Chapter 673: Loneliness and Pain
Jiang An looked at Ding Yu'er suspiciously, frowned and asked, "Go see your mother?" ”
I haven't heard about Ding Yu'er's mother, Jiang An has always been dealing with Ding Sansheng, and her friendship with him is not deep, how could Ding Yuer suddenly talk about this problem, but looking at her face, she seems to be in a very low mood!
Since seeing Ding Sansheng today, Ding Yuer has not shown a smile, which is similar to the usual lively and comfortable girl.
Ding Yu'er nodded, the whole person showed a strong sense of fatigue and sadness, and said after a long time: "The day after tomorrow is my mother's death day, I have to go to see her every year, this year, can you accompany me?" ”
Jiang An's heart vibrated suddenly, looking at Ding Yu'er's eyes with a slight change, no wonder she was so low today, it turned out
Judging from the relationship between Ding Yuer's father and daughter, her childhood should not be considered happy, her mother died early, her father was too indifferent to her, in the face of all kinds of unhappiness, Ding Yuer could only grit her teeth and insist, not telling her heart to others, hiding it all in her heart, trying to pretend to be a strong appearance as if nothing happened.
It's like a lone wolf hovering on the verge of death, licking its own wounds, and being strong is distressing!
Jiang An has experienced this, he also had such a period back then, although his family is not broken, but it is not happy, in that lonely years, he used his own way to digest the pain and sadness caused by loneliness, that kind of taste people who have not experienced it will never be able to experience.
There are many kinds of pain in the world, some can be borne alone, and then use time to dissolve it, eliminate it without leaving any trace, but there are also some injuries that cannot be changed, even if they leave their bodies for a short time, but they are still hidden in a corner that you can't perceive, and at the right opportunity, it will hit you like a recurrent illness, stimulate you, torture you, and pull you back into the dark abyss full of pain.
People all grow up in this process, and they have more or less similar experiences, so they are prone to care and tenderness when facing their own kind.
Looking at Ding Yu'er's lonely appearance, Jiang An didn't know what form he should use to comfort her, language has never been omnipotent, it even seems pale and powerless most of the time, unable to make the other party feel your emotion and thoughtfulness.
Therefore, Jiang An did not choose to use the way of speaking, at this time - hugging is enough!
Two cold bodies approaching each other, using each other's questions to warm each other, this is the self-comfort of the lonely and the hurting, and it should be the best way to comfort yourself in this way that is neither intimate nor strange!
Ding Yu'er was a little stunned, her body was stunned, and she raised her head to look at the river bank after a long time, and saw the smile on the corner of his mouth, his closed eyes, and it seemed that there was a warm breath slowly transmitting in the speechlessness, through the obstacle of his body, crossing the cold pain.
Maybe there is warmth and it can dissolve the pain, no one knows, but what can be done must be done.
"Thank you"
Ding Yuer's voice began to choke, under this kind of warmth and care, the lone wolf under the serious injury also had times when he couldn't hold back his emotions. Everyone has a valve port for pain, and it needs to be tilted and understood, and weakness is not necessarily a bad thing.
Because, knowing that weak people will yearn for being strong, cherish being strong, and understand that they are truly strong!
Bidding farewell to Ding Yu'er, Jiang An's mood was not as heavy as he imagined, he knew that this kind of thing could not be solved by his own strength, at most it was alleviated, some things were easy to let go, and his emotions would not be so entangled.
Thinking that he would accompany Ding Yu'er to the cemetery the day after tomorrow, Jiang An was still a little entangled in his heart, it was about Ding Sansheng, and he always felt that this old man had special thoughts about himself.
But he couldn't perceive where that kind of thought was aimed at, it stands to reason that he is a guardian, even if he doesn't belong to his side now, but he definitely shouldn't be his enemy, not to mention that there is Teacher Xia Qing paying attention to him, there is no reason for this kind of thing to happen.
So he was very puzzled, and he didn't figure out the reason for it.
Walking to the living room, it was already late, Phoenix and the others had already gone to rest, Zhong Lele seemed to be too tired when playing games, and fell asleep directly on the sofa, Luo Jia was putting a blanket on her.
The footsteps of the river bank couldn't help but stop, this scene is very rare, Luo Jia still has this kind of careful and gentle time!
It seems to be a duplicitous tsundere.,Although I'm usually cold and don't like to talk.,But the heart is still very delicate.,This kind of person is really cute!
Sure enough, noticing that the river bank was coming down, Luo Jia's movements suddenly trembled a little, his pretty face was slightly red, and his eyes seemed to be a little difficult to face, so he threw down the blanket at will, snorted and turned his head.
Jiang An touched his head and asked softly, "You haven't slept yet?" ”
"What did Yu'er tell you?"
Luo Jia did not answer the question, but took the initiative to speak, this is her usual method, when she encounters a topic that she doesn't like or doesn't want to answer, she simply changes the topic directly, using her cold eyes and strong aura to regain the home field and regain dominance.
Jiang An hadn't comprehended it before, but now the relationship between the two people is also invisibly much closer, and it can still be discovered!
Jiang An didn't break it down, and truthfully told everything about the situation just now, including his worries about Ding Sansheng.
The relationship between him and Luo Jia is like this, somewhat similar to master and apprentice, of course, Luo Jia is more like a military advisor, but he is a very domineering and powerful military advisor, but both of them enjoy this relationship, which is also special between them!
Frowning and thinking for a long time, Luo Jia pinched his chin and hesitated: "The people of the guardian faction have many secrets, I heard a few words from my father, in the battle more than ten years ago, there was a big conflict between the guardians, and these people who are still born now are estimated to have participated in the battle of the year, as for what kind of thoughts they have now, I think it is better to be careful!" ”
"That's right, I always feel that Ding Sansheng seems to want something from me, it should be more than the ability of the three dragons, there may be something else!"
Luo Jia nodded: "In short, Yu'er has always been our friend, we can't help her in this regard, we can only do what we can, you can rest assured to accompany her, these days should be able to calm down!" ”
"I understand, today"
It's night, if you ignore Zhong Lele who is sleeping peacefully on the sofa, there are only Jiang An and Luo Jia here, thinking of what happened today, Jiang An is still a little difficult to hide in his heart, but the complaint about Luo Jia has disappeared.
Luo Jia appeared in such an action because of herself, and she also wanted to share the pressure of the situation, so she used this extreme route to attract the enemy's firepower.
"Needless to say, don't you already know what I think? I know you still don't agree in your heart, but it doesn't matter, I won't listen to you. ”
Here, Luo Jia's strong aura, she is quite proud and dictatorial, if she can't accept your opinion well, then she will decisively and firmly implement her plan, bold and resolute!
Faced with this situation, Jiang An could only smile bitterly: "Okay, let's put aside the problems of the two of us first, since no one will admit defeat, let's try to see who loses, and we must be obedient in the future-"
"Of course, you should have been obedient, it's just a rebellious period, and I'll help you correct it!"
Luo Jia gently brushed the hair around her ears, and a touching smile of confidence and pride appeared on her face, and she seemed to be in a good mood!
Time gradually calmed down, the bloody coffin suffered a lot of losses, and yesterday's events also made a lot of noise, under this kind of bright face, it was impossible for them to launch a retaliatory action, so they could only hibernate.
The Demon Alliance is the same, yesterday's borrowing knife to kill people was unsuccessful, and they are also nervous now, and there is an undercurrent surging in it!
Jiang An didn't have too many plans in the past two days, he had just been upgraded to the fifth generation demon master, and his skills and demon power were not yet stable, so he had to take advantage of these two days to stabilize his foundation and keep his strength stable.
At the same time, he did not give up his attachment to Qing Nan, and there was still no clue about the case, but I heard that the special task force had exerted a lot of pressure, and it seemed that they wanted to issue some punishment decisions, which made Jiang An very difficult, and there was no clue to find the enemy's hiding place!
Everyone uses this time to start recovering themselves, Loga's strength needs to be stabilized by retreat, and her breakthrough can be said to be dangerous, it can be considered a gamble, so she must use time to help herself return to a perfect state.
Xia Wushuang seemed to have been stimulated by Luo Jia, she had always refused to be left behind, especially Luo Jia, so now she has begun to concentrate on cultivation, and she is bound to improve her strength in the shortest possible time.
Tang Man and Zhong Lele were also infected by this atmosphere, Zhong Lele estimated that he would be able to start breaking through in a few days, Tang Man was similar, she said that she had already felt the opportunity to break through, and she only needed the time to take advantage of the breakthrough.
And there are "old-timers" like Phoenix around everyone, many questions about cultivation can be asked to her, and she can also be used as a sparring partner, which is a rare good thing, and everyone cherishes this opportunity.
In his spare time, Jiang An did not forget to pay attention to the situation in Jiangcheng, the situation on Su Tong's side was very good, but his mood was a little low, An Ruo and An Xiao were similar, and they always felt that something important was missing in their ordinary life.
Teacher Chongming took the leaves away, and the little silly girl complained to Jiang'an Datong, saying that she had to come to Yanjing for everything, fortunately, Teacher Chongming was by her side, otherwise it would be a big trouble!
Finally, there is the situation in Nanling City, this is the most important help for Jiang'an at present, Wen Xiucai did not disappoint him, the Ten Thousand Demon Pavilion has successfully moved towards other important cities in the country, recruiting the demon lords there, and strengthening the strength.
Of course, these actions can't escape the eyes of the bloody coffin, but Wen Xiucai is very smart, he won't put all his attention into one of them, and has arranged many smoke barriers, even if the bloody coffin wants to make a move, it is a little overwhelmed.
The days became calmer, but it was short-lived, and near the end of October, Jiang An and Ding Yuer set off!