappearing.

Yan Ran sighed lightly and continued to pack her luggage.

She doesn't have much luggage, just a backpack.

Backpack on her back, she looked around the empty bedroom, and finally her eyes fell on Xia Mo's clean bed.

The eyes were shrunk, the pain was piercing, and there were tears turning.

She threw her head high, took a deep breath, tried not to think about it, didn't look at it, turned around indifferently, and closed the door of the dormitory.

The winter sun is abundant, and the thick windows block out the winter cold, allowing the sunlight to shine in with warm tones on the bed covered with white sheets, but the bedroom looks too empty and tidy.

The holidays are long, and no amount of sunshine can hide the desertion here.

Yanran walked on the asphalt road, the snow on the ground creaked, and the bare trees still stubbornly hung with sparkling leaves, stained with blood, and swaying in the sun.

That's the end of the first semester of the sophomore year of high school!

It's over!

She still remembers that at this time last year, she insisted on pulling Xia Mo home, she remembered how embarrassed and awkward the expression on Xia Mo's face was at that time, remembered Aunt Zhang's tricycle, and remembered the laughter along the way......

But this year!

Only lonely she walked on the lonely and cold asphalt road, the sky was very blue, a few clouds hung on it, the sun was strong, but with a cold breath, the breath exhaled would instantly become fog, the quiet asphalt road, only she was carrying a backpack in the cold wind and snow, and her back was lonely.

Another year is coming to an end!

But she was more afraid of the coming year than the end of the year.

Afraid of starting school again, afraid of facing Xia Mo.

On the day of the New Year's Day party, Xia Mo disappeared, the student union sounded the alarm, and even dispatched guards, but they didn't find her for several hours, Yunhai and Xuanmu were about to go crazy, looking for people everywhere.

Xia Mo's disappearance was too sudden, there was no warning before, and some people even began to wonder if she had been kidnapped, although this possibility was extremely low, Nanhua was heavily guarded, and the passage was extremely strict, and there were monitors everywhere, it was really difficult to kidnap here without being discovered.

The entire girls' dormitory exploded, and there was a lot of chattering, and some people even began to coax to go out to find Xia Mo together, but they usually didn't see that they cared about Xia Mo so much.

Yan Ran was silent, quietly closed the door, and turned off the light.

For Yan Ran's indifferent appearance, the girls talked in groups, saying that she was too cold-blooded and that she was too hypocritical.

Usually I see them tired of being together all day long, and I thought they were like sisters, but I didn't expect something to happen to Xia Mo, and Yanran's reaction was so indifferent, it was so unconscionable.

Xia Mo has come forward more than once to relieve Yan Ran, who dares to say a bad word about Yan Ran will be retaliated against by Xia Mo within three days, and now that Xia Mo is missing, Yan Ran is indifferent, and returns to the bedroom to sleep, which is really chilling.

Chilling?

Yanran smiled bitterly!

Why can't she be chilled!

She knew that Xia Mo was not missing, she was just hiding, she was just that kind of girl, extremely insecure, afraid of losing her sense of existence.

Yes! She did it on purpose, and she wanted everyone to go out to her to prove her importance.

Yanran knows...... She knows it all!

Xia Mo likes Xuanmu!

Xia Mo often told her intentionally or unintentionally that she and Xuanmu were bosom friends, and the four-handed joint play between the two shocked the four of them several times.

When they were nine years old, they worked together for the first time, and their performance of "Xianglun Little Rain" shocked the whole of Nanhua, and even the music teacher said that their playing was seamless and was greatly recognized and appreciated.

That's their song, she said!

Yes! Their songs!

Nangong Xuanmu and Xia Mo's.

Xia Mo said so proudly, with a smug face, he played the charming song "Xianglun Light Rain" over and over again in the bedroom.

The light melody was like a sword stuck in her heart, forcing her to the brink of collapse.

Before, yes, when she didn't know that Xia Mo liked Xuanmu, Xia Mo liked to play this song in the bedroom, she once asked her why she loved this song so much, and she smiled brightly and mysteriously and said that it was hiding her sweetest secret.

Yan Ran used to think that song was light and good, but now she only has hatred!

Every time I listen to it, my heart feels like it's dripping blood.

She's not that great, there's no way not to care, not to be jealous.

Yes! She once secretly determined to protect Xia Mo's secret, she once said to herself that she must treat Xia Mo well, she is really grateful for what Xia Mo has done for her, if there is a chance, she is willing to shelter her from the wind and rain, willing to treat her like Yan Yu, and has always been her sister, a good sister!

It's true! She loves Xia Mo!

It's just that at the same time, she hates her.

hates her, and is like a sister to her, how can you like Xuanmu.

hates her, her scheming is too deep, and she actually teases her with such a dress and makes her ugly in front of Xuanmu.

hates her, and plays "Xianglun Xiaoyu" that belongs to "them" over and over again, mocking her like a fool.

Hate her, keep talking interesting things with Xuanmu, stimulating her senses.

Hate her, deliberately get hurt, and let everyone be with her.

Shamo wins!

In the end, it was Xuanmu who found her, and in the drama club, she fell off the stage and broke her leg, and as for why she was injured, no one was willing to explain the real reason.

Many people went to see Xia Mo on weekends, and she never knew that Xia Mo had so much influence in the school and so many people were used by her.

She still chose to be silent.

Just like the day Xia Mo disappeared, he stayed quietly in the bedroom, turned off the light, and cried all night, wronged, scared, and guilty......

But all the tears turned into resentment towards Xia Mo in the end, she hated Xia Mo, and even more hated herself for being so tricky.

The reason why Xuanmu was promised to perform a four-handed joint bullet in the New Year's Day party was to take revenge on Xia Mo.

She hates Xia Mo for hiding her scheming, but in fact, she herself is not!

She understood how much it hurt Xia Mo to stand on the stage with Xuanmu and play "Xianglun Xiaoyu" that belonged to "them" on such a formal occasion in front of all the teachers and students of the school, but it was because of this that she asked Xuanmu to play that tune.

She wanted Xia Mo to die, and wanted to take this opportunity to tell everyone who Xuanmu belonged to, including Xia Mo.

She did succeed in getting revenge on Xia Mo, both physically and mentally.

But she wasn't happy, in fact, she was even more miserable!

But when she heard the news of Xia Mo's injury, she couldn't help but chuckle in her heart, feeling very guilty and blaming herself...... She regretted it!

She shouldn't have done that to Shamo.

But this kind of love didn't last long, she actually went to visit Xia Mo on the weekend, but when she walked to the door of the ward, she saw Xuan Mu feeding Xia Mo with porridge in his hand, and his eyes were full of distress and spoiling.

In an instant, the guilt and self-blame in her heart were burned by the raging fire of jealousy, and even if she turned to ashes, it was difficult to calm the anger in her heart.

She turned around angrily, as if she had never been here or seen before.

Tears crackled along the way, the winter wind was very cold, and snowflakes fell on her face, and her tears seemed to freeze, and even her heart was frozen, trembling, and crying.

She thought that Xuanmu would only be so attentive and considerate to her, she thought that Xuanmu would only be so gentle with her, she thought that Xuanmu only liked her!

But the truth doesn't seem to be the case, he also played with Xia Mo's hair affectionately, showed Xia Mo a beautiful smile, and fed her a bite of porridge......

So what is the only one between them?

She thought a lot along the way, and her chaotic thoughts floated into her head like a ball of cotton, stuffed to the brim, squeezed too much, and depressed to make her breathless.

She sneered!

How hypocritical, Xia Mo hurt his legs and not his hands, as for asking others to feed him?

Xia Mo did it on purpose! She must have done it on purpose!

Maybe she designed it from the beginning, first she disappeared, so that everyone was crazy to look for her, how could so many security guards and teachers in Nanhua be found by Xuanmu, and then she happened to be injured in front of Xuanmu, and asked Xuanmu to send her to the hospital......

Yan Ran knows Xia Mo's methods, so many people in the school are so afraid of Xia Mo, there is a reason, don't look at her with a cute and innocent face, but what she does often shocks Yan Ran.

Xia Mo is extremely dangerous and scheming, but Yan Ran still comforts herself from time to time, firmly believing that at least she will not treat her like that.

But once this trust was shattered, she began to doubt everything Xia Mo did, and began to become suspicious.

She felt like she was about to break down......

She hated herself like this, and she hated Xia Mo who forced her into such a situation.

Is there really no other way?

They...... Are they still sisters? R1152