"What's wrong with me today?"

"Why didn't I control it?"

Xu Jing felt that her heart was still pounding!

"Nope! I didn't even think about anything at the time! Why did you say those three words all at once? ”

When she got home, Xu Jing couldn't wait to take off her coat and go to the bathroom, turn on the solar sprinkler, and when the water was a little warm, she turned the flow to the maximum and began to take a shower!

At this time, Xu Jing began to worry about whether the three words she blurted out would cause Qiu Zichuan's disgust, or whether it would make Qiu Zichuan suddenly distance himself from him out of various concerns!

Is it right or wrong!

At this time, Xu Jing felt that her heart would fall to the ground for a while, and she would be thrown to the sky for a while, and she kept trembling! Isn't it too abrupt to think about it for a while? After a while, I thought that this was not an earth-shattering shock!

"What would he think?"

"He'll be surprised!"

"He must have been at a loss for a moment!"

"That's right! At least ten seconds at that time, he didn't speak! Alas! It was terrible! It's as if everything is frozen! ”

"So what to do?"

"But what else can I do! Say it all! ”

Xu Jing couldn't tell why she was still the same as she was in the office now, panicked, afraid, and excited and worried filled her whole heart and mind!

"Let him go!"

After a while, Xu Jing began to comfort herself again!

"Yes, it's still the same sentence, let him go! How else to do it! Anyway, it was said! ”

With the rush of hot water, Xu Jing began to feel a little relaxed in her body, and as the pores of her whole body opened, Xu Jing began to feel no longer so nervous.

"Also, didn't he text me too! It's just that he's cautious; And this time, didn't I just let it go! Maybe that's what he wants! ”

"That's right! Maybe he's happy at this time! If he has always liked himself, but he has always been hindered by Qu Mengmeng and Qu Bin, then now that he has stabbed this layer of paper open all of a sudden, can he be unhappy! Of course he must be happy! ”

"That's right! What did he say in the end? ”

……

"So be it! Xu Jing! ”

So how?

"Take care of your body and write a book with peace of mind, okay?"

Xu Jing began to think about it!

……

"That's not right! Wrong! These two sentences are incoherent! ”

……

Xu Jing began to think! Xu Jing felt that what Qiu Zichuan said before and after was not what he was going to say!

"So be it! Xu Jing! ”

Xu Jing began to ponder the sentence that Qiu Zichuan said first at that time.

"There's something to say! So be it! So? ”

"Take care of your body and write a book with peace of mind, okay?"

"This is clearly a turning point! It doesn't match the preface! If he says what he wants to do, then it will be logical! ”

"That's right! He would have had something to say! Right! Definitely! So what is he trying to say? ”

"Right? Right? ”

Xu Jing began to try to explore Qiu Zichuan's thoughts.

"So be it! Then it should be said, Xu Jing! I'll talk about it when I get back! Or, Xu Jing, let's meet when I go back......!" Or, Xu Jing! When I get back, we'll talk about ......! ”

"That's right! Right! That's how it should be! That's logical! ”

"Yes! He must have meant to say that!

For this sudden discovery in his inference, Xu Jing suddenly felt very happy!

"But why didn't he say it?"

"Why did he swallow the words back when they came to his lips?"

"What did he think of at the time?"

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"Then wait for him to come back!"

"At least, he didn't reprimand himself on the phone!"

"At least, they pretended not to understand or didn't hear clearly on the phone!"

"That's right! He understood his expression very well, and at least he didn't refuse on the spot! ”

"More important! And most importantly! Just listen to the tone of his last words, at least, he is not angry! ”

"That's right! This is so important! At least he wasn't angry! ”

"Yes, yes! This is so important! ”

Xu Jing began to be excited about her sudden discovery again!

"What does it mean to be not angry? At the very least, that means he doesn't have the slightest resentment towards what I'm saying! ”

In the excitement, Xu Jing began to continue to reason.

"What does it mean that there is no disgust?"

"That might mean he at least likes me!"

"That's right! At least she doesn't hate me! ”

"That's right! Then wait for him to come back! ”

Xu Jing's face began to smile!

"Didn't he say it! Leave Shanghai today, go to Wuxi by the way, and then return, then see him soon! ”

Xu Jing still felt that her heart was no longer beating so hard!

Xu Jing stretched out her hand to adjust the flow and temperature of the nozzle, Xu Jing began to feel that the water was a little hot, and she didn't need such a large flow anymore!

Xu Jing felt that she needed a trickle now, and she needed to be gentle! At this moment, Xu Jing began to feel that her heart was beginning to stretch!

"Will he ask me out when he returns?"

"What time will he ask me out? Will it be put on the go, or will it be impatient as soon as it returns to the waterfront? ”

"If only we couldn't wait! Would he just take himself into his arms and kiss himself madly, if that would be the case! ”

"If you let it go, what will it mean? Could it be that after he was excited, he calmed down again, and when he calmed down, would he retreat again? But don't do that! ”

"If so, what should I do?

"And what if he says he can't receive his love?"

"That's right! How ugly it would be for you! ”

"If that's the case, then what should I do?"

"Then you must be calm!"

"That's right! Then you must be calm! Don't say anything abrupt! ”

"How to calm down?"

"That's right! Actually, it's not scary, and it doesn't matter if he says he doesn't accept his love! If that were the case, he might have said that he shouldn't have thought that way, that he would say that he was married! Of course, he will say that everyone is a family, which is absolutely not okay! ”

"So what to do?"

"That's right! Don't be afraid! Then I said that I didn't have any ideas, and I just felt wronged about some things during this time, and I just wanted to talk to someone, and I just wanted to talk to him! ”

"That's right! I just wanted to talk to him! Just say that you only trust him in your heart, and there is nothing else to mean otherwise, it is a kind of trust in him from your heart! Wouldn't that be nice? “

"That's right! I want to say that this kind of trust from the heart is my starting point, and I will emphasize this point vigorously! In this way, he doesn't feel that he just treats him as a big brother, and he just wants to talk to him about the unhappy things in his heart! ”

"And in this way, although this confession was not accepted by him, isn't the relationship between the two one step closer?"

"That's right! That's it! If he rejects himself, say so himself! ”

In the hot bath, when she thought of Qiu Zichuan coming back, Xu Jing began to be excited for a while and worried for a while! But in the end, I was even happier that I could think of such a way to get the best of both worlds!

……

"It would be nice if he could hug himself!"

Although there is fear, although there are worries, Xu Jing, who has a strong desire to get Qiu Zichuan in her heart, can't help but imagine in the direction she wants!

"If he kisses me, then I will be very excited, maybe it will be even more trembling all over, but then I will also kiss him passionately, and kissing him will definitely be very enjoyable, very graceful! Maybe I'll be dizzy from intoxication! ”

"Alas! I really want to! ”

Turning off the showerhead, Xu Jing began to pick up the bath flowers and apply the shower gel to her body.

Painted and painted, Xu Jing began to close her eyes again and imagine the situation of making love with Qiu Zichuan, and began to gently but forgetfully caress her **, and couldn't help but slip from her hands in the bath flowers, and in the dark, it was as if Qiu Zichuan's hands also stretched out, standing behind him, leaning his head against his cheeks, and also touching his ** with his own hands!

Indulging in her imagination, Xu Jing began to think of the American Red Mountain Forest ...... in that dream, and the Hawaiian coast in that dream......

Gradually, Xu Jing began to feel that his body was hot, and countless magma began to burn and boil in his body! And there it started to beat again, and it started to swell again!

…… Qiu Zichuan's face began to flash non-stop......!

Xu Jing began to gasp for breath, and Xu Jing's body began to tense for a while, and then leaned up!

…… Qiu Zichuan's body is strong and powerful......!

The giant redwood trees are spinning towards the sky again, and the Hawaiian sea breeze is starting to stir the ...... again!

There's also the cross-winding viaducts and speeding traffic of Shanghai! There are also white clouds in the sky of Wuxi Taihu Lake, and Qiu Zichuan's car shuttles through the white clouds on the highway......!

Qiu Zichuan's face is getting clearer and clearer......! Qiu Zichuan's body is getting stronger and stronger......!

Qiu Zichuan is approaching, Qiu Zichuan is smiling!

What's wrong? How is it like a movie lens, how can people suddenly pull back to their original places and become a small ......!

came, Qiu Zichuan came over again, Qiu Zichuan's face began to be clear again, how could Qiu Zichuan's body suddenly be stronger than Gao Cai! No! It's the whole thing that's going to be overcome! Be! It's going to be overpowered......!

Xu Jing felt that she was going to start going crazy, and in her frenzy, Xu Jing left one hand on it, while continuing to rub harder and harder, while the other hand began to probe, began to tremble, and began to ......!

…… Qiu Zichuan kept kissing himself urgently, Qiu Zichuan was violently and constantly colliding, and Qiu Zichuan's sweaty body flashed quickly and non-stop......!

…… The magma is constantly fissing, and it is like a flood that is constantly accumulating......

Xu Jing began to grit her teeth tightly, and Xu Jing began to tense her body ......!

"Ah......h

Finally, with a long groan, Xu Jing suddenly felt that the magma in his body began to erupt, and the flood roared out in an instant!

……

"Ahh Yes! ”

After a while, Xu Jing held the shower wall pipe on the wall with one hand, and put the other hand on her chest, panting for breath! Silently in my heart:

It's been more than three months! It's been more than three months!

……

Turning on the sprinkler again, Xu Jing began to take a shower again.

Xu Jing felt that she was a little prostrate, Xu Jing felt that she was a little tired, flushed off the bath liquid on her body, Xu Jing wanted to go to bed and lie down for a while, this morning, Xu Jing felt that she was tired! But it's very comfortable to be tired!

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