But if it weren't for that, then what would it be? If he suddenly starts reading this kind of book now, with his own understanding of him Qiu Zichuan, it means that his mood has changed greatly! What's more, how can a man in the wind and snow have the heart and passion to read this kind of book! Was it that after Qiu Zichuan talked with himself that night, he began to lose patience with himself after thinking about all kinds of excesses in his past, or so many repetitions, but he Qiu Zichuan suddenly had a feeling of disgust with himself! It's not that sometimes after making all kinds of efforts, although they have also achieved the desired goal, they will suddenly have a feeling of tiredness, and suddenly they can no longer arouse the enthusiasm of the past!

Yes, it must be so, he talked freely with himself that day, completely because he kept questioning him before that, and coldly faced him, like many times before he was out of helplessness, he took the initiative to talk to himself out of unwillingness to deal with himself. And after that, he felt that he had been too troublesome in the past two years, and he felt that he was always endlessly suspicious, to investigate, and to question. After everything was said, he felt tired and he began to lose heart with himself! That's why he started reading books like Buddhist philosophy!

Qu Mengmeng began to lose his breath!

Thinking of Qiu Zichuan's love for himself in the past, thinking about all kinds of joy between himself and Qiu Zichuan in the past; Thinking about his endless doubts, endless questions, and frequent cold wars in recent years, Qu Mengmeng felt that something was wrong!

A month after Qiu Zichuan started to live in the guest room, Qu Mengmeng stopped thinking about those women or those girls, Qu Mengmeng began to doubt himself, wondering if his previous judgments were wrong, and whether his previous practices were all over!

Be!

Qiu Zichuan once said to himself that he would never give up on himself in his life! Even if he meets a woman or girl he likes, he won't! Because, Qiu Zichuan said that he was not only his Qiu Zichuan's wife, but also the mother of his children! Three people make up this family together! Moreover, Qiu Zichuan also said to himself that even if he, Qiu Zichuan, no longer loves her Qu Mengmeng, he can't let his children be sad and sad because of their mother's departure!

In addition, Qiu Zichuan hates the habit of peeping the most in his life, and he himself said that at any time, no matter whose office he goes to, as long as there are letters, written materials, and everything that belongs to others on their desks, he will avoid it, and will never go back to peeping out of curiosity, and to flip through it. Even for himself, Qiu Zichuan is the same, such as he is in the kitchen, he is taking a shower, at this time the mobile phone rings, even if he says to him Qiu Zichuan, you look at who called, he Qiu Zichuan will only hand the mobile phone to himself, and will never look at who is calling above, and he has complained that he doesn't care about himself, but he said that this is a kind of morality, a code of conduct, respect for others, but also respect for himself! He also said it was a kind of upbringing! Peeping is a kind of filth in his eyes. Even if no one sees it, I don't despise it!

Yes!

How could I have checked his call history before? And he promised him that he would never do such a thing again. It hurts him so much! Not to mention that his distrust of him disappointed him, the point is that he has always hated this kind of behavior! How can I be a woman he hates!

Also, are you too impulsive this time?

Perhaps, he just wanted to be alone for a few days. It could be that he has something on his mind, or that something has happened to him, and it's big! It made him feel troubled, stressed, and even difficult to choose! Otherwise, it was fine the night before, everything was said to be done, how could he come to work the next day and change it!

Something must have happened to him, and this time it must be hard!

Yes, he has said more than once that when a man comes home, he should open the door and bring his wife and children sunshine and peace. Men must not bring their own worries and unhappiness outside into the house, and they must not guard their wives and children at home to vent, to tell their own pain and troubles and let their wives and children also follow their own troubles, and uneasy!

Even before getting married, Qiu Zichuan was angry with him, and Qiu Zichuan was angry with him, but he never heard him Qiu Zichuan tell him about any troubles and pains in front of him. Moreover, I didn't hear him Qiu Zichuan complain about who or something in front of him, and cursed who or something. And after marriage, all this is even more not! Don't infect the pain and troubles to others, let alone your relatives, but put everything in your own heart, deal with it yourself, and digest it yourself, which is also an unchanging creed of Qiu Zichuan!

But this time, not only did I not consider it from his point of view, to understand, but also to understand him, and to comfort him, making him feel difficult and lonely in his heart, but at the same time, he also felt the warmth of his family. And he started to attack the women and girls around him all of a sudden! Moreover, I also checked his call records again, and began to ask and pester!

Maybe it's fine, maybe he will be in a better mood after staying in the guest room for a few days, and he will go back to the bedroom for two. But as a result, I made such a fuss, and all of a sudden, I really made trouble about what was nothing! Maybe it's because of this, so that Qiu Zichuan suddenly tossed out all his work in the past two years in his heart! Therefore, he began to be deeply disappointed in himself, and that's why he is like this!

It's messy! It's messy! It's all messed up!

Qu Mengmeng began to regret it, and Qu Mengmeng began to remorse himself for what he had done before!

How did I become like this! I didn't think so! What's wrong with me!

From the time I saw Sister Wang in the hotel opening a room with others, I felt that the world was so chaotic! Who else can believe it? Did I start to change at that time? Just don't know it yourself?

Also, when I think of those CEOs and directors, they are either full of scandals, or they are constantly gossiping, making me always think about what happened to the men in this world?

Also, since she knew that Hu Li also had a lover, and she was already the second deputy director of the listing bureau, she still taught herself to learn to control her husband, and said that an excellent man like Brother Qiu still doesn't know how many women are thinking about it! also said that the little girl now is amazing, it doesn't matter if you have a wife or not, as long as you have money and are willing to give her flowers, you can coax your boyfriend while not delaying dealing with rich men. And Brother Qiu is not only handsome, but also the boss, that woman, which girl doesn't like it! So be careful!

Sitting stupidly on the sofa, Qu Mengmeng recalled, thinking!

Blame yourself! Blame yourself! Others are others, but Qiu Zichuan is not that kind of person at all!

What can I do?

He must have been heartbroken! Being constantly doubted by myself, constantly being questioned by myself, especially the stupid thing that I don't know how to do to transfer his call records, I'm really confused!

I want to apologize to him! I'm going to make him forgive himself!

Also, I want to improve his life for him, and during this time, I just think about looking for him, and I don't cook too much delicious food for him! Also, I'm going to drag him back when he's happy......!

The simple Qu Mengmeng thought about it, and the depression in his heart began to disappear, not to mention the indignation that has been in place for a while! I feel that everything is because of my own badness, but as long as I wait for Qiu Zichuan to come back, explain everything clearly, and admit my mistake to Qiu Zichuan again, then Qiu Zichuan will still like himself as before, and maybe he will pick himself up and rush into the bedroom!

As soon as the haze that permeated Qu Mengmeng's mind dissipated! , Qu Mengmeng's heart suddenly relaxed!

However, Qiu Zichuan still came back late that night! However, when he woke up the next morning, Qu Mengmeng, who was just about to go to wash, thought about washing up well and making breakfast for Qiu Zichuan, but at a glance he saw a piece of paper on the coffee table in the living room, with a line of words on it, Qu Mengmeng walked over and picked it up, which read:

"I went to the provincial capital to study, about three months, and I had something to call! Qiu Zichuan! ”

Qu Mengmeng's eyes were suddenly at a loss!

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For the next three months, Qiu Zichuan would come back one or two days a week, and after handling affairs in the company, he would also return home, but only to ask about the children's studies, or have dinner together as a family, and there would be nothing unusual at the dinner table. But after eating, I asked the driver to send me back to the provincial capital, on the grounds that I couldn't delay the next day's study!

Qu Mengmeng knew that Qiu Zichuan was very stubborn, and he thought that he had deeply hurt Qiu Zichuan! He Qiu Zichuan needs time to calm himself, and he also needs to wait, waiting for Qiu Zichuan to finish his studies, and then do what he wants!

The three-month study in the provincial city is finally over! But before Qu Mengmeng could figure out how to talk to Qiu Zichuan, or that after Qiu Zichuan came back, he fell into frequent banquets every day, and Qu Mengmeng didn't have time to wait for it. At this time, Qiu Zichuan received a notice from the city, asking him to attend a training course for young and middle-aged cadres organized by the province to study in the United States and leave a month later.

At the same time, the gossip that Qiu Zichuan was going to take over the next deputy mayor of the municipal government in charge of industry also began to talk up and down the waterfront.

In the following time, Qiu Zichuan quit all the entertainment that could be dismissed every night and plunged into the review of English. Qu Mengmeng's heart was full of joy and longing, and naturally he didn't dare to disturb Qiu Zichuan's review. Affair with Qiu Zichuan

If you want to compare the industry with the future, what is the rest!

And the urgent review seems to provide Qiu Zichuan with the right opportunity and cloak to continue to live alone in the guest room. Of course, sometimes as soon as he sat down at the table and smelled the food carefully cooked by Qu Mengmeng, Qiu Zichuan would also whisper a sentence that was really fragrant! Or chew a stick of food in your mouth, and say it's delicious!

And at this time, Qu Mengmeng was always happy in his heart, and even thought that Qiu Zichuan might have begun to turn around!

But at this time, Qiu Zichuan was sincere and nervous to review, and Qiu Zichuan at this time no longer thought about Qu Mengmeng!

Everything is calm, it's just that the indifference under the calm becomes unimportant for the time being!

The day before leaving the country, it happened to be Saturday, Qiu Zichuan took the children who did not study at night and Qu Mengmeng to a restaurant on the street for dinner.

Back home, Qiu Zichuan said he was a little tired. Qu Mengmeng also felt that Qiu Zichuan had fought for nothing in white or black this month, and he had to leave early the next day, so when he helped Qiu Zichuan pack up, he persuaded Qiu Zichuan to rest early.

Of course, Qiu Zichuan still went to the guest room at home alone!

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