Chapter 163: Remember! It's me who doesn't want you anymore!
It was a week after she saw Xuanmu again, and when he came, she didn't want to see him at all.
In her mind, she always remembered the scene she saw that day, he held a bowl of porridge and fed Xia Mo very gently.
"What's wrong? I'm not happy to come? In winter, his eyes were crooked and warm, and his smile was demagogic, if she had fallen into his bright black eyes in the past, she could not extricate herself, but now...... She only felt angry.
Seeing that she didn't make a sound, he knew that she was making trouble again, stingy!
He raised his hand to ruffle her hair but she avoided it, and she turned her head away from him, a little impatient, with an obvious sense of repulsion.
For Yan Ran, Xuan Mu's action reflexively reminded her that he had done the same action to Xia Mo, and a small flame suddenly burst out, making her angry and unbearable.
Xuanmu raised his hand a little embarrassed, and finally put it down, the corners of his mouth raised, extremely embarrassed.
It seems that every time they have a holiday, they will quarrel, sometimes he really can't understand what Yanran is thinking, occasionally he will feel bored, his patience is being consumed little by little, and sometimes he will feel tired, tired of coping with friction again and again, why every time he must show weakness first, why must he coax her first, she seems to be becoming more and more difficult to figure out.
Xia Mo was injured, so many people came to visit, but she didn't come.
What he saw was that Xia Mo had been staring blankly at the door of the ward, waiting for someone to appear, he knew that Xia Mo was thinking about Yanran, but Yan Ran didn't appear until Xia Mo was discharged from the hospital.
Her heart...... How ruthless!
Xia Mo doesn't cry often, they grew up together since childhood, and sometimes they accidentally forget that Xia Mo is a girl, and it is inevitable that there is no light or heavy in the fight, and he sees her fight and bleed more times than she sheds tears.
But Xia Mo, who was so strong, actually cried on the day she was discharged from the hospital, she hugged Xuanmu and said in her arms: "Sister doesn't like me anymore, why doesn't my sister come to see me?" ”
At that moment, he hugged Xia Mo, like a big stone in his throat, he couldn't swallow or spit it out, he couldn't say a word, and he had an indescribable guilt for Xia Mo.
He knew that Xia Mo had always taken care of and relied on Yan Ran, Xia Mo was a little rude, a little willful, and sometimes even made people feel too cold-blooded and terrifying, but on the contrary, if she was good to a person, then she would give her heart and heart.
Although he didn't know what was wrong with Xia Mo and Yan Ran, but Xia Mo was injured, didn't she, so she couldn't care about a patient's feelings.
In the final analysis, Xia Mo is not only Yanran's younger sister, but also his little sister.
Although the love that grew up together is not necessarily love, it is strong enough to make him feel more sorry for the injured Xia Mo.
"What's wrong with you?" He wanted to coax her, but when the words came to his lips, he found that he was mixed with a lot of impatience.
He asked her, what's wrong with you?
The word "again" made her a girl who was often unreasonable and unreasonable.
What's wrong with it?
Oh, yes! He had never understood her mind, and in his mind, she might be a girl who loved to lose her temper at every turn.
So she was even angrier.
"What's wrong with me? I didn't have much! She looked at him directly, showing no sign of backing down, and her words were full of anger.
Why is she so angry, shouldn't he know best? He and Xia Mo have a disgusting appearance of intimacy in the ward, which girlfriend can stand it!
Be! She is stingy, she loves to be jealous, she even feels that Xia Mo and Xuan Mu are betraying her, angry, disappointed, sad...... She couldn't tell how uncomfortable she was these days, and her boyfriend was always with another girl.
Sometimes she even wonders if she was too stupid, and only now does she realize that she was tricked and ended up like this.
It seems that everyone thinks she is too cold-blooded, too calculating, and too unreasonable, so who knows how painful she is in her heart?
She was stupid, she didn't know how to face such a situation, she didn't want to hurt anyone, especially the two people she used to love the most, Xia Mo and Xuan Mu.
But in the face of betrayal, she can't pretend to be indifferent, there is no way not to be angry, not to resent, not to fight back.
It's not so much that she hates Xia Mo and Xuanmu, but that she hates herself for being so incompetent.
She ran away from the school as if she had run away, thinking that the long vacation would bring her back to peace, and slowly thought about what had happened recently, reflecting on what was wrong!
But in fact, it's the opposite, her name is still ringing around her, Xia Mo, Xia Mo, Xia Mo......
Grandma asked why Xia Mo didn't come back with her this time.
Yanran asked if Xia Mo would celebrate the New Year with them.
Aunt Li asked if Xia Mo's injury last time was better.
Yes, everyone remembered Shamo.
The girl with a happy smile on her face, the girl who can easily infect the people around her with a happy atmosphere.
Such a girl, beautiful, happy, full of positive energy...... It seemed reasonable that he would like her.
Thinking like this, she hated Xia Mo even more, and hated Xuanmu even more.
She wasn't smart enough, she wasn't calm enough, and if she was smart enough, she shouldn't have quarreled with him, she shouldn't have been so cold to his arrival, she shouldn't have ignored him.
But there is no way, she is such a person, there is no way not to care, and there is no way to hide her bad feelings in front of him.
There was even a moment when she wanted to beat him up for no reason, purely to vent her bad feelings.
Not really! She held back, chose silence, chose the Cold War, and chose the worst way.
"You...... You're always like this, you hide everything in your heart, and you don't want to tell me anything, can you be more direct! Obviously, Xuanmu's patience collapsed, and his dissatisfaction with Yanran poured out.
"Good! It was you who made me direct, don't regret it! Me and Xia Mo, if you could only choose one, who would you choose? ”
Silence, suffocating silence, the winter wind blowing in their ears, whirring, they stood under the big tree that they used to play with when they were children, facing each other.
After a moment, he was the first to speak.
"Can you say something useful? What a problem are you! Faced with Yanran's question, Xuanmu resisted, mixed with anger.
He felt that Yan Ran was simply making trouble, and it was not good to eat anyone's vinegar, so he had to eat Xia Mo's vinegar.
Xia Mo is his sister, they grew up together since childhood, and their relationship is naturally deep, but that deep relationship has nothing to do with Fengyue, and love is fundamentally different from love, she shouldn't ask such a question at all, let alone blaspheme their relationship from childhood to adulthood!
Having said that, in addition to being his sister, isn't Xia Mo also her sister!
When they are good, they are tired of being together every day, longer than the time they spend with him, why do they turn their faces now!
"What? You can't answer? She sneered, bitter in her heart, and stared at him so directly, looking cold and calm on the surface, but inside she was like boiling a pot of boiling water, afraid to hear his answer.
"Is that why you didn't go to see Xia Mo?" He didn't answer the question, but looked at her with a terrifying anger in his eyes.
He thought his Yan'er was the most kind and gentle, he thought his Yan'er was the most understanding, he thought ...... Yes! He had thought that Yan Ran knew him well enough.
But it doesn't seem to be!
She was actually suspicious of him, suspicious of him and Xia Mo......
Scold! What a ridiculous, pathetic thought!
How was he going to explain it to her? I'm afraid she won't listen to whatever he says now.
"Yes! Why should I go to see someone who doesn't want to see me at all, why should I beg to visit someone so scheming, so shameless......" All the words came to an abrupt end, and she looked up at his raised hand with tears on her face.
It was as if someone had stabbed me in the heart, and I couldn't even breathe in pain.
He...... I even wanted to hit her.
Is he Xuanmu? Is it the kind and innocent big boy Xuanmu? Is it the Xuanmu who loves her and loves her?
She cried! His eyes shrank, and his brain, which had been blank in anger, finally regained his senses, only to realize that he had raised his hand high, and even he himself was frightened by his actions.
"You are not allowed to ...... Don't say that, Xia Mo! He withdrew his hand, and said with a weak heart, his voice small and drowned in the cold winter wind.
"Huh~" She cried and laughed!
Don't say that about Xia Mo, he still chose Xia Mo in the end, the Xia Mo who grew up with his childhood sweetheart.
"Yanran...... I ......, "I didn't mean to, I was just stunned, this is what he wanted to say, but Yanran took the lead."
"Nangong Xuanmu, you're a big bastard!" She shouted, hysterical, crying, tears mercilessly frozen into ice in the cold wind.
She hated him, and the person she hated the most in the world was him, hating the boy she loved the most.
She turned, wanting to leave, but he hugged her tightly from behind and rested his head on her shoulder.
Abhor! He made her feel sick.
He had already made his choice, so why bother pestering her? Or does he want Empress E's daughter to do her best, shameless!
She struggled, trying to get rid of him, but the more he struggled, the tighter he held him.
"I'm sorry...... Really, Yanran, I was just angry! He muttered.
But at this moment, where could Yan Ran listen, her mind was full of Xuanmu and Xia Mo's betrayal, and her anger also burned away what little reason she had left.
She turned around angrily, "Smack! The world of snowflakes froze in a flash.
He was stunned for a moment, and let go of the hand that was holding her tightly, the burning pain on his face made him feel more shame than he had ever felt before.
This is the second time Yanran has slapped him, and unlike the first time, he looked at her sharply, like a sharp sword, ready to kill people at any time.
"Gu Yanran!" He slammed her name.
"Nangong Xuanmu, let's break up, from now on, you and I are strangers, don't even say hello again." Tears condensed on her cheeks, and her words rang loudly, pretending to be strong and calm, and she was a heart full of holes.
His eyes were shrunken and red.
Parted?
Good!
Parted!
"Gu Yanran, remember what you said today, don't cry and beg me. Remember! It's not you who dump me, it's that I don't want you anymore! He said, turning all the anger in his heart into the most vicious language, word by word, stabbing each other's hearts, forcing himself to stand in a desperate situation, with no way out. R1152