Chapter 674: Will You Be Happy in Winter
The weather was gloomy and cloudy, perhaps because of the impending winter, when the cold wind was swishing outside, and the withered branches were swaying, old and withered, and from the warmth of the room, the scene looked like the end of the world.
No one likes to be cold, but today's weather is not cold for Ding Yuer, it will just make her emotions sink to the bottom again.
Looking at the weather outside the window, Jiang An didn't believe in the weather forecast, so he decided to wear more, if it rained, he could cope with it, although he wouldn't get sick, but he still thought from the perspective of ordinary people.
changed into a long-sleeved sweater, which was prepared for him by Su Tong, Ding Yuer also got dressed, and the two of them prepared to go.
"Be careful, you two go out alone or don't let people notice, notify us if there is danger!"
Jiang An nodded, and changed from the garage to a new car that he had not driven, that was Phoenix's inventory, it was really a rich man, but unfortunately Jiang An didn't know how to drive, so he could only watch it, and the matter of driving still had to be handed over to Ding Yuer!
There was silence on the road, Ding Yu'er's expression was calm, and she watched the road move forward seriously, Jiang An knew that he was just a foil, so he kept silent.
Today's road conditions are not so bad, almost an hour later, the two of them arrived at the cemetery, from here they can not drive, the two of them have to walk over, the cold wind is getting more and more violent, people feel the slightest chill, the gust of wind is as piercing as a knife.
Jiang'an followed behind Ding Yu'er with flowers and paper money and other preparation utensils, the road was very calm, there were not many people in the cemetery, this kind of already cold place is now even more gloomy, and it is easy to make people hairy with today's weather.
After about ten minutes of crossing the roads, Ding Yuer stopped.
Looking at the back from the riverbank, this row of cemeteries looks like it has been some years, and some of the tombstones are even starting to deteriorate, and it seems that Ding Yu'er's mother is buried here.
This kind of scene is not very accustomed to Jiang An, he has not had many relatives since he was a child, let alone have the opportunity to experience the pain of life and death, he has never been to the cemetery, and he has not mourned for his relatives, so he is still a little unaccustomed, and he always feels that this place is too cold, and there is too much death and sadness.
But he held back, he knew that Ding Yu'er's mood must be even more sad.
The two of them stood at the intersection for a long time, almost five minutes later, Ding Yuer walked forward with difficult steps, it can be seen that she is in pain in her heart, every time she lifts her feet, it seems so difficult, after all, she is about to remember that painful memory, so cold and ruthless, even cruel.
It was just a few tens of meters but so far away, and Jiang An followed silently until Ding Yu'er stopped again, and Jiang Bank swept towards the tombstone next to him.
The black and white photos, the colors are so desperate, even if Jiang An has never had that kind of experience, he can feel what kind of sadness it is in his heart!
The woman in the photo looks very young, almost only about thirty years old, with delicate and graceful facial features, a kind of traditional Chinese feminine temperament, gentle and moving, virtuous and virtuous like jasper, from the perspective of appearance, this woman is four points similar to Ding Yuer.
But the two have many similarities in details, such as smiles, although the woman in the black and white photo is very sad, but her smile is very beautiful, full of innocence and joy, and the corners of her mouth seem to be able to dispel the haze here.
This is very similar to Ding Yuer, the eyes of the two people are so bright, and the smiles are so simple, but it is a pity that the beauty has passed away, as if people are separated forever today.
Jiang An looked at the name on the tombstone - Xingdong!
Ding Yuer stood in front of the tombstone speechlessly, waited for a long time, and then took the rag and water from Jiang An's hand, and then began to seriously wipe the tombstone that was already full of dust.
It didn't take long, but the movements of the two people were very serious, until Ding Yuer's movements began to stop.
The little girl bit her lip, her eyes were slightly red, her shoulders were shaking slightly, and her emotions seemed to be a little difficult to control, which is normal, in the face of such a scene, I am afraid that no one can be as calm as water.
Jiang An took out a handkerchief from his arms and handed it over, his task today is to take care of Ding Yu'er and not let her have any problems.
Slowly, Ding Yu'er seemed to be much better, smiled at the riverbank, and then picked up the wicker on the ground, but due to the current season, the willow trees on the street have almost withered, and even this wicker is so weak that there is no life.
The yellowed wicker was placed next to the tombstone, and Ding Yuer placed the flowers in front of her, followed by the tribute, and the whole process seemed so long that it made people feel extremely depressed.
Jiang An had no choice but to look at Ding Yu'er from the side, do this, Ding Yu'er took a few steps back, and then knelt down, Jiang An thought about it, although he didn't know him, but the other party was his old-timer after all, and there was no problem to bow down.
Kneel down with Ding Yuer, this is the Chinese people's way of worship, used to remember the ancestors!
Knock knock!
Following Ding Yu'er's movements, Jiang An kowtowed three times, did not get up immediately, still knelt beside her and quietly looked ahead, Ding Yu'er's upper body was straight, but she slowly trembled and cried silently.
"Mom"
How much bitterness this cry carries, I'm afraid only Ding Yu'er can know, but it evokes Jiang An's memories, he hasn't seen his parents for a long time, and that clone incident created an opportunity for him, but it was only for a short time, like a flash in the pan.
It's clearly family, but it's so estranged, it can't help but make people feel heartache.
Ding Yuer's crying sounded in her ears, she was just a little girl who had just reached the age of twenty, and she had never experienced the happy time of being coquettish in the arms of her parents, she had never had it before, and she would never have such an opportunity in the future.
The ruthlessness of time is unified, it will not be relaxed to anyone, it will always be just a thing of the past, there is no possibility of recovery, and what is left is only regret and longing.
"Mom, are you okay? I'm Yu'er, I haven't come to see you for a long time, are you angry? I'm sorry I'm always afraid to come to see you, because I can't control myself every time, Mom, I'm sorry I miss you so much, but, but I know you'll never come back. ”
Tick tock!
Not only did Ding Yuer's tears fall, but also the rain in the sky, could it be that the heavens were also sad and shed tears of sorrow?
Yanjing is not a place where it rains a lot, especially now that it is about to enter the winter season, its rain is not as violent as in the south, the speed is not fast, the number is not much, but it lasts for a long time, and it will become more and more violent.
At first, it was just a light raindrop, but then the raindrops became heavier and heavier, and the rain became more and more ferocious.
Due to the weather, today's rain seems to be extraordinarily cold, with special power, not only can cold the body, but also can freeze your heart, Jiang An knelt silently in the rain, looking at Ding Yuer in front of him, his brows furrowed slightly.
Although it is said that the body of the demon lord and the immortal lord is very strong and will not be invaded by the virus, but staying in this cold heavy rain for a long time, it is difficult to say whether there will be any bad effects, do you need to use demon power?
Just when Jiang An began to have such thoughts, Ding Yu'er slowly shook her head: "Jiang An, no need, I have no problem, thank you, but I still need this now." ”
Ding Yu'er's emotions seemed to have calmed down a little, although she couldn't see her expression clearly, but she could feel it by listening to the voice.
Jiang An gave up such an idea, quietly looked at Ding Yu'er's back, and slowly, Ding Yu'er's voice came out: "Mom, I have made a friend, right next to me, do you see it?" ”
"His name is Jiang An, he is my best friend, and he is also a friend introduced to me by my father, I think it is very good, he is a good person, he was very good to me, he saved my life last time, you can rest assured, I also have friends, I will not be lonely anymore, do you like him?"
Saying that, Ding Yuer turned her head and smiled at Jiang An: "Jiang An, thank you for accompanying me today, it's really good to have you by your side!" ”
In this regard, Jiang An can only smile back, his acquaintance with Ding Yuer is accidental, but he also likes this optimistic and cheerful girl in his heart, she is very strong and brave, maybe because she has spent a long time in loneliness, she treats her friends more cherished, and she is also trying to make friends and get along with everyone around her.
"My mother's name is Xingdong, I always think the name is not very good, but my mother thinks it is very good, she says she likes winter, and she is happy that she can be born in winter, she hopes that she can be happy, and she hopes that I can be happy, I may be able to, but she"
"Twelve years ago, on this day, the weather was similar to now, it was very cold, it rained a lot, I can't forget that day, I will never forget, it was my father who came back with my mother, but she only said one word to me, I, I will never see her again."
Ding Yuer looked at the riverbank, tears mixed with rain flowing down, her voice trembling with the pain of the past: "She wants me to live happily, but it's too far, I don't know what I want for that kind of thing, I've been in pain all these years, and I'll never be able to face this matter, thank you." ”
"The days with you are so happy, I can even forget the pain, I think, that should be happiness!"
Jiang An nodded vigorously: "That's right, the thing that can make you happy is your happiness, your mother must also want to see you like this, you can be happy, presumably, she is also happy, so you have to continue to persevere." ”
Time stood still, Ding Yu'er stared at the river bank for a long time, her big eyes narrowed and she smiled happily, which was a joy she had never had.
Not far away, Ding Sansheng, who was standing with an umbrella, watched silently, his palms getting harder and harder, as if he was struggling in pain