Chapter 139: Blurting Out Love
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Many people fail in marriage, but whether they break up or not, they either regret that they looked away at the beginning, or complain that the other party changed their minds later! In fact, these people don't understand it at all, and the true meaning of the problem is not here at all!
As soon as I got to work in the morning, I came to the office and sat down, thinking that Qiu Zichuan was on a business trip, and he might still be eating breakfast, or he had just left the hotel and was about to go, Xu Jing thought about waiting until noon to call Qiu Zichuan again, presumably at that time Qiu Zichuan should have time to talk to himself.
At this moment, Xu Jing had no intention of continuing to write the manuscript. After thinking about Qiu Zichuan, last night's scenes began to emerge in front of him again, and Xu Jing felt that Qu Bin had disappointed herself!
Whatever regret has been, what person has changed, it's all a pretext, it's all an appearance.
And the fundamental problem is actually very simple, the people who can marry themselves in everything are actually just the people who are suitable for marrying themselves when they are about to get married!
To put it bluntly, this kind of fit is actually just a fit for a period of time! It was just then, it was just that at that time we both felt that each other was suitable! To put it more accurately, this kind of suitability is first of all the other party appearing at the right time!
Looking at the desk, as soon as she came in, she took out the mobile phone that was placed on the miàn from her bag, and Xu Jing began to fall into thinking and emotion about marriage again!
So many people, at the beginning, they once swore that they were in love with each other, but they were not as good as each other, and they saw things as wrong before they were old! What is not for you to marry, not for you to marry, it seems that it is only the state of mind when they like each other at that time that they feel sincere, and sometimes they are looking at the moon in the fog and looking at the flowers and water! Once you have been baptized by time, and you have encountered a few small setbacks and setbacks, and when you see each other clearly, the original heartfelt will become an unspeakable grudge!
This is marriage, what is perceived is a moment, and what is unknown is a lifetime! There is also a scenery along the way!
But for many people, after spending their entire lives judging this initial perception, they have long since lost the possibility of choosing zé again! Moreover, even if you can make a judgment without spending your whole life, how much freedom can this secular society give you!
Sorrowful!
It is people who pursue beauty, but those things that restrain people are also created by people!
Person! It's not a thing!
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But just when the scolding in Xu Jing's heart had not yet landed, Xu Jing saw the mobile phone screen on the table flash, followed by the ringtone of the mobile phone!
Who's calling?
At this time, Xu Jing was too lazy to talk to anyone, thinking silently in her heart, but she still reached out and took the mobile phone.
Qiu Zichuan!
Seeing these three words popping up on the mobile phone screen, Xu Jing was suddenly excited!
Qiu Zichuan, who was on a business trip, could call himself, which Xu Jing never expected! What's more, I'm thinking about calling him today! Isn't it just fate?
"Xu Jing!"
As soon as the mobile phone was connected, Qiu Zichuan's voice came from inside.
"Hey! Eldest brother! Big brother, where are you? ”
At this time, Xu Jing didn't know how to express her excitement!
"I'm in Shanghai, and I'll tell you about such a thing!"
In the mobile phone, Qiu Zichuan still had his usual calm tone.
"You say! Eldest brother! ”
He had something to tell me, and Xu Jing was even more excited when he heard it!
"It's a book about you!"
"You say! Eldest brother! ”
As soon as he heard that it was for his own book, Xu Jing hurriedly interjected.
It turned out to be my book, and he kept thinking about it! And even if he is in the field on a business trip, he is still worried! Xu Jing stood up from the seat all of a sudden!
"Yesterday I went to visit one of my university classmates, who is also working in the construction committee system, and I learned from a casual chat that he is also in charge of auditing. Thinking that you were writing a book, I discussed some issues with him in this regard. As it turned out, I found that they have a lot of unique features, and some of them fit well with some of your references in the outline! ”
"Really? Eldest brother! So what do you mean? ”
Listening to Qiu Zichuan's tone, he seemed to appreciate some of his exploratory mentions in the outline, and Xu Jing, who walked to the office window, looked at the scenery outside the window, and his heart was full of joy!
"You're like this, Xu Jing!"
"You say, big brother!"
"You can search their website on Baidu, I will send you the whole process of their website with a text message, you open it after you search it, their things have a comprehensive introduction to their website in a more systematic way, I took a rough tour last night, there are a lot of good articles and management methods!"
"Yes! That's great, big brother! ”
"You have to admit that Shanghai people, they do things thinking ~ road ~ customer www.siluke.info high, in the management of the norms is not to say, Guan Jiàn is people have a very deep accumulation and constantly face many new problems, this breadth and depth is incomparable to us, especially some perspectives and exploration directions are unique, it is worth learning! I will definitely help you in the lǜ test, so I thought I would recommend it to you! ”
"Thank you so much! Eldest brother! ”
"Good! That's it, Xu Jing! Hope it helps! ”
"Big brother!"
As soon as he heard that Qiu Zichuan was going to hang up the power over there, Xu Jing was a little anxious! On the way to work, Xu Jing thought about a lot of things to say to Qiu Zichuan!
"Are you okay?"
Hearing that Xu Jing seemed to have something to say, Qiu Zichuan, who was ready to hang up, asked casually.
"I'm ......!"
Qiu Zichuan asked, Xu Jing suddenly didn't know what to say!
"What's wrong?"
"You! …… When will you be back? ”
Xu Jing's tone suddenly became a little weak!
From the disappointment with Qu Bin last night, to the "stinky book" scolded by Qu Bin, Xu Jing began to feel a deep loneliness, she felt that she finally found out in this world that she had no one to communicate with. As a result, the desire for Qiu Zichuan in my heart became very strong!
"Oh! I left Shanghai today, and by the way, I went to Wuxi again, and then I went directly back to the waterfront, what do you say? ”
"Hmmm! ……! ”
Xu Jing is hesitating!
"What do you say?"
“……!”
At this time, Xu Jing felt that there was not only a kind of loneliness and expectation in the light, but also a nameless grievance! At the same time, I suddenly felt that my heart began to "thump"! Listening to Qiu Zichuan ask another question in the electric huà, I felt that my brain was blank for a while, and I was even more nervous! Couldn't help it, Xu Jing stretched out her other hand and began to scribble on the glass of the window, her fingers still trembling!
"So be it! If you don't say anything, wait for me to go back! All right? ”
Qiu Zichuan seems to be about to end the call again!
"I miss you!"
Xu Jing suddenly got the courage from nowhere, and seemed to be trembling all over her body and suddenly said these three words to the mobile phone that she didn't even think she would say in advance! And as soon as these three words blurted out, Xu Jing herself was immediately stunned!
In the same way, there was no sound on the other side of the phone!
Suddenly, Xu Jing felt the death-like silence of the whole world!
Xu Jing was afraid at first, Xu Jing was afraid that Qiu Zichuan would suddenly be angry next! Xu Jing was afraid that Qiu Zichuan would not scold himself harshly next! Xu Jing is even more afraid that Qiu Zichuan will hang up the phone all of a sudden, and will never get close to him again, Xu Jing is even more afraid that she will lose any possibility of getting close to Qiu Zichuan again forever!
At this time, Xu Jing felt even more that in this deathly silence, she was trembling all over her body and couldn't help herself! Worry, fear, and anticipation, let your heart seem to be suspended in the air, and make yourself feel tormented at this moment!
But then, what made Xu Jing feel even more incredible was that after this moment of shock, even more in this fear and expectation, how could she start sobbing!
"So be it! Xu Jing! ”
After a while, Qiu Zichuan on the other end of the phone finally spoke!
"You say! Eldest brother! ”
Listening to Qiu Zichuan finally speak, Xu Jing's heart fell suddenly! But the voice was still choked!
Xu Jing thought to herself, no matter what Qiu Zichuan said next at this time, she would listen to it and agree to it! Xu Jing felt like she had made a big mistake! It seems that the wish that has been pressed in my heart for I don't know how long has been finally released today!
But in the mobile phone, Qiu Zichuan seemed to pause again, and then said:
"Take care of your body and write a book with peace of mind, okay?"
Qiu Zichuan said extremely calmly on the mobile phone!
"Uh-huh! Big brother, I listen to you! ”
I can't tell if it's excitement or the fear just now is still releasing the aftermath, Xu Jing, who is already holding her mobile phone in both hands, continues to tremble all over her body, and nods her head frequently.
"That's good! That's it, Xu Jing! ”
"Eun!"
……
"What's wrong with me today?"
"What's wrong with me today?"
"How do I get those words?"
Putting down the phone, Xu Jing began to walk back and forth in the office excitedly, while constantly patting her chest with her hands! And keep asking yourself!
Xu Jing felt that her heart was still beating violently, and her body was still shaking!
"That's right! He didn't give birth to qì! ”
"That's right! He didn't give birth to qì, and he didn't say anything about me! ”
"It's fine! OK! ”
"But he won't tell Qu Mengmeng as soon as he comes back, right? What if he did? ”
"Nope! No! Definitely not! He knows the severity of this kind of thing, and he will definitely not talk about it! ”
Xu Jing, who continued to walk back and forth, began to rejoice again, but also began to worry again!
"And what will I say when he comes back?"
"Will he pretend nothing happened?"
"Will he start distancing himself from me?"
Xu Jing began to worry again!
"What's wrong with me?"
This is Xu Jing's sudden feeling that the hands that she keeps patting on her chest are wet!
"Why am I sweating so much?"
As soon as she lowered her head, Xu Jing realized at this time that the call just now made her sweat a lot. At this time, his shirt has been soaked with sweat in many places!
"I'm so nervous!"
"I'm so nervous!"
Xu Jing returned to her desk and sat down!
But after sitting down, Xu Jing felt that her chest was still rising and falling!
"Don't think about it so much! Anyway, it's already said! ”
"Yes! No matter! Anyway, it's already said! Let him go! ”
"If he likes it, he likes it, and if he doesn't like it, I don't need to hold it in my heart anymore!"
Xu Jing began to comfort herself again!
After a while, Xu Jing, who was in a slightly calmer mood, looked down at the sweat soaked in her shirt again, but she didn't reach out to pick up the placket of her clothes to relieve some sweat!
Although it is still summer, although she has not turned on the air conditioner in the office for fear of catching a cold since she was pregnant, at this time, Xu Jing did not feel any discomfort due to sweating, but had an indescribable comfort!
In her thoughts, Xu Jing felt that today was the most unusual day in her life!
What's more, Xu Jing felt that she still had a sense of relief today!
Be! I finally said what I wanted to say!
Although it was also three words, Xu Jing felt "I miss you!" These three words are far more than saying "I love you!" "The three words are more realistic, more relevant, and more like a long-lasting emotion!
"Go home! I'm going to take a shower! ”
Thinking that these three words were finally spoken, Xu Jing suddenly felt at this time that she was going to take a shower first, and then she would think about it quietly!
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