87_878011 (xxxiv) Go home

"Ding-dong." The doorbell rings.

Yuan Youli opened the door. "Youli is waiting for you." She looked at me with a smile on her face, like she had once been.

'The cause is waiting for you.' I can't think like that, thinking that you're by my side, that thinking you're good is the cause of loving me. In a split second I was going to fall.

"Sister." I walked over with a smile.

"Grandma, this is the Yoli Yuli I mentioned to you, my good sister." Yuan Youli pulled me.

I fixed my eyes on my grandmother, and I froze.

I was amazed at how much older she seemed to be, and I don't know if it was because I had gotten older or if it had changed. But the only thing that hasn't changed is that feeling.

"Hello mother-in-law." Grandma was right in front of me, and I couldn't say anything.

"Miss Yuri, sit down." Her tone was still the same as before.

"Thank you." I sat down and looked at her and pulled out the present. "This is for your mother-in-law, I don't know if you like it or not."

'Grandma, here's my greeting card for you. 'Memories keep overlapping.

I looked at my grandmother with anticipation as I had ever been.

"Thank you, Miss Yuri." She smiled and took it. "I love it."

She didn't reject me, not like she used to be. But I know I'm not because I'm Yoli Yuri.

Look at me with a smile in my eyes. "Don't be a mother-in-law, since you and Yiyi are called sisters. It's better to call grandma like Yiyi. She looked at me with a smile, just like she had once looked at her sister and Chengcheng.

My heart is about to soften, obviously it is an illusion, but I have been addicted to it for a while. I almost forgot who I am now.

"Grandma." I looked at her with a smile.

"It's good that I have another granddaughter." She smiled, but my heart was sweet.

"It's really like Incause, it seems that the second lady is back."

As soon as this sentence appeared, grandma's face changed.

"Yu's mother, you go to the kitchen and take a look." Yuan Youli is very eye-catching.

It's Yu's mother, who worked as a nanny at home as early as a very young age.

It seems that I am still dreaming, and I know it when I see her changed face. I will never be able to replace Yuan Youli, and I can't be the cause safely. I'm ridiculous, ridiculous enough. My heart was torn apart again, why why, why did I have to go to my own destiny? Why can't you be happy? Not even fantasies.

I looked at my grandmother and pulled out a smile. "Cause? I've heard it from my sister, too. I don't know who it is. "I looked at my grandmother as if I was reviewing, and I didn't even let go of a single look on her face.

"It's just an inconsequential person, not to mention." That's all grandma said.

I laughed, it didn't matter, I didn't need to mention it. Because of this, you are really enough to fail, and this is the family you are thinking about. The person you love never cared about you at all.

"Dinner is ready, come here. Grandmother. "Yuan Youli has a lot of respect for her grandmother.

I tried to smile and look at the house, which was bigger and more luxurious than the previous ones, but no longer human.

At the dinner table, I looked at the dishes on the table and didn't have any appetite. But I have to pretend, because I am not the cause at this moment.

"Yuli, I don't know what you like to eat, it's all casually made." Yuan Youli smiled and said to me, this face used to be my sunshine.

"yes, Miss Yuri, I don't know what you like to eat, so I'll just make some of it." Yu's mother looked at me and smiled.

I looked at the dishes on the table and looked at the four happy balls on the table in amazement. "This." It's a favorite dish I loved when I was a kid, and I don't know if I'll see it again.

"This is a four-happiness ball, a qiē because I like to eat it very much." Is Yu's mother really used to it? Because there is a younger sister, do you remember the cause?

"Yu's mother, didn't I say that this dish should not appear on the table in the future?" Grandma looked at Yu's mother with a questioning tone.

"There are guests here, and it's good to be sticky and happy. Besides, I don't know what Miss Yuri likes. Yu's mother was a little embarrassed.

"Can the guests just bring these out?" Grandma's questioning tone knocked on my heart little by little.

"Grandma, this Youli is still here, don't blame Mom." Yuan Youli had no choice but to come forward to dissuade her.

"I haven't tasted this dish yet, so it's better to try it. Looks pretty good. I looked at my grandmother, suppressed my heart, and said with a smile.

"It's good that Miss Youli likes it, after all, it's been ten years since then, and it's inevitable that it will be unlucky." Grandma looked at me and smiled.

Unlucky. My heart is going to be cold. "It's okay." My heart was bleeding, but I was still smiling.

"If you like it, it's fine."

I looked at that plate of Sixi balls, I haven't eaten them in ten years. Because I think of the unbearable royal family, I don't want to reminisce, I don't want to trap myself in such a cage.

I picked up the round and tasted it. It was much different from what I remembered, but I still looked at my grandmother with a smile. "It tastes good."

It's not the taste of the past, it's not the mood of the past. What was once liked has become disliked, and what was once happy has become unhappy.

At the end of dinner, Yuan Youli came to see me off at the door.

"It's really inhospitable." Yuan Youli's face is really beautiful, like an angel.

"How can my sister entertain me really well, I like grandma very much." I'm pretending, I'm used to my own façade.

"Come back another day, I'll be well entertained." Yuan Youli's smile is like sunshine.

"Yes, definitely. I like my sister very much. I looked at my sister's face and smiled, but I couldn't be like her.

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As I drove away, I drove faster and faster. I really don't know how I'm going to face myself.

I just hit the brakes and got on the steering wheel, and I didn't know what I was going to do. What the hell do I want?

I'm ridiculous enough to torture myself to watch such a family drama. I was really torturing myself, I was in so much pain that I couldn't help myself.

I confessed that I still had hope for this qiē, and when I saw my grandmother I thought I would have hope, and I thought that I would go back to the old days, and continue to change back to that good cause, not the humble cause, and I thought I had gone home. I thought my grandmother and sister would smile and say to me, "Because of this, you're finally home." ”

But the reality makes me so unbearable, I can't get back the cause, I can't do it, I can never do it, I will never be able to do it.

But I don't care, I don't care, I don't care, I really don't care.

What can be said is not to care, in fact, it is the biggest concern in life, and if you don't get it, you can say that you don't care.

I'm already going to crash, yes, I care. I care if my sister can love the cause again, and I care if my grandmother can love the cause, even once is enough.

I am an outcast of God, unredeemed.

'Where there is a sister, there will be a paradise for Inin.' ’

I remembered what Jiang Zheyu had said. I can't be an angel, but I'm still content with the fate of the devil.

You are the ones who forced me down this path, and I have struggled and absconded to escape my fate